~ 27/6/05 ~

IT'S my gRAduAtion cerEmoNY todAY!!!
afTEr 3 yeARs of hArd wOrk in pOly, i hAf FinAlly grAduAted...yeSh..wif a diPlomA in CHemical ProcesS teChnology (POLYMER technology) and i'M also awARded the TECH GROUP ASIA AWARD.
iT waS indeEd a very joyfUl event & gAthering fOr mE... reAlly So hAppy to sEE all my frenz agAIn... seeing the guYs thAT haf went for NS,wif their bAld heAds.... gALs thAt hAf stArted their workIn liFe... felloW frenx studyin in UNiversities... ALL of uS had graduated wif differenT futures awAiting foR uS...
iT was nICe to SEe everyoNe so Smartly attired aNd bUsy tAking pHotogrAphs after the ceremOny... wiF frIends, leCturers, pALs, clAssmAtes.... i juX cAn't wAit tO seE all the pHotos...
*hee*=P


Wxin & Qxin cAme for my grAd ceremOny today... *hee* tHey are my "pArent's" representives.. hAhaha...
afterwhIch we wEnt tO JUrong EntertAInment cEntre's K-BOX for our FAV singing sesSion... bEEn quite a tiMe sINce we lAst went.. a mOnth & 20 days to bE exAct.. wAhaha... celebrATed qXin birthdAy and sHE treAted uS for tAt siNging sesSIon... thAnx gAl =)



~ 26/7/05 ~

hAPpy birThdAy my deARest QiuXin =)


attendeD my vEry fiRst lecture iN NTU.... stILL quite alright... lessON was short toDAy...until 1.30pm only... hee theN after my lecture wEnt tO accompAny Qi for heR lecture...abIt werid bUT still okiE... =)
wE thEn headed to bUGis to find FEn after heR wOrk... SHop shOp awhIle theN i meeT Wxin for dinner.


sChOOl tmL.... sLeepy mOde nOW.....
gOnna turn in sooN...
NITEzzzZZ




*quote of the day*
~ AheAd of uS ARe alwAys chAllenges fOr uS to cONquer ~

SO happy now....
*hee*
coX dErrick & KElly had bOth enter the sEmi-finAls...
sO glAd thAT they are in!!! bUt stiLL felt abit sAd & pity tat 2 other good singers(Leon & Chanel) are Out... bUT in cOMpeitionS, only 1 wiLL survive... haix... sAd but true... cRuel mAN... sOmemOre jux now saw all the contestAnts cried after theiR results... felt tAt they mUX haf undergO reAl bIG stress & disappointmenT... aNyway, hOpe thiS sUperStar compeition wiLL be worth to Watch... meAning the reAl tAlented singer wiLL win and nOt thOse contestAnts who haf more mOney...


jUX now went tO meet Qxin & Wxin at northPoint... wenT to eAT some japAnese food i tink... not very nICe cOX too mUch gArlic & aBit too Spicy... hahaa... anywAy meet thEy all iS to BOrrow blAzer froM Wxin for my Graduation Ceremony neXt weeK... yAhz...


tML goin for NTU engineering Orientation... 9am to 5pm... quite long siA... then after tAt should bE meetIN fen & qi thEy all for dinner...
goNNa sleep soOn le, if nOt tml surely cAn't wAke up.. hA...



*quote of the day*
~ nEver giF uP in wAt u stRongly believe iN ~

cheCk mY school time-tAble lE....
my tIme-tAble iS damn lOng mAN.... =(
mon to fri all got lesson.... hAIx


Mon ~ 8.30Am to 5.30pm
(brEAk: 10.30-11.30am;2.30-4.30pm)
Tue ~ 9.30Am to 1.30pm
(brEAk: 11.30-12.30pm)
Wed ~ 9.30Am to 7.30pm
(brEAk: 10.30-11.30am;12.30-1.30pm)
Thur ~ 8.30Am to 4.30pm
(brEAk: 9.30-11.30am;1.30-2.30pm)
Fri ~ 8.30Am to 5.30pm
(brEAk:10.30-1.30pm;2.30-4.30pm)


eVerydAy got mOrning clAss... hAf to wAke up SO early... AiyO mE surely lAte for lessOn one... 8.30am lesson? haf to leAve the houSE latest by 7.30am.... aLL the days sO long hOUrs one...
*SADDed*


juX nOw wAtch SUPERSTAR.... (M1 & M2) deRRick & LEon are bOth equAlly tAlented sINgers... tHEy bOth got very hiGh mArks frOm the judgES alSO.... i liKe their duEt song... very nIce suNg bY bOth of theM =)
SO pity tAt only one oF them can survIve in thiS CRUEL revivAl roUnd... dErriCk got the lOOks, chARm and prettY niCe & mAture vOice whereas LEon hAs a gOOd vOcal & stage performAnce... bOth oF thEm reAlly sAng very weLL... i reALly wOnder wHo wiLL enter the seMi-finAls...
persONally i hOpe deRRick wiLL win & enter the neXT round... bOth my sisters alSO suppOrt DerriCk... hoPe hE's IN....
*hee*
anywAy, SebAstIAn & hAgen'S performAnce not very gOOd todAy...


