Sunday, March 22, 2009

What does your birthday say about you?


Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. Sexy. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Loves aggressiveness. Rebellious when restricted. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislike unnecessary things.
Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizing dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions.


spendthrift? oh NO!!! i mux control my expenditure!

anyway, some of them are quite true abt me...

=)



Saturday, March 21, 2009

met fen qx and yun for dinner..
simple dinner wif dearest gals
thanks for being there listening to me...
lamenting on my piling assignments.
hahaha.



this whole week have been tiring for me.
lack of sleep.
lack of rest.
eye bags and dark rings aPPEArIng!!!
=(


next few weeks gonna be as busy as well....
lots of presentations to do.
lots of assignments due.
lots of piling work!!!

time just dun seems to be enuff.
my daily organiser are fully filled with to-do list! ha...
and i'm clearing them one by one Slo00wlyyy,
hopefully not too slow. =P
dun wanna feel so stress out
and do poorly.


pls jia you!
石欣卉-你没想像中爱我
(一切完美)


你小心翼翼 牵我手
其实是担忧 藏不住我
自尊也投降 活在她之下
我 好傻

你字字句句说 你不爱她
那又是什么 让你害怕
我疑惑但是原谅 因为你留下
我 好傻

不是我不说就不在意空等候
原来 你没想像中那么爱我
我不懂该拿什么安慰我的难受
你的存在 让我更寂寞

寸步不离 像天使的她
挥霍我的爱 从不放心上
我有一丝无奈 也有一些明白酷
该 放开

不是我不说就不在意空等候
原来 你没想像中那么爱我

我不能再从你的怀抱感觉到什么
不爱我别再说 假装爱那是撒盐在伤口

啊~~ 谁说我不在意空等候
原来 你从来都没深刻爱我
我才懂不是我不心痛
其实是心没了感受

呜~~~

你没想像中爱我....



Friday, March 20, 2009

一个人就好 ~刘力扬~
(爱就宅一起)


街 挤满了欢笑
太不适合 眼泪凑热闹
快跑 快寻找 无人的转角
不优雅时候 一个人最好

爱 说退就退潮
我松开手 回忆却没放掉
未来 不来了 地球 继续绕
躲回温暖的梦 我一个人就好

为什么越相信谁能依靠
越换来又一次灵魂寂寥
有没有永远 再不会让心绝望的解药

如果说越踏出世界一脚
越不能保留住天真微笑
那从今以后 我一个人过 就很好

心 很平静地跳
只是寂寞 潜伏像海啸
突然某一秒 偷袭我眼角
眼泪自己擦掉 我一个人很好

为什么越相信谁能依靠
越换来又一次灵魂寂寥
有没有永远 再不会让心绝望的解药

如果说越踏出世界一脚
越不能保留住天真微笑
那从今以后 我一个人过 就很好


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用所以爱过的回忆.原谅着你
恨自己不能把过去 放弃
此刻我却无能为力
我们的爱变成我自己的悲剧


盼时间将伤痕抹去...

Friday, March 06, 2009

LATELY

Things have not been going well for me...
basically nothing in my life now seems to be right.

I am reflecting and realised
Nothing is more important than getting a handle on my emotions.
They've been going up and down and all over the place for a while now,
which is fine -- but this unpredictability has got to end soon.

This is a phase in my life where I should try to organize
my feelings in order to better understand and work through them.
Sort through negative feelings and toss out the regret that
just doesn't matter any more.
I am moving on and I need to leave that junk behind,
and work on more impt stuffs in my life. =)








School work load haf been piling~
Assignments after assignments........

everyday's lessons are so packed and tiring.
NO MORE free days AT HOME!!!!!
sadded.


gueSS i'll be very very very very BUSY...
with meeting all the deadlines sia!! =(




to make things worse,
weather haf been bad and
I'm FALLING sick...


=(