RefleCtions on the tSunamis outbreAk
frOm sundaY till now... abT 60,000 people appoachin one million people are estimAted to be hAf become the victims Of thiS deAdly tSunamis outbreAk... the eArthquAke tAt unleAshed thiS deAdly tSunami wAves wAS sO powerful tAt it mAde the eArth wObble... wAt a terrible nAtuAl diSaster... beCox of thiS fAtal diSaster.... mAny loSt their hOme and their loved ones... abt 1/3 of the victiMs are children... pitiful younG ones... i felt very sAd whEn seeing the neWS, when they repOrted abt thiS diSaster... the scEnces were simply hOrrible... seein sO mAny people deAd, lyin in streets and on shores... seein how the wAves gobble up the beautifUl islAnds... i'M very grAteful tAt we aren't affected and are sAfe... hOpe everyBody cAn do their pArt in helpin the victims.. be it mAkin dOnations or dOIn volunteerin wOrk... let's aLL dO our pArt to help thOse wHo went through thiS terrible experience...

updAtes for 30/12/2004

sChool wAs fine... loNg dAy... frOm 9am to 5pm.... then wenT to woRk after schOOl... quite bUSy @ wOrk todAE... mOstly biG groups... cuMin dinner to CelebrAte nEw yeAr i suppose... it seemS like everytime i gOt wOrk, it will be very buSy one lohx... haix... sO ke liAnz... next 2 daes workin whOle days... surely gOnna Be busy one... nEw yeAR eve & new yeAR... =)

updATes for 31/12/2004
todAe iS the lASt dAE of yeAr 2004 le... time reAlly flies... veRy fAst... yeARs & yeArs juX pASsed like tAt... and i'M turnin 20 soOn... wAt a chAnge!! frOM primAry scH tO seCondAry sch and till now in POlytechniC, graduatIn.... i'm no lOnger A young teenAger le... felt sO stressed bY the "20" yrs oLd thing... hAIx... anOther phrase of life? wAt are the thIngS a gAl would Aim or wAn at thiS age?? ............ ............. ............. ............. ............ .............. ............ ????
i fElt So bLAnk inside mE... nOthing for me stRive on... i'M like an smAll fiSh in a bIg oCean... seArchIng aiMlessly for some directIOns in mY life...hAIx.. dUN kNOw wAT i reAlly wAn for mYself in the future.... wAt'S the kiNd of life aM i seArchin for?? cOntinue mY studieS? stEp into wOrkin liFe? gO into teAching? bASketbAll alwAys? fiNd sOme good guY & mArry oFf? hAix... simPly juX hAf nO strOng deCisIOn on wAT i wAnna do or be... wHY aM i So *indecisive? always tout i'M soMeone wHo plAns aLot & kNow mySelf very well, knowiN wAt i alwAes wAnna do... but suddenly, thiS time round, i felt sO lOst... yes.... i'M lOst... =(
i'M physicAlly & mentAlly weAken bY the aIMless route i'M tAkin now... gOIn sch everydae to study... wOrkin & worKin... trAinins & trAInins... tAt's mY present life..? wAT's mY future then? whEre Are all mY sense of dirEctions? cAn there be sOMeone to guide me through thiS? tO tell mE wAt should i do after graduAtion?? sOme weird thought suddenly... :
thiS is the firSt time after sO sO mAny yeArs tAt i wiShed for one "speciAl" someone to be bY mY side... a shoulder to rely ON... sOmeone to cARe & dOte on me... hAHaha.. wHY suddEnly thiS thought? AiyO... tout i hAF alwaes been independent & strOng? die ah... mAd mAd le... thinkin abt toO much nonsenses liAo.... *hee*
siMply hope i"m able to wOrk out mY plAns for the future soOn... dun Wanna be ponderiN oVer thiS issue everytiMe.... wEihUi.. u cAn hANdle thiS... like u ALwaes dO... rite? (-o-")

hope eveythings will turn out well for me in the nEw yeAr tO cOme...

**quote of the day**
~ A nEw yeAr... A neW stARt ~

woKe up quite eArly today... erM... actually nOt very eARly lA... 6.30am, but nOt enough sleep i tHink... coX slept quite lAte yeSterdAe night... *hee* sO i slept in the trAin while oN mY wAy to scHool... practicAL sessioN wAs ok... bUt when coMes to the 2 hr lecture frOm 12pm to 2pm... i almoSt fell asleep.. :p kept dozing off... dUn kNow why thiS few dAes kept lOSin sleep, ending uP affecting mY conceNtrAtion in scHool... hAix... mUZ reAlly adjuSt mY sleepin tIme... (-o-")
reAched hOme abOut 3.30pm... thEn rOt at hOme dOIn nOthing... :P MUm asked me tO pAck mY drAwers As it was fuLL of clothes.. buT i wAS toO lazy & tiRed to dO anythiNg... sO i sIMply jUX lie dOwn on my bed & hAd a verY shOrt nAp... in the end mY mUm and mY siS pAcked the drAwer for me... *hee* then vIcki cAlled me to Go jAck's plAce tO work.. becoX mOhAn iS on MC... and tAt thEy need people tO work... heArd tAt hiS fAce'S wound wAs infected & swollen and was given 3 dAes reSt... pOor thINg... erM... i wAs actuAlly abit reluctant tO work As i seldOm hAf the chAnce to reSt at home in the afternoon... but stIll, i Agreed tO help tO work... sO i quickly toOk mY dinner @ hOme and then weNt tO work... todAe's buSinesS wAs quite alright... averAge bA...
vEry hAppi toDAe... Cox sOme tHings turn out weLL fOr mY fAmily... soMehow sOme loAds hAve been remOved... felt sO relieved and thAnkful... =)

**quote of the day**
~ wAT is mOSt valuable iS not wAt u hAf in mY live, bUt whO u hAf in UR life ~

kAIxuAn dinner.... 27/12/2004
finAlly... Had a mAss outing for aLL kAixuAniSm... yeAh... bOth bOyS & gAls... finAlly.... after 1 wHole yeAR's of hArd work and sweAtin in cOurt...we hAd thiS kAixuAn dinner tOgether... *hee* mOst of uS met 6.30pm at mArinA bAy MRT station and then set off to ouR destinAtion... and our destinAtion iS...???
~ steAmboAt dinnER @ mArina sOuth, dRAgon Village.... (-o-") ~
a greAt dAy for all kAixuAn boys & gals i suppose.... although there Aren't mUCh interAction between all of uS... but at leAst there iS tHis gAthering whereby the whOle biG fAmily dine out togEther... as a treAt, SiR actually pAid hAlf the price for our meAls... thAnx yoU, Sir....(",) erm... todAe got a totAl of 43 people dinin together..... the feeling iS jUX toO greAT... =) A verY veRy rAre chAnce wOr... and sO hAppy to See sO mAny people cuMin together to hAf their dinner... eATin together... gOssipin... mAkin fUn of eAch other... munChing eAch other'S food... laughing tOgether... telling stupid jOkes & aSkin lAme riddleS... hahaha... mOSt importAntly... nurTurin ouR friendsHip & fellowsHip boNds... hope we'll hAf mOre gathering lIke thiS in future... aNywAy it'S reAlly a greAt hAng-out wif mY kAixuan fAmily... sIMply lUv seeing all Of thEm.. tHey simply briGht up mY dAe & brINg joY to mY life with juX simple little actions.
afTer the diNner... soMe of uS decIded tO go for some KTV session... *hee* sO, liAngmin, Angel, ZhouxiAn, xIN, my Sis & me went to Party wOrld for our KAraoke session... :) we sAng till bout 2.45am then toOk cAb hOMe... reAlly veri tired bY then... hAhA.. but i did enjoyed mYself alOt... =)

