Tuesday, December 30, 2008
Thursday, December 18, 2008
atas nama cinta,terlahir aku melihat dunia
Today morning,as I was going for my Bar interview,I had one of those personal prayer sessions.Those times where I can't take the way things are going in my life and wish for it to be different,those times when I break down and plead with God to finally come in and settle things because I finally allow him.
I didn't want to be barred from my exams and I didn't want to keep thinking about this whole problem that has been on my mind,I asked God to show me grace in the interview and for Him to show me if she is the one for me.That was it,I had that prayer sessions with Him,maybe it sounds very simple to you guys,but it was like an eternity trying to set things and talk it out with Him,to finally let Him do what He has the power to do.
At twelve a.m. I recieve a message that said
"God will make a way,When there seems to be no other way,He works in a way we cannot see,He will make a way for you =) you have a good rest! "
It was so soothing to hear that kind of thing being said to me,when I recieved it,I was happy to know that someone cared and that God was reassuring me He is working on it.
Around 5 hours after that,I go home,open a plastic bag just to go through it and put away what should be put away and I find a note that said
"You are the one that I want to spend my life with.You are the person that I love adn want to protect..I'll provide you with anything that will make you happy and I believe that I am capable of doing that.I'll wait for you,no matter what because I think you are worth the wait,the hurt and everything,and I love you.I Love You!!"
It was a parchment from her diary stating things I told her before.That I take as God's answer for me and her,I will hold myself to those words of mine.
I sitting here unable to sleep because of all this while waiting for her to call me.
After all this time,I still feel the same way I did when she wrote that note,actually my feelings are even stronger now,strong enough to keep me here waiting still for that call from her.
I didn't want to be barred from my exams and I didn't want to keep thinking about this whole problem that has been on my mind,I asked God to show me grace in the interview and for Him to show me if she is the one for me.That was it,I had that prayer sessions with Him,maybe it sounds very simple to you guys,but it was like an eternity trying to set things and talk it out with Him,to finally let Him do what He has the power to do.
At twelve a.m. I recieve a message that said
"God will make a way,When there seems to be no other way,He works in a way we cannot see,He will make a way for you =) you have a good rest! "
It was so soothing to hear that kind of thing being said to me,when I recieved it,I was happy to know that someone cared and that God was reassuring me He is working on it.
Around 5 hours after that,I go home,open a plastic bag just to go through it and put away what should be put away and I find a note that said
"You are the one that I want to spend my life with.You are the person that I love adn want to protect..I'll provide you with anything that will make you happy and I believe that I am capable of doing that.I'll wait for you,no matter what because I think you are worth the wait,the hurt and everything,and I love you.I Love You!!"
It was a parchment from her diary stating things I told her before.That I take as God's answer for me and her,I will hold myself to those words of mine.
I sitting here unable to sleep because of all this while waiting for her to call me.
After all this time,I still feel the same way I did when she wrote that note,actually my feelings are even stronger now,strong enough to keep me here waiting still for that call from her.
Wednesday, November 05, 2008
U.S.A. Boleh!
The world greatest nation has rejected racism.when will we?
The United States of America as of today,changed 200 years of history by
electing a new first BLACK president.A country where blacks being the minority has embraced changes worthy of the 21st century.
In contrast to that,our country,Malaysia is still bickering on why the non malays should not be given equal rights as the malays are.Yes,constitutionaly,it was agreed upon our forefathers,our forefather who were shipped into malaysia as labourers through draconian British methods,our forefathers who deemed a life of slavery in malaysia being better than a life of freedom in their respective motherlands.Such terms of discrimination might have been suitable in their eyes but in the eyes of us
"Malaysians",we who were born here,we who have breathed the same air as everyone else in this country from the time of our birth,such terms are ridiculously inappropriate.It will always seem wrong to us "Malaysians" who want to give our all for our country but are held back by such policies.It's policies like that which gives us second thoughts about wanting to give everything for our Malaysia.
It will always be noted to us as "Racism as a National Policy".
The United States of America as of today,changed 200 years of history by
electing a new first BLACK president.A country where blacks being the minority has embraced changes worthy of the 21st century.
In contrast to that,our country,Malaysia is still bickering on why the non malays should not be given equal rights as the malays are.Yes,constitutionaly,it was agreed upon our forefathers,our forefather who were shipped into malaysia as labourers through draconian British methods,our forefathers who deemed a life of slavery in malaysia being better than a life of freedom in their respective motherlands.Such terms of discrimination might have been suitable in their eyes but in the eyes of us
"Malaysians",we who were born here,we who have breathed the same air as everyone else in this country from the time of our birth,such terms are ridiculously inappropriate.It will always seem wrong to us "Malaysians" who want to give our all for our country but are held back by such policies.It's policies like that which gives us second thoughts about wanting to give everything for our Malaysia.
It will always be noted to us as "Racism as a National Policy".
Thursday, October 30, 2008
yeosh~!!!!!!!!!
today i beat a team consisting of imba jon,crono |,Kaelz,iputmycockinher and Amazone.I can't believe i did it.lol.feeling very proud now.emerson i got your messages but there is something wrong with my msn.really really screwed up.
amanda's birthday is coming.we're getting her something really really cool.something she's really appreciate so much
amanda's birthday is coming.we're getting her something really really cool.something she's really appreciate so much
Tuesday, September 30, 2008
papajahat
i was told that i am no different from them.
i guess,no i think it's true.
i've got to punish myself,
the punishment starts today.
I'm sorry.
you know I am sorry,but I don't want my sorry to change anything,
you should do what you have decided to do.
Let me live in this torment myself.
i wish i could walk by hoyts,after she comes to pick me from work,with anzac cookies.
Then take a bus to Circular Quay.Buy chocolate scoops of copenhagen and take turns to share it.
troubling me mentally and emotionally,now I know what it means.
to waste such life on ordinaryness is ridiculous.
I cannot turn time back as I learnt so many years ago.We just make the best of what
we have at the moment.
currently,i'm more lost than you say you are.He;d take you back anytime but so is not the case for me.
i guess,no i think it's true.
i've got to punish myself,
the punishment starts today.
I'm sorry.
you know I am sorry,but I don't want my sorry to change anything,
you should do what you have decided to do.
Let me live in this torment myself.
i wish i could walk by hoyts,after she comes to pick me from work,with anzac cookies.
Then take a bus to Circular Quay.Buy chocolate scoops of copenhagen and take turns to share it.
troubling me mentally and emotionally,now I know what it means.
to waste such life on ordinaryness is ridiculous.
I cannot turn time back as I learnt so many years ago.We just make the best of what
we have at the moment.
currently,i'm more lost than you say you are.He;d take you back anytime but so is not the case for me.
