tink its really time....

i once said i could only move on if i know he had moved on & is happy wif his life
i tink he is now... really happy for him.
=)

i'm deceiving myself if i say i'm not feeling any heartache.
but i hope it's just this moment.
years of hangin around wandering aimlessly,
living outside my emotions...
had come to an end i guess.




as we drift apart i believe we lost the dream
we lost each other...
now i realize that everything was never meant to be

- nothing seems to matter anymore -

心开始从回忆里松绑

把对你的执着都放下

我尽力而为了对吗

我会冷静看着你

离开我的世界

或许这是最好的结果

总好过一拖再拖...



值不值得都过去了

I believe that there's a destiny that this winding road
is leading me to someone i meant to find forever with...
i just always thought it was you...
but i guess i'll find someone new.




* qxin:
wat we had discussed last fri had come true within a week. . .

its 2nd week of schoOl le.
not enjoyin sch life at all now..
but its my last yr schoolin le.....

haix..

so stressed & depressed over my fyp.
seems like tooo much for me to handle
many many journals to read
mant many things to do
i felt so pressuried.
i cant even answer simple qns when my supervisor asked.
not sure wAts into me... =(
i must have return all my stuffs to the lecturers after exams.
though it sounds like a joke but its quite true
and it made me feel so so so guilty...


i felt i lost my sense of direction.
i dun wanna go into depression mode...
the only ppl who can help me is only myself
its the last yr of my studies le...
must find my way back to track soOn.


p/s: I NEED FULL CONCENTRATION




never felt so inconfidence abt myself before
never felt so stressed & depressed before
never felt so pressuried before
never felt so "small" before
never felt so lost before



never felt so alone before.....



its just the begining.