Do nOt loOk bAck and gRieve oVer the pAst
fOr it iS gONe......

dO nOt bE trOubled abOut the fUture
For it has yEt tO come

LIVE in the present and
mAke it sO beautifUL
thAt it wiLL be worth remeMbering

=)

Went for NTu trg on wed.
good wOrk out but tired...
got into the training squad at the moment.
but Still haven confirm the 12 players...
nOt pinning high hOpes, as all the players were goOd.
mS TAn knew abt me wanting to stOp the game.
and i tOld her i'M tryin to find myself.
gLAd tAt she told me nOt to be sO stresS, jUSt relAx and plAy...
but Somehow or rAther i felt pressurized... haa...




i dunNo wHy i'm always haLf-heArted in doing anything nowadays...





"cOngrATs jIA for gettin into AUG squad wOr." =)
weixIN>>> I"M MISSIng your company.
**qIuxin__ wHEn are u fREE to meet me fOr dinNer?? i've got loTsa of things wAnna chAt wif yA!!
>> fEn fEn... meet up more often okIE?
-yUN- uR leg okie le ma??
Qi.... lets jiA yOU and get into THE TEaM!! =)
mIN.. meet uP soON okie?? hehe
^gAyna & xUeni^ gooD luck in ur studies wor!
chAIfen, xiuYUn & shuMIn... we've gOt 4 more months to gO... AttaChment @ ICES Jurong Island yeAH!!! haha =P









i tOut time would heal aLL the wounds....
and i tout i'Ve get oVer hIm...
why dO i feel mY heArt achE when he tAlk to mE??
whY do i feel weird when chAttin wif hIM?
its been 5 long yeARs le...
hE asked me abt the pAst....

perhaps i tink toO much.

haix.

7th weEk of attAchment le....
dUNno itS fast or wAT.


** no tiME tO wASte **
i hAVe loTSa of stuffs tO do...
mUSt get mY things done soon!!!


hAVe been making weird dreAms these feW days...
ABt me hANgiing out together wif some other people i dun knOw...
aBt mE doIn Work wif my BBall frenx and plAying bbAll wif my wOrkmATes...
hAHa.. thINgs juST seem to be oppOsite in my dreAms...


OH yA... wAtched too muCH loVe stories SHows recently... thEn suDDEnly wAnna dAte so MuCh... waHAhaha.
=P

***Your Birthdate: February 15***

With a birthday on the 15th of any month, you are apt to have really strong attachments to home, family and domestic scene.The 1 and 5 equaling 6, provide the sort of energy that makes you an excellent parent or teacher.You are very responsible and capable.This is an attractive and an attracting influence.You like harmony in your environment and strive to maintain it.You tend to learn by observation rather than study and research.You may like to cook, but you probably don't follow recipes.This number shows artistic leanings and would certainly support an talents that may be otherwise in your makeup.You're a very generous and giving person, but perhaps a bit stubborn in ways.

~ Shihui*Xiuhui*Weihui ~

it's been vEry lOng since i lAst went oUt wif my 2 younger siSters... heehee.... we weNt mArina Square on sAt... wAlk Walk and then had our diNner at ''HANS''.... afTerwHich We went tO Esplanade tO wAtch FirewOrks.... SHihui's BF (KaiJiE) toOk thiS photo foR uS... hAha... =) We were Sitting oN a metAl blOck Or BoX (wif ELECTRICITY POWER INSIDE I tink... heex..) It was beSide the roaD;bridge, henCe it WAs quite a gooD view frOM our plAce... the firewoRks were really beautifUl... enjoyed mySelf =)
glAd we weNt dOWn slightly earlier, if not we'll be trApped somewHere in the croWd. it Was VERY VERY VERY VERY crowded ANd PACked... nO plACe to mOve at ALL....



some Photos of the firewOrks...

gOt my First pAy for attAChment le....
FinALly..... bUt oNly $600 coX din wOrk full mOnth.


nOthing Much hAPpen theSe feW weekS.
Attachment... TuitIOn... Work... Sleep... TV....
juSt normal routine everyday. bUt tIMe pAsses quite fAst, withOut mE realiSIng... anOther weeK passed agAin... yUp.


