**= wAitin for nExt phAse of liFe =**

itS alwAes hArd to make deciSion...
hEre Am i to anOther turning pOint of my liFe..
mAy i mAde the riGht decIsion (-o-")



1 weeK afTer exAms lE.. din dO muCh... rOt at hOMe... wAtch VCD and TV progrAmmes... gO kAixuAn trAInins...wOrk... life's SO undescribeable... toO free?


juX gOt tO know tAT thEre iS a clAss chAlet next mon to thuRs @ Tanan MerAh sAfRa... hAix.. but abit disappointed tAt i CAn't gO.. beCox i'm wOrkin the whOle neXt week... Argh... wHy Am i infOrmed so late? when i hAd alreAdy agreed tO work... hAix... deStined to miSs Some fUn and the lAst clAss gAthering... *sAdded* =(


erm... todAy weNt out wif Xin, FEn & dAnny... mEt At chuA cHu kAng LOT 1 ard 11am... weNt tO K-BOX.. for K- LunCh... *hee* Fen gOt 2 free VouncheR for 2 pAx eAch And we hAd a fREE session at K-Box... yeAh!! firSt time get the receipt tAt is $0... hAhaha... =)
We sAng till 2pm and thEn weNt to OrcHArd~fAr eAst as xIN wAnna get a tOp... lOiter theRe for a whIle bEfore we settle @ Secret Recipe for "High teA" :P
tHe cAkes & bRownies are super NIce & yUMMy... simply deLiciOUs... *hee*
after tAT we heAded towArds clAke qUAy... actually waNted to go thE "SETTLERS cafe" to plAy some boArd gAmes.. bUt tAT plAce need reservAtion so we din plAy... wAlk towArds clArke quAy whIle wAitin fOr jiA to go for dinner togEther...
erM... we Went to the "Indonesian seAfood reSturant" by the riverside to hAf our diNner... the fOod tHere quite nICe bUT tHe serviCe fAiled... yUp.. thE wAitress' attiTUDE very BAD... anywAy tINk we stIll enjOy the meAl toGether =)


nEXt wEEk wILL bE no-free-time WEEk for me... i'll bE workin everydAy 12-4pm & 6-10pm.. except on sAturdAy... yA... gOnnA eARn mORE $$ money $$.... :P


*qoute of the day*
~ light wiLL cOme eventuAlly After everY dArknesS ~

miXed feElings nOw....

~ diSappointed?
~ diScOurAged?
~ upSet... unhAppy?
~ mOtivAted/unmOtivAted?
~ reliEved?
~ hOpeful.. lOoking fOrwArd?

dO i UNderStand mySelf well?
if yeS,
wHy Am i hAvin such miXed feelings?
iF nO,
how can i nOt kNow myself?

hAix...


*qoute of the dAy*
~ pEoPLe are fOrevEr sO contrAdicTing ~

~~~ hOrrAy ~~~
EXAMS are Over!!!

yeS.. i've cOmpleted my POly stUdies...
(provided no repeAt mOdules) :P

3 yeArs in S'pore Poly....
it sEEms to pAss sO fAst...

sUddenly felt so free, dUN knOw wAt should i dO?

hOw should i spent these 2 mOnths?

befOre i mAde a decision on my neXt pAth...

should bE wOrkin bA... no mOney to sPent...
and no one to suPPort me... hAhaha....

hOW i wiSh i could stAy At hOme everydAy...
lAzing around like nobody's business...
doIn nOthing... perhAPs...
juSt sleepiN.. eATin & wATchin TV..
hAhaha.. cAN i? cAn i?
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soRRy lA, lAzy bUm... NO!!!
i'M thinkIn toO mUCh... :P



~15/4 /04~

it'S my mUm'S birthdAy todAy!!
hAppy bIrthdAy my deArest maMa...
mAy u wiN 4-D & tOtO tml.. =P
mAY u stAy heAlthly & hAPpy alwAys...


today was my lAst pAper...
CompOsite tEchnOlogy...
morning pAper... not muCh confident in thiS paper... coX din study hArd/well enough for thiS lAst pAper.. *aBit regret* bUT it's Over... tiNk should be able to pAss lA..

after pAper... weNt to JUnction 8 with Chaifen, hongbee & siewyIng... we HAd our luncH and shOpped a whIle thEre.. afTerwhIch we weNt to siewyIng houSE to explore & plAy... hAha.. went to hEr roOM to explore abit and chAtted for a whIle bEfore we stArt plAyin manjong wif SY's sister... hEr sis was quite sociAble.. :)
hAd alot of lAughter whIle plAyin coX HB & CF dun really know how to plAy.. amd we teACh them tO plAy as we plAy... thEn shUling cAMe after settling her stuffs.. fUnny, she also dun know how to plAy manjonG... to thInk tAt they actually ask mE to go SY house to plAy manjong, but all dun know how to plAy... in thE end me & SY end up teAchin the 3 girls how to plAy... hee so funny... and we acTually spent like 4 hOUrs to finisH 1 round lohx... sO long rite? hahaha firST time spent so long to fInish juSt 1 rOund.... theN bout 7pm i went off le cOX need to ruSh home for dinner...
anYway kindA enjoy myself though only for a few hOurs... =)


*qoute of the day*
~ heARtbeAts are cOuntleSs ~

1 pAper dOwn...
CP 4070's OVER....
nOt very difficUlt paper bUt i tink i will Not do well cOx i know 15 mArks gone..
yAhz... abit disApointed...

ANywAy juS receIve letter of AcceptAnce frOm NTU... entEr mAteriAL Engineering... direCt enTry tO secOnd yeAR..
but still nOt sure whether tO go for it anot... cOx i wanna entEr NIE mOre... bUt i reAlly scared NIE dun wan mE... yA.. beCox of my eNgliSh.. sO lAn.. C6.. hAix...
nVm, still gOt time tO cOnsider...

2 mOre pApers tO gO...
jiA yOU!!! =)

sOmethinGs reAlly wROng wif mE... yAhz... cAn't uSe words tO descrIbe... dUn knOW whY i got sUch feelings... hAix

anywAY.. it's the exAm weeK le.. so fAst... hAven reAlly stUdy tHem. =(
got pAperS on 6/4, 11/4 and 15/4... thougH only 3 pApers, but all quite difficUlt tO hAndle. gOt to memoriSe and undErstAnd alot of theorieS & applicationS stuffs.

wHy cAn't i juX haf thE mOtivAtion to Study nowsadAy? sO unlike the pAst... whEn i'll puSh myself to STudy and understAnd my work... yAhz... i lOst the speciAl kind of mOtivAtion.... iS it bEcoX it's the lAst Semester alreAdy sO i'm slAckin? iS it i'M toO preoccupied wif otHer thiNgs tO focUs on my stUdieS? or iS it plAinly tAt i'M lAZY?!? mOst pro the lAst one... hAix.. i bEtter buCk up in my wOrk if nOt i'll bE the one regreting!

WONG WEIHUI....
plS wORK hArd for thE lAst feW pAPers in PolytechniC wOr... jiA you !! :P