Tuesday, March 28, 2006
Monday, March 27, 2006
I place my trust
GOD is wit usMessage:
A minister passing through his church inthemiddle of the day,decided to pause by the altar and see who hadcome to pray.Just then the back door opened, a man camedown the aisle.The minister frowned as he saw the man hadn'tshaved in a while.His shirt was kind a shabby and his coat was wornand frayed,the man knelt, he bowed his head, then rose andwalked away.In the days that followed, each noon time camethis chap,each time he knelt just for a moment, a lunch pailin his lap.Well, the minister's suspicions grew, with robberya main fear,He decided to stop the man and ask him, "Whatare you doing here?"The old man said, he worked down the road. Lunchwas half an hour.Lunchtime was his prayer time, for finding strengthand power,"I stay only moments, because the factory is sofar away;as I kneel here talking to the Lord,
This is kinda what I say:"I JUST CAME AGAIN TO TELL YOU LORD,HOW HAPPY I'VE BEEN,SINCE WE FOUND EACH OTHER'S FRIENDSHIPAND YOU TOOK AWAY MY SIN.DON'T KNOW MUCH OF HOW TO PRAY, BUT ITHINK ABOUT YOU EVERYDAY.SO JESUS, THIS IS JIM CHECKING IN TODAY."
The minister feeling foolish, told Jim that was fine.He told the man he was welcome to come andpray just anytime.It was time to go, Jim smiled and, said "Thanks."He hurried to the door.The minister knelt at the altar, he'd never done itbefore.His cold heart melted, warmed with love, and metwith Jesus there.
As the tears flowed, in his heart, he repeated old Jim's prayer:"I JUST CAME AGAIN TO TELL YOU LORD,HOW HAPPY I'VE BEEN,SINCE WE FOUND EACH OTHER'S FRIENDSHIPAND YOU TOOK AWAY MY SIN.DON'T KNOW MUCH OF HOW TO PRAY, BUT ITHINK ABOUT YOU EVERYDAY.SO JESUS, THIS IS ME CHECKING IN TODAY."
Past noon one day, the minister noticed that oldJim hadn't come.As more days passed without Jim, he began toworry some.At the factory, he asked about him, learning hewas ill.The hospital staff was worried, But he'd given thema thrill.The week that Jim was with them, broughtchanges in the ward.His smiles, a joy contagious. Changed people,were his reward.
The head nurse couldn't understand why Jim wasso glad,When no flowers, calls or cards came, Not a visitorhe had.The minister stayed by his bed, He voiced thenurse's concern:No friends came to show they cared. He hadnowhere to turn.
Looking surprised, old Jim spoke up and with an awesome smile;"The nurse is wrong, she couldn't know,that in here all the while everyday at noon.He's here, a dear friend of mine,You see, He sits right down, takes my hand,Leans over and says to me:"I JUST CAME AGAIN TO TELL YOU JIM, HOWHAPPY I HAVE BEEN,SINCE WE FOUND THIS FRIENDSHIP, AND ITOOK AWAY YOUR SIN.ALWAYS LOVE TO HEAR YOU PRAY, I THINKABOUT YOU EACH DAY,AND SO JIM, THIS IS JESUS CHECKING INTODAY."
If this blesses you, pass it on!Many people will walk in and out of your life, but only true friends will leave footprints in your heart.May God hold you in the palm of His hand andAngels watch over you.But for those of us who are already His, He notonly holds us in the palm of His hand, but has engraved our names there, and we are continually in His sight (Isaiah 49:16)Please pass this page on to your friends & loved ones.
If you aren't ashamed.Jesus said, " If you are ashamed of me,"I will be ashamed of you before my Father."If you are not ashamed, pass this on . But only ifyou mean it.
