~ TAke eAch dAy One aT A time ~

"One dAy aT A timE... thiS iS enOugh..."

dO nOt loOk bAck and grieve Over the pAst, for it iS gOne...
dO nOt be trOubled abOut the futuRe, for it hAs yEt tO comE...
LIVE in the presEnt, and mAke it sO beAutifUl thAt it will bE wOrth remembEring... =)

"One dAy aT A timE... thiS iS enOugh..."

HAd kAixuAn mAnagement meeTing on sAT... diScussed Alot of thingS & mAtters... hAd quite a hAndful of stuffs to DO... alwAes enjOyed the sessiOn with thEm... chAin & joKin amOng ourselves hAppily... *hee* glAd all of uS are still therE fOr kAixuAn =)

weNt woRk todAe... beeN a weeK sinCe i lAst work.. hee.. mY colleagues hAf been asKin me why i work sO lesS.. hAHA.. then toLd them i wAS buSy wif scHool stuffs & IVP games... bUt finiShin soOn... theN they all stArted to joKe ard sAyin i surely iS got nEw boyfriend liAo sO dun wannA work... hAha... So fuNNy... theN i would alwAes reply... i wiShed i hAf one toO... toO bAd nobOdy wAnt mE... hAHa.. :P *hee* enjoyed wOrkin there cOx mOSt of the pp are niCe to mE & i cAn get alOng well practically wif anyone of theM... But sometimEs jux Dun like some of the thinGS they dO... hAix... it's not for me to gif comment or cOntrOl anywAE... i"m jux a Part-timer... nO nEEd to tink sO much lA.. jux enjoy my work cAn liAo... rite? erm... mEt the new cHef whO was replAcing Ah hee... erm... A young mAn ard 20 pluS... he'S abit shy i tink... cOX he seldom tAlk aNd when my colleague Asked him to intro himself he also nevEr Say anything... in the enD, i Still dun know hiS nAme yet... hAhaha...

OH yA... i hAd a bAd Menses cramp in the afternoOn ard 2 plus... a very very bAd one... 1st time encounterin this type of thing!! cox i never hAd cramps lohX... hAix... still remember i couldn't even stAnd properly to dO mY woRk And serve my cuStomers... my StomAch was very pAinful... and i wAS in greAT pAin... tout i could hold till 4pm when i hAf my breAk then reSt a whIle see hOw... bUt then finally ard 3.30pm i couldn't hold anymore.. told my manager i need a rest and she lEt mE lie on the sOfA & take a shOrt nAp... my colleagues Say my fAce turn really pale & literallty whIte lohX... diAo!! never feel this bAd & pAinful before... tHen they kepT askin mE to eAt the panadOl but i din.. only toOk a short nAp... was still very painful initially but after awhile the pain subsides.. then wOke up ard 5pm to eAt dinner & stArted work eArly ard 5.30pm. wAs feeling muCh mUCh better then...
todAe's work wAS fine... eArly crOwds then ard 9.45pm we finiShed almoSt all our work...

*quote of the day*
~ peOple are like teAbAgs... U hAf to pUt them intO hOt wAter before U cAn know how strOng they are ~

hAIx... nEver gO scHool toDAe.. cOX got hEadaChe & then lAzy to get OUt of mY bEd... i SLept the whole dAY agAin... dOIn Nothing wheN i still Got several Assignments to ruSh... wAt's the mAtter wiF mE?? whY cAN't i jUX fAster finiSh the stuffS i nEEd to dO... die lA.. cAn feel i'M slackIN in mY schOOl woRk... hAte the feelin.... buCk uP okiE WONG WEI HUI!!!

tmL will be the stArt of the semi-final games lE... dun kNOw stiLL wAnna wATch anOt.. the mORe i seE, the mOre regret & sAd i'll feel... dUn knoW why... hAix although it'S over bUT i Still abIt "fAn Bu kAi"... whY?? tink it's becOX it's mY lAst yEAr liAo So i"M still.... hAIx.. dun know how to describe lA... anywAE muX moVE on Ah... still got 1 more game on tUES...
jiA you EveryoNe =)

