Friday, August 15, 2008

Apology means nothing to me~

Apology means nothing to me~

my problems in relationship..

My ex gf has broken up with me without telling me A REASON.
Did I not worth for a reason?!

Maybe both of us was wrong in being together...
We should only be soul mates from the beginning ...

All of your promises had been forgotten..
On the valentine's day,
U said : " Even I'm not besides u , but I will always inside your
heart . Thanks for give you happiness ! "

Did u thought of it when u wanna break up with me ?!
After what I did for you all this while ?!

You are wind.You move freely ~
I cant catch you with my bare hand #


I become more and more unfeeling in the end ... Because I cant understand you.
I had been insomnia for 2 days because can't reach u at all . Either by sms and call.
But u seem it was nothing and sily for me to act like that.

I had tried my very best in bringing happiness and suprise for u in varies of methods:

-Bought Roses for you during birthday
-Posted birthday present and my hand-made
card.
-Concerned and pampered you with my whole
hearted.

But in the end ,I received nothing from you .
You not care for me when I needed you .
You appear and disappear as you like .

I really cant feel any concern from you at all .
U said : " I treated you very cool lately !"

But I think the main reason was you had treated me very cool since the beginning.
You not made call to me for more than 5 times.. It was the prove.
When I called u, u always answered me... " Why? "
I really hate this response !!!
I called you because I missed u !!!
Not because I called u for reasons~
Did I ever call you purposely to ask you do a favor for me ?!

NEVER EVER.....

That's why ..
How I keep on treat you with my passionate....
since I knew that I received no response from you at all ?!

Anyway this all has come to the end.
I would like to thank you for giving me chance to together with you .
The experience made me a better man after I had overcame this obstacle.
I sure that I will find a better and suitable girl to walk together with me in the future.
Good luck for you in everything. Ciaoz..

Truely

CL

Thursday, July 24, 2008

A song dedicated to myself~~

At here , I would like to dedicate a song to myself...
and thanks her for everything ~~~
For her that I still love so much in my inner heart...
This song is

分手礼

歌手:元卫觉醒

我弹出一首歌曲想给你惊喜
现在我要献给我自己当作是分手礼
回头看我的爱情短暂如电影
散场之后就应该离去到了最后结局
虽然你淡出我生命
却还占据我的记忆
我心里储存有太多来不及 散去

那些旋律
曾经牵动我的每一根神经
不同频率却变成你送给我的分手礼
我有多爱你不想扮演逃兵
除非是你 先放弃 我的心


回头看我的爱情短暂如电影
散场之后就应该离去到了最后结局
虽然你淡出我生命
却还占据我的记忆
我心里储存有太多来不及 散去


那些旋律
曾经牵动我的每一根神经
不同频率却变成你送给我的分手礼
我有多爱你不想扮演逃兵
除非是你 先放弃

什么相信
我从天堂突然掉进了地狱
在你心里
我已失去拥抱爱情的权利
如果你确定
别问可以不可以
离开你

我真的 ...
没关系 !