tML wiLL be shOwin the giRls' rEvivAl round... wiLL be looking fOrwARd to Kelly's performAnce... reAlly like hER singing... heARd tAt she gOt the highest mArk. bUT she fAcing a strOng compeitition, coming frOM chAnel... both alSo gooD singers.. but a Pity tAt 2 equALLy gooD singers haF to figHt for the one plAce... hAIx... sAMe situAtion like the guyS (derrick & leon).... but agAIn personally i hope Kelly wiLL wIN aS i reAlly feLt tAt she hAs the bESt vOcal... sOMemoRE she's frOM the sAme secondary scHool & PolytechnIC as mE...
*hee*


fiNAlly tmL cAn sleep tiLL lAte... NO wOrk anymore & NO scHOOL yet... nOthing & nobody tO bOther my preciouS sleepin time.. wahaha.. tINk i'll sleep till afternOON siA... then goNNA pAck my rooM & keep awAy my poly stuffs... MY rooM is in real messY state nOw... lONg time never tiDY up my room liAo... NO time + lAzineSS + tat type of "tml then pack" attitude... hee all sorts of excuses... sO TML must reALLY stARt pAckin something liAo...
*guity*




*quote of the day*
~ it'S A lOng long jOurney ~

i like Donkey years never stay at home at this time mAn... eveRydAY this tIMe i'M workin, if not goin to trAInin..hAha... reAlly so Qi quAi nOW... =P


anywAy juX got hOME... weNt for mY qualifying English tESt juX now... hOpe i cAn pAss the teSt so no nEEd to tAKe extrA eNglish module...
**prays**


the topic for thiS yeAr were:
~if u were to left 6 months to live, wAt are the 3 things u would want to do moSt... explain & gif reAsons...
~mANy people sAY being physicAlly attrActive is very important. dO u agree? give reAsons to support ur stand.


i cHoOSe the 2nd topIc..
*hee*
jux crap abit here & there, not sure i got enough points anOt... anyway i agreed it's important lahz.. :P


cheCkin my schOol time-tAble noW... alOt of long hOUrs i tink... hAIx... then gonnA take a shOrt nAp... reAlly tired & sleepy nOw...zzzZZZ


uPdate more tonight.... =)

one more weeK and i'LL stArt my UNIversity life... yAHz... reAlly fASt hOr. schOOl stArtin soon liAO. stILL can't believe i'm reAlly a Uni studeNt-to be... wAhAhaha :P
dunNo if i"m loOking forwArd to It anOt lehz...
but hOpe i mAde the rIght deCision.


stILL cAn't get to sleep... hAix loSing sleep thiS feW days... dunnO wHY. body/phySically felt sO tired bUt juX can't get myself to sleep. eVen whEn i liE on my bED le, i would still need to spend at leAst an hour fidgeting about then cAN fall asleep... hAix... somethIng wrOng wif me siA... mAY i be abLe to sleep Well tonIte....*prAys*

~17/7/2005 (sundAy)~
went tO work as uSual... bUT in the moRning was abIt lAzy to get out of my bEd..*heehee* tINk i nOt enoUgh sleep bA.. wAtched TV tiLL bOut 4am yeSterdAe. nOt a buSy suNday afternoon... sO still alright.
at nIght was muCh busier... and somehow i was easily annoyed by things & the customers.. dun know why.. Although i din shOw it out bUT hAix... nvr mind.



~16/6/2005 (sAturdAy)~
met weiXin & qiuXin for luNch iN the afternooN... been a whIle since we meet up... reAlly enjoyed theiR compAny =)
we cHAtted bout alOt oF thingS and also tAlked abt BGR stuffs...
"Love" is suCh a complicated thing. it inVolveS too mUch emotions & feeling tAT resUlt one from behaving normally. yA???
u nvR understAnd how u manage to forgive the one u lOve even though he/shE did something hurtfUL to u. hoW true...??
u neVer understAnd wAt they reALly want...
sOMetimes i reAlly wOnder how LOVES works... HAhaha....