oH yA... dUrin the stEAmbOAt dinner, we ( the mAnagement cOmmitee) were tAlkin abOut our neXt yeAr's resolutiOn.... everyone seemS to knOw wAt they wAn in their liFe for the cuMin yeAR... but i was like huh.... wAT's mine? and i toOk quite some time to gif a serious thought of wat's my resOlution for the cUmin yeAr... verY hArd for mE to thiNk actually.. dUn know why.. tinK my brAin nOt woRkin.... ha... bUt i Somehow cAme out with twO... :
>> tO knOw wAt's my neXt phrAse of life AFter i gRAduAte frOm pOlytechniC....
>> tO continue tO leArn & grOw in the bAsketbAll gAme....
will hAf to think through mY reSolution agAin & gif a mOre preciSE & accurAte one bY end oF thiS yeAr.. whiCh is a few mOre dAes aheAd... :P

*speciAL thAnx to thoSE who gAve me chriStmAs or new yeAr gifts.. i love them All very muCh.. thAnx to Xin[s] for the fAnn'S book, u All know me beST mAn... (-o-") thanx to feN for the necklace, i like it alOt... thanxs to Qi for the tOwel with mY poOh beAr... thAnx to wAnyiNg for the porCh... thAnx to mY SP teAmmAtes for the gifts u All mAde for me,the hAnger & the sand deco... and thanx alsO to others whOM i forgot tO mention... thAnx people... i Luv u All... *muAck* hee...

**quote of the day**
~ friEnds are nOt replAceabLe & speciAl treAsures of mY heArt ~

finally i'm able to hAf a goOd reST.. i'm so sO tired & reStless...been very bUSy these feW daes.. reAl tired... thiS iS how i speNt mY cHriStmAs thiS year...

updAtes for 24/12/2004
wOke up early in the mOrnin tO go for school.. got prActicAl lesson @ 10am... wAs abt 5 minutes late agAin... for tAt lecturer's lesson Again..!! sHit mAn... he's goin to mArk on me liAo... sO unfOrtunAte... i cAme to class juX after he mArked the attendAnce.... KNS... reAl unlucky siA! sOme of my clAssmates are alSo late for his clAss... and guess Wat he wants Us to do? he asked us to stAnd up and sAy " i'll make it a point to be punctuAl for all the lessons next time.." treAt uS like kids mAN... argh...i know it'S not good to be lAte... but.. hAIx... reAlly tried to reAch early.. but jux couldn't get on time... tiNK i wAlk too slow le...ha... it'S only leSs thAn 5 mins loRx... haix.. first time kAnna thiS type of things siA.... really dun know wAt to sAy siA... :#
after scHool went strAight to jAck's plAce to work... reAch there bOUt 12.45pm then eat a few mouthful of noodles before i stArted wOrkin... cOx abIt pAisei tO tAke my time to eat at the office when all mY colleagues were reAl buSy dOin work outside...it'S really a very buSy dAe.. crOwds never seems to end... onLy abit subsides durin 4.30 to 5.30pm... yA.. only thiS short 1hr... theN the whOle Day was like fightin sOme bAttle... haf to clear the tables... set tables... serve custoMers... doin thiS doin tAt... and the keywOrds.. still haf to be fAst & steAdy?? *hee* ChriStmAs eVe... sO busy... wOrk till bout 11pm pluS... lAte? ya.. todAe iS my firSt time work till so late And so SO the bUsy... got ard 370paxs... normally we only do bout 200 plus pax...
after work... tired.. but still goNna go for my SP basketball chAlet.. tooK cAb wif one of my colleague as he also gOIn somewhere near pAsir riS...abit diSappointed cOx i reACh there lAte... bout 12.10am... was abit surpriSed to see alot of people.. got xiAngling, shuting, june, yiying, ecstAcy, beth, jAsmin, quAnhong, jinhui, peIye, debbie, yeelIng, angelA, rebecca, hAixin, hweeyAn, liRong, serene, jInghui & wAnqing... mAny people horx... then the climAx... we stArted exchangiN gifts... :*) i got an AdidAs Frisbee.... cOntributed bY june.... got drAnk a little... but not too much cox next dAe still got work... :P a nUmber of them drAnk too much and sleep early...ya... some even viomited... anywAe wAs fUn hAngin out wif them... ALot of lAughters... but mAybe i'm abit tired.. So din reAlly plAy alOt wif them.. did catch some sleep.. bout 2-3 hrs like tat.. then got uP to bAthe and set off to work agAIn... abit pity tAt i cAn't stAy in the chAlet and haf more fUn... next time.. will hAf chAnce one... :)

updAtes for 25/12/2004
reAched jAck's plAce quite eArly todAE... ate breAkfAst cum lunCh... yummy.... then Started work early... bout 11.15am although suppose to work at 12 noon... eArly crOwds cAme & went off... not a vEry bUSy afternOOn... mAnageable...So my mAnager asK me to punch out At 3.30pm to reST since i punch in early... i lie dOwn at the sofA seat there... and reAlly fall asleep siA... i mux be reAlly tired... so wAs abit reluctAnt to wAke up whEn they cAlled me to tAke my dinner... haha... hOw i wiShed i cAn cOntinue to sleep... :P dInner wAs also noT very bUSy.. as compAred to chriStmas eve... all the server wait stAffs wore the nOvety hAt... *hee* quite fun.... some even wore the eye mAsk.. HAha... i simply luV setting the nOveties.. hee... cOx fun mAh... lookin At the cuStomers bein fasciNAted by the noveties... especiAlly the children.. they look so cutez wearin the franciful hAts :P
went home bout 11pm and bathe and went strAight to sleep...zzZZZ [reAl tired] (-o-")

updAtes for 26/12/2004
wOrk again... yA.... work...!! so lAzy to wAke up todAe.. but somehow got mYself up... todAE lunch crowd wAS quite slOw... not very buSy.... but dinner wAs quite busy.. abit tAken abAck.. coX we prediCted tAt dinner will nOt be sO buSy as uSual due to the chArity show... however it turned out otherwiSe... life's sO hArd to prediCt... hAHahhaa.... oH yA... few unfOrtunate thIngs hAppen todae @ wOrk...2 of mY cooleagues actually dropped their stuffs at the same spOt/pOsition... one drOpped a scoop of ice-creAm due to the unbalance saucer used... and the other one dropped the whole mAin course due to the hot-plate... sO qiAo... conicidenCe? anOther mAtter.... wAs tAT one tAble actuAlly din pAY for their meAl... YES... jux wAlked away withOut pAyin... it a mOther wif 2 kids & a mAid.. and nO one sAw them leAvin... my goodnesS... everyoNE were reAL busy at tAt poInt i suspose...firST time encOunter thiS type of things siA... juX wenT off without pAyin... wat kiNd of people?? hAix... cAN't understAnd why the cuStomer cAn afford a mAid yet cAn't pAy for their meAls?? dun undersTAnd......