Sunday, July 27, 2008
good things
Its one hundred and sixty two days now.
i realise i need you more than i did at one hundred and twenty days.
heed my call for we are different from each other as we learnt tonight.
that will be what we have that orthers dont,that way things will last.
i realise i need you more than i did at one hundred and twenty days.
heed my call for we are different from each other as we learnt tonight.
that will be what we have that orthers dont,that way things will last.
Tuesday, July 22, 2008
chicken barakian
why me?
why do I have to make this choice?
My question to the world,
what happens to how I feel about the whole issue?
but it's been said to me that it's nothing but friends.
So I think it's ok la.If it was more than friend,I wouldn't
know how to deal with it.
All I want to do is make more smiles and bring more happiness,
even if it's at the cost of me lacking it.
voluptuous indeed.
I'm going to be the best.There will be no reason for me to not be.
Something so motivational and meaningful in my life.A friend.
why do I have to make this choice?
My question to the world,
what happens to how I feel about the whole issue?
but it's been said to me that it's nothing but friends.
So I think it's ok la.If it was more than friend,I wouldn't
know how to deal with it.
All I want to do is make more smiles and bring more happiness,
even if it's at the cost of me lacking it.
voluptuous indeed.
I'm going to be the best.There will be no reason for me to not be.
Something so motivational and meaningful in my life.A friend.
Tuesday, May 06, 2008
21
wow,these past two weeks,have been so different to me.so much ups and downs and one special person as well.
wah..i'll blog about things more precisely after I buy my pc. =)
wah..i'll blog about things more precisely after I buy my pc. =)
Saturday, April 19, 2008
Monday, April 14, 2008
Saturday, April 12, 2008
sit by the river and hope it completes me.
what happens when you find something you'd never want to lose?
ish.
a period of several decision making in my life right now.
it's not as easy as it seems.
am i finally reaching that place i've been dreaming of?
what if it's false again.what if it's just a kite life has put me on?
to fly up so high and end up getting my string cut.
it would kill me to be on that kite,the fall.
it's got me thinking.
tupperware is the greatest invention man has made.tupperware my emotions. =)
ish.
a period of several decision making in my life right now.
it's not as easy as it seems.
am i finally reaching that place i've been dreaming of?
what if it's false again.what if it's just a kite life has put me on?
to fly up so high and end up getting my string cut.
it would kill me to be on that kite,the fall.
it's got me thinking.
tupperware is the greatest invention man has made.tupperware my emotions. =)
Thursday, April 10, 2008
all for claypot chicken rice
I hate this world.I honestly do.
emerson come back soon.we'll wage a war against this world.
stupid place where all the bad people can even make joyful people seem bad.
destroy every single unhappy thing.
I cannot take blow after blow continuously.
I can't keep taking the blame for all of you.
I honestly,sincerely,really could do with even the slightest amount of love.
Why can't everybody just be nice to each other and honestly love each other?
smoker or not,drugger or not,player or not,nerd or not,indian or not,chinese or not,malay or not.
I wish we all could win.I honestly do.
stop being bad to me,I'm really nice to you people la.
give me what I want for once.WANT WANT WANT! not need.ish.
ish is in bangsar i learnt today.
emerson come back soon.we'll wage a war against this world.
stupid place where all the bad people can even make joyful people seem bad.
destroy every single unhappy thing.
I cannot take blow after blow continuously.
I can't keep taking the blame for all of you.
I honestly,sincerely,really could do with even the slightest amount of love.
Why can't everybody just be nice to each other and honestly love each other?
smoker or not,drugger or not,player or not,nerd or not,indian or not,chinese or not,malay or not.
I wish we all could win.I honestly do.
stop being bad to me,I'm really nice to you people la.
give me what I want for once.WANT WANT WANT! not need.ish.
ish is in bangsar i learnt today.
Sunday, April 06, 2008
relieve me.
i took a girl to the most "romantic" place in malaysia last night.
CHINATOWN
=)
hahaha,it was fun going on the bus as if it was my old going to school route.and yeah,a girl.fuiyoh,how often do i take a girl out? i guess almost never right?
lol.
i think the things which attracted her the most at chinatown were the ang mohs sitting at the restaurant while waiting for their food.she doesn't like central market because of the people who hang around there.
then we returned,to near her place and we stood outside a restaurant in which my friend was performing at.he came out and talked to us and he asked if my friend was my gf.lol.
reasons as to why she cannot be my gf.
1.I'd need to own a restaurant which I don't own now.
2.I'm too tall.
3.I'm not ang moh.
=)
sighs.
I enjoy life now.lol.one whole year wasted but i'm starting to enjoy it now very much. =)
I think I found something I lost a year ago.
I'll be 21 soon.very soon.
CHINATOWN
=)
hahaha,it was fun going on the bus as if it was my old going to school route.and yeah,a girl.fuiyoh,how often do i take a girl out? i guess almost never right?
lol.
i think the things which attracted her the most at chinatown were the ang mohs sitting at the restaurant while waiting for their food.she doesn't like central market because of the people who hang around there.
then we returned,to near her place and we stood outside a restaurant in which my friend was performing at.he came out and talked to us and he asked if my friend was my gf.lol.
reasons as to why she cannot be my gf.
1.I'd need to own a restaurant which I don't own now.
2.I'm too tall.
3.I'm not ang moh.
=)
sighs.
I enjoy life now.lol.one whole year wasted but i'm starting to enjoy it now very much. =)
I think I found something I lost a year ago.
I'll be 21 soon.very soon.
Thursday, March 27, 2008
Thursday, March 20, 2008
abang emo
why ar? why not right?what's the worse they can say or do to us?
just want to know why because it's one of my traits.Extreme curiousity and need to understand.
just want to know why because it's one of my traits.Extreme curiousity and need to understand.
botak.
hey you listening to me or not?
you remember all that times i call you up just to chat?
all those times where i called you and said "nothing la"
all those times i call you up to go eat food?
all those times i call you up to just hang out?
you feel like calling me up or not?
whether it's for food,or fellowship,dota or just a random drive around selayang.
that two times i call you up to borrow your car makes your car a taxi la?
you mind being a friend or not? i could use one.
you remember all that times i call you up just to chat?
all those times where i called you and said "nothing la"
all those times i call you up to go eat food?
all those times i call you up to just hang out?
you feel like calling me up or not?
whether it's for food,or fellowship,dota or just a random drive around selayang.
that two times i call you up to borrow your car makes your car a taxi la?
you mind being a friend or not? i could use one.