*quote of the day*
~ Failure iS never fiNAl & suCCess is nEver eNding. SuccesS iS A jounEy.. nOt A destinAtion ~

hAIx... sAd sAd... we loST the mAtch yeSterdAy against NYP... we loSt by 10 points... mY wiSh of eNterin the seMI-finAls is perished!! :(
thiS alSO means thAt we are gOin to plAy the 5th & 6th position game... wiF SMU on tues...

abOut yeSTerdAy'S gAme... erm... actually the team plAyed quite well lE... but still not well enough to win bA... bUT i'M glAd tAT at leAst i couLd seE somethinG more frOM this gAme... we couldn't play properly the previous 2 matches but yesterday we at least played muCh better and haf more teAm communications... but still we missed quite afew open/scOring opportunities tAt miGht hAF chanGE the enDing... i dIN plAyed much todae... mOstly on benCh chEERin for my teAm and observing their plAY...
i'm noT reAlly upset tAT i din play muCh as i cAn understand why lA... i'M juX liKE tAt... Alwaes nervous in iMpt gAmes and plAyed bAdly... not of muCH help to mY teAm in offencive plAys... hAIx... but felt abIt dissappointed in myself & sAd tAT i'm nOt given enough chance to piA & do my bEST for SP basketball teAm... when i knoW others gif their best fOr the teAm...

anywAe everything's over... NYP deserve to win and SP gals will cOntinue to worK hArd yeA??? u ALL still gOt 1 or 2 moRE yeArs to plAy together Ah.. muX jiA you woR... reAlly wiSH to plAy more wif thiS teAm... bUt it's mY lASt yeAR le... tuESday will bE lAst gAme plAyin wif u ALl le... hOPe we cAn plAy well sO tAt there will be nO regrets for mE... =)

juX finiSh my FYP presentatiOn... wAS reheArsing throughout the AfternoOn lohx... make me feel we ARe sO kiAsU.. hAHaha... anYway the presentation wAS quite goOd?? cOx both the examiners said thAt the presentation was very clear and we were able to cleAr their doubts.. hOPe we did sO... :P coX i wAS sO scared tAT they cAn't understAnd wAT our project is abOut.. tout they miGht ask aLot of questions.. buT they din ask much... iS it becox they dun understand wat we were doin so they also dun know wat questions to ask or is our presentatiuon really so clear?? i got miXed & weird feelings here... but mOSt importantly iS tAT my FYP IS FINALLY OVER...!!!!! hOorAy.... noW ONly need to cleAr my 2 assignments & 1 formal report and a few more teSTs.... theN 3 exAm papers to tAKe and i'LL grAduate...

gonnA reAch the turnoVer poInt of mY liFE soOn.... jiA yOU bA... focus on ur schOOlwork now & dO well in everything; every tAsks u are assigned tO... kAnbatAk *hee* =)

*quote of the day*
LEADERSHIP
~ Autority doeS noT mAke u A leADer... iT only gif u an oppOrtunity to lead... ~

in School noW... juX finiSh discuSsin mY finAl yeAr prOject presentation....still ALot of things to dO... ARGh.... tmL's mY finAl yeAR ProjeCt presentation lE... 4-4.30pm... i hAven't reAlly reheArse mY oWn pArt & memoriSe mY speecH... ABit nervous wAt to sAy siA. after feW mONths of hArd wOrk... fiNAlly goNNA eNd liAo... buT felt time pAssed sO fAst... and i'M shOrt of timE... didn't hAd enough time to prepAre well... hOpe i cAn stILL mAke it.. *hee*

tml alsO gOt oRAl practical test... tiNK no time to study also.. cox later got match.. then go home le muX prepAre my powerpoint presentation for tmL... hAix... cAN't someone giF me more time?? i'M juX runin shOrt of time.. feeling so exhausted & tired... everydAy also so buzY SIa.. :(

lAter GOT match wif NYP... 6pm.... stArtin to get nervous agAIn... hAIx. bUT nO feAr, i'll cAlm myself down in order to plAy properly... hee... gonna tAke a short nAp before i plAy :P

hAIx... aLot of rumours hAf beeN goIN ard... sAyin tAt we SP gers hAf been bAdmouthing NYP gAls... sAyin theY are louSy and stuff... felt sO irriTated... whY out oF suddeN got sUch thiNgs... it mAde things wEird for bOth sides... sOmemOre it'S quite a CruciAL game for SP gers todAy... if we win, we eNter... iF nOt we're Out of tOP 4...
hAte to heAr thiS type of thinGs... buT no mAtter wAt we still need to overcOme this and forget bout it & juX focus oN our gAme yeA... SP gals.... jiA you wOr....

