MY 24th Birthday Celebrations!!

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Venue: Home + Buddy Hoagers

My lovely companions~

Thanks for celebrating my birthday wif me! =)


Dinner @ Buddy Hoagers wif besties...

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Venue: The Queen & Mangosteen @ Vivo City

~ Sweeties ~

Thanks for celebrating my bd wif me wor!!!

Enjoying our cam shots~~~

Great night wif lovely gals...

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~ HAppy bIrthdAy to Myself ~

i'm reallly thankful to ALL who rem my birthday and

gave me all the blessings and well wishes.... and

of course extra thankful to those who spent their time

celebrAting my birthday along wif me....

i'm reAlly blessed and honoured to haf u all ard. =)

althOugh i seldom say it out such things,

but i'm reAlly thAnkful to hAf all of u by my side all this while!

it's been reAl great to spend my time wif all my besties & sweeties.

i knOw i seldom tell you ppl things about myself and

how i really feel at times esp when i'm feeling low...

(but i'll start trying now.... )

=P

but i'm most hAppy to have u all around!!!

THANKS FOR BEING IN MY LIFE!!

i knOw You all will be there for me no matter wat~

and likewise for me, i'm most willing to be there for u all...

Thanks alot dearies

=)

i love you all !!!!

I LOST MY WALLET! again...........!! full stop.

I was supposed to start doing my e-learning assignment but............
i ended up reading all my past entries throughout these years
and actually read all the diaries i had in the past before i had this blog.

so many memories... esp abt my "love" life?
hahahaha =)

it’s always very heartwarming to read and review my diary entries.
Having some things to backtrack my life all the way when i'm only 12???
That feeling is amazing - like almost being able to relive that moment.
Everything described felt familiar.
And i'll always laugh and smile when i realized
just how much i’ve changed...


when i was in pri sch, life was very much simple.
-playing the sports i liked,
-doing the homework i can coped...
-loitering in the neighbourhood wif my frens.
-staying up late playing silly games at bball court.
-hanging around wif my budddies, my special frens...

When I was 13, got into YTss.
-change of environment....
-I had this first bf in my sec-school and
We sort of “dated” but for only a short 1 week?
cant really rem the details on how we dated or why 1 week...
it sounds so stupid and funny to me. hahaha.
Probably its still much of a puppy love back then? Haha.
-I rem my closed frens telling me abt how they dislike me when
they first saw me in class... that i'm a teacher's "pet" thingy.
its so amazing how we became gd frens later... =)

WHen i was 14, happy moments of life.
- i already had almost all my besties in my life.
the 10 sisters... the bros in my class...
my kaixuan sisters and YT bball team-mates...
-tat was perhaps one of the happiest moments in my life too.
-it was also when i first felt i had a complicated love life?
i felt i was too young for love?? =P
so young yet so many confusing thoughts in me. hahaha.
like dunno who to be wif, who to choose... hehehe.
say until i like got alot of suitors!!!
its so funny the way how i wrote my journal back then. haa.
so in the end i ended up wif this bf who treat me very very well.
but the feelings wasnt tat right for me at tat moment.
plus due some misunderstandings hence we ended.

whEn i'm 15 and 16, life starts to change.
-my life was mainly packed wif bball wif
competitive tournaments throughout the yr.
-it was also the first time i really fell in love wif someone.
feelings were good but timing was bad i guess...
alot of hopes and lingering part on my side hence
took quite a long time to get over the relationship.
-finished my sec sch life wif lotsa of memories...

from 17 to 22, wonderful life journey experienced.
-my life evolves more abt myself
and around my frens and families and work...
not really wanting to step into a 2-person's life.
enjoyed my "single" carefree life i guess....
-spent my time for bball in schs & in kaixuan...
-struggling wif my decision of giving up my love for bball.
-enduring my studies in polytechnic and university...
luckily to have 3 sweeties standing by me from poly to uni days.
-starting part-time job in jack's place... where i got to know
many many nice & special ppl who treated me very well.
-going on casual dates wif some special ppls who became my frens
-monthly birthday celebrations and outings...
-oversea trip to faraway aussie to visit my bestie
-first oversea trip wif most of my besties

when i'm 23, new turning point.
-i completed my studies in uni...
my completion of my so many yrs of studying.
-started working as a contract teacher in sec school.
fulfilled my ever first wish??
-started a new r/s after so many yrs.
courage and risks i took to step into this forbidden part of me
yet again i failed... undescribable feelings. unknown answers.
the more i know, the less i understand... and
all the things i tout i knew, i'm learning it again.
all the things i tout i'd figured out, i'm have to learn again...
but its okie. i'll learn. =)

now that i'm turning 24 soon...
-i'm back to student life? in NIE....
a steppin stone to my furture career...
i hope i'll do just well and really become a good TEACHER.
-i'll keep a lookout too for my next partner!
hahaha.



some ppl's thoughts abt ROMANCE?:

Our ideals for the perfect romantic life is always different.

When you’re 13, a good boyfriend is one who would leave you a pager text messages or calls u every night to chat wif you. And u'll be very happy if he gives u small gifts... =P

At 15, that guy probably need to accompany you during recess. Or walk you home after school. sometimes bringing you out for movies etc...
It’ll be nice if he’s a badass - the more badass he is, the better? hehe

When you reach 18, perhaps we want someone who's romantic....
Romance, romance, romance. It’s all about romance.
watching too much of romance show dun really help i guess.. hehehe.
And you’ve always thought you’re going to marry that guy you were with back then, isn’t it?

Things won’t be so simple once you’re older...
you'll be new in the society. you'll meet people...
There are so much to a relationship besides purely love??
candlelit dinners, fresh bouquets and yearly oversea trips?
Does he sleep around? Does he drive a car? Is he able to settle down?
things become so complicated for our simple mind to cope!!!
haiz.



and now that i'm turning 24 soon.
there are bounds to be things i look out for in my partner.
but its so hard to describe. .
WHy cant LOVE be simplier yea?
I’ve never wondered if my 13 yr-old bf would be my husband in future.
i've never asked for anything from my bfs back then...
i've never asked if they loves only me and not any other gals. haha
I hope I don’t become such a ???????? woman in future.
I don’t want to be. =(

I guess this is what growing up is all about -
making life more complicated and difficult.
It’s just sudden thought about special ones that came into my life before & wat i've went thru all these few years which made me want to write..

Wherever you are, may there be overflowing happiness.



It really isn’t easy for two people to meet.
And it is even harder for these two people to fall in love.
Thus, I always thought that we should cherish everyone we love in life.



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~ Experience is a hard teacher because she gave the test first, the lesson after tat. ~

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