**quote of the day**
~ wAt iS your's will eventuAlly be yours... ~

wOke up quite eArly todAY... cOx meetiiN yvonne & jessie 9am @ Clementi Mac... agreed to help theM wif theiR A-mAths... jeSsie reAched befOre me... i had a quick breAkfAst then stArted teAching them & reVising their work... quite upset cOX i dIN teAch them mUch todAE... only did a few queStions then i haf to rUsh to sChool for my lecture.... sO sorry gAls... aBit diSappointed iN MySELF TOo... Cox i'M abit ruSty in mY A-mAths le...cAn't work out the sOlutiOns fAst.. so wAsted some time... tHey are retAkin their paper when sChools starts in JAn... if they fail agAin then gOt tO drOp the subject... i'm somehOw abit streSs by tAt.. afraid tAt i'm Not able to dO a goOd joB wif them.. then "hAi" theY all... but i'll try my beSt tO help...

leSSons todAe were quite bOrin.... nothing much..... by the wAy... mY CLS annuAl Dinner & Dance iS here.... on the 29th of jAn @ HiltOn hOtel.... $55 per persOn... 8 mAin course dInner... and the theme for thiS yeAr's Dinner and Dance iS...BLACK & WHITE !!! *hee* still cOnsidering whether tO go anOt... most prO see mY frenz they all...if they gO then i go..?

dUn tink goin for tML's friendly gAme wiF hOme Utd le.... decided tO go wOrk... yes... neXt few dAes will be wOrkin full day becox of cHristmAs.... tiNK it'S gOIn to be reAl buSy....
Oh yA....on the eve (24th dec) will be goiN to SP chAlet.. organiSed by xIAngliNg they all... loNg time never see them le... finAlly a time to cAtch up wif mY ex SP buddies and crEAte new bondIn wif the present SP bAsketbAll frenz... *hee* buT sAd tO say i'll be goin there only After wOrk... dUn knOw wAt time cAn leave work alSo... coX they say ChristmAs period they uSually fiNish work only bout 11 pluS.... if tat's sO then i reAlly hAf to rush dOwn there bY tAxi man... to be iN time fot our cHristmas coUnt down pArty and gifts exchAnge sessIOn... hahaha... abit lOokin forwArd to tAt... hOpe i dO enjoy.... (-o-")

**quote of the day**
~ liVe life tO the fUllest ~

fiNAlly hAd a good sOlid SP bAsketbAll trAining todAe.... gOt 12 people cOme for trAinin todae... bUt 2 cAn't trAin... >>jAsmine & jinhUi's injurieS hAven recOver.. erm... deBbie & jeAnnete din cOme trAinin.... howeVer the trAinin wAs still quite frUitful... thAnx ecStAcy... beth... hweeyAn... hAixin... peiYe... guAnhOng... yeeLing... Angela... yUbing... for mAkin my dAe... =) reAlly hAppy abt todae's trg although mY leg still pAin pAin.... Oh ya... gOt friendly gAme on thursdAe wif hOme UTd... duN know goiN anOt... cox i gOt work.... hAix... tiMe crAsheS agAin.....duN wiSh tO chAnge my schedule & trouble people...bUT yet wAnted very mUch to plAy the gAme... argh.... wAt tO do....? in life jux cAn't hAf eVerything niCely plAnned.... =(

**quote of the day**
~ neVer giF up On the tHingS tAt mAke U sMile :) ~

leg pAin pAin =( ... dUn know why... tiNK i "la" dAo my thigh... cAnnot strAighten my left lEg.... sO cAn't wAlk prOperly.... very weird.... hAIx... tml gOt SP bAsketbAll trg... dUN knOw cAn trAin anOt.... trAIn in thIS condition?

scH was fine today.. nOthing muCh.... juX tAt i wAs 5 minutes lAte for one tutoriAl and mY lecturer talked to me after thAt clAss... he simply juX remined me not tO be lAte agAin for his clAss.... hee.. it's the firSt time lecturer saY tAt to me lohx... hAhaha... felt abit pAi sei cox todae only got 2 perSon lAte for hiS clAss and i'm one of thEm...

toDae'S woRk wAs relAxin... nOt reAlly mAny cUstomers.... but buSiness still goOd enough i suspose... tiNk becOx lAtely iS pre-festivAl seAson, sO everydAe got alOt Alot of cUstomers... seldOm can be like toDAe...

oh yA.. diD a personality teSt juX now... ermm... 80% true? ya... quite true lohx... reAlly amazed bY it.... thiS iS wAt it sAys about me after i Did the teSt......
Ok. You are sympathetic, loyal, considerate, and conscientious. You will go to any amount of trouble, when it makes sense to you, to help those in need. You are responsible and enjoy being needed. You are down-to-earth and realistic and like others who are quiet and unassuming. You absorb and enjoy using a large number of facts.
You like situations where the rules are well defined and where traditions are to be upheld. You focus on providing practical help and services for others and for the organizations you serve. You have a strong work ethic.
You can be painstakingly accurate and systematic in handling tasks...you're conservative with traditional values...quiet and modest...tactful and supportive of friends and family...
You are often self-effacing in getting the job done, and are willing to make necessary sacrifices, especially for your family. You are at your best quietly providing assistance and making sure things are in order.
You have a few close friends, don't like disharmony, and try to keep cooperation at all costs...you'll stay close friends with that tight circle for a LONG time...worry a lot...
You need to have things organized in a way you think works.. you cannot work when things are out of order...when things are in disarray, you have to reorganize 'em immediately....you get involved with leisure ONLY after all the work is done...
You have a tendency to put off relaxing because there's too much work to be done...you enjoy time with your family...you fall in love hard when you fall. You place a high value on marriage and family...you seek out a partner and feel unfulfilled without one. you most likely are a good student because you diligently follow through in your work to please your teachers.....you learn best by DOING...
You tend not to be the center of attention...often appear serious...others like trying to get a laugh or a smile out of you...you get angry or bitter when scorned...but you keep it inside...
Possible blindspots: because you are SOOOO in the present, you have a hard time seeing possibilities or consequences of your actions...can become mired in the daily grind...don't forget to express your bottled-up feelings...you can be taken advantage of....could be pessimistic about the future because it's unknown and you rely on past experiences.....you want to plan too much.
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**quote of the day**
~ nOthing iS perfect iN thiS world..?.. eVen the mOSt perfect thIng will hAf it's flAws ~