Yes, I do love God. He is my source of existenceand Savior.He keeps me functioning each and everyday.Without Him, I will be nothing. Without him, I amnothing but with Him"I can do all things through Christ that strengthensme." (Phil 4:13)
I got this in friendster.Makes me feel good la.After finish reading it,I started to sing In Christ Alone. =)
A minister passing through his church inthemiddle of the day,decided to pause by the altar and see who hadcome to pray.Just then the back door opened, a man camedown the aisle.The minister frowned as he saw the man hadn'tshaved in a while.His shirt was kind a shabby and his coat was wornand frayed,the man knelt, he bowed his head, then rose andwalked away.In the days that followed, each noon time camethis chap,each time he knelt just for a moment, a lunch pailin his lap.Well, the minister's suspicions grew, with robberya main fear,He decided to stop the man and ask him, "Whatare you doing here?"The old man said, he worked down the road. Lunchwas half an hour.Lunchtime was his prayer time, for finding strengthand power,"I stay only moments, because the factory is sofar away;as I kneel here talking to the Lord,
This is kinda what I say:"I JUST CAME AGAIN TO TELL YOU LORD,HOW HAPPY I'VE BEEN,SINCE WE FOUND EACH OTHER'S FRIENDSHIPAND YOU TOOK AWAY MY SIN.DON'T KNOW MUCH OF HOW TO PRAY, BUT ITHINK ABOUT YOU EVERYDAY.SO JESUS, THIS IS JIM CHECKING IN TODAY."
The minister feeling foolish, told Jim that was fine.He told the man he was welcome to come andpray just anytime.It was time to go, Jim smiled and, said "Thanks."He hurried to the door.The minister knelt at the altar, he'd never done itbefore.His cold heart melted, warmed with love, and metwith Jesus there.
As the tears flowed, in his heart, he repeated old Jim's prayer:"I JUST CAME AGAIN TO TELL YOU LORD,HOW HAPPY I'VE BEEN,SINCE WE FOUND EACH OTHER'S FRIENDSHIPAND YOU TOOK AWAY MY SIN.DON'T KNOW MUCH OF HOW TO PRAY, BUT ITHINK ABOUT YOU EVERYDAY.SO JESUS, THIS IS ME CHECKING IN TODAY."
Past noon one day, the minister noticed that oldJim hadn't come.As more days passed without Jim, he began toworry some.At the factory, he asked about him, learning hewas ill.The hospital staff was worried, But he'd given thema thrill.The week that Jim was with them, broughtchanges in the ward.His smiles, a joy contagious. Changed people,were his reward.
The head nurse couldn't understand why Jim wasso glad,When no flowers, calls or cards came, Not a visitorhe had.The minister stayed by his bed, He voiced thenurse's concern:No friends came to show they cared. He hadnowhere to turn.
Looking surprised, old Jim spoke up and with an awesome smile;"The nurse is wrong, she couldn't know,that in here all the while everyday at noon.He's here, a dear friend of mine,You see, He sits right down, takes my hand,Leans over and says to me:"I JUST CAME AGAIN TO TELL YOU JIM, HOWHAPPY I HAVE BEEN,SINCE WE FOUND THIS FRIENDSHIP, AND ITOOK AWAY YOUR SIN.ALWAYS LOVE TO HEAR YOU PRAY, I THINKABOUT YOU EACH DAY,AND SO JIM, THIS IS JESUS CHECKING INTODAY."
If this blesses you, pass it on!Many people will walk in and out of your life, but only true friends will leave footprints in your heart.May God hold you in the palm of His hand andAngels watch over you.But for those of us who are already His, He notonly holds us in the palm of His hand, but has engraved our names there, and we are continually in His sight (Isaiah 49:16)Please pass this page on to your friends & loved ones.
If you aren't ashamed.Jesus said, " If you are ashamed of me,"I will be ashamed of you before my Father."If you are not ashamed, pass this on . But only ifyou mean it.
Yes, I do love God. He is my source of existenceand Savior.He keeps me functioning each and everyday.Without Him, I will be nothing. Without him, I amnothing but with Him"I can do all things through Christ that strengthensme." (Phil 4:13)
I got this in friendster.Makes me feel good la.After finish reading it,I started to sing In Christ Alone. =)
Saturday, March 25, 2006
disgusting.
so much for watching animes.Stupid internet.Nobody want to share fi les in the morning.So hard to download la.Yerr...