Tuesday, March 18, 2008
Tuesday, February 26, 2008
Friday, February 15, 2008
baby at your breast,wonder how you manage to feed the rest.
tak cukup bagus untuk kesemuanya.sigh says:
hey....ask you random question k.
tak cukup bagus untuk kesemuanya.sigh says:
you know all those movies about love..
tak cukup bagus untuk kesemuanya.sigh says:
not the bgr kind of love la..
tak cukup bagus untuk kesemuanya.sigh says:
as in the unconditional love for anybody at all kind of thing.
tak cukup bagus untuk kesemuanya.sigh says:
that phenomenon itself...to love each other as if they were brethren...faham ar what kind of love i am talkign about ?
♫ grace. says:
yeah
♫ grace. says:
phileo
tak cukup bagus untuk kesemuanya.sigh says:
what phileo?
♫ grace. says:
greek has many words for love
tak cukup bagus untuk kesemuanya.sigh says:
i see.
♫ grace. says:
agape is God's love
tak cukup bagus untuk kesemuanya.sigh says:
so phileo means that
tak cukup bagus untuk kesemuanya.sigh says:
?
♫ grace. says:
phileo is more brotherly
tak cukup bagus untuk kesemuanya.sigh says:
i see.
♫ grace. says:
wait i show you
tak cukup bagus untuk kesemuanya.sigh says:
k
tak cukup bagus untuk kesemuanya.sigh says:
show
♫ grace. says:
http://www.biblestudymanuals.net/love.htm
♫ grace. says:
" 'Phileo' is a love which consists of the glow of the heart kindled by the perception of that in the object which affords us pleasure. It is the response of the human [soul] to what appeals to it as pleasurable... The word was used to speak of a friendly affection. It is a love called out of one in response to a feeling of pleasure or delight which one experiences from an apprehension of qualities in another that furnish such pleasure or delight
tak cukup bagus untuk kesemuanya.sigh says:
reading
♫ grace. says:
read here
♫ grace. says:
a) [Jn 21:15-17]:
(v. 15) "When they had finished eating, Jesus said to Simon Peter, 'Simon son of John, do you truly love ["agapas"] Me more than these [disciples]? 'Yes, Lord,' he said, 'you know that I love ["philO] you.' Jesus said, 'Feed My lambs.'
(v. 16) Again Jesus said, 'Simon son of John, do you truly love ["agapas"] me?' He answered, 'Yes, Lord, you know that I ["philO"] you.' Jesus said, 'Take care of My sheep.'
(v. 17) The third time He said to him, 'Simon son of John, do you love ["phileis"] Me?' Peter was hurt because Jesus asked him the third time 'Do you love ["phileis"] Me?' He said, 'Lord, you know all things; you know that I love ["philO] you.' Jesus said, 'Feed My sheep.' "
Notice that Peter uses the verb form "philO" that is rendered 'love' in answer to the Lord Jesus Christ Who uses another verb, "agapas" for the first two times He asked Peter His question, 'Do you love Me?' There is an obvious emphasis on the issue of whether or not Peter loves the Lord with "agapas" love with His two repetitions of this word, especially after Peter answered in the affirma
tak cukup bagus untuk kesemuanya.sigh says:
i don't mean phileo
tak cukup bagus untuk kesemuanya.sigh says:
i mean agape.
tak cukup bagus untuk kesemuanya.sigh says:
do you believe humans to be capable of it.?
♫ grace. says:
mmhm
♫ grace. says:
okay
♫ grace. says:
hahhaha. sorry so many quotations
♫ grace. says:
go on
tak cukup bagus untuk kesemuanya.sigh says:
i just want your point of view.do you believe humans to be capable of it?
♫ grace. says:
that's the question?
tak cukup bagus untuk kesemuanya.sigh says:
yes
♫ grace. says:
yes
♫ grace. says:
but i think it takes a certain degree of spirituality in the rship to agape the person in question
♫ grace. says:
i think la. not very sure about the agape/phileo thing la now. heh. as far as i THOUGHT i knew..phileo was brotherly love
♫ grace. says:
but yes. can. husbands are supposed to agape their wives
♫ grace. says:
and vice versa too la
♫ grace. says:
haha
tak cukup bagus untuk kesemuanya.sigh says:
but are we capable of that? as humans?
♫ grace. says:
yeah
♫ grace. says:
but i think it takes a certain degree of spirituality in the rship to agape the person in question
♫ grace. says:
why the question?
tak cukup bagus untuk kesemuanya.sigh says:
why does it take that?
♫ grace. says:
whether or not i agape someone...
♫ grace. says:
why does it take spirituality?
tak cukup bagus untuk kesemuanya.sigh says:
why that need for spirituality?
♫ grace. says:
because......we're humans.
♫ grace. says:
haha
tak cukup bagus untuk kesemuanya.sigh says:
oh..e.xplain what you mean by it takes spirituality?
♫ grace. says:
i mean it'd be pretty hard to be able to love someone unconditionally wouldn't it
♫ grace. says:
no MATTER WHAT
tak cukup bagus untuk kesemuanya.sigh says:
oh you mean that way.
tak cukup bagus untuk kesemuanya.sigh says:
yes yes...
tak cukup bagus untuk kesemuanya.sigh says:
so it's possible for us to agape if God's will is in it ?
♫ grace. says:
it's like normal basic life stuff that you can't do on your own and need God's help la
♫ grace. says:
that sorta thing i guess.
tak cukup bagus untuk kesemuanya.sigh says:
yes yes
♫ grace. says:
mmm
♫ grace. says:
yeah. for now i say yes
tak cukup bagus untuk kesemuanya.sigh says:
so you do think we are capable of it.
♫ grace. says:
can i go think about it first
♫ grace. says:
hahaha
tak cukup bagus untuk kesemuanya.sigh says:
lol.
♫ grace. says:
what do you think?
tak cukup bagus untuk kesemuanya.sigh says:
so Jesus agape-ed everyone.
tak cukup bagus untuk kesemuanya.sigh says:
and what responses did he get?
tak cukup bagus untuk kesemuanya.sigh says:
he got the positive ones
tak cukup bagus untuk kesemuanya.sigh says:
like His dirty dozen followed HIm..
tak cukup bagus untuk kesemuanya.sigh says:
the negative ones...what kind of negative response did He get when He agape-ed?
♫ grace. says:
don't you know that already...
♫ grace. says:
what's your poin?
tak cukup bagus untuk kesemuanya.sigh says:
I do..but can you remind me of what negative responses He got?
tak cukup bagus untuk kesemuanya.sigh says:
people thuoght he was crazy,people thought He was trying to con them into something,
tak cukup bagus untuk kesemuanya.sigh says:
don't know..i talk to you these things don't tell anyone...k? I think my calling is to just love and then die..lol.=) but I get some negative responses la..just want to know what God went through as well..