~ fEn'S 19th biRthdAe ~

oh Shu fen's fiNally 19 yeARs old... congrAts.... hAHaha.... hOwever, among All the frenx of her's.... she seemS tO be alwaeS ONly a 12 yrs old gal ?? *hee* :P
we celebrAted her birthdAy @ seNtosA... quite fUn actuAlly... although oNly the 6 of uS... fen, dAnny, jiA, xiN, qi & me... i like ouR idEA of celebrAtin her birthdAe alOt... reAlly....
firSt, we told her a whIte lie by meetin her 8.30pm at newton MRT cOntrol, tellin her we'll be gOin newtoN circuS to eAt... but actuAlly we are jux makin her wait for uS bout 1/2 hour... *so sOrrY... hee* qi, xiN & me left kAixuAN trg early tO go meet fen... but sOmehow we still reAch only bout 9.05pm like tAt.... we thEn toOk trAin to hArbour frOnt whereBy we bought ouR dInner & then headed toWards SentoSa to meet dAnny & jiA... and we Are finAlly there @ pAlAwAn beAch.... we bLinded folded fEn and leAd her to our destinAtion... but ouR plAn diD not cArry out toO successfully.. hAix...
we are nOt able to liGHt up all the cANdles we arranged becox it's wiNdy and tOo open space le... luckIly we hAf liGHt sticks and crAckers.... they reAlly lightS up the whOle areA... very nice nice scenarY.... after shOwin her our beAutiful set uP... we plAYed "bridge" for quite a while... not reAlly a while.. it'S actually the whole nitez till mOrnin lohx.... (-o*-) fen~~ hAppy? tAt we plAyed wif u the sAme gAme for throu out the niteZ.... yeA?

ANyway.. tiNk i'm reAlly goiN to sleep le.. cAnnot tAhAn liAo.... reAl sleepy.. i dIN sleep for more thAn 48 hours k...? froM fen's birthdAy celebrAtion till todAe work whOle day.... i actuAlly cAn endure...??? wOws... super woNder womAn.... *hee* hahahaha

wAste aLot of time todAe... yA... i actually sLept for 3 hrs iN the sChool's library... hAha... lONg rite? cAn't believe it also... hA.... becOx mY prActicAl lesson ends at 11 plus then weNt for lunch till bout nOOn... next lessOn was at 3pm.... still gOt so loNg....then dUn know wAt to do for the next 3 hoUrs sO i went librarY.... and sLeep... *hee* dIn reAlly hAd a goOd nap cOx in very awdward poSition.... but i reAlly did cAtch some sleep.... duN knoW wHY theSe few dAes i alwaes felt vEry reStless & tired.... time'S sO fAst....one wEek juX pAst.. and i felt tAT i diD nOthing meAningful iN sch at all... siAnz....

trAining cAncelled due to rAin again... hAix... quite upset cOx quite a nUmber of people turNed up for trAinin todae.... sO pity we can't trAin.... argh......sO siCk of the rAin... alwaes ruined my trAining sessions.....

hOPe tML's weather iS goOd.... gOt kAixuAn trAining @ 6pm.... indOor cOurts...
mAy i enjoy tML's big eveNt? *hee*

**quote of the day**
~ if U fAil tO plAn... u plAn to fAil ~

peopLe's heArts are sO unprediCtAble... aren't theY ??? cAn be reAL goOd at one momEnt & dAmn bAd at the other momEnt.... hAix.... wHY? dO all humAns hAf douBle or sPLit personalitieS? aM i one? it'S sO scAry tO knOw & fiNd out tAt theSE people are sOmewHere arOund u... becOx soMe people sIMply knows wAt u wAnna heAr frOm theM & theY would jUX gif u the perfect Ans... bUt deep dOwn iN theiR heArt it'S not wAt theY meAnt or are thinkin??? yA? soMetimes i jUX wOnder.... (o_0*) ..... hOW to differenAte....whIch side of the perSon iS his/her true self.... hAIx.... life'S sO cOnfuSing.... whEn will i reAlly grOw up and kNow theSe stuffs About liFe?

met QiuxIn & weiXin for dInner juX nOw... we weNt tO cryStaL jAde tO eAt.... actually veri hunGry one... but after eAting le damn fULL man... *hee* thEn we weNt to Deli for sNAcks... hAHaha... cHit chAt here & cHit cHAt there... gossipS here & there.... it hAd been reAl lONg siNce the 3 of Us sAt together to eAt & talk.... reAlly enjOyed mYself AlOt.... (-o-")

**quote of the day**
~ eNjoy uR live tO the fullest u cAn... for one dAy, everytHing will jUx vAnish...~

i'M So so sO sLeeply...... kePt yAwnin.....Hahaha..... in sCh's libRAry agAIn... rOtting..... dUN knOW wAT tO do....ARgh... woKe up eArly iN the mOrning for 9am lecture but the 2hrs lecture oNLy lAsted for bOut aN hour.... then nOw hAf to wAit for the nEXt clAss at 1pm.... siAn 1/2... siAnzzz..... tInk gOin tO sleep iN the libRAry fOr a wHile after thiS....*hee*.... reAllY tired...

we lOst the gAme todAe... to cHong Ghee... quite aLot of poInts... bUT we plAyed reAsonably well..? and i mUX adMit tAt theY are reAlly a good teAm...perhAps we Are still Abit wAy behind them in terMS of skills & stuffs? bUt i'm glAd we did wOrk hArd for eAch other... althOUgh there Are mOments in the gAme wherebY we cAn't breAk their defenCe or scOre.... we sTill cONtinue tO tRy & keep ouRselves gOIn.... kAixuAn gAls.. goOd jOb!! : ) eSpeciAlly tO thoSE gAls whO ARe siCk... thEy reAlly fought hArd for kAixuAn... i sAlute you... Erm... quite pleAse wif mY performAnce todAE but nOt veri goOd... miSs a few chAnce tO scoRe... and being rejected when i'M lAyin up... diN plAy for the lAst quartEr... & din contriBute much in Offence....but i'm veri hAppy wif mY free thrOws todae... *hee* 100% yeA... 4 out of 4 throws... hAha... alSo abit hAppy wif A few of my assisT pAsses... (",)
after the mAtch we hAf a priZe presenTAtion ceremony... abit lONg sINce i lAst receive A medAl... *hee* sO hAppy.... we tOok Some phOtos wif the VIPs and the plAyers... a niCe & wARm clOsing/endINg for the brAddell Heights Cup.... (-o-")
we then tOOk our bUS bAck... afterwHich wAnying, me & mY siS weNt tO juRong tO mAkAn wif chAiluAn, xInyu, dAphne, RinnA and sIR... i wAs vERi verI hunGry lohx.. hAhaha... sO we oRder fOod fast fAst... thAnx SIR for the treAt... we jOke aLot & chAt bout a number of stuffs... hAf alOt of fUN and lAughter... *hee* theN tooK a cAb home wif sir, WAnying & my siS...

very tiRed nOw... tml still got mOrnin clAss... gonnA wake up @ bout 7am.... sleep tight gAl...

