ish. . fine la,watever. .

I just took a walk.From TBR to Taman Greenwood.It only took me 45 minutes.
I miss walking long distances,back when I used to walk to the train station in Sydney,I had 2 whole hours a day to myself.I guess it was the time when I did the most praying and thinking.


Anyway today it started to rain just before I began my walk but I walked anyway.I had decided to walk home the moment I told bryan I won't go home in his car.Walking in the rain wasn't bad at all.The rain only lasted 20 minutes but this had never happened in Sydney before,a walk in the rain I mean.There was rain once thought,in winter when I was cycling home and trust me,that experience taught me the meaning of cold.

I had so much time to think about the things which had been bothering me in my mind and i came to a decision regarding two issues.

I spent the weekend in Shah Alam and all i can say is that Shah Alam is even more boring than Sydney.

emerson,it was good to have you back here.some relief and someone to be able to be honest with.=) sorry i couldn't make the genting trip with you la and also sorry about the whole dinner thing ya? next time when you come back we have dinner at robson heights restaurant.
LOL. CRAB!!!!!

Esther Goh,we are yet to have breakfast at Mc.D.You promised and you have my phone number.Please do call when you can.just like old times.

Oie,tbr people.wake up.Save the world.Stop using styrofoam.=) Plant a tree.a tree can save a tonne of carbon a year.=)Go green.

Megane Chan .=)

Kimi!

boku no kokoro no sakebitte iru no koto wa wakaru ka?
itsumo anata dake oen shitte iru yo.
Kimi atta made,boku wa hontou no ai o wakaranai.

Moshi,dekitara,bokutachi wa koibito de kono sekkai de imasyo ka?
Shinnu made,issho ni jinsei shimasyo. =)

kinou o wasurete kudasai,Isho ni gangi shimasyo.
Bokutachi zennin wa Kristian da kara, Ie-sama wa bokutachi no katsuro da.
Ie-sama de gangi to kekkon shimasyo.

boku wa kimi o amari ski da. =) Eien ni,ski da.Zutto.=)

All the lonely people.

It's exactly another three months until my twenty first birthday =)

LOL.Somebody sugested I celebrate it in my house with a barbeque and some rum and coke.
Which I think I shall and end it with a trip to Genting to gamble off my life's savings.

I'm in this situation right now,where I have things I need to do for and say to certain people but those things I do or say also depends on somethings those people have got to do or say.So it's kind of waiting for confirmation from them but what if they are thinking the same way as me.Also,under these kind of circumstances,we tend to make assumptions of the simplest things and either be overly optimistic or overly pessimistic reagarding all the things involved.This kind of behaviour would especially get me into hot soup with a whole load of people since a brimful of feelings is involved.



The era of procrastination, of half-measures, of soothing and baffling expedience, of delays, is coming to a close. In its place we are entering a period of consequences.

quote by winston churchill

I am going to camp.At Dusun Eco.LOL.I miss that place,the whole hike over the mountain thing and Zul and Irene.

I had a feeling that I belonged,I had a feeling that I could be someone.

clamydomonas

Hey,is it you? you're alive again?.

My freedom from this world.I don't have to be happy to come see you.I don't have to mask and you care and you ask what's wrong.



let it be forever?I'm going to be a man soon and I can't behave short of a man no?

how do I release everything ? To speak freely is not a problem isn't it?It shouldn't be.



To be the greatest of this generation is what you are set to be.The saviour of your dependants and I am all set to help you on it being your friend.

For friends whom are set in the lord never see each other for the last time right?

I love you(plural) until the end of time.

The priest of Hiroshima

the cost of my desire.....ting ting ting ting ting ting ting ting ting ting ting ting....YEEAEAEAAEAEAA!!!!!!!!





SLEEP NOW IN THE FIRE!











to be selfless and then expect other to be as selfless as me is a paradox.An oxymoron la.


An oxymoron has got nothing to do with a stupid person a.k.a. moron.











This is a moron.





For your unlimited thirst for knowledge,these are mormons. =)

Got so much to write about,but i cannot write yet.Maybe someday?

nights.welcome home jc. =)

give up some more.

He hates the way people play with his emotions.It's quite painful to deal with the misfiring of emotions and misreceiveing of emotions and love.Love as in Agape itself.

Also,looking at the way emotions were delivered,she had no right to hold back any information from him.That action somehow doesn't justify what he's been thinking and saying about her.