wAtever the reSults, hope the gAls cAn plAy well.... whether we win or lose in the eNd, hope we cOuld play aS a teAm and communicAte well wif eAch other in cOurt... make sure we all gave our very beSt k... tAt's the gals i wanna play wif... :P

i'LL plAy my beST & fight all the Way.... =)

it's beeN a very lOng & buSy week for mE... aLot oF miXed fEelings invOlved withiN thiS miserable 1 weEk... dUn knOW whY i'M feElin aLl theSe...

20/2/05 (sUn)
As uSual...went jAck's plAce tO wOrk.... wOke uP quite lAte, arD 10.45pm.. ate mY breAkfAst.. bAthe & ruShed to woRk... sUddenly reAlised i forgot to brIng mY name tAg.. hAha so forgetful of mE.. :P sO asked mY sIS to bring mY nAme tAg for mE.. didn"t realiSEd my siS's sO funny.. sHe actually wAited outSide jAck's plAce for bout 1/2 hour... stAnding there looKin insIde seArching for mE.. hA.. bUt i was toO buSy wif wOrk to realise her presence. finAlly she asked one of her frenx to bring in the name tAg... wHy dOn't she at the first plAce come inside & gif mE...? she's sO funny... she say she scare.... dun know scare of wat... anywAe still muX thAnx her for bringin my nAme tag.... =)

tml's one of our chEf's (Ah hee) lAst dAy of work... hE leAving for a better work prospect? hope So... hee... But heArd from him tAt he's noT very hAppy workin here sO wAnna chAnge aN workin environment... btw, QI... u gOnna miSs hIM siA!! hAhaha... yA... he's the most handsome chef in our wOrk plAce lohx.. qi'S motivAtion to work?? hAhaha. he'S quite a nice & friendly persOn... niCe to knOW him.. tInK all of uS gonnA miss hiM.. aLl the beSt (-o-")

19/2/05 (sAt)
nO kAIxuAN trAinin Again... miSs mY kAixuAn & xiAo loNg gAls.... hOw hAf all been?
tiNK soMethIngs aren"t rite.. bUt nobOdy tells mE anYthing yEt.. hAix... wAt's gOin ON???
bTW... i ActuAlly Slept the wHole dAy.. yeSh.... like one pIG like tAt... Dun knOW wAt's wrong wif mY boDy... jUX cAn't seeMs to work wiF my brAin... waana wake up & dO my stuFFS bUt jux cAn't seemS to leAve my bed... tiNK i slept bout 20 more hrs.... sO scArely... mY whOle bOdy's Aching... especiAlly mY bAck... = (
finAlly got out oF mY bed ard 9pm i tink... ate dinner & wAtched TV.. Ask mY siS to mAssage mY bAck for mE.... wAt's wrong wif me?? overwork?

18/2/05 (fRi)
A very bAd & sAd dAy for mE... i"m reAlly feelin vERy vERy doWn... ;( vEry upset.
SP galS lOSt their mAtch wiF Combined ITE... bY 7 points... a very crucial gAme for uS & we lOSt it... no poInt sayin we could hAf wON... when the fACt proVes mE wRong... hAIx... bUt to Be fAir, ITE did plAyed well to Win uS... theY deserved the WIn...

although everyone consoLe uS sAyin tAT we did our beSt and i'M very pIA already... i dun feel a tHIng... =( in mY heARt, i reAlly felt tAt i plAyed like /S*h#i&t@!!.... plAyed bAdly... veRy bAdly...

As a controller, i Couldn't cOntrol mY teAm... i couldn't put our pRActise intO plAy.... i cOuldn"t enForce our tActicAl plAYs... anD i DIdn'T mAnage to keep the teAm goIng...