**quote of the day**
~nOthing iS impOssible in the wOrld ~

wOke up quite eArly in the mOrnin todae... cOx need to bUy food ~ breAkfAst for Agnes... *hee* erm... reAch jAck's plAce abt 11am.. firSt time sO eArly reAch work plAce... hahA.. weNT to food cOUrt to gEt lAksA then went bAck jAck's plAce to haf my breAkfast cUm luNch... todAe's stAff food wAs verY niCe nice... got chIcken cHop... eGG... beAns and hotdog... yuMMy delicioUs... *hee* firSt time eAt luNch's stAff food and it turNs out tO be sO nice :P
luNch cRowd wAs quite bUSy... alOt of bIg grOUps in mY stAtion.... and i was like running here & thEre non-stOp..... servin tHiS & serVin tAt... cleArin thiS & cleArin tAt....sO tiring... hAhAha... bUt tAt's the jOb of a wAitress mAhz... fiNAlly the crowds gONe bUt agAin i AM busy... haahaa... bUsy wipiN the tAble mAps... puttiN tAblecloth... setting the tAble... juX buSy... haha... i helped tO cut the flOwers todAe... quite fUn... fiNish wOrk arOUnd 4.15pm... then Ate sOme breAd before leAvin for SP bAsketbAll trG... cOAch din cOMe todAe.. becox of Some fAmily problem.... so we trAin ourselves.. quite hAppy wiF tOdae's attendAnce.. gOt 11 plAyers... bUt abIt diSappointted oVer sOme issues... haix.. aNywAy had quite a good session wif mY SP gAls... i like the pArt whereBy we need tO shOot in a certain nUmber of free tHrOws if not got to dO push ups & sIt uPs... we fAiled the first 3 times but theN succeed for the next 2 times.. quite gOod boNdin actuAlly... (",)
wAs reAl tired after tRg.. sO slept on MRT while on mY wAy hOme... had a greAt chAt wif my beSt pAls on MSN juX noW.... reAlly hAppy tO chat wif them... even thOugh it's online.. hAf alOt of fuN tOo... hope We cAn meet up toGether on thurs successfully...

glAd i sPent mY day fruitfully todAe.... (-o-")

**quote of the day**
~ knOwin wAT iS good iN u befOre U begin teAchin others ~

thAnx WeixIn.... for remOvin the vIrus in my COmputer... u r a genius! *hee* [thAnx aLot gAl]

toNite wOrk was alrite... bUT still would conSider qUite a busY nite on MondAe??... yA... still felt aBit guity oVer the cHAnging of woRk time... it'S nOt reAlly settle yet... haix.. wOnder hOw shd i mAke uP for it... thEn agnes sAy i oWn her A treAt sO aSk me tO buy lAksa for her tO eAt tml moRnin.... doeS tAt meAns she fOund replAcement for me le? :) hOpe So.... she'S reAlly goOd tO me siA... niCe niCe...

felt quite upset over Some stuffS aFter chAttin wif one of my frenz... leArnt tAt people's wOrds are alwAes hurtin... be it true or nOt....right or wrOng.....
cOx when tHings Are said out oR diScussed oPenly... dIfferent peopLe sOmehow interpert the meAnin differentLy... and whEn the people trAnsfer the infOrmAtion Ard... it sOmehow differs frOm the reAl meAnin.... henCe cAusing alOt of miSunderstAndin & hurtz between people.... and wheN miSunderstaDin goeS on and ON.... it jUx gets hArder to cleAr & resOlve...HAiz.... but thiS couldn't bE help too?? it's pArt of life... u can't possibily hAf the beSt of the everythINg rite? bUt i sOmehOW veri deteSt thOse people who cArry tAles around... purpoSely cAusin miSunderstAndin Amongst people... wHy on eArth dO suCh people be present? thEse people siMply jUX ruined our beAutiful liveS.....

**quote of the day**
~ wAt is RIGHT is right even if nO one iS doIn it... wAT is WRONG is wrong even if eVeryone iS dOIn it ~

hAI ya... COM's dowN with aLOt of VIrus.... sO dIn blOg yesterdAe.... nOw in SCh, uSin liBrAry's COmputer... *hee* hOPe my weiXin PC doC cAn help me sOlve my Virus problems... thAnx gAl (-o-")

updATes for 12/12/2004:
wOKe up eARly iN the mOrnin gettin reADy tO meet 8.45am @ khAtib MRT there tO tAke the stuttle buS to SerAngoon BrAddell Heights CC for the finAls gAme aGainst Chong Ghee... reAched there bout 9am...bUt dIn see other peoPle except kAixuAn gAls... hAhaha.... So i cAlled beth and fOUnd out tAt the gAme hAd been poStponed due to the rAin.... nO gAme but SIR dun wAnna wAste our trip there So he gOt us a meetiN rOom and all kAixuan gALs hAd a cLuB meeTin... *hee* qUite cUTe actually.... aLL of uS sAt iN a reCtanglulAr mAnner.. reAlly like hAvin soMe BIG meetiN like tAt... we Ate bAos and drINk while hAvin meetin... tAT's our BreAkfAst k... hAha (",) we tAlked Abt aLot of stUffs...like thIngs tAt are hAppenin iN our CluB.... sOme attitudES of our gAls.... hOW should we cArry ourselves plUs senIoirs bein roLe mOdels for the youNger ones... and soMe sensitVe stUffs.... hOpe all the kAIxuAn gAls hAd a gOod mEEtin... and wOrk tOgether towArds where we wAnna heAd in the fUture...

After the meetiN i weNt tO work... workIN 1pm to 6pm... hAd luNch @ jAck's plAce... hAix... so Sian siA.. i hAte to pOstponed gAmes.. it juX ruined my tIMe schedule.... heArd tAT gAme has been poStponed tO WEDnesdAe night... and i wAs alamak... gOt work tat nite... SHit mAn... gOt to chAnge work time aGAIN!!! ARgh... i hAte tAt feelin... ALwaes hAf to put others in trouble to hElp me chAnge Schedule or help mE work... hAIz... Agnes surely gOnna nAg at me le... and true enOugh.... erM... she not nAg la.. bUt sOMehow fed uP lOHX... i cAn feel her frustrAtion... felt sO guitly agAin... alwaes puttin her iN diificuLt sPOt... sO sOrrY.... duN knOw how to make up alSo... i alwAEs plAn my schedule wiSely And cArefully... cOX i dun wAnna disappoint peOPle and i wannA use up my tiMe wiSely... but sOMehow unforeen cIrcuMstAnces Alwaes pop out the lAst mINute... hAiz... wAT else cAn i dO????

toDAe's the firSt dAy of SChool.... nOthing SpeciAl... leSSon at 1pm was cAncelled As it iS a tutoriAl clAss... sO i went for the 3pm leCture... but... so SIan.. only 5 people turned uP for the clAss.. and my lecturer juX brief uS for only bOut 1/2 hR then we cAn gO bAck le... stupid rite? spent bOut 1 hour tO trAvel to sch And jux Attend 1/2 hr of briefing.... sO wAste of precious tiMe mAn... sO i went to the lIbrary to use the cOMputer... wAitin for time to pass before i hEAd to work... suddenly felt myself drifting awAy froM "LIFE"... dun knOW why... felt tAT i'm spending my life Aimlessly..... dun knOw wAt i'm heAdin for in lIfe.... wOrkin life?... stUDIes in University?... relAtionsHip..? nOthing seems tO be on my mInd....haix...