He feels really hurt and stupid that he fell for it again and wishes everything he hears is not true.He hopes that his emotional nightmare would end she would be his to love for all eternity.But does she know this?Why can't she just tell him the truth?

She hates the way he takes everything so seriously.The things he does sometimes if not most seem extremely childish to her.She thinks collecting toys would be a good past time,for a six year old.She wishes his ties with her God was greater than what it is now.

Can't he be a little bit more understanding and ignorant at the same time?How she wishes the someone she's been waiting for comes along really soon on his noble steed.She wants to be swept off her feet.

I on the other hand,think that they are made for each other.If only they could put aside their differences and problems,they'd see how much they have in common.One being able to fulfill the other's needs as much as humanly possible and the other being able to understand and accept when those needs are not fulfilled.

I spent a night with emerson and I watched The wedding singer,again for Allah knows the how manieth time.

to win you love and affection.

to hide my fear of rejection.

matter of fact,?I'm walking after you.a song by the foo fighters

shuckabranteh!!!

more than anyone else.

i'd be driving so fast that i would beat time at passing.

keep moving away from everything would or could hurt me.

pick up everything that would cheer me up.

go for tae kwon do lessons at melawati.

learn to be fit from sammael.

be my own best friend.

i'd eat chicken rice and drink chinese tea.

I'd give my right arm up for a friend.

My left leg up for a relative.

a year ago i was drowning in an ocean up in sydney.as i was preparing to drown and die,so many things came to mind.but i was saved by a few people and that was the scarriest event to ever happen to me.

what i'd give to have all the music i've written back.Stupid hard disk.

sid, you can hear me or not? I'm calling you.founding father of mOa.

HEED MY CALL!

kita naik kereta pegi jam kat bangsar nak tak? dah lama dah.....kita tulis lagu lagi.boleh?

_________________________________________________________

bila,cinta berbicara,hatiku kan percaya,

usia dewasa mengajar erti cinta,

ketulusan hati menjadi tanda tanya.

remember Mr. Softy, andy of flop poppy shall cut his wrists and cry at the sound of mOa's songs.Remember that prophecy Mr. Softy.

We'd always be the ones with the most to lose don't you agree Mr. Softy?

It is because we care about them more than they care about us.

Ingat lagi kata kak ning tak Mr.Softy?

Selagi ku mampu,Ku terima segalanya,walaupun hatiku merana.

i love you Mr. Softy and Mr.Tarzan.

let's not communicate lah k?

how much can I do to save the world?

Love everyone i meet.Love above myself.

Love Love Love Love Love Love.

i've got two friends in college.Just two whom are on par with hadassah and emerson.

I love them.

I'm gonna love myself

More than anyone else

I'm gonna treat me right

I'm gonna make you say

That you love me first

And you'll be the one with the most to lose tonight

This time I won't let my emotions rule my life

This time I'm gonna keep my heart locked safe inside

This time I'm gonna be my own best friend

This time I'm gonna be the one

suddenly.

this is a song i heard at encore 2007.the singers were good la..but it's happy love song instead of the sad ones..so read the lyrics.It's sung by ewan mcgregor and nicole kidman.



Never knew I could feel like this
Like I've never seen the sky before
Want to vanish inside your kiss
Everyday I love you more and more
Listen to my heart, can you hear it sings
Telling me to give you everything
Seasons may change winter to spring
But I love you until the end of time

Come what may, come what may
I will love you until my dying day

Suddenly the world seems such a perfect place
Suddenly it moves with such a perfect grace
Suddenly my life doesn't seem such a waste
It all revolves around you

And there's no mountain too high no river too wide
Sing out this song and I'll be there by your side
Storm clouds may gather and stars may collide
But I love you until the end of time

Come what may, come what may
I will love you until my dying day
Oh come what may, come what may
I will love you

Suddenly the world seems such a perfect place...

Come what may, come what may
I will love you until my dying day





eppi appy happpy.





euphoria at it's peak is what i am feeling.floorball has been good.today played a good game with kushal and brought a random person to the game.





I beat ilyaaz 12-4.BOUHAHAHAHAHHAAHA.

STUDY PEOPLE STUDY LAH.

LOL.thanks ya for "buming" into my life and making it happier and "Sexy"ier

danush

i feel left out.feel different.feel lesser than the rest.feel retarded.


do any of you want to be my friend?