♫ grace. says:
ish. this isnt a post valentine's emo rant right. hahah. what makes you think that's your calling?
tak cukup bagus untuk kesemuanya.sigh says:
today near college...there was this man standing alone .looking like he was waiting for something,then I stop by him and ask him the time...he takes a really disgusting look at me...then tells me it's 8 o clock and then i offer him a ride to wherever he was going...then he starts swearing at me in chinese..lol.
tak cukup bagus untuk kesemuanya.sigh says:
i've been thinking it's my calling for a few years now..
♫ grace. says:
hmmm..that wasn't nice
tak cukup bagus untuk kesemuanya.sigh says:
it's all I am capable of doing with Christ given my circumstances..
tak cukup bagus untuk kesemuanya.sigh says:
yeah...
tak cukup bagus untuk kesemuanya.sigh says:
it wasn't nice.
tak cukup bagus untuk kesemuanya.sigh says:
but HE faced such things too didn't he?
♫ grace. says:
are you very affected by it?
♫ grace. says:
yes He did
tak cukup bagus untuk kesemuanya.sigh says:
and I guess I am very affected by it lah, and a friend of mine told me a few minutes earlier that people get umcomfortable when I am too nice.That statement bothers me too,if I can't be nice then what do I do?Keep away?it's not what I'm good at.
tak cukup bagus untuk kesemuanya.sigh says:
No this is not a post valentines rant.Valentines is of no significance to me lah.
♫ grace. says:
mmm
♫ grace. says:
it's okay. be the nice person you are. people actually appreciate your gestures. and even if you come across many who don't..at least you know it made an impact. whether or not it's a positive one doesn't matter, cuz i'm believing in time...they'd realise
♫ grace. says:
it's like sowing seeds, y'know?
♫ grace. says:
not everyone's receptive but at least the seed is sown
tak cukup bagus untuk kesemuanya.sigh says:
I see.Thanks for your insight,It's nice to hear opinions of random people.Do you mind If i put this as a blog post?
♫ grace. says:
who am i to mind
♫ grace. says:
haha
♫ grace. says:
welcome
tak cukup bagus untuk kesemuanya.sigh says:
you are the second person in this conversation lah.miss soon to be Jazz Pianist Uehara =)of course you can mind.
tak cukup bagus untuk kesemuanya.sigh says:
LOL
hey....ask you random question k.
tak cukup bagus untuk kesemuanya.sigh says:
you know all those movies about love..
tak cukup bagus untuk kesemuanya.sigh says:
not the bgr kind of love la..
tak cukup bagus untuk kesemuanya.sigh says:
as in the unconditional love for anybody at all kind of thing.
tak cukup bagus untuk kesemuanya.sigh says:
that phenomenon itself...to love each other as if they were brethren...faham ar what kind of love i am talkign about ?
♫ grace. says:
yeah
♫ grace. says:
phileo
tak cukup bagus untuk kesemuanya.sigh says:
what phileo?
♫ grace. says:
greek has many words for love
tak cukup bagus untuk kesemuanya.sigh says:
i see.
♫ grace. says:
agape is God's love
tak cukup bagus untuk kesemuanya.sigh says:
so phileo means that
tak cukup bagus untuk kesemuanya.sigh says:
?
♫ grace. says:
phileo is more brotherly
tak cukup bagus untuk kesemuanya.sigh says:
i see.
♫ grace. says:
wait i show you
tak cukup bagus untuk kesemuanya.sigh says:
k
tak cukup bagus untuk kesemuanya.sigh says:
show
♫ grace. says:
http://www.biblestudymanuals.net/love.htm
♫ grace. says:
" 'Phileo' is a love which consists of the glow of the heart kindled by the perception of that in the object which affords us pleasure. It is the response of the human [soul] to what appeals to it as pleasurable... The word was used to speak of a friendly affection. It is a love called out of one in response to a feeling of pleasure or delight which one experiences from an apprehension of qualities in another that furnish such pleasure or delight
tak cukup bagus untuk kesemuanya.sigh says:
reading
♫ grace. says:
read here
♫ grace. says:
a) [Jn 21:15-17]:
(v. 15) "When they had finished eating, Jesus said to Simon Peter, 'Simon son of John, do you truly love ["agapas"] Me more than these [disciples]? 'Yes, Lord,' he said, 'you know that I love ["philO] you.' Jesus said, 'Feed My lambs.'
(v. 16) Again Jesus said, 'Simon son of John, do you truly love ["agapas"] me?' He answered, 'Yes, Lord, you know that I ["philO"] you.' Jesus said, 'Take care of My sheep.'
(v. 17) The third time He said to him, 'Simon son of John, do you love ["phileis"] Me?' Peter was hurt because Jesus asked him the third time 'Do you love ["phileis"] Me?' He said, 'Lord, you know all things; you know that I love ["philO] you.' Jesus said, 'Feed My sheep.' "
Notice that Peter uses the verb form "philO" that is rendered 'love' in answer to the Lord Jesus Christ Who uses another verb, "agapas" for the first two times He asked Peter His question, 'Do you love Me?' There is an obvious emphasis on the issue of whether or not Peter loves the Lord with "agapas" love with His two repetitions of this word, especially after Peter answered in the affirma
tak cukup bagus untuk kesemuanya.sigh says:
i don't mean phileo
tak cukup bagus untuk kesemuanya.sigh says:
i mean agape.
tak cukup bagus untuk kesemuanya.sigh says:
do you believe humans to be capable of it.?
♫ grace. says:
mmhm
♫ grace. says:
okay
♫ grace. says:
hahhaha. sorry so many quotations
♫ grace. says:
go on
tak cukup bagus untuk kesemuanya.sigh says:
i just want your point of view.do you believe humans to be capable of it?
♫ grace. says:
that's the question?
tak cukup bagus untuk kesemuanya.sigh says:
yes
♫ grace. says:
yes
♫ grace. says:
but i think it takes a certain degree of spirituality in the rship to agape the person in question
♫ grace. says:
i think la. not very sure about the agape/phileo thing la now. heh. as far as i THOUGHT i knew..phileo was brotherly love
♫ grace. says:
but yes. can. husbands are supposed to agape their wives
♫ grace. says:
and vice versa too la
♫ grace. says:
haha
tak cukup bagus untuk kesemuanya.sigh says:
but are we capable of that? as humans?
♫ grace. says:
yeah
♫ grace. says:
but i think it takes a certain degree of spirituality in the rship to agape the person in question
♫ grace. says:
why the question?
tak cukup bagus untuk kesemuanya.sigh says:
why does it take that?
♫ grace. says:
whether or not i agape someone...
♫ grace. says:
why does it take spirituality?
tak cukup bagus untuk kesemuanya.sigh says:
why that need for spirituality?
♫ grace. says:
because......we're humans.
♫ grace. says:
haha
tak cukup bagus untuk kesemuanya.sigh says:
oh..e.xplain what you mean by it takes spirituality?