OH ya, i Went for thE Asean University Games(AUG) Selection lAst thursday at NYGH after much advices & comments by my friends... Actually i wANted to play thAT AUG so muCh last time but no chAnce cox not yEt Uni student, but now there a chAnce for me to go try my luCk and see if i CAn get into the teAm buT i dun have the heArt le. hAIx...
By the wAy I din plAy bbALL for 2 months le.. so the feeling wAs weird....undescribeable. I plAyed reasonably OK, din make a nuisance out of Myself... qutie pleased with my performance but bAd passes were uNavOidable...
tHere's One moRe selecTion thIs coming ThursdAY and they'll confirm the players. dunnO wHy i'm having secOnd thought about goIng the selection. sUddenly dun feel liKE playing agAIn. i DUnno wHy. i"m sO hAlf-heArted... hAix. pErhaps i shouldnt have make the first mOve of going the selection. i'M like hanging in the air now... aimless & headless of where's my direction should bE.

hAVe been receiving mails regarding personalities and cHaracters... hOw tRue are theM???
=)

----------FEBRUARY BABY -----------
Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. sexiest out of everyone. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Horny. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizing dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions.


----------AQUARIUS WOMAN------------
If you are in love with a woman in this zodiac be prepared to be very happy or be very sorry. She is a very busy person with her own matters similar to a guy in this zodiac. She is able to live by herself without any guy in her life, a very strong person indeed. Not because she does not have a dream guy, but if she can not find such person, so what. Because she thinks she could do anything that a man can do. She is a leader , a real confident type. She likes to do things by herself, such as serving herself, opening the door herself. Because she thinks waiting for a helping hand is a waste of time, and she is not patient enough to wait around for that. If she starts to ask you out, do not think she starts to flirt with you, but because she thinks it is a waste of time to wait for you to be the one who asked. She likes a COOL guy who sometime act like he is ignoring her, so he has a chance to show him his own confident. She like to guess her man's reaction, but at the same time she likes to has many men wanting her. She is a daring type who could just do thing differently from other people in her same society. She dare to fight for what she thinks belonged to her. Even she acts confident she mostly feel lonely and alone. If she breaks up with someone , she won't show any emotion even deep down inside pain and agony. Not for long she will come back to be the cheery and merry person again, because she looks at the world positively and has "Faith" in the word "Love". She has more men friends than women friends, so do not be a jealous type if you date her. She could be slightly jealous, but she hates jealous guy. She loves "Freedom" so before and after marriage , her freedom has to be the same. She likes you to trust her, even if she does not trust you anyhow. She likes to be the one who is "Right", so if you argue with her , let her win if it is not a big deal for you in that subject. She is a straight forward type, so if she does not love you anymore, she will just tell you straight to your face. Her love and relationship are always real, so if she say "It's over" be prepare to leave, she is not testing you. She is not a vulnerable type, so do not have to worry about her, she will survive by herself. If she is with you when you get sick, she will certainly take care and look after you, even look after you mean "small loan". Do not have secret with her, she hates it and really can piss her badly. When she is sad , be understanding. When she is happy, be happy with her, she likes that. You will not get bore with this type of girl. Someone who is close to her will know that deep down beneath that confident and cold hearted person, she is just as fragile as any woman. She is a fun and talkative person and she likes to tease you. Do not let she talk alone, if you do she will leave. She has many type of jobs because she beliefs what a man can do, I can do. If you want her to work for you, forget it. When she is in love, she will just leave her job in the day time just to come to see you, but not for long she will go back to work seriously again. Prepare to live and love with a "Working Woman" then you will be OK. If she mad, find a shelter for the "Hurricane" is here! Her bad temper will last very shortly though. She is not a revenge type and will not think of "pay Back" time. Most people might think of her as "One of a guy", but in fact she is a 100% woman. She is easily hurt, so be nice with her. If she really loves you, then you are lucky because she is an honest, truthful and will never bored you. Understand that sometimes she will be over confident and sometimes like to have power or act bossy.

i'm sorry if i got the wrong msg...
i know apologising cant change anything, but i'm defintely not that type of person who would use other pp things like my own. dont u know me well enuff?
perhaps i'm really in the wrong but ur words somehow hurt me n made me feel very miserable.