**quote of the day**
~NothINg will remAin the sAme for U forever.. onLy urself cAN mAke thiNgs lAst foreVer in life... ~

met dAryl juX now... erm... he's still the sAme, nOt muxh chAnge...*hee* we ate dessert At nOrthpoiNt's foodcOurt then went stArbucks sit down chAt chAt... he's alwaes asKin me sOme weird weird questions... hAha... but greAt tO catch up wif hiM... jinHai & yOnghSin came a while lAter tOo... chAt fOr a while then i rush off to meet sIr they all at toA pAyOh.... we wEnt to eAt sizzler... dIn reAlly haf a good meetin/tAlk cOx sIr hAf to attend tO some stuff in the middle of the meAl... actuAlly he din eat i tink... hAIz.... sO the reSt of uS... qi, WanYIng, Meihui and zhAohOng continue to hAf our meAl... we chAtted a few things on our oWn bOut kAixuan & xiAolOng... felt upset oVer sOme stuffs... hAiz... wHy iS it sO hArd to mAnage a teAm?? problems alwAes seem to be unsOlved & there neW problems wiLL pRompt out... haiz.... iS it reAlly hArd tO bulid A good teAm with the vAlues we wan? oR iS it tAt we Asked tjux Oo much from everyOne? wat iS right & wat iS wrOng? whO is correct & who is IN fAult? nobOdy seems to hAf a defiNte aNswer...Weihui....leArn & grOw bA... i reM onCe my frenz tOld me...nO matter how hArd u wAn some tHIngs to be dOne in Ur wAy... it'll neVer turn out the wAy u wAn... it mAy be siMilar but NEVER the sAme or eXactly... sO we mUZ leArn to adApt and cOntinue to stRive for wAt we wan...?... (-o-")

iS it true tAt everyone sHould or will hAf to cOntributes the same in wAtever things we dO? sOme would sAy not to be calculative but...thiS iS the ONly wAy we cOnsider fAir & Square? hAiz.... then whY iS it always the sAme people contributin mOre thAn others? in friendsHip... relAtionShip... Commitments.... iN anythinG.. theY are born tO dO so? hA...cAn't understAnd...

Oh yA... my PHone finAlly bAck.. after one weeK of repAir & rescue wOrk... hAHaha... my phoNe ok le... horrAy... *hee* vEry hAppy tAt my phOnebOOk & messAges Are not erAsed.. thAnx mAn...however my rIng toNes & iMAges are gOne... bUT i'm glad enough.. (",)

tML plAyin finAls @ 10am... so eArly siA.. loNg time never plAy mornin gAmes le... hAha.. mAy i hAf a good sLeep and plAy well tML... (*^,^)

hAiz....No SP trAinin tOdAe agAin..... siAnz.... quite upset cox pp alwAys lAst minute then sAy can't cOme trAinin... then WE haf to cAncelled trAinin cOx noT enough people to trAin... why iS it tAt pOly students ARe more difficult to gAther together for tRGs? they dun hAf the cOmmitment to gO for trAinins? work? lAzy? or iS it tAt different people juX hAf different cOmmitments to different thINgs in life? reAlly upset lehz... :( another 2 mOre mONths to ouR IVP games... still gOt time? hOpe we R able to bUck Up and creAte rApport & teamwOrk amongst ourSelves.... SP bAsketbAll jiA you wOr... SP gAls woRk hard orh... i will sTrive mY beSt for SP basketball & hOPe to end my yR in SP bringin gloRy to Sch... (",)
Sorry to Ecstacy... hAixin... yeeLing & coAch... for cUmin so eArly in the mOrnin tO sch but nO trAinin.... dUN get dIshearten BY thiS... we'll worK harder for each other yea? erm... nO trAinin, sO me, esctacy, hAixin & yeeLing went to Clementi MAc and hAf breAkfAst... we chAtted& laughed alOt....hAHaha... then went fOr pool session... i jUx watched by the siDe cOx dun reAlly liKe tO plAy... after whIch we hEAded hOme...actuAlly intend tO haf a sHort nAp before mEEtin Sir and the kAixuan mAnagement cOmmitee fOr meetIn cUm dInner... then dAryl called And i'm meetin hIm at nOrthpoint @ 4.30pm... it hAf been qUite sOme time sInce i lAst met hIm... tiNk need tO catch uP wif eAch other tOo.. to maintain our good friendsHip?
yA.. hAf tO go get reAdy le before i'm lAte for appointmeNt... *hee* will update more when i got bAck hOme from the kAixuan mEeting... (-o-")

**quote of the day**
~ mOst people fail nOt frOm lAck of aBility... bUt frOm lAck of cOmmitment? ~

Yipeeee!!! we are in the FiNAls plAyin on Sunday.... we Won today's gAme with bRaddell Heights... by 5 points.. Score? 35 to 30...i suppose....*hee*....but we dIn reAlly plAyed well toDae.. the refrees sAy we aBit underestimAte our opponEnts sO we diN play really well & need to fight reAl hArd towArds the eNd... i dUn reAlly tinK likewiSe.. we kNow theY are sTrong physicAlly & hAs better mentAl streNgth than us... we Are prepAred to fiGHt agAinst tAt....buT sOmehOw we jux cAn't get ourselves gOIn... dUN know why... oh yA.. kAlai iS finAlly bAck tO plAy wif uS... loNg time Since we lAst plAyed tOgether.. She's still aS strOng As befOre... cONtribuTEs AlOt to our offeNciVe plAy..... tA't's my kAIxuAn gAl.... :)
*sAd* my plAy todAy wAs like shit!!! yeSsss... "SHIT"....!!! reAlly felt up wiF myself todAy.. miSs 1 open lay-Up agAin.... miss-pAsses ALOt.... aiyA jux "oFF" todAe... COMPLETELY.... hAIz... tink i onLy scOred 4 points for the whOle gAme... (1 lay-up & 2 free thrOws) :(
***foR thOse wHO din get tO play or din plAy muCh todae... plS dun get dISheArten... u'll hAf uR chAnce tO prOve urself oNe dAe... suRely.... (-o-")***
sUndAy iS goin tO be a evEn mOre tOUgh gAme for kAixuAn gAls...???? we R playin fiNals agAinst cHong Ghee.... our RivAls frenz? ironic? hAhaha...ya... their plAyers ARe mOStly our frenz and we Always hAf to meet in Compeitions fighting fOr victOry.... *hee* thEY dO hAf alot of gOOd plAyers & i sOmehOw Admire theM for being able to play well in mOst of the gAmes they plAyed... bUT i reAlly hOPe kAixuAns gAls cAn plAy well agAInst them... even if we cAn't mAtch them in the eNd, we will plAy ouR beSt... fight tOgether for eAch other...and leArn from the gAme... eVen better if we cAn outplAy them? *hee* let's all wOrk hArd together for kAIxUAn... KAixuAn gals... JIA yoU!!! (-o-")

**quote of the day**
~ You are nOt A fAilure unTil u qUit trying ~

wah.. abIT lAte le?....yA... A lOng & busy dAy at worK todAe... abIt tiRed..... reAch hOme bout 11.15pm then dun feel liKe dOin anything... bAthe le then ate some food... stAre at the televIsion.... noW then feel like tO blog... nOhting sPeciAl today.. juX wOrk & worK & still Work... hahahah...
tml wOrkin froM 12 to 4pm.. thEn got semi fiNals match.... erm.... tat's all for todAE.. good niTE to me & mAy i hAf a goOd sleep.... (-o-)