Bleach rocks la.Kon is so so so so cute.i can't believe i am agreeing with Gwen.yerr...Kon is too cute la.
My phone is at the shop.Change software.now using some NEC phone.It is dubbed the PlayStation in my college.Because it is so big.I carry a freaking playstation to school everyday.
Reese's peanut butter with milk chocolate.I don't know what it tastes like.Bought before,but never taste before.
I realised soemthign about myself today.At mc donalds.I am not adventureous when it comes to food.I am disgusting when it comes to food.Imagien this, chocolate chip cookies,with potato gravy and sauce with coke and yogurt. Yums. =)
Yoshie knows how to have fun wei.Beer tastes bitter and apparently, according to my friends at college,beer tastes like beer.goodness.
Mustapha,Allahuakhbar. It means God Almighty in Arabic. =)
Bleach rocks la.Kon is so so so so cute.i can't believe i am agreeing with Gwen.yerr...Kon is too cute la.
My phone is at the shop.Change software.now using some NEC phone.It is dubbed the PlayStation in my college.Because it is so big.I carry a freaking playstation to school everyday.
Reese's peanut butter with milk chocolate.I don't know what it tastes like.Bought before,but never taste before.
I realised soemthign about myself today.At mc donalds.I am not adventureous when it comes to food.I am disgusting when it comes to food.Imagien this, chocolate chip cookies,with potato gravy and sauce with coke and yogurt. Yums. =)
Yoshie knows how to have fun wei.Beer tastes bitter and apparently, according to my friends at college,beer tastes like beer.goodness.
Mustapha,Allahuakhbar. It means God Almighty in Arabic. =)
Friday, March 24, 2006
osarate
today we had a barbeque at cogee beach.=) played football,ate and learnt to speak loads of languages.=)
after everything lepak with yoshie till evening in the city.Mustapha couldn't because he was tired.Hahahah.pity him la.I am so lonely.Yoshie and I were walking when we saw a box of reese milk chocolate peanut butter.Hahaha.Straight away bought some and went to the post office to post it to gwen.Yoshie drew something in the letter i wrote to gwen.hahah.She can draw la.I guess all japanese people can draw.
I spent my whole evening watching animes.BLEACH and going through old episodes of Samurai X. =))..sounds like a spin off for X-Men.Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.Angry la.People not treating each other nicely.They are being more selfish nowdays.
Heiko was very kind and he cooked through the whole bbq.I met two new lebanese people.Mohammed and Yasser.Idiots.They are joining college next semester.Hahahha.My class has 9 lebanese clowns.8 of them are born in Lebanon and one was born in Kuala Lumpur,Malaysia. =D
Yoshie will be leaving for japan in four months time.Hahaha.Lepak with her till then.=))
well,back to my animes now.=)
after everything lepak with yoshie till evening in the city.Mustapha couldn't because he was tired.Hahahah.pity him la.I am so lonely.Yoshie and I were walking when we saw a box of reese milk chocolate peanut butter.Hahaha.Straight away bought some and went to the post office to post it to gwen.Yoshie drew something in the letter i wrote to gwen.hahah.She can draw la.I guess all japanese people can draw.
I spent my whole evening watching animes.BLEACH and going through old episodes of Samurai X. =))..sounds like a spin off for X-Men.Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.Angry la.People not treating each other nicely.They are being more selfish nowdays.
Heiko was very kind and he cooked through the whole bbq.I met two new lebanese people.Mohammed and Yasser.Idiots.They are joining college next semester.Hahahha.My class has 9 lebanese clowns.8 of them are born in Lebanon and one was born in Kuala Lumpur,Malaysia. =D
Yoshie will be leaving for japan in four months time.Hahaha.Lepak with her till then.=))
well,back to my animes now.=)
Wednesday, March 22, 2006
fei kei cheung.
Hi joanne =))
Gwen messaged me.She told me to be careful of tsunamis.....lame la.
