Paul andrew preached today.and i think the essence of his message today was closely related to the song "heart of worship".He also played this song by Tim Hughes man!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! NYahahhaahha i didn't know there were other people whom were tim hughes' fans.
this past few weeks i've been troubled la...and i don't know what's wrong..i'm just tired of all the fun that is emphasized at church..i don't want church to be a place where we gather to have fun.
sick and tired of all that hands raised...all that jumping and moving in the house of God...all that hanging out....what's wrong with a little bit of quite worship la? A small prayer meeeting?..who cares if we go all out to bring people to church? who cares if we sacrifice our time to do things for church...who cares la?nobody.
revelations chapter 21-To the angel of the church in Ephesus write: These are the words of him who holds the seven stars in his right hand and walks among the seven golden lampstands:
2-I know your deeds, your hard work and your perseverance. I know that you cannot tolerate wicked men, that you have tested those who claim to be apostles but are not, and have found them false.
3-You have persevered and have endured hardships for my name, and have not grown weary.
4-Yet I hold this against you: You have forsaken your first love.
do all the good things in the world la..forsake all your belongings la..spend all your time in church la..
WHO cares la...what is the point of doing all that if we forsake our first love?..HE still holds it against us..
imagine channelign our energy and efforst into all thigns church but forsakign our loved one...when we reach the end of days...God is just going to put us outside heaven....we won't get to spend eternity with Him...and liek Paul said...God will say :depart from me,I have never known you..
scarry la..
i miss ypf...i miss fga....all those little little prayer meetings we use to have...they meant so much...such small amounts of time...yet such a huge relation built between God..and us..the unworthies...
i don't want to depart from His presence..not ever...
i keep listening to this song that Alvin used to play in prayer meetings...Be magnified..
I love God.
I regret not being able to be part of YPF overnight meeting...
Alvin...you better pray for me okay...don't be a useless youth advisor and not pray for me..
running after you...yeah...=)
prayer meetings rock...
(flashback)
I was walkign from train station to church..seriously burdened with a lot of problems...and i felt so heavy....and when i walked in..meeting was on...i joined la..then aunty ai ling just came and put her hands on my shoulder and aunty mei lign joined her and they prayed for me...an di was in tears la...right after that...no more heaviness...Fuiyo man. =)