today was a horrible day.
they pink car owner made a false report against me.
for a few hours, i was under arrest.
managed to prove my innocence and was out of the station by 10 pm.
listening to who knew by pink.
i remember the year being 2006, it was a really popular song here in sydney,
it's my favourite song from her.
talks about trust and the future and good and bad decisions.
i sent a few emails today, to joanne chan(she used to date yew joe), to shen and a few other people.
i truly hope shen is doing great wherever she is. I always thought of her like my little sister.
anyway, I've done things I'm proud of, and many things I'm not proud of.
I learnt a trade this 2 years. I can paint any car now.
I'm planning to get married after the restrictions on covid are lifted.
The future scares me, this blog has evolved from me being a 17 year old to me being a 34 year old.
my parents are old, i dread the day they are no more.
I'm truly not prepared for such a day.
Today i feel defeated and lost. I want to wallow in this feeling, but i know I'll bounce back.
this reminds me of tse kai's blog, it had a batman begins theme, and it said,
why do we fall Bruce? so that we can learn to pick ourselves up.
Wherever all you guys are in this world, please be safe, guard you hearts and minds,don't lose that innocence we had in school, don't lose that bond we shared.
RIP Nagulan a/l Pachimuthu
RIP Eric Ng Sin Heng.
peace be with you my friends, wherever you are, peace be with you. I will miss you guys dearly. Gone too soon. I will treasure all memories I have left of you guys. I hope I will never forget you guys till the day I die.