♫ grace. says:
i mean it'd be pretty hard to be able to love someone unconditionally wouldn't it
♫ grace. says:
no MATTER WHAT
tak cukup bagus untuk kesemuanya.sigh says:
oh you mean that way.
tak cukup bagus untuk kesemuanya.sigh says:
yes yes...
tak cukup bagus untuk kesemuanya.sigh says:
so it's possible for us to agape if God's will is in it ?
♫ grace. says:
it's like normal basic life stuff that you can't do on your own and need God's help la
♫ grace. says:
that sorta thing i guess.
tak cukup bagus untuk kesemuanya.sigh says:
yes yes
♫ grace. says:
mmm
♫ grace. says:
yeah. for now i say yes
tak cukup bagus untuk kesemuanya.sigh says:
so you do think we are capable of it.
♫ grace. says:
can i go think about it first
♫ grace. says:
hahaha
tak cukup bagus untuk kesemuanya.sigh says:
lol.
♫ grace. says:
what do you think?
tak cukup bagus untuk kesemuanya.sigh says:
so Jesus agape-ed everyone.
tak cukup bagus untuk kesemuanya.sigh says:
and what responses did he get?
tak cukup bagus untuk kesemuanya.sigh says:
he got the positive ones
tak cukup bagus untuk kesemuanya.sigh says:
like His dirty dozen followed HIm..
tak cukup bagus untuk kesemuanya.sigh says:
the negative ones...what kind of negative response did He get when He agape-ed?
♫ grace. says:
don't you know that already...
♫ grace. says:
what's your poin?
tak cukup bagus untuk kesemuanya.sigh says:
I do..but can you remind me of what negative responses He got?
tak cukup bagus untuk kesemuanya.sigh says:
people thuoght he was crazy,people thought He was trying to con them into something,
tak cukup bagus untuk kesemuanya.sigh says:
don't know..i talk to you these things don't tell anyone...k? I think my calling is to just love and then die..lol.=) but I get some negative responses la..just want to know what God went through as well..
♫ grace. says:
ish. this isnt a post valentine's emo rant right. hahah. what makes you think that's your calling?
tak cukup bagus untuk kesemuanya.sigh says:
today near college...there was this man standing alone .looking like he was waiting for something,then I stop by him and ask him the time...he takes a really disgusting look at me...then tells me it's 8 o clock and then i offer him a ride to wherever he was going...then he starts swearing at me in chinese..lol.
tak cukup bagus untuk kesemuanya.sigh says:
i've been thinking it's my calling for a few years now..
♫ grace. says:
hmmm..that wasn't nice
tak cukup bagus untuk kesemuanya.sigh says:
it's all I am capable of doing with Christ given my circumstances..
tak cukup bagus untuk kesemuanya.sigh says:
yeah...
tak cukup bagus untuk kesemuanya.sigh says:
it wasn't nice.
tak cukup bagus untuk kesemuanya.sigh says:
but HE faced such things too didn't he?
♫ grace. says:
are you very affected by it?
♫ grace. says:
yes He did
tak cukup bagus untuk kesemuanya.sigh says:
and I guess I am very affected by it lah, and a friend of mine told me a few minutes earlier that people get umcomfortable when I am too nice.That statement bothers me too,if I can't be nice then what do I do?Keep away?it's not what I'm good at.
tak cukup bagus untuk kesemuanya.sigh says:
No this is not a post valentines rant.Valentines is of no significance to me lah.
♫ grace. says:
mmm
♫ grace. says:
it's okay. be the nice person you are. people actually appreciate your gestures. and even if you come across many who don't..at least you know it made an impact. whether or not it's a positive one doesn't matter, cuz i'm believing in time...they'd realise
♫ grace. says:
it's like sowing seeds, y'know?
♫ grace. says:
not everyone's receptive but at least the seed is sown
tak cukup bagus untuk kesemuanya.sigh says:
I see.Thanks for your insight,It's nice to hear opinions of random people.Do you mind If i put this as a blog post?
♫ grace. says:
who am i to mind
♫ grace. says:
haha
♫ grace. says:
welcome
tak cukup bagus untuk kesemuanya.sigh says:
you are the second person in this conversation lah.miss soon to be Jazz Pianist Uehara =)of course you can mind.
tak cukup bagus untuk kesemuanya.sigh says:
LOL
Sunday, February 03, 2008
Swing at 7
Emerson,emerson,emerson....i think the word for me back in MBS was setimental.All we had was Englebert humperdinck,Bon jovi and such.No MCR,no yellowcard and no Click five.LOL.
So it was sentimental.
yesterday somebody quoted the phrase "people will come and go,so just face it" to me.I think it's unreasonable lah.It's we who decide when to leave isn't it.You don't believe in this right emerson?Wahahaha.We'll be with each other forever and ever and in our old age we'll be sitting on our porch and playing pokemon cards ne? and yes,I'll be whooping your arse.=)
I was having doubts over my insufficiency for my God or His for me.Two good friends of mine said somethings to me which were
1.His grace is sufficient enough for me.
2.In my weaknesses His strength is made perfect.
Thanks guys and yeah,I'm holding on for my breakthrough,My moment in His will to shine.
Today I went to have dinner with someone i barely know but have heard alot about.Jay Sonn.He's a friends CG leader and he's leaving for melbourne this saturday.This would be the fourth time I'm meeting him and we had a superb night.Lol.It sounds gay but yeah,I met up with him at bangsar lrt and we went for dinner at bangsar[claypot chicken rice] and then finished with a chat and Mc Donalds Mcflurry Cornetto Chocolate or however you call that ice cream.Funny how we are so not different from each other.
I remember the day I was saved and it was a day where i never felt more at home at church.I still do feel that way very much.For He came to stop the works of him who came to kill, steal and destroy.=)
I've got a pic of Jay Sonn but it's so torublesome not having a chord to connect my phone to the pc.
So it was sentimental.
yesterday somebody quoted the phrase "people will come and go,so just face it" to me.I think it's unreasonable lah.It's we who decide when to leave isn't it.You don't believe in this right emerson?Wahahaha.We'll be with each other forever and ever and in our old age we'll be sitting on our porch and playing pokemon cards ne? and yes,I'll be whooping your arse.=)
I was having doubts over my insufficiency for my God or His for me.Two good friends of mine said somethings to me which were
1.His grace is sufficient enough for me.
2.In my weaknesses His strength is made perfect.
Thanks guys and yeah,I'm holding on for my breakthrough,My moment in His will to shine.
Today I went to have dinner with someone i barely know but have heard alot about.Jay Sonn.He's a friends CG leader and he's leaving for melbourne this saturday.This would be the fourth time I'm meeting him and we had a superb night.Lol.It sounds gay but yeah,I met up with him at bangsar lrt and we went for dinner at bangsar[claypot chicken rice] and then finished with a chat and Mc Donalds Mcflurry Cornetto Chocolate or however you call that ice cream.Funny how we are so not different from each other.