Hahaha...Goodness...you people better study hard for stpm and stop hanging on the phone with danush late at night..Australian Time i mean. =)
Ziling's daddy is fine. HAHAHA..I pulled the biggest prank ever and everyone in school fell for it.Even the office staff.
I told ziling that i know boon better.I told her i have seen parts of him she has never seen.Haha.
She said that the day she starts seeing those parts,she will be able to see it more often than me.
Horny la she. Perseph-HORNY.
Paul Chua said she is too flat.hahaha.Idiot.He said nevermind,he thinks it will grow.Yerr.Reminds me of Ivy Pow.Ivy POW....a bit ironic dont' you people think..I mean her surname.
hahaha.I am so happy la. =)
By the Way...I am IN LOVE with BLEACH.
yerr...so chun la the show..no wonder Michelle was promoting it to me..
Anyway...got to go la.I just got a whole Box of Fererro Roche. =) Nyam Nyam Nyam =)))
The security guard at Help UC is in love with Wei-I..I am pretty sure Wei-I loves him too.
Psalms 23 is so chun la.
Gwen messaged me.She told me to be careful of tsunamis.....lame la.
Hahaha...Goodness...you people better study hard for stpm and stop hanging on the phone with danush late at night..Australian Time i mean. =)
Ziling's daddy is fine. HAHAHA..I pulled the biggest prank ever and everyone in school fell for it.Even the office staff.
I told ziling that i know boon better.I told her i have seen parts of him she has never seen.Haha.
She said that the day she starts seeing those parts,she will be able to see it more often than me.
Horny la she. Perseph-HORNY.
Paul Chua said she is too flat.hahaha.Idiot.He said nevermind,he thinks it will grow.Yerr.Reminds me of Ivy Pow.Ivy POW....a bit ironic dont' you people think..I mean her surname.
hahaha.I am so happy la. =)
By the Way...I am IN LOVE with BLEACH.
yerr...so chun la the show..no wonder Michelle was promoting it to me..
Anyway...got to go la.I just got a whole Box of Fererro Roche. =) Nyam Nyam Nyam =)))
The security guard at Help UC is in love with Wei-I..I am pretty sure Wei-I loves him too.
Psalms 23 is so chun la.
Tuesday, March 21, 2006
haihs...
Can a single word hurt this much?
You are teaching me loneliness but i hope you come back after the lesson is done.
i've got a picture of you in my mind.the one where you are supposed to be sitting on the school terrace with us.
what's wrong with all this? you are one of the best things to ever happen to me.You're up there with emerson and esther and ziling as well.I just want to come home and stand in front of your house and wait for you to notice me.I don't care what you do.You can watch animes for as long as I am there or pretend I am not there or just scream at me to get lost.It wont matter.
I hate my position.I hate Australia.It takes me away from all my loved ones.Before any one of you want to say words of comfort to me,think and see,you are not in my position.You guys don't consider friends the same way I do.I would gladly lay my life down for you people knowing you won't do the same.I don't have good friends here.I thought I did,but No.trust me.
Mustapha is an exception.He was with me that night.My only friend.What's wrong with you people la?What's so hard to sms me?Am I considered dead after I leave?
Shen made me really happy the other day.I don't try too hard to be a gentleman.
She is supposed to be my perempuan Kristian Agung.this can't happen.I can't let it.I don't know.she didn't reply my sms or pick up my calls.
i'm going off now.
For my Esther ---> "and Jesus looketh upon them and saith,with me it is impossible ,but not with God,for with God all things are possible."(Mark 10:27)
You are teaching me loneliness but i hope you come back after the lesson is done.
i've got a picture of you in my mind.the one where you are supposed to be sitting on the school terrace with us.
what's wrong with all this? you are one of the best things to ever happen to me.You're up there with emerson and esther and ziling as well.I just want to come home and stand in front of your house and wait for you to notice me.I don't care what you do.You can watch animes for as long as I am there or pretend I am not there or just scream at me to get lost.It wont matter.
