Friday, September 29, 2006

bAsketbALL for mE??


hAven reALLy wrOte about whY i wANna STopped playin basketball in my life...
becoX of the pAssion?? tHE cOMmitment?? tHE tirednesS??
Haix...
soMEtimEs words cANt fuLLy express wAT my heArt wANna sAys...


i Stopped plAYin basketball for arOund 2 months plus before i went to NTU for trainin.
trAined & plAyed for the SUni GAmes and nOW the Suni gAmes hAd ended....
dIn reAlly play well for the Suni games.

coACh asked if i Still Wanna trAin & play for IVP neXt yeAr.
I hesitated....
but i Said i'll continue to trAin and see hoW thiNg goes...


nOt sure iF i should stiCk to my decision.
I hAted the hAlf-heArted ME!!
SO indecisiVe...

i Wanna bE suRe oF wat i Wanna DO!!


it had been around 3 to 4 months since i left my beloVed bAsketball clUb - kAIxuAn...
kInd of miSS all the kAIxuAN gAls and sIr...

reAlly miSs thoSe days tRainin toGether wif aLL of theM...
aLL oUR hArdshIps in trAIning...
All our lAughters And teARs...
all thE huGS & cuDDles we hAD...
ALL the times We spent togethEr...
=)

bUt sometimes things juSt doesn't tuRn out to be the wAy i Want.
i Cant feel mY Strong determinatIOn to plAY well anyMore.
I cAnt gIve My fULL coMMItment anymore.
i cAn't reAch tO the expectatioNs I hAd anymOre.


i Dun wAnna let KAIxuAN doWn.






** trying to fiNd myseLf... **
finiShed 12 weeks of attachment le....
more thAn half of my attachment gOne!
10 mOre weeks tO gO....
=)

gonnA start writing the repOrt le...
duNNo where tO stArt... Wat tO write...


finALly it's weekend liAO....
it hAd been a LOOoooooonnnnnggg WEEK!
tired and reStless.




stArtin tO feel lonely At timEs...

i miSs aLL my deAries...
miSS tHEir companieS...
miSS their lAughters...
miSS their everything!!!!

Wxin * QXIn * FEnFEn * Qi * JIA * Yun * GAyna * Nee

WHERE ARE U ALL????

mEET up sOOn peOple....

=)



** IN Search oF my hAppinesS.... **

Saturday, September 23, 2006

this weeK had been a fasT one...


Suni gAMes ended....
both guys and gals teAm emerge as the ChAmpions...
=)




~ 不能退后也无法向前走 ~









Some piCs of me & my Sisters on ouR dAy out....


Shihui and Xiuhui


Me & Xiuhui

Shihui & Me

Sistas Forever =)





Super fate fortune telling... got it from Xin's Blog.. =)


Gender: Lady Birth date: 1985/2/15 9:14

Your sign is Orchid in Chinese Horoscope


*Your life is represented by the wild orchid.
Unlike an orchid in a greenhouse, you have to face the difficulties of nature. You are more fragile than you thought. You like courteous, polite people and you like to live a secure and stable life instead of taking adventures.
this is quite true... =)

*Your characteristics, subconscious, and behavior modes, according to your fate and destiny, are represented by the orchid, not only delicate, yet with femininity.
The orchid is noble, yet delicate and not easy to take care, and better grown in the greenhouse. Therefore, you like a stable life and prefer not to take risks.
Very true!!! haha
You will enjoy a luxurious quality of life if you are born into a rich family. Even if you are not born into a rich family, you tend to weigh more on the quality of life. You are always the elegant, center of focus and catch the attention of others. You are more very sensitive and have high standards for your life, and also somewhat of a perfectionist.
Am i??

You are easily upset when others don't follow your ideas, and you don't like to apologize. Others may feel, however, you are not easy to get along because of your fickle characteristics.
reAlly??

People who are not as sensitive as you, cannot quite understand that you may have a tough attitude, but also a soft and gentle heart. You tend to respect and admire people with a strong sense of righteousness and justice. Your entire life is like an orchid, being pampered by others and sometimes creating a burden for others. The orchid also experiences the four season, and the approaching winter will be the biggest challenge for you.

According to your destiny analysis, you are quite straight forward with a majority of things as long as you know how to deal with them, but you are not interested in knowing why you have to do them. You are a person of action who doesn't like to drag things out, but this can result in hasty decisions.


*Romance Analysis
You are willing to be devoted, dedicated and sacrifice for a relationship. Your love is full of romance, so to be your companion is to be blessed with love and happiness. When the passion cools down in romantic love, many problems emerge, which require your tolerance and wisdom to overcome.
issit true??

In romance, according to our analysis, men usually like you at first sight. If they win your heart, a romance develops quickly, but doesn't last long because it's difficult to maintain the same level of passion from beginning to end.