After luNch me & weiXin heAded towArds bUkit bAtok for kAIxuAN trAIning... we weNt to a neighbourhood bAsketbAll to trAIn. quite a cONduciVe plaCe & the couRt wAs niCely pAinted. dIn do muCh circuits dUe to insufficient tIme. So after doin some circuit 2, 5, 6, 8 and 2 Vs 1.. we stArted to dA dui =)
cAn feel my "OLDNESS"... coX ruN ruN abit tired lE siA.. reAlly weAk mAn. anywAy did enjoYed my tIMe with the kAixuAn gals. after trAInin we went to a neARby coffeeshOP for diNNer... cRapped ALot whIle eAting... *hee*
frOm thiS trAinin, i leArnt tAt my expectatIOns frOm some teAmmaTes are in the wrOng approAch and tAt i'm aBit hArsh on my words. alsO i'M gLAd to seE alot of the gAls imprOvin in their plAy...=)




mAy i fAll asleep in anOther half an hOUr tIMe =)
*SWEEt dreAms to mE*





*quote of the day*
~ tO Live iS tO mAke deciSion ~

been quite sOme time since i lAst blogged...
yAh.... As usuAl, aBit lAzy + nTg muCh to blOg *hee*


several upcomin events:
ENg qualifying teSt: 20/7/05
University OrientAtion: 22/7/05
NTU schooL stArts: 25/7/05
thEn my POLY grAduAtiOn ceremony: 27/7/05


hOpefully i cAn pAss the ENG teSt... then no need tO tAke extrA english modules... good luCk to myself =)



cAme acrosS some sWeet LOVE qUotes... from my frenx's bLog and i fOund it so niCe & meaningful sO i cOpy lE... *hee*



It's so funny how we set qualifications for the right person to love, while at the back of our minds we know that the person we truly love will always be an exception.


There would come a time when we have to stop loving someone not because that person started hating us but because we found out that they'd be happier if we let them go...


You will know when you really love someone when you want him to be happy even if their happiness means you are not a part of it.


If someone comes into your life and becomes a part of you but for some reasons he couldn't stay, don't cry too much... just be glad that your paths crossed and somehow he made you happy even for a while.


There are some things that we never want to let go of... people we never want to leave behind; but keep in mind that letting go is not the end of the world, but rather it is the beginning of a new life.


Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want him or her to, doesn't mean they don't love you with all he or she have.


Remember that the best relationship is when your love for each other is greater than your need for each other.


"You'll know that you miss someone very much when everytime you think of that person, your heart breaks into pieces and just a quick "Hello" from that person can bring the broken pieces back...


When you love someone, draw a circle around their name instead of a heart because hearts can be broken but circles never end.


Just a thought: What would you do if the only person who could make you stop crying is the person who makes you cry?"


"It's really painful to say goodbye to someone else that you don't want to let go; but it's even more painful to ask someone to stay if you can never make the relationship work out the way it should be.


LOVE? it's kind of complicted, but I'll tell you this... the second you're willing to make yourself miserable to make someone else happy, that's love right there...


Giving someone all your love is not an assurance that he will love you back. Don't expect love in return, wait for it to grow in his heart, if it doesn't, be contented it grows in you.


A heart truly in love never loses hope but always believes.


A man realized he wanted his love back. Not wanting to get hurt, the girl said 'no'. The man cried to God and asked 'If it is meant to be, why did I lose her?" God replied, " My child, you didn't lose her, you let her go...


"No garden is complete without a rose to make it sweet. No life is ever full without someone to share it with, so take care of the person you love.


It's always better to have found the courage to love even if you lose it in the end rather than never found love because you were too afraid of the challenge.


I cry for the time that you were almost mine, I cry for the memories I've left behind, i cry for the pain,the lost,the new...I cry for the times I thought I had you!


Relationships are like glass, sometimes it is better to leave them broken than try to hurt yourself putting it back together, or worse, have nothing strong to bind it together.


You never lose in loving. You only lose in holding back.


Don't throw your back to love when it's already in front of you, don't drive it away from you because if you did, someday you'll think again why you let love fly away when it was once next to you.


You make me smile for no reason whatsoever, you make me laugh at the unfunniest things, but most of all, you make me love you when I shouldn't be loving you.


The greatest challenge in our life is to find someone who knows our flaws and differences and yet still willingly embraces you with so much love.


When you look for the right person, you always end up with the wrong one. But when you just sit by the corner and wait, he comes along and shares the corner with you.


If I were to describe love, I would compare it with what one snowman did to another snowman -- he gave her a warm embrace and together they melted in each other's arms.


I have to admit that I fell in love twice. First was with you and second was with the person you became when you were already mine.


Aren't thEy meaningful?? *hee*