I hate my position.I hate Australia.It takes me away from all my loved ones.Before any one of you want to say words of comfort to me,think and see,you are not in my position.You guys don't consider friends the same way I do.I would gladly lay my life down for you people knowing you won't do the same.I don't have good friends here.I thought I did,but No.trust me.
Mustapha is an exception.He was with me that night.My only friend.What's wrong with you people la?What's so hard to sms me?Am I considered dead after I leave?
Shen made me really happy the other day.I don't try too hard to be a gentleman.
She is supposed to be my perempuan Kristian Agung.this can't happen.I can't let it.I don't know.she didn't reply my sms or pick up my calls.
i'm going off now.
For my Esther ---> "and Jesus looketh upon them and saith,with me it is impossible ,but not with God,for with God all things are possible."(Mark 10:27)
Thursday, March 16, 2006
hilang nyawa
i have a vision.i always had one.i always wanted to study biology,then marry a pianist whom is Christian.Then travel the world.I want to host a tv show on biology.Film it as I travel and preach the Word of God as we travel.Evangelisme.I'll be and always wanted to be an evangelist.
She just never asked me.Deng.
now back to the fake real world. In class now.Supposed to be studying bu watching twisted transistor.Heiko,saad and ryan are laughing with me.
Gwen just messaged me.How to help with sandfly bites..kesian her la.Stupid mosy and sand fly.
I have to mend my relations ship with God.He is the best.The church building is the only place i can do that.I'll return.
I sit and think about home.things are not like they used to be before.I got another job.Cleaner.deng.What to do.Have to work.Must pay fees.You people won't even recognise me anymore when i come home.Al of us change for the better.I don't think i want to c ome back this year.I've got different priorities.
SPM results was shocking for everyone.I guess most people have got over it.Praise God for all of it la.
TWISTED TRANSISTOR!
She just never asked me.Deng.
now back to the fake real world. In class now.Supposed to be studying bu watching twisted transistor.Heiko,saad and ryan are laughing with me.
Gwen just messaged me.How to help with sandfly bites..kesian her la.Stupid mosy and sand fly.
I have to mend my relations ship with God.He is the best.The church building is the only place i can do that.I'll return.
I sit and think about home.things are not like they used to be before.I got another job.Cleaner.deng.What to do.Have to work.Must pay fees.You people won't even recognise me anymore when i come home.Al of us change for the better.I don't think i want to c ome back this year.I've got different priorities.
SPM results was shocking for everyone.I guess most people have got over it.Praise God for all of it la.
TWISTED TRANSISTOR!
Monday, March 13, 2006
lahme has the greatest smell.
today kind had it's bad and good things.
My class was filled with people.I met a korean girl.Hahah.Nice chat with her.She didn't want to believe i was eighteen years old.
some girl on the train gave me the "eeew,what's your problem ?" and "you're disgusting,don't come near me!" stare.I felt hurt but within a few minutes I got hold of my mind and took control la.I didn't want to care.the sad thing is that nobody was there to support me.among that whole pile of dung,there was no pony shining radiantly enough to show me light.crap,there was no pony at all.
well,most people's spm results were bad.I still don't know what my granddaughter got.Wish her all the best.I never experienced the anxiety of spm results.I met with the accident.hahaha.
going to change my whole blog layout.I've got holidays coming in two weeks.But before that i've got my finals this week.Nonsense la.I need to study before i can enjoy holidays.
this name Jang Nara is so familiar la.Anyone has info on it?too lazy to google.Mustapha came over.I had fun la.A friend after so long.=))
She doesn't treat me or herself like a friend.yeah,she la.Who else.
Gwen carved she and I on some jambu.HAhahaha.goodness.I can't even freaking carve a ball.HAHAHAHAHAH.today i showed my artistic skills at the library.Hahah.will put a pic up soon.
anyway,I am fine,doing good with God's grace,with more of His grace,i'll be doing great.=)
take care la...and prus and boon...you people should give galvin a break.Put yourself in his shoes.Athes seems to have brains.I expected better off you prussy.Galvin's hurt la.
peay pei made a statement today.She would not spare me twenty minutes.So much for childhood friends la huh?Go play with yor tong hua chai la...ask him to call you everyday.you had headache for two days with time to play water..go trekking,nightwalk and all..but no time to sms?