I remember the day I was saved and it was a day where i never felt more at home at church.I still do feel that way very much.For He came to stop the works of him who came to kill, steal and destroy.=)
I've got a pic of Jay Sonn but it's so torublesome not having a chord to connect my phone to the pc.
Saturday, February 02, 2008
fei kei cheung
yap has been constantly remindind me of how "malat" my life is.
he's been telling stories of me and all the girls i've been attracted to before to clarence.
LOL.
1.the girl in form three,whom i liked till i was form five.haha.yap hates the way i use to say she rocks and how I use to grafitti her name on random places.Busses and walls.
2.the girl whom i met in form five,assunta.LOL.not much to say about her la.except that we shared the same liking of pop culture.she was the biggest incubus fan i've known.
3.the girl i met at the end of form five,HAHAHA.this is the one yap mentions to almost everyone,he keeps saying that i like girls whom are flat chested and flat "behinded" ,have boyish hair, and treat me badly.LOL. HAHAHAHA.I tell you she coughs blood everyday because of the way yap talks about her.
4.the girl i met in penang.soon to be greatest woman goalkeeper in malaysia!!!!he doesn't talk much about her except for she falling for my captain.hahaha.all's well guys.all the best suleen.
5.the girl with the emoticon specs.lol.he's got nothing to say about her except that all the times he's met her,she was consuming alcohol.
I have a video of yap quoting theflat chest thing but i can't find my phone cable.shall edit that into here soon ya.
deng.
I went for GT pj service today.It seems some poor kid took his own life over the weekend.he hanged himself.I think ps.julie mentioned he was from lim kok wing.
can't blame him la,at times,suicide does seem like the only way out of circumstances.
i'll be praying for his soul to make it into heaven.
A whole load of people i know are at switchfoot concert today,wish i could go la but,I'm broke.
gwen if you are reading,no worries.I still think you are beautiful. =)
he's been telling stories of me and all the girls i've been attracted to before to clarence.
LOL.
1.the girl in form three,whom i liked till i was form five.haha.yap hates the way i use to say she rocks and how I use to grafitti her name on random places.Busses and walls.
2.the girl whom i met in form five,assunta.LOL.not much to say about her la.except that we shared the same liking of pop culture.she was the biggest incubus fan i've known.
3.the girl i met at the end of form five,HAHAHA.this is the one yap mentions to almost everyone,he keeps saying that i like girls whom are flat chested and flat "behinded" ,have boyish hair, and treat me badly.LOL. HAHAHAHA.I tell you she coughs blood everyday because of the way yap talks about her.
4.the girl i met in penang.soon to be greatest woman goalkeeper in malaysia!!!!he doesn't talk much about her except for she falling for my captain.hahaha.all's well guys.all the best suleen.
5.the girl with the emoticon specs.lol.he's got nothing to say about her except that all the times he's met her,she was consuming alcohol.
I have a video of yap quoting theflat chest thing but i can't find my phone cable.shall edit that into here soon ya.
deng.
I went for GT pj service today.It seems some poor kid took his own life over the weekend.he hanged himself.I think ps.julie mentioned he was from lim kok wing.
can't blame him la,at times,suicide does seem like the only way out of circumstances.
i'll be praying for his soul to make it into heaven.
A whole load of people i know are at switchfoot concert today,wish i could go la but,I'm broke.
gwen if you are reading,no worries.I still think you are beautiful. =)
Sniff some whisky la and please golek till the cows come home
wow.I met someone really special,someone who would go beyond the awkwardness of circumstances and situations to maintain a friendship. =) LOL.
Emerson,another one like us.I am feeling so proud of that person la.Mei-San power.ish.
Danush damn emo nowdays la..somebody shoot him please.
Siang ling was telling danush about the way he use to be.The MOST UN EMO EST person in MBS.She misses his Mou Diu Attitude.
I'll be back on day to where I belong if I already am not there.
Emerson,another one like us.I am feeling so proud of that person la.Mei-San power.ish.
Danush damn emo nowdays la..somebody shoot him please.
Siang ling was telling danush about the way he use to be.The MOST UN EMO EST person in MBS.She misses his Mou Diu Attitude.
I'll be back on day to where I belong if I already am not there.
Friday, February 01, 2008
knock my face on the wall please win fu
for the first time,i rather nothing be held back from me.
on a diferent note,
If you search for tenderness
it isn't hard to find.
You can have the love you need to live.
But if you look for truthfulness
You might just as well be blind.
It always seems to be so hard to give.
Honesty is such a lonely word.
Everyone is so untrue.
Honesty is hardly ever heard.
And mostly what I need from you.
I can always find someone
to say they sympathize.
If I wear my heart out on my sleeve.
But I don't want some pretty face
to tell me pretty lies.
All I want is someone to believe.
Honesty is such a lonely word.
Everyone is so untrue.
Honesty is hardly ever heard.
And mostly what I need from you.
I can find a lover.
I can find a friend.
I can have security until the bitter end.
Anyone can comfort me
with promises again.
I know, I know.
When I'm deep inside of me
don't be too concerned.
I won't as for nothin' while I'm gone.
But when I want sincerity
tell me where else can I turn.
Because you're the one I depend upon.
Honesty is such a lonely word.
Everyone is so untrue.
Honesty is hardly ever heard.
And mostly what I need from you.
I'm in some situation and i guess application of what I heard in this song would help so much,to everybody I mean,I heard this song on the way home from genting a few hours ago.
emerson,I could use you here,really could.I guess you left too early.come back please?or send me a message from there please.I lost your number when i formated my phone.I love you bro.
on a diferent note,
If you search for tenderness
it isn't hard to find.
You can have the love you need to live.
But if you look for truthfulness
You might just as well be blind.
It always seems to be so hard to give.
Honesty is such a lonely word.
Everyone is so untrue.
Honesty is hardly ever heard.
And mostly what I need from you.
I can always find someone
to say they sympathize.
If I wear my heart out on my sleeve.
But I don't want some pretty face
to tell me pretty lies.
All I want is someone to believe.
Honesty is such a lonely word.
Everyone is so untrue.
Honesty is hardly ever heard.
And mostly what I need from you.
I can find a lover.
I can find a friend.
I can have security until the bitter end.
Anyone can comfort me
with promises again.
I know, I know.
When I'm deep inside of me
don't be too concerned.
I won't as for nothin' while I'm gone.
But when I want sincerity
tell me where else can I turn.
Because you're the one I depend upon.
Honesty is such a lonely word.
Everyone is so untrue.
Honesty is hardly ever heard.
And mostly what I need from you.
