Irelax

I play dota once again.It's where I am best at being myself when I play.
I choose the cyber caffe and all the friends that come along with it because
they don't judge me and tell me that I am too different to be part of them.
I like the fact that my team can have 2 indians,1 chinese,2 malays and still play
together without any issues.

This is the life I choose.This is the life that accepts me to be part of them no
matter how different I may be.I'm the biggest feeder on the team by the way.
I hope the rest of you have fun.

iRx.PEMAKAN DUNIA
iRx.PEMAKAN BANGSA
iRx.Ubatbatuk
iRx.Achilles`
iRx.papajahats

super ppjh

on another note,there are a few relationships I am truly proud of.
to be able to send an email with six lines and have so much love
contained within those few words in it is incredible.

from being in london and then philadelphia within 1 day but managing to be
there to hear me out is something too impressive too believe.

to disappear for an eternity from my life and to have the courage to tell
me your problems is something no normal person can do.something that takes
so much courage.

I just can't understand how I can have friends this great.I love them all.


excerpt*

you changed my whole life,
don't know what you're doing to me.
I'm feeling super human,you did this to me,
a super human heart beats in me,
Nothing can stop me here with you.


everytime i think of you and all the possibilities the world has with you in it,
i feel like that line in that song.

blahtungguingyky

hey,if you are ignoring me on purpose,it's really not working the way you might want it to.It's
only making things worse for me.I'm not upset or angry or anything like that because I know
why you are doing it and what you are hoping to achieve by it.You just don't know it's not working
the way you want it to.

Eraj used to get upset with me,when I didn't want to share all my problems with him.When all
I could be with him was a happy man.I always thought I was doing him a favour by not telling him
my problems,by not being honest with him,but now I understand how he truly felt.Like he wasn't worth
my honesty.

I think to be blessed with a relationship that has gone through so much and still manage to sustain it's
strongholds after so many problems and misunderstandings,it is truly a wonderful thing.We've experienced
so much by ourselves already,so much that it's enough for us to decide maturely on things to do and how to
overcome problems we've most definitely faced before.

For me,the best solution is always honestly putting myself in another's shoes.
I love all of you.Honestly I love all of you.