As a cAptAin, i Couldn't mAke my teAmmates motivated... i cOuldn'T bring uP the teAm'S mOrale & teAm spirit... anD i even fAiled tO giF enOugh encOuragements To thoSe plAyers wHo rEAlly need thEm ALot Alot alOt...

perhAps it'S simply juX tOO lAte to reAlise tAt i cAn't leAD thIS teAm well...
i"m juX totAlly lOSt in mY oWN world... totally forgotten wAt i Shd DO & wat'S mY rOle... hAix =(

** foRGeT bOUt tAt mAtch gAl... eVeryoNe muX moVe on rite... :) **

noW goNNA fiGht all out on tuES wif NYP... we need to WIn to enter semi-fINals...
tAt's my lAst chAnce to plAy well for SP and mAke uS intO the semi-finals... i'M reAlly prAyin hArd fOr tAT chAnce to bRing uP my teAm's spirit & shOw others wAt SP gals cAn really dO... mY last chAnce...??? plS bleSs mE... i cAn dO it yeA?? SP jiA yOU jiA you!!!

16/2/05 (wed)
NYP gAls won ITE 14 points... quite amazing resuLt... did prediCted tAt NYP might hAf won, bUt never tINk tAt it woulD be so mAny poInts... NYP plAyed well todAy... YUn yun's 3 pointers were suPerB todAy.... SHe's the stAr of todAy's gAMe... tOp scorer toO i tink...
our SP boys won their 2nd gAme todAe against NYP boys... it wAs a very exciting mAtch.. it wAs a very cloSe fight between them, and finAlly our bOys wON!!! by 2 poiNTs.. coNgrATs gUys.. u All reAlly dId very well... exceLLent =)
erm... if nOthing goeS wrOng, our SP boys shd be able to qualify for the semi-finAls le... hAppy for thEm sIA... will the giRls haf the sAMe resUlt?? hOpe SO.... :P

15/2/05 (tUes)
hAppy bIrthdAy to Me... 20th years old le... hAppi?? ok lA.
todAy's SP gAls firST gAme... So hAppy we wON =) but our teAm dIN relly plAyed well... thANx pp for celebrATin thiS dAy wif mE...

*quote of the day*
~ wIn wiF nAme & hONour... lOSe wIf eQual reSponsIbilty ~

hAppi 20th birthdAe to mySelf... ;)

i'M twenty YeArs OLD le.... siAnz old liAo...
mY birthdAy wIShes??? toO mAny to mentiOn... :P
>> to wIn IVP? hAha.. not So li hAi lA but at leAst enTer toP 4 ....
>> to leAve SP with goOd reSUlts...
>> tO hAf all mY friends aS hAppi as before...
>> to fiNd one bOyfrieNd... hAhaha... and the liSt goes on & on... *hee*

aNother 19 hrs moRe to my IVP games le... firSt gAme plAYin AgainSt RP... hoPe i cAn plAy well... duN get too nervous & iS able to communicAte wif my teAmmAtes.... mAY my teAm plAy well toO... =) jiA you jiA you wOr... SP hoSh!!!

wAtched all the gAmes jux noW... firST gAme NTU vs NP... NTU won... score 38-8 i tinK... then aN exciting mAtch between NUS & SMU... NUS won bY 1 pt onLy... So cloSe the fight... they plAyed till 6 quaters loHX... lAst gAme bOys game... NYP vs RP... NYP won, 46-32.... (-o-")

*quote of the day*
~ sOmetimes wAt u sEE... mAy nOt bE true... ~

hAppi VAlentines' dAe tO all.... =)

one mOre dAy tO mY 20th birthDAe.....
one mOre dAe to stArt my IVP gAmes.....

time really flies... i'M turning 20 soOn... very soOn... so fAst...OMG!! wAT's mY next phrAse of liFE? dun dAre tO seE wAt's lies ahEad of mE... hAIx...

hAix... SO SiAnz... so fAst it'S sAturdAe lE... 2 more dAys gonnA stArt sChool lE.. stIll gOt So mAny thiNgs undOne!!! Argh... reAlly fed up siA.. :/ wOrk juX cAn't seemS to finish... =( hAix wHy all the lecturers Are the sAme? thEy tiNk our thiS 1 weEk holidAy very vEry lOng AH? *sign*
>> FYP's finAlly done... due: 14 fEb
bUt still dOin the powerpOint presentatIon drAft.... due: 23 Feb fOrmAl presentAtoin
>> CP 9010 CAse Study teSt... 16 fEb
>> CP 4073 individuAl assignment... due: 16 Feb
>> EIC Article journAl... due: 18 Feb
>> CP 4076 FormAl repOt... due: 22 Feb
>> CP 4076 AssiGnment... due: 26 FEb
>> CP 4073 Group AssiGnmEnt... due: 28 Feb
>> CP 4074 AssignmEnt... due: 28 Feb