**quote of the day**
~ chAnge iS one oF the neccessAry ingredients iN lifE if we ARe to suCCeed or eVen surVive..~

yeA!! :P kAIxuAn gAls wOn their seCond gAme todAe... we played St AnthOny and the scOre is 36 to 14... hOwever mAny of uS diN played well today.. abIt luAn & made too mAny mistAkes.. quite uPset wif my plAy todAe tOO... i miss 1 open lay-up!!...Miss pAss quite a few bAlls and did nOt stAnd/hOld my grOUnd properly then attempt to Shoot... i aCtuAlly wAsted quite a number of sCoring Opportunities : (
next gAme is on fRi.. playIn Semi fiNAls Against Braddell Heights CSC... ermm... thEy are mOStly NYJC & lingYun plAyers... they R on avErage physicAlly bigger in siZe thAn kAixuAn gAls.. *hee* nevertheless.... hOpe we are able to plAy well & outsHIne theM and plAY in the fiNals... (",)
abIt lAte for wOrk todAe.. reAch @ 12.01pm.. hAhaha... these few afTernoon nOt mAny custOmers.. jux okok lohx.. noT like Sat or Sun.. peoPLe jux cUmin in & OUt...like no need mOney to eAt at JAck's plAce like tAt... :P tml gonnA work full dAe mAy i hAf an eNjoyAble worKin dAy tml...

**quote of the day**
~ fAilure give U the Opportunity to begin agAin more intelligently ~

toDAe i woke up @ 6am!! can't believe i Actually wake Up sO early.. it hAf been months sInce i nEEd to wAke Up so eArly le.. HAhahaha.. however sTill abt lAte when met my frenz.. lAte bout 10minutes.. sOrry gAls... *hee* reAch ICI PAINTS at bout 8.30am and we prINted out our rePort to hAnd in to our officIer in chArge.. she gAve us sOme comments and we edited before hAnding up the fInal repoRt to her... i left the plAce earlier coX i got to rUSh to wOrk.. my apOlogies to chAifen & hongbee.. sO sorry...leAvin u All behind to pUt bAck all the coloUr cArds & sAmple bAtches... will try mAke up k? erm... by doin more work in out FYP report? :)
todae afternoon jAck's plAce was quite Quiet... not mAny cuStomers... abIt eAsy work todae hee.. so gd tAt i need nOt tire out myself :P
no SP trg toDAe... dUe to the STUpid rAin lohx.. always sPoil my trg seSsions one.. aRgh... becoX today is trAin outdOOr one.. so fEd up.. evEry tuesdAy wAnna trg also met rAin!! stupid sIA.. luckily now Every sAt morning cAn trAin in the indOOr court.. if nOt surely dIe.. SP bAsketbAll muz jIAyou Also wOr.. work hArd for next yR's IVP games... mY lAst yeAr plAyin for Singapore POlytechnis le.... =)
no trAInin so i rested At hOme... hAd a good nAp from 5pm to 9pm.. hahaha... lONg time nvR rest like tAt le.. felt So refreShed.. :P tml gonnA work at 12pm to 4pm.. then at night gOt kAIxuAn mAtch... hOpe we'll dO well Again...... (-o-")

**quote of the day**
~ leArn by experience... preferAbly frOm other peOple's ~

HoorrrrAy.... kAixuAn gAls won their firSt gAme for Braddell Heights cUp...! well dOne gAls... we plAyed KeAt Hong CSC... they are qUite a Young teAm.. tinK mostly Sec 3s & Sec 4s... forgot the exAct sCore.. tinK is 50 plus to abt 15 pts... very tiRed... was oUt the whOle dAy lohx... mOrning went sChool dO project... VERY the upset.. cox i forgot to tAke out my cAshcArd after priNting some stuffs... hAiz SO soooo stupid & forgetfUl man... Argh....!!! :<
then gO biShan meet sir they all and then waited for rAin to stOp for the match...
tML is gOin to be aNother bUsy dAy for me... got to wAke up at ard 6am, get out of houSe by 7.15am... then meeT my frenz at bOOn lAy interchAnge at 8am to go ICI PAINTs to submit my FYP report to them... [hOpe nothing goes wrOng] then gOt to ruSh to wOrk at 12pm... work till 4pm then hAf to ruSh all my wAy to SP for BAsketbAll trg @ 5.30pm... haiz.. gonnA ruSh here ruSh there... shD hAf plAn my schedule moRe properly....
oh ya... by the wAy.. gOOd nEWs.. kAixuAn boys Are the CHAMPions.... they wOn todAy's fiNAls wif tAmAn jUrong.. champions of Boon Lay's cUP U18 boys...cOngrAts guys.. weLL dOne mAn... u All dId kAixuAn pRoud.. =) so sOrry we (gAls) diN went down to support u All todAy cox we Got gAme Also.. actually tout of goin doWn to gif the guys a surprise sUpport if our gAme was postponed..... but reAlly hAppy for u all... continue to do play well & grOw in the upcoming cUp wor.. *hee* gAls too woR.. :)
shAll sTop here... wAnna sLeep liAo.. if not tml surely cAn't wAke uP....hAHAha..... nitez (-o-")

** quote of the day**
~ it's tRue tAt we Dun know wAt we're gOt unTIL we lOSe it.. bUt it's alSo true tAt we dOn't know wAt we'Ve been mISsing uNtil it arrives ~

in SchooL now... sO siAnz.. dOIn FYP... hAix.. bUt fINishin Soon..*hee*

wOke up bOut 10.30am todAe... felt reSTless & lAzy to get out oF my belOved bed.. **hee** after 10 minutes of nuaning.. finAlly puLL myself up.. ha.. quickly bathe and get reAdy for work.. diN really hAf breakfast or lunch.. so my stOmach was like "sCreAmin'' at ard 3pm... hee finAlly 4pm... got 2 hrs breAk as i work split shift todAe.. i faster grAb 2 slices of breAd & tAts my breakfAst cuM lunCh... :P
dinner was quite ok.. not alot of cuStomers.. JAck's plAce was empty quite early todAe, abt 9.30pm..all the customers left.. leAvin us to dO housekeepin... hee...
tmL meetin my frenz in sCh libRary @ 9am to do FYP... hOpe we can fiNish up all the work.. then in the afternoon mAybe go meet Qi after her wOrk, then go fOr mAtch at night.. meetin Sir & others 6.30pm at biShan MRT... abit afraid tAT we are nOt able tO do well.. not enough teAmwork & stAminA not reAlly up to expectation...hAiz.. but no mAtter wAt, i'll try my beSt for kAixuAn... (-o-") other's will tOO... so let's jiA you together bA... =)

