OctOber's eNding... and i'm cOuntin down to my firSt exAm in NTU.. juSt ard 10 mOre dAes... (-o-")hopefully i cAn study as muCh as i cAn as the week stARts...jiA you =)
reAd jiA's bLog abt BAketbALL....aLot of emOtionAl feelings ("gAn Chu")....gOoD or bAd??? hAppiness or unhAppiness???it all depends on how i lOOk at it rite?sOMetimes i reALly did wOnder why aM i stILL in this gAme cAlled bASKETBALL... wheN i often got disappointment in myself and unhappiness in my plAY... when i always feLL hard and struggle to cLimb up agAIn... whEn i gOt all Sort of brusies on my bOdy after rough plAys.... when i felt muscle AChe here & there... wHEn i gOt negative comments from my guys' friends abt being more femine & stop playin BBALL... when i felt discouraged... All sorts of tHings...but i could not gIf a definTE answer.i STayed becox of the peOPle?? the friendsHip?? tHe pride & honOur when i pLAyed weLL?? tHE commitment i hAf?? the hAppy & chAotic moments i spent wif my teAMmates?? the cheers & jOy we shARed when wE win gAmes toGether??yUp... SO diFFicult to meAsure yeA?but i understANd tAt no mAtter wAT we do there are bOund to hAf good & bad reponses.. being into thIS gAme is also the sAMe... perhAPs it's jUST how muCh i mAgnify my hAppiness and diminish my unhappiness.bUt i know i miSSed kAixuAn trg bADly todAy...reAlly wanted to go sO muCh... miSsed sIr... misSed kaixuan & xiAOlong gals... misSed all the "dA dui" wif them and miSSed all their jOKes & laughter.... BUT i juST got TONs and TONS of tutorial questions to finisH up :(tink i nEEd to woRk hARder and mOre efficiently lE... mUSt fork out abit of my timE for kAIxuAn... to eXercise, to keep FIt, to meet up wif kAixuan gAls & SIr and mOst importAntly it's the time to enjoy & relAx after a weEk of STRESS... tAt's propably the only time i cAn relAx mY mind and enjoy plAyin... even for the fEw hOurs... yAhz...exAms are drAwin neAr... juSt a MOnth more?? 10 NOV to 24 NOV...hAven stARt prepAring yEt...prAY hard tat i cAn get intO the stuDy mOOD soon... btw tink i'll be bloggin lesser.. reAlly need more time MUGGING....=) gOod lUCk to myself for exAms!!*quote of the day*~ nEver gif uP on the thiNgs u stRongly believe in ~
it's has been quite a long time since i last went to orchArd... ya... a few months i tink... like abit CUt off from the world all thiS whIle.. HAha... BTW, went Orchard today... a small gathering or so-called meet up with some of my pals... went eAT japanese fooD wiF WxIn & jIA... we were all SO fuLL after the meAl... =P and thEn met jiAhui & binghuAng for a whIle before fEn cAMe to joIn uS and the guys left... we then sAT outside HEeren for a drink and our Chit-chatting Cum lAdies tAlk... there seeMS so many thiNGs for uS to tAlk about siA... =)sOMEhow missed our times in SEc school... SO carefree & fun... not muCh things for us to wOrry about... and the whOle big grOup of us would go plAy BB... SINg K...mAkan & hang out togEther... it sEEms sO hard nOW... tHings aren't the sAme anymOre... eveRyone's buSy wif their oWN stuffs and it reAlly makes me woNder how smAll my group of friends will be when the year goes by... (i think i lOSt some of my precious frenz le~my BROthers~) so i hOpe i will nOt lOSe the reST of my pALS anymOre...anywAy, reAlly an enjoyable day out =)tink the nExt time we meet wiLL be after our Uni eXams le...fOr now, like wAt jIA say, we muSt start becomin Nerd le... wahaha... Study, stuDY & study... i muST mAKe sure i reALLy stUdy hArd And NOt let myself doWN...by the way... receiVEd a meaningful msg from SIr toDAy.. he sAys:" if handled cOrrectly exAms can help uS to grOw mentally and stretch oUr spirit... oR it cAn scAr uS.... SOAR or SORE?? u decide.. .dO well & mAke it Count"i felt So tOuched & encourAged whEn i saw thiS mSg... he liKE somehOW understANds the stresS & feAR in exAms i hAd nOW... he mAde me reAlised tAt exAms are yEt another challenge i hAd to overcOME... (although i understand thiS from right the stArt but he sOMehow reminded me and make me realised tAT i hAF been really Stressed and burdened by alot of things, resulting in an unclear mind in the pAst...) I feel muCH better and clear nOW... =)i DUn wanna fEel disappOinted...i dun wAnna regret anything aNymore at the end of the dAY...STudy HArd (-o-")*quote of the day*~ mOSt peopLE fAiL nOt from lAck of Ability... bUt from lAck of cOmmitment ~
did a persOnality teSt on wAt does ur BirthdAte means...***Your Birthdate: February 15***With a birthday on the 15th of any month, you are apt to have really strong attachments to home, family and domestic scene. The 1 and 5 equaling 6, provide the sort of energy that makes you an excellent parent or teacher. You are very responsible and capable.
This is an attractive and an attracting influence. You like harmony in your environment and strive to maintain it. You tend to learn by observation rather than study and research.
You may like to cook, but you probably don't follow recipes. This number shows artistic leanings and would certainly support an talents that may be otherwise in your makeup. You're a very generous and giving person, but perhaps a bit stubborn in ways.What Does Your Birth Date Mean?http://www.blogthings.com/whatdoesyourbirthdatemeanquiz/
i reAlly need motivAtions to StuDY??wHere's the spEcial "thing" in mE??i'M miSSin my oLd self?? the 'Strong' gal with great determination & fAith... oR iS the present mE the rEAl mE??am I miSsing alot of thIngs in my lIfe riGht nOW??tHe things and life-style of wAT a 20 yrs old gAl would wAn..why am i feeliN SO lOSt and insecure?hAizbtw.. wat wOuld a gal wan at thIS age??gOOd jOb?? gOod studiES?? frEEdom?? NO strESS??
think i'M thinking abIt tOO mUCh!*quote of the day*~ peOple are like teA bAgs... u need to Put thEm into hOt wAter befOre u cAn knOW hOW STRONG they are ~
~ whEn a WINNER makes a mistAke... hE sAys, "i wAS wrOng"... bUt whEn A LOSER mAkes A mistake... He sAys, "it'S nOt my fAult"...~
lOSer or Winner??