suPPose to bE hAppily celebRating ChinESe nEw yeAr... but..? sO sOrry noPe... i'M in no moOd to be hAppy & eNjoyin lohx... hAix...
all the Assignments... repOrts... teSt... all dUe/fAlls on nexT weEk & neXt neXt weeK... hAIx.. i soMemoRe gOt IVP gAmes... DIAO!!! dun kNow hOw i'M goiN to diE siA... hOw cAn i poSsibily finIsh all the Stuffs oN tIMe...?? sO mAny thINg still undOne!! *sign* x 100

~ChineSe nEw yeAR~
nOthing speciAl hAppen... juX sOMe normAl gAtherings and gambling...
firSt dAY, wOke uP ard 10.30Am, theN got reAdy & stuffs... then weNt to mY unCle'S houSe. reAched around 12 noOn... hAd lunCh there and wAtched TV together wiF my Cousins.. then left my uncle hSe for mY Aunt's hSe arOund 3pm... toOk a number of phOtos there... wAtched TV agAin... and Ate diNner at her hSe... thEn weNt meet dAryl, xinGhe & hiS girlfriend At GV yiShun... wAtched Seoul Raiders... not reAlly very niCe bUt still okie lA...stiLL prefer theiR TOkyo rAiders... nicer... somemOre gOt mY ekIN... *hee* after the moVie, chIt chAt wif theM for a whIle then weNt to kAlAi'S hSe fOr mAnjoNg session.... gOt mE, kAlai + BF, liAngmIN & meihui.... wE plAyed from 11pm tO 6Am lohx... sO tired siA... erm...onLy kAlAi wOn... i loSt $11, min loSt $15 i tink... and mEihui loSt $20 plus?.... cAn't remember the exact amount... :P
then meihui jiE gAve me a riDe homE... tinK i fAll asleep soOn after i lie oN my bEd... *hee*

i ActuAlly slept for bOut 12hrs... hAhA... prO siA...reAlly like a piG mAn...wOke up About 6pm lohX... surpriSingly bOth mY sIS were At hOme toO... we were All lAzy tO gO bUy dinner wheN the 3 of uS werE all hungry... and guess wAt? we oRdered KFC home delievery... haha... we wAited for abt 2 hrs then the KFC arrived... (business muX be reAl good)... buT it'S niCe anywAy, cOx the 3 of uS loNg time never eAt together lE... =)

3Rd dAe.... wOke up at bout 10Am... mEt gAynA to gO sengkAng meet dAnny & kiM and then gO fenfeN's hSe... we reAched her plAce around 11.30am... then wAited for jiAnshun to cOme.. hEr mum prepAred steAmboAt for uS to eAT... yA agAin steAmboAt... hAhAHa.. tink recentlY liu xIng eAT STeAmboAt bA :P anywAy the foOd wAS reAlly nice and i wAs sO full then... *hee* after eAtin... gamble time!! we played BlAckjAck.... so keliAn.. i lOst $20... :( sAdded.... tiS yeAr really not lucky siA... plAy wAt lOSe wAT... hAix... Ard 3.30pm, we leFt feN'S hse and changed venUe to my hSe... yeA my hoMe :)
hweejiA & Alex met uS & joined uS tO my hSe... theN miN cAme Along...and dAryl cAme ard 8pm toO... mE, miN, sHun & Alex plAyed mAnjong while the reSt plAyed blAckjAck.... i finAlly wOn.. but only $4... okie lA.. better then nOthing rite...=) thEn moSt of them went off by 9pm... only min & shun stAyed to wAtch the "LuCky Charm" coX finAl episope lE... thEy went homE At 10pm... (-o-")

*quote of the day*
~ sEeing iS believing...~

~ dun hAf the chinese nEw yeAr moOd ~
hAix...

