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I've got my priorities sorted out.

Stupid la..I who try to help others sort their matter,failed to sort my own.Irony at it's peak.
Where do I begin?I have been entertaining myself with Jazz.
I still hate this place,almost everyone I know is a fake or something about them is wrong.Real sad case la.My birthday,they didn't even know how old I was.It's really annoying la.


I miss you fellows.I've got nobody here to give me hug when I am sad,nobody to come up to me and tell me that they've got my back when i fall,nobody to brush their hands through my hair and complain about my hair being horrible,nobody to call me brother by birth,or brother brother, or just brother,No Henry and Beatie to play football with.NOTHING material here la.

Somebody Hug me please.Siang Ling,hug please?

ome...

remember that song that kept ringing in my head?...
it still is.
Only One...and now it's the acoustic version.
I want to come home.My home.My people.Thanks to all the people who wished me.Esther the most.I hate this place.I truly loath it.I cannot trust most of the people here.
I am EMO again.after a very long time.

WHAT IS IT THAT I CAN'T DO IF YOU ASK ME? TELL ME LA.HOW DIFFERENT AM I FROM HIM?

hehe..that was something kept inside me for a long time.i hope YOU read it.yeah,YOU.
I am sad.I hate it.I am sad on this day.all because i trusted someone too much.It's unfair.I mean,to get my trust repaid in such a way.crap,i'm crying.I can'tc all anyone to cry to.Except my God.I'm sorry Esther,I promised yoou remember? hahah..but i think you gave me the leniancy to cry once in a while..I think it's the wee hours...

hahaha..i blame all this on sabah's sister,saadia.She spoke to me about emo songs.i opened my VAST library of emo songs after that.Hahaha.

i'm crying....
i'm crying......
i'm crying.......

it's raining outside and it awfully cold.i am all alone.Really alone.this room i'm in,it suddenly seems so dark.I'm almost joyless la...just except or that small bit of me..which involves God and my family.

i am emo again...i'm sad...i'm every peice of nonsensethe world contains..

bleach

I'm gettinga KON from bleach cake.My cousin sister is baking it for me.

I am sad.I am away from the people whom i truly love.Elysse is grown up now.
i miss that girl who weighs 40 kilos (which is extremely light).She makes up for her weight advantage by beign SHORT. heheh.

I miss my family and The family.Listening to U2...

I don't trust her...not one bit...actaully i do....but i don't trust myself whenever i trust her..she mislead me...it's not her fault i don't trust her..it's mine ebcause i believed her..babi la...it still hurts sometimes...when I just sit and think about things i can't understand..she's one of them..Emerson is one of those things too..Myself,peay pei..my mom..my uncle..my body..all those things are some of the stuff i don't understand..and those things bother me alot..i frustrate my mind trying to figure all those things out..

gwen said that i'm LCLY....it means lan si lan yong...it literally means dick shit dick face..
deng...she was joking i hope...told her i'll complain to esther about it so yeah..esther,If you're reading,I am complaining..So please ar..do what you have to..

I am torn up abit...i went to see niki's mom today...they're back from san francisco..I love her mom alot..I seriously missed latha ma this past three weeks..

Chinese Instructor

sorry for teh long absence...Especially to Shen. =)

Sarcasm Earned Me a Really Good and not to forget mentioning Sarcastic Friend.YOU!!!

The Sydney Royal Easter Show was real fun.I bought a patrick for Gwen's Spongebob.The show had everything except for one thing.Jesus...

Stupid place...namesake is easter show but nothing on Jesus.

I just finished being on the phone with

1.Gwen
2.Amma
3.Esther
4.Shen.

Wonderful people la.Especially the Sarcastic One!!!

This whole blog is dedicated to Shen whom with all teh Glory and Mercy of God and His Son will perform in the test tomorrow as per to God's will.

Freedom comes at a price.Gwen now understands why i can't go to church freely.haihs..
problems...problems...

haihs..


I want to meet Andrew.Yeah the Andrew.Not andrew chan. =)

NYahahahahahhahahahahahahahhahahahahahahahahahhaha.I feel Evil.
In a good way.
Esther indulges herself in lame jokes.That's really nice of her.

A few days ago i watched this aaron Kwok movie.SOOOO chun la.
It was called 2000 A.D. HAhah..really nice show.The girl also pretty...

I think the prettiest Hong Kong actress is Sammi Cheng la.Hahahah.
Anita Mui was the funniest. =)


Good Friday and EAster my dear almu are respectively the day Jesus was crucified and the day He rose from the dead.The eggs and all the other nonsense are irelevant.Well...The lent period..which is a fastign of fourty days before easter...It starts on Ash Wednesday all the way to easter.We can't eat meat and eggs were considered a form of meat in the old times...so that explaisn the abundance of eggs on easter.The rabbit was something made up by the german protestants when they moved to north america.It also has roots tracing back to paganism la almu...so yeah...hope you understand..

Easter

I read John Chapter 14 for Easter.I think it is wonderful.Shalom.

Have a blessed and grateful Easter. =)

Shen,Eunice,Emerson,Gwen,Apryl,Esther,My twin,My Siamese Twin,My brother in arms,my bandmates,my driver...all of you...Happy Easter..yeah to Elysse TOO!!!!

p.s.:I bought a patrick Starfish yesterday at the easter show..

Everybody sing

Yoshie has moved to Bondi Junction!!!!
She is staying with a japanese girl,A czech girl and one more guy i don't know from where...
Chun wei.BOndi Junction..Hahah...going there this weekend..to watch animes..AHahah and cook.=)
YEAH..I can cook la...come come,how many of you never knew that?

ONE love..HAhah..semangat..

The download speed at the library is 2.4 megabytes per second....SOOOOOO fast la..
Now i know where to download my animes.=))

Mayz wants bleach all the episodes..
I am getting some animes shipped here from malaysia...of course la..PIRATED...

Hahah..I love sungai Wang. =)

Hahahha..I got another job edi. =) mafan la...must go to the city to work..liek this i think i will buy weekly pass la..for the train rides. =)