I'm in some situation and i guess application of what I heard in this song would help so much,to everybody I mean,I heard this song on the way home from genting a few hours ago.
emerson,I could use you here,really could.I guess you left too early.come back please?or send me a message from there please.I lost your number when i formated my phone.I love you bro.
Monday, January 28, 2008
ish. . fine la,watever. .
I just took a walk.From TBR to Taman Greenwood.It only took me 45 minutes.
I miss walking long distances,back when I used to walk to the train station in Sydney,I had 2 whole hours a day to myself.I guess it was the time when I did the most praying and thinking.
Anyway today it started to rain just before I began my walk but I walked anyway.I had decided to walk home the moment I told bryan I won't go home in his car.Walking in the rain wasn't bad at all.The rain only lasted 20 minutes but this had never happened in Sydney before,a walk in the rain I mean.There was rain once thought,in winter when I was cycling home and trust me,that experience taught me the meaning of cold.
I had so much time to think about the things which had been bothering me in my mind and i came to a decision regarding two issues.
I spent the weekend in Shah Alam and all i can say is that Shah Alam is even more boring than Sydney.
emerson,it was good to have you back here.some relief and someone to be able to be honest with.=) sorry i couldn't make the genting trip with you la and also sorry about the whole dinner thing ya? next time when you come back we have dinner at robson heights restaurant.
LOL. CRAB!!!!!
Esther Goh,we are yet to have breakfast at Mc.D.You promised and you have my phone number.Please do call when you can.just like old times.
Oie,tbr people.wake up.Save the world.Stop using styrofoam.=) Plant a tree.a tree can save a tonne of carbon a year.=)Go green.
I miss walking long distances,back when I used to walk to the train station in Sydney,I had 2 whole hours a day to myself.I guess it was the time when I did the most praying and thinking.
Anyway today it started to rain just before I began my walk but I walked anyway.I had decided to walk home the moment I told bryan I won't go home in his car.Walking in the rain wasn't bad at all.The rain only lasted 20 minutes but this had never happened in Sydney before,a walk in the rain I mean.There was rain once thought,in winter when I was cycling home and trust me,that experience taught me the meaning of cold.
I had so much time to think about the things which had been bothering me in my mind and i came to a decision regarding two issues.
I spent the weekend in Shah Alam and all i can say is that Shah Alam is even more boring than Sydney.
emerson,it was good to have you back here.some relief and someone to be able to be honest with.=) sorry i couldn't make the genting trip with you la and also sorry about the whole dinner thing ya? next time when you come back we have dinner at robson heights restaurant.
LOL. CRAB!!!!!
Esther Goh,we are yet to have breakfast at Mc.D.You promised and you have my phone number.Please do call when you can.just like old times.
Oie,tbr people.wake up.Save the world.Stop using styrofoam.=) Plant a tree.a tree can save a tonne of carbon a year.=)Go green.
Megane Chan .=)
Kimi!
boku no kokoro no sakebitte iru no koto wa wakaru ka?
itsumo anata dake oen shitte iru yo.
Kimi atta made,boku wa hontou no ai o wakaranai.
Moshi,dekitara,bokutachi wa koibito de kono sekkai de imasyo ka?
Shinnu made,issho ni jinsei shimasyo. =)
kinou o wasurete kudasai,Isho ni gangi shimasyo.
Bokutachi zennin wa Kristian da kara, Ie-sama wa bokutachi no katsuro da.
Ie-sama de gangi to kekkon shimasyo.
boku wa kimi o amari ski da. =) Eien ni,ski da.Zutto.=)
boku no kokoro no sakebitte iru no koto wa wakaru ka?
itsumo anata dake oen shitte iru yo.
Kimi atta made,boku wa hontou no ai o wakaranai.
Moshi,dekitara,bokutachi wa koibito de kono sekkai de imasyo ka?
Shinnu made,issho ni jinsei shimasyo. =)
kinou o wasurete kudasai,Isho ni gangi shimasyo.
Bokutachi zennin wa Kristian da kara, Ie-sama wa bokutachi no katsuro da.
Ie-sama de gangi to kekkon shimasyo.
boku wa kimi o amari ski da. =) Eien ni,ski da.Zutto.=)
Saturday, January 26, 2008
All the lonely people.
It's exactly another three months until my twenty first birthday =)
LOL.Somebody sugested I celebrate it in my house with a barbeque and some rum and coke.
Which I think I shall and end it with a trip to Genting to gamble off my life's savings.
I'm in this situation right now,where I have things I need to do for and say to certain people but those things I do or say also depends on somethings those people have got to do or say.So it's kind of waiting for confirmation from them but what if they are thinking the same way as me.Also,under these kind of circumstances,we tend to make assumptions of the simplest things and either be overly optimistic or overly pessimistic reagarding all the things involved.This kind of behaviour would especially get me into hot soup with a whole load of people since a brimful of feelings is involved.
The era of procrastination, of half-measures, of soothing and baffling expedience, of delays, is coming to a close. In its place we are entering a period of consequences.
quote by winston churchill
I am going to camp.At Dusun Eco.LOL.I miss that place,the whole hike over the mountain thing and Zul and Irene.
I had a feeling that I belonged,I had a feeling that I could be someone.
LOL.Somebody sugested I celebrate it in my house with a barbeque and some rum and coke.
Which I think I shall and end it with a trip to Genting to gamble off my life's savings.
I'm in this situation right now,where I have things I need to do for and say to certain people but those things I do or say also depends on somethings those people have got to do or say.So it's kind of waiting for confirmation from them but what if they are thinking the same way as me.Also,under these kind of circumstances,we tend to make assumptions of the simplest things and either be overly optimistic or overly pessimistic reagarding all the things involved.This kind of behaviour would especially get me into hot soup with a whole load of people since a brimful of feelings is involved.
The era of procrastination, of half-measures, of soothing and baffling expedience, of delays, is coming to a close. In its place we are entering a period of consequences.
quote by winston churchill
I am going to camp.At Dusun Eco.LOL.I miss that place,the whole hike over the mountain thing and Zul and Irene.
I had a feeling that I belonged,I had a feeling that I could be someone.
Thursday, January 24, 2008
clamydomonas
Hey,is it you? you're alive again?.
My freedom from this world.I don't have to be happy to come see you.I don't have to mask and you care and you ask what's wrong.
let it be forever?I'm going to be a man soon and I can't behave short of a man no?
how do I release everything ? To speak freely is not a problem isn't it?It shouldn't be.
To be the greatest of this generation is what you are set to be.The saviour of your dependants and I am all set to help you on it being your friend.
My freedom from this world.I don't have to be happy to come see you.I don't have to mask and you care and you ask what's wrong.
let it be forever?I'm going to be a man soon and I can't behave short of a man no?
how do I release everything ? To speak freely is not a problem isn't it?It shouldn't be.