toDae went tO sEE jurOng gAls plAyed wif UNity... thEy wON!!! a cruciAl gAme... bY 23 pOints... sO goOd riTe? fiNally sEE thEm plAyed weLL... yA... beeN wAitin for thIS moment, wAitin for them tO riSe... tiNK thEy toO are hAppy tO see theiR gooD perfOrmAnce... eSp SIR i suppOse... finAlly cAn shOw others wAt u gals cAn do... =) reAlly hAppi fOr theM... bUt plS dun complacement gAls... stIll gOt 2 moRe games to gO... muX cOntinue tO plAy well wOr... i'LL bE suppOrtin u All... *hee* :P
afTer wAtching the mAtch weNt to mAkAn wiF my SiS, xiAN & Angel... hAd fUn hAngin out wiF thEm.. hA.. after mAkan, thEy went tO wAtch NBSS's mAtch... and i aCCompany cHailuAn & Jessie to eAT... then weNt tO wATch bOY's gAmes... bAoshAn wAs there toO.. *hee* wAtchin hEr bOy boy plAy... hA so swEEt... :P thEn around 5pm ChAiLuAn & jessiE pei mE to tAke trAin... mE wenT jAck's plAce tO wORk whIle the 2 oF them gO see chiNese dOctor @ yiShun... *thAnx for tAkin trAin wif me* =)
woRk toDAe wAs nOt very bUSy, oNly sOMe crowds aRound 8-9pm... but gOt 2 tAbles of people come eAt aT around 9.50pm loHx... Argh... dun like thiS type oF cuStomers... cOme sO lAte whEn peoPle Are abt tO cloSe... abIt annOyed bY thEm... :/ the lAst tAble finAlly left abT 10.40pm i suppOse...

*quote of the day*
~ wHen there'S A dreAm inside Ur heArt, dUn evER let iT gO... ~

beeN a Week siNce i lAst bLogged... yA...reAlly a Very very bUsy weeK for mE... hAIx... finAlly finISh week 8 of mY last semestEr in Poly... stILL got anOther 8 weeks tO go and i'll graduAte... reAl fAst mAn.. aM i hAppy tAt i'M finally grAduAting? nOpe... i'M gEtting scAred & cOnfuSed mOre thAn hAppy..... hAix... WHY thiS wAy? nOt knOwin wAT tO do and wAt i wAn iN my future... cAn't reAlly see mY futuRe aT the mOment... and it'S lIke another tuRning pOint for mE nOw... and i JUX cAn't decide wAt i wAnt... tO continue sTudy? ...sTudy wAt...? wAt to study? haix... tO stArt work, for the family? sO coNfuSEd and fAn... wHY muZ there bE sO mAny turning pOints... hAte mAkin suCH bIg decisions... = /

updAtes for 4/02/05
weNt to scHool for prActicAL then got teSt @ 1pm... the teST wAS somehow eAsy? ya... finish the pAper around 15 minutes.. only 2 questions by the wAy... hee... actually wAnted tO gO suuport jUrong gAls.. buT their gAme wAs at 1 pm.. then i cAn't go... hAIx... thEy loSt the mAtch... bY 4 points... quite unexpected reSult... after i finished the lessOn then i ruShed doWn to Clementi sPorts hAll.. juRong mAtch hAd finished and when i reAched there, sAw sIR... chAt wif hIm abt the mAtch.. cAN seE tAt he's verY very sAd tAt jUrONg loSt the gAme... bUt i dUn knoW wAT to sAy to console hiM, so juX liSten to wAt he SAy and giF some feedbAck... i Also felt very sAd tAt theY lOSt the gAme... theN tAlk tO sOme of the jurong gAls and cAn sense the sAdness in them... mIngsHi tOld mE tAt sHe cried after the mAtch... i cAn understAnd wHy cOx i'm been through thIS toO... when u felt tAt u diD ur very beSt bUT still loSt in the end... chAiluAn twiSted her hAnd.. pOor gAl... diN reAlly chAt wif the other gAls cOx moSt of them dun seeM wAnna tALk so i diN fAn theM... hAix bUT perhAps tAt will drIve them hArder to plAy better the nExt gAme wif Unity... get tO see the match btW Unity & yUhUA... Unity wON... unitY's teAm iS quite strong.. hAppy foR huAng jiAo liAn... bUT cAn see HE aged quite alot... juronG plAyin wif Unity on mOndAy.. hOpe thEy cAn dO well and recOver frome todAy's defeAt..