Stupid reasons la people give nowdays.the worst of them being "no time!"
bye bye =)
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still thinking about what peay said...babi la..it hurts la.I don't want to care.crap la.After the train incident i thought about the nice things I have in life like peay ,ziling,tsick,pruss all..haihs.
Prussy,for oyur information,I would not have acted differently from the way you did.Galvin's done things to me too.so yeah,i take my words back. =) AGM.HAhaha..but still i admire you man,for proving that point to Galvin.Ask athest o come sell shoes here,can get more money because of the transfer rate.hahaha...relax ar all of you..
about that train thing,still feeling abit too offended.it wasn't racism because she was the same race as me.Haihs,i guess that makes it worse?....bodoh la..i want to come back home la.i miss MALAYSIA.
My class was filled with people.I met a korean girl.Hahah.Nice chat with her.She didn't want to believe i was eighteen years old.
some girl on the train gave me the "eeew,what's your problem ?" and "you're disgusting,don't come near me!" stare.I felt hurt but within a few minutes I got hold of my mind and took control la.I didn't want to care.the sad thing is that nobody was there to support me.among that whole pile of dung,there was no pony shining radiantly enough to show me light.crap,there was no pony at all.
well,most people's spm results were bad.I still don't know what my granddaughter got.Wish her all the best.I never experienced the anxiety of spm results.I met with the accident.hahaha.
going to change my whole blog layout.I've got holidays coming in two weeks.But before that i've got my finals this week.Nonsense la.I need to study before i can enjoy holidays.
this name Jang Nara is so familiar la.Anyone has info on it?too lazy to google.Mustapha came over.I had fun la.A friend after so long.=))
She doesn't treat me or herself like a friend.yeah,she la.Who else.
Gwen carved she and I on some jambu.HAhahaha.goodness.I can't even freaking carve a ball.HAHAHAHAHAH.today i showed my artistic skills at the library.Hahah.will put a pic up soon.
anyway,I am fine,doing good with God's grace,with more of His grace,i'll be doing great.=)
take care la...and prus and boon...you people should give galvin a break.Put yourself in his shoes.Athes seems to have brains.I expected better off you prussy.Galvin's hurt la.
peay pei made a statement today.She would not spare me twenty minutes.So much for childhood friends la huh?Go play with yor tong hua chai la...ask him to call you everyday.you had headache for two days with time to play water..go trekking,nightwalk and all..but no time to sms?
Stupid reasons la people give nowdays.the worst of them being "no time!"
bye bye =)
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still thinking about what peay said...babi la..it hurts la.I don't want to care.crap la.After the train incident i thought about the nice things I have in life like peay ,ziling,tsick,pruss all..haihs.
Prussy,for oyur information,I would not have acted differently from the way you did.Galvin's done things to me too.so yeah,i take my words back. =) AGM.HAhaha..but still i admire you man,for proving that point to Galvin.Ask athest o come sell shoes here,can get more money because of the transfer rate.hahaha...relax ar all of you..
about that train thing,still feeling abit too offended.it wasn't racism because she was the same race as me.Haihs,i guess that makes it worse?....bodoh la..i want to come back home la.i miss MALAYSIA.