**quote of the day**
~ yOu muz plAn to wIn, prepAre to Win.. and ONly then cAn u expeCt tO wIn ! ~

.......Sob Sob...... : ( mY phOne's spOilt!!! dun reAlly knOw wAT hAppen Also... onLy reM sOmeone Msg me & i went to tAke A lOOk At the phone.. bUt when i fLipped opeN my pHone... the sCreen wAs in 3 portions... i was tinKin.. OH my GoSh.. wAt hAd hAppen..?.. reAlly cAn't believe tAt my belOved HP iS spoilt!! i'm very VEri the sAd... my siS helped me to send the pHone to sAmsUng sHop for repAir work... i Asked her to ask if i CAn retrieve my phOnebOOk... bUT sAd to sAy.. the reply wAs "N""O" no.... ARghhh...... da*m iT mAn.. haiz so sad... my Phonebook cONtAct liSt......... my messAges.......... all gONe........ : (
mY Sis then heLped me to bOrrow a HP frOm her BOss for me to uSe teMporAry...[thAnx]
HAIZ.. reAlly uPset tAt i loSt my contAct liSt... 200 over phOne numBers lohx... argh...hAf to huNt for my All the numbERs agAin : (

i aM very tiRed [bOth mentally & physicAlly]. todae gOt 2 tRg sessions.. fiRst in the mOrning, SP bAsketbAll trg. @ 9.30am... *hee* was lAte.. reAch bout 10am. but anywae dUe to soMe miscOmmunicAtions, we were oNly aBle to use the InDoor cOurt @ 11Am... did quite A few things.. [2 on 1] teaching how to defence & attack.. <5> doin some tActical movement on attAckin.. trg ended @ bout 1pm and i went hOme to bAthe... met my frenz to do some stuffs then lAter @ 4.30pm reAch CCAB for kAixUAn trg.... went for mY rUns.. rAn 2.4km todae.. bUT abit sLow....tink i took bout 15-20 mins...hahA... so slow rite?
we sOrted out ouR teAm & did sOme prepAration work for MondAy's Braddell heIghts Cup's gAme.. then went indoor court, did some [3 on 3] cirCuits.... fun but tiring?? after tAt leArn/revise our "wAll" formAtion and then it's time for "Da dui"...!! *hee* erm...dIn really plAyed well,abit luAn and tiRed.. dun knOw why alsO.. felt reStless after ruNning for A wHile.. haiz.. useless mAn.. my stAmina reAlly dRopped aLOT... muz buck Up k? jiA yOu!! kAixuAn gAl u aLL alSO muz jiA yOu orh.. muz dO our best for the upcOming gAmes... =)
oVerall not vEry toUgh trgs todAe.. but dun know why felt sO tired..... <'?'>
oh ya... kAixuAn bOys wOn their gAme toDae.. congrAts.. they R in the finALs le.. plAyin on Mon... sOrry cAn't gO suppOrt u all agAin.. cox gAls alSo got gAme @ the sAme time... letS jiA yoU kAixuAn boys & gAls.. plAy well and plAy ouR beSt... <'',>

**quote of the day**
~ hOpe for the beSt... prepAre for the wOrst ~

?!?!?!?! ouR 5th chAlet ?!?!?!?!

i'M SO So tIRED.... but juX finISh bAthin..cAn't go hAf a nAp, cox hAiR stiLL wet wet... heex :P
reAlly enjoyed myself this 2 days in the chAlet.. hOpe the otheRs enJoyed themseLves too..
we HAf aLots of fun & lotS of lAughter... hAha...hAha...
here aRe sOme updAtes of the chAlet...

~ first dAy ~
>> afTer woRk, ruShed home to bAth and met WeeLing at 5.30pm. weNt to buy STuffs tAT the reSt forgot/diN buy... then tOOk bus to tAmpines and cAb to the reSort...
>> diN reAlly do muCh.. got there bOut 7pm.. quite LAte hOr.. muz hAf miz sOme of the fun... xIn & sHun went out tO buy diNNer fOr us to eAt [thanx] and fEn went tO fetch hEr hUbby-dAnny.. heex.. while jIA, lIng & me stAyed in the rOOm.. when they all gOt bAck.. it's time for "SINGAPORE IDOLS" ! we watched the whole sHow together, mAkin comments;remarks critisims;praises... wahAHAHa.. in the end.. TAufiK wOn!! horrAy hoRRay... he reAlly sung verY well.. a truely weLL deserved sIngApore IdoL..
>> we dIN played much tAt night.. played abIt of cArds then mOSt of uS tUrn in quite eArly as we wAnted to saVe energy for the Next DAy..

~ seCond dAy ~
>> moSt of uS woke up about 10.30am and we decIded to go ESCAPE!! hahahaha... loNg time sINce i lAst when tO Asumement Park..
>> Qi & yun joIned us at bout 1pm... and we continue to played till bout 4.30pm...
i am very hAppy tAt i tried almoSt All the games (except for the mini ferriS wheeL & AreoplAne riDe)
>> reAlly reAlly hAd alot Alot of fun there... :>
>> we then prepAred for ouR BBQ session. it wAs quite a sHort one and bOut 8.30pm, we stArted ouR games & forfits.. hAf alot of fun & we laUgh until mAd man...still reM me always haf to dO sTupid things... and they always bUlly me one.. so mAny allies agAinst me~lONer.. >"<
>> though only the 9 of uS, i hAd an enjoyable chAlet.

jux now on mY wAy bAck to hOme froM the 3 dAys 2 night chAlet at NTUC reSort... was chAtting wif jiA & xin, askin them hOw mAny times hAf we actuAlly went chalet together... and we 'concluded' tAt this was our 5TH chAlet!! 5 times le leh... so mAny rite? dun knOw how mAny times cAn we stiLL be tOgether like now.. ? so fAst... time reallY fLies like noBoDy's business... cAn't deny i'm OLD le...wahAha...
we hAf grew Up tOgether these few yeArs & had experienced several UPS and DOWNS... jOYS ... sorrOws ... watevEr...mAy ouR fRiendsHip be loNg-lAsting... :)


**quote of the day**
~ the hAppiest of people dOn't neccessAry hAf the bEst of everytHing; they juX mAke the mOSt of eVerytHing tAt cOmes aLong their wAy ~

~ finAlly A BLog...??? ~

decide to try something different so cReated a bLog of my own... hee... finAlly? aBit weird; feeliN strAnge....becox not used to type my so-cAlled diAry/journAl online.. heex :P

~ sChooL stArtin soon ~

a new mOnth... the month of DEcember is usuAlly cOnsider aS holidAy mOments.. bUt sAd to sAy.. goIn to stArt scH soOn.. checK my tIme-tAble jux nOw.. abIt more pack thAn last semester.. hAiz.. mOst irriTating thIng iS tAt although i hAf no lessons on every TUES... but i stIll need to go sCh for SP basketbAll trAinin... siAnz..

~ cHAlet ~

jux finish pAckin my bAg.. so tiRed.. lateR after wOrk at jAck's plAce from 12pm to 4pm, will be gOin home to get my stuffs & then get goin towArds NTUC resort.. it hAf been long siNce we all gAther together.. so abit lookiN forwArd to the chalet... but i'm abit scAred tAt unhAppy things might happen... u know? haiz... something jux haf to be dOne.. but i dun know wAt... :<

let bygones be bygones???

anywAy, hope tAt we will all enjoy ourself these 3 days in the chalet and mAy our friendsHip be alwAys so gOOd.... :)

**quote of the day**

~ yeSterdAy ended lAst nite.. todae iS a brAnd new dAy ~