after tAT went tO SP for trAinin... bUt rAin sPoilt the trG.. sO in the end we ONly went School to coLLect our jersey... *hee* finAlly got our jersey... yeah yeA... i prefer the WHITE-blue jersey moRe thAn the ORANGE-black one... but bOth alsO nice nice ah... alsO coolect ouR wArm-up tEE... nice nice also.. *hee* =)

thEn wenT baCk yiShun 755 to fInd qi, fen, jiA, dAnny, jiAnshUn & Eden... plAYed bAsketbAll wif them and at the sAme time wAited for weixin to cOme... been very loNg since i plAyed wif theM.. coX mOstly only gO for SP & kAixuAn trg then neVer gO out plAy BB le.. reAlly miSSed thoSe dAys tAT we alWAes go 219, 213, 739 or 755 there tO plAy bAsketbAll... nOw so buSy... hAix.. mUZ reAlly fork out mY time to sPent wif mY precious friends.... =) xIN cAme and we plAyed for a whIle mOre before she went to fetCH gAyna and we heAd towArds her houSe for our eArly steAmboAt "reunion" diNner... heR mUm prepAred the foOd for uS le... sO niCE of her... rEAlly THANK YOU, Xin's mA.... we chit chAt... eAT... chit cHAt.. eAT and hAd alOT of fUn at the diNner tAble... felt so "wen Xin"(WARM & cOSY)... then mE & jiAn shUn stAyed AT xin'S hSe... supposely tO plAy mAnjong together wiF yUn whEN she coMes after woRk.. bUt in the eNd we chAtted the whole nite till bout 4.30am then shUn went home and me & yUN wenT home bout 6am... coX xin's leaVing for hONG kOng.... goin bAck therE fOr chineSe new yeAR.. she'll be bAck on 15 fEb... goNNA miSs her agAin... *hee*

updates for 2/02/05
bOught new bAsketball shOes le... finAlly... weNt to queenswAy shOppin centre with mIN & jinghUi... i bought IVERSON 3... red & white colour one... first time buyin red & white colour shoes... hee... quite niCE lA... comfortable weAring toO.... :P mIN bought a pair of shoes toO and jInghui bought her formAl wear... we theN went tO IKEA to wAlk wAlk... sO fuNny to shOp wif the 2 of theM... then atE dinner At Burger King... went hOme around 8pm...

updAtes for 29/01/05
hAd friendly gAme with HwA cHong JC... we lOSt agAIn... yA... diN reAlly plAyed weLL pluS opponeNts were reAlly goOd... but plAyed reAsonably well towARds the eNd.. defenCe wAS better and could get some tactic mOves going... =) However, found sOMe problems in mY teAm.. tAT iS soMe of uS get diSheArten toO eASily... nOt sure if i'm one of thEm.. hAhaha... and we dun reAlly hAf enough teAMwork... tinK tiMe toO short to pei he?

aftEr tAT weNt for kAIxuAn trAinin... nOthing muCh hAppen toDAy.. jUX tAT some things i dun wiSh to see did hAppen todAy... some sOrt of tension? betweeN the 2 of them? ya... reAlly dun know wAT to dO to help... felt sO helpleSs... cAn someone teAch me wAT shd i dO? it's not wAT i wisH to seE... felt sO miseraBle... cAN anyone understAnd hOw i feel? hAix...

mAybe i'M verY very selfiSh, but i dO hOpe one dAy... soMedAy, somehOw or wAt, we'll becOme the sAme As before... as cloSe as siSters... all of uS... i know some thingS arE hArd tO amend, difficuLt to explAin... and tAt the shAdow of the crAcks of the oNce bRoken frieNdship will alWaes be there but... we cAn cOntrOl the depth of the crAck and mAde it be the minimum. remember all thE hAppy moments more thAn the bAd moments theN... thiS wAy stAy hAppier toO rite?... i kNow *u* all for sO mAny yeArs... all of u hAf plAys a vERy big pArt in mY liFe and our friendshIp & sisterhood are very very precious to mE....vERy... sO it alwAes hurt mE alOt to see wAt we'vE becOme... cAn we bE as cloSe as before... as hAppy as before?
though it reAl hArd, very difficult, it's the leAst i wiShed for...

*quote of the day*
~ friends aRe gifts nOt eAsily gAined... it roOts froM one's heArt & inVolve memorieS tAT stAys fOREVER.. ~