Saturday, March 11, 2006
tamil eelam
| I hate medical procedures. just came back from the radiologist's. crap la.......malufying la.. had to strip for a man...stupid radiologist...but he looked cool la for a doctor.too cool.=) at least better than my first medical check up...had to strip for some indian lady.malu wei.... shen's mom is leaving for uk today.yes,shen's mom,the one whom i think is really pretty.=) hahaha. we're going for dinner to somebody's house today.I don't know who.Last night i cooked dinner. potato masal,rice,gandhi salad and yogurt.Hahah.my uncle was so pleased.=) esther's house phone is nonsense.Gwen is at camp la.Called her and peay pei yesterday.they're at the same camp.bodoh la peay pei.Gwen woke me up at four o clock in the morning twice in a row already.deng.i don't mind.I just hate the time difference. Godspeed. My time here will end soon la.(australia).Very soon.I hope it flies really, really fast. now i am alone in the train in the morning.Latha ma's driving to work now.deng. I am going for physiotherapy later in the afternoon.my spine.deng. wait wait...got another embarrasing thing to talk about..after the radiology session,I was at the train station.this guy who was from Sri lanka asked me if i was tamil,then i proudly said i was la.WAh..i tell you..babi...he sppoke tamil to me..i don't know what to answer or reply la..my tamil sucks.haihs..malu la. I want to post pictures here but i don't have any medium to connect my phone to the computer with la. two less lonely people in the world today. =) |
Friday, March 10, 2006
david and goliath
siang ling said she sayangs me alot. =)) i am beaming la. Last night i was feeling so down.I called people,and they asked me to sleep out of concern. =))
Just when i feel nobody loves me,a whole tub load of love comes pouring in.
aaaaahhhh...melting in so much love la. when she mistreats me,when he misunderstands me,when they don't seem to care,there's always someone else who does the opposite. =)
i am drowning ,in all this love la...ahahah...i am so happy. so so happy.
the prefects are going for camp.stupid flying fox.it scares me after mr. fauzi died on the flying fox.It scares me.I can't speculate.
yesterday when i was on the way home from class at nine in the night,i started to tear.i was afraid i was going to die.i got really scared because i really didn't want to die.but then this verse about fearing Him who can not only kill but has the power to cast into hell.
He took my fears away la.I don't mind dying. I mind being cast into hell. So yeah,i make my stand.To fear the One who can cast into hell instead of the ones who can only kill.
AND....the story of David and Goliath is such an inspiration.I can do anything at all.
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sorry la..I (the normal danush whom is always filled with yi hei) have been away for some time.I am back now.=) hahahah..i feel so euphoric la.=)
to esther and emerson:I am going to make the both of you so proud of me.
Just when i feel nobody loves me,a whole tub load of love comes pouring in.
aaaaahhhh...melting in so much love la. when she mistreats me,when he misunderstands me,when they don't seem to care,there's always someone else who does the opposite. =)
i am drowning ,in all this love la...ahahah...i am so happy. so so happy.
the prefects are going for camp.stupid flying fox.it scares me after mr. fauzi died on the flying fox.It scares me.I can't speculate.
yesterday when i was on the way home from class at nine in the night,i started to tear.i was afraid i was going to die.i got really scared because i really didn't want to die.but then this verse about fearing Him who can not only kill but has the power to cast into hell.
He took my fears away la.I don't mind dying. I mind being cast into hell. So yeah,i make my stand.To fear the One who can cast into hell instead of the ones who can only kill.
AND....the story of David and Goliath is such an inspiration.I can do anything at all.
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sorry la..I (the normal danush whom is always filled with yi hei) have been away for some time.I am back now.=) hahahah..i feel so euphoric la.=)
to esther and emerson:I am going to make the both of you so proud of me.
Thursday, March 09, 2006
I want to see you.
people misunderstand me.
especially the people who matter the most to me.esther,I don't know how you pulled it though all this while la.I respect you alot.
yesterday i was cranky because i got disappointed.I had to beg fo my forgiveness for being disappointed.
Today she was cranky because she was disappointed. Irony la. it doesn't matter.I had mustapha with me.He kept me company.poor fellow didn't understand why we went to parramatta.
My Family Tree
Grandpa Danush -------- FSTB Grandma Gwen
[_______________________________]
___[]_____[]______[]_____[]_______[]
Daddy Aunty Uncle Peay Pei Rosie
Tse Kai Ziling Prussy
(begot) wed-ed
Jolly Uncle Boon
** there are special members of