To be the greatest of this generation is what you are set to be.The saviour of your dependants and I am all set to help you on it being your friend.
For friends whom are set in the lord never see each other for the last time right?
I love you(plural) until the end of time.
Thursday, January 17, 2008
The priest of Hiroshima
the cost of my desire.....ting ting ting ting ting ting ting ting ting ting ting ting....YEEAEAEAAEAEAA!!!!!!!!
SLEEP NOW IN THE FIRE!
to be selfless and then expect other to be as selfless as me is a paradox.An oxymoron la.
An oxymoron has got nothing to do with a stupid person a.k.a. moron.
This is a moron.
For your unlimited thirst for knowledge,these are mormons. =)
SLEEP NOW IN THE FIRE!
to be selfless and then expect other to be as selfless as me is a paradox.An oxymoron la.
An oxymoron has got nothing to do with a stupid person a.k.a. moron.
This is a moron.
For your unlimited thirst for knowledge,these are mormons. =)
Got so much to write about,but i cannot write yet.Maybe someday?
nights.welcome home jc. =)
Tuesday, January 15, 2008
give up some more.
He hates the way people play with his emotions.It's quite painful to deal with the misfiring of emotions and misreceiveing of emotions and love.Love as in Agape itself.
Also,looking at the way emotions were delivered,she had no right to hold back any information from him.That action somehow doesn't justify what he's been thinking and saying about her.
He feels really hurt and stupid that he fell for it again and wishes everything he hears is not true.He hopes that his emotional nightmare would end she would be his to love for all eternity.But does she know this?Why can't she just tell him the truth?
She hates the way he takes everything so seriously.The things he does sometimes if not most seem extremely childish to her.She thinks collecting toys would be a good past time,for a six year old.She wishes his ties with her God was greater than what it is now.
Can't he be a little bit more understanding and ignorant at the same time?How she wishes the someone she's been waiting for comes along really soon on his noble steed.She wants to be swept off her feet.
I on the other hand,think that they are made for each other.If only they could put aside their differences and problems,they'd see how much they have in common.One being able to fulfill the other's needs as much as humanly possible and the other being able to understand and accept when those needs are not fulfilled.
I spent a night with emerson and I watched The wedding singer,again for Allah knows the how manieth time.
to win you love and affection.
to hide my fear of rejection.
matter of fact,?I'm walking after you.a song by the foo fighters
shuckabranteh!!!
Saturday, January 12, 2008
more than anyone else.
i'd be driving so fast that i would beat time at passing.
keep moving away from everything would or could hurt me.
pick up everything that would cheer me up.
go for tae kwon do lessons at melawati.
learn to be fit from sammael.
be my own best friend.
i'd eat chicken rice and drink chinese tea.
I'd give my right arm up for a friend.
My left leg up for a relative.
a year ago i was drowning in an ocean up in sydney.as i was preparing to drown and die,so many things came to mind.but i was saved by a few people and that was the scarriest event to ever happen to me.
what i'd give to have all the music i've written back.Stupid hard disk.
sid, you can hear me or not? I'm calling you.founding father of mOa.
HEED MY CALL!
kita naik kereta pegi jam kat bangsar nak tak? dah lama dah.....kita tulis lagu lagi.boleh?
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bila,cinta berbicara,hatiku kan percaya,
usia dewasa mengajar erti cinta,
ketulusan hati menjadi tanda tanya.
remember Mr. Softy, andy of flop poppy shall cut his wrists and cry at the sound of mOa's songs.Remember that prophecy Mr. Softy.
We'd always be the ones with the most to lose don't you agree Mr. Softy?
It is because we care about them more than they care about us.
Ingat lagi kata kak ning tak Mr.Softy?
Selagi ku mampu,Ku terima segalanya,walaupun hatiku merana.
i love you Mr. Softy and Mr.Tarzan.
Friday, January 11, 2008
let's not communicate lah k?
how much can I do to save the world?
Love everyone i meet.Love above myself.
Love Love Love Love Love Love.
i've got two friends in college.Just two whom are on par with hadassah and emerson.
I love them.
I'm gonna love myself
More than anyone else
I'm gonna treat me right
I'm gonna make you say
That you love me first
And you'll be the one with the most to lose tonight
This time I won't let my emotions rule my life
This time I'm gonna keep my heart locked safe inside
This time I'm gonna be my own best friend
This time I'm gonna be the one
Tuesday, January 08, 2008
suddenly.
this is a song i heard at encore 2007.the singers were good la..but it's happy love song instead of the sad ones..so read the lyrics.It's sung by ewan mcgregor and nicole kidman.
Never knew I could feel like this
Like I've never seen the sky before
Want to vanish inside your kiss
Everyday I love you more and more
Listen to my heart, can you hear it sings
Telling me to give you everything
Seasons may change winter to spring
But I love you until the end of time
Come what may, come what may
I will love you until my dying day
Suddenly the world seems such a perfect place
Suddenly it moves with such a perfect grace
Suddenly my life doesn't seem such a waste
It all revolves around you
And there's no mountain too high no river too wide
Sing out this song and I'll be there by your side
Storm clouds may gather and stars may collide
But I love you until the end of time
Come what may, come what may
I will love you until my dying day
Oh come what may, come what may
I will love you
Suddenly the world seems such a perfect place...
Come what may, come what may
I will love you until my dying day
eppi appy happpy.
euphoria at it's peak is what i am feeling.floorball has been good.today played a good game with kushal and brought a random person to the game.
I beat ilyaaz 12-4.BOUHAHAHAHAHHAAHA.
Never knew I could feel like this
Like I've never seen the sky before
Want to vanish inside your kiss
Everyday I love you more and more
Listen to my heart, can you hear it sings
Telling me to give you everything
Seasons may change winter to spring
But I love you until the end of time
Come what may, come what may
I will love you until my dying day
Suddenly the world seems such a perfect place
Suddenly it moves with such a perfect grace
Suddenly my life doesn't seem such a waste
It all revolves around you
And there's no mountain too high no river too wide
Sing out this song and I'll be there by your side
Storm clouds may gather and stars may collide
But I love you until the end of time
Come what may, come what may
I will love you until my dying day
Oh come what may, come what may
I will love you
Suddenly the world seems such a perfect place...
Come what may, come what may
I will love you until my dying day
eppi appy happpy.
euphoria at it's peak is what i am feeling.floorball has been good.today played a good game with kushal and brought a random person to the game.
I beat ilyaaz 12-4.BOUHAHAHAHAHHAAHA.
STUDY PEOPLE STUDY LAH.
LOL.thanks ya for "buming" into my life and making it happier and "Sexy"ier
Saturday, January 05, 2008
danush
i feel left out.feel different.feel lesser than the rest.feel retarded.
do any of you want to be my friend?
do any of you want to be my friend?
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