have been busy workin these few weeks....
cause no one's really free to acc me anyway.
haha...
fen & qi having attachment...
qxin needa work....
my 2 sisters busy workin too....
jia busy wif trgs n events...
yun MIA le.... busy givin tuition ba..
gayna busy training too...
wxin & nee overseas.....
xiuyun goin hk holiday soon...
chaifen busy wif her Ureca n Orientation camp ba...
shumin?? erm.. busy datin?? :P
actually quite enjoyable workin also la except kena scoldin
durin mothers' day by unreasonable customers....
why issit so difficult to handle unreasonable guests??
and i still have to force out my smile no matter wat.
hehehe.... =P
sometimes it unevitable to have conflicts/disagreements @ work.
and its even more difficult to handle people relationships...
like u hear some stories here n some stories there
although i'm very aware of wats goin on
i dunno wats the best thing i shd do
so tat everyone can be happy n work together happily...
felt abit uncomfortable but dunno how to say
anyway just wanna enjoy workin these few months
& have an enjoyable holiday in july...
=)
humans are weird creatures....
they dunno alot of things but wan to appear tat thay know
everything... every little things...
they dunno wat the person is tinking or wat they wanna do....
but always wanna generalise and agree with wat they tink shd be
adults & frenz often say i'm a good & nice gal...
very understanding and takes good care of people
but i know myself.. i not exactly a GOOD gal.
i did several wrong & BAD things before..
i'm Not as nice as they think i am.
SO i alwaes felt guilty when they say whoever whoever
is So bad and did watever things etc...
i alwaes wanna say i did some of the bad stuffs too
but i din.
Am I selfish?
=(
why one can feel happy at one moment & so sad at the next moment??
I felt i'm trapped somewhere.
dunno where....
realised i've gOt lotsa of unsolved problems in my heart
but i just hide n buried them alive...
i know avoiding cant solve problems
but sometimes i just dun feel like handling them.
dun wanna say out or dunno who to talk to...
i always say lets things take its nature course
but it seems like its just an excuse for me to move on...
without realising tat these problems are stacking up
piles by piles and falling off one by one....
i alwaes tot i'm strong & wise enuff to handle my own stuffs
and tat i'm very independent since young...
but I found out tat the more one person appeared to be strong
the more weak they are inside....
dunno why i suddenly write all these.
me & sengwan....
me & sengwan....