Generally speaking, you make a good first impression because you are charming and capable, but over time your passion is replaced by arguments. You are often admired, but are not satisfied with what you have, and your romantic partner may be very sticky if you want to break up.
Therefore, if you are still waiting for a good romance, try to conceal your outer beauty in order to find more sincere and suitable lovers who aren't just attracted to your looks. T
hen true romance will come your way.
In the journey of life, your romantic or marriage partner is not easily found by love at first sight. You need to spend time together and interact in a neutral setting before the possibility of love.
The relationship might start from working together, and time spent together planning or meeting regularly. You tend to concentrate and focus on career and work, so you may marry later in life.
How can it be??? haha

If you are still seeking your love partner, among those around you, someone who has a deep understanding and strong ability might be the one. As long as you sincerely give a little hint, the happiness is right beside you.
hahaha...


*Health Analysis:
The function of your respiratory system is weaker.
According to your destiny analysis, the function of your respiratory system is weaker, which caused minor problems like allergies, runny nose, cough, cold, chest pain, diarrhea and constipation when you were young.
Quite true...

In addition, if you have recently felt unlucky or things were not going smoothly, then you are probably affected by bad spirit, which caused bad luck. The best solution is not to eat meat and fish for a period of time until the bad spirit goes away. The bad spirit tends to stay with those who eat meat and fish, and also chicken, duck, green onion, garlic, leek and other spices, so a vegetarian diet can help change your luck.
shAll try... hee =P

The function of your nephridium water system is weaker as well. Your physical strength is not as good as others, and you always feel tired. You have had no major problems when you were young, but over age 40, additional care of your nephridium water system is needed, or it may lead to blood pressure, anemia, heart problems and unsmooth periods, or even insomnia, accidie, cranial nerve anemic, hearing problems, kidney problems, urocystitis, urethrits, gynecologic problem, heart and blood vessel problems. Therefore, you should avoid fatigue, maintain a stable and regular lifestyle and schedule, sleep and wake early, go outdoors and get more sunlight, and avoid deep-fried foods in order to protect a congenitally weaker nephridium water system.


*Career Analysis
Most of your jobs, in any industry, require some leadership and management skills, teamwork; your career may also involve non-profit government organizations.
For example, manager, general manager, high level management, plant manager, government or legal official, auditor, investigator, soldier, police officer, non-profit organization volunteer, etc. These types of jobs might not have the same professional training required for the corporate world, but will offer personal growth and teamwork challenges. If you choose these types of jobs, then your work will go smoothly, but you may lack the professional training for an executive position in the future. You should further strengthen your professional training because you have good management skills.

*Wealth Analysis
According to your destiny analysis, you know how to make and save money, so you are seldom short of cash. You knew the importance of the money since you were very young, so you started working earlier than others. Therefore, you were making money with investments while others were spending money and enjoying their lives. In addition, you were born very clever, and will not spend money if unnecessary, but when it comes to business investment, you are not stingy because you always wanted to be your own boss. You will be investing most of your wealth to establish your business. Afterwards, you will not bequest much to your descendants, instead you will donate money to a charity or hospital because you think your descendants gain wealth by working hard on their own.
=)

Tuesday, September 19, 2006

SUni gaMes started....

wOn yeSterday game with SMU
score 71 to 48 i tink....
Din managE to plAy well
mAde lotsa miSS passeS although i only play like 1 quarter of the whole maTch?
mY defend alSO not good enough, quite average only...
hAIx.

Our NTU guys wON their mATch toO!
GUys plAy really wonderful bAsketball...
their passes... their lay-ups... their assists... their teAmwork... their sPeed... their rebOUnds...
haha haha
=)


tOday's gAme with NUS gals...
plAYin againSt jiA & yun wor...
hehe :P
hOpefully i gOt the chanCE TO PLay And perform weLL.


~ j I A Y o U ~




wOrries dOnt remOve the sOrrows of tOmorrow....
It oNly removes the stRength of TODay!!

Saturday, September 16, 2006

Went K-LUNCH wif chAifen & XiuyUn todAy!!!
finAlly went out toGether...
then Went to Far-eAst tO shoP sHOP...
enJOyed myself
=)


Met fen fen & her dAnny fOR dinner.
Went tO iChIbAn.
fooD wAs quite niCe
wAlk from TakA to PlAza SingapurA
then tRain hOMe...


tIred nOW....
wOrking tml 12-10pm

gonnA Sleep sOON

=P

Monday, September 11, 2006

mEt liangmin ON sAT to shOp SHop... sHE bought alOt of thINgs Wor... heehee... enjoyed her company and gossipings. haha =)
theN mEt dAryl for diNNer at Swensens. chAT wif hIM for some time before i meet mIN again. wE then went to plAy manjong wif jACob and jiNghui. verY long since i stAyed uP throughOUt the night... sO tired. the neXT morning still needa work at JAck's pLAce....actually workin spLit shIft so can reST abit.... but in the end, workin straight from 11.30am to 10.30pm lor... my legs were so So sO tired... whOle bOdy aching.... haha :P
I"M getting OLD...


Suni gAMEs stArting neXT week le....
i"m stIll unfIT!!! nO stAmina to lAst the game....
jUSt hOpe i'll wUN screw uP my gAmes.


i must j I A y O U ! ! !

(-o-")




peOple are lIke teA-bAgs... U need tO pUt theM in HOT wATer before U cAn knOW hOW strONg theY are...

Thursday, September 07, 2006

lEt evErythIng eNds it hEre....
i'll stArt aLL over agAin.

i knOw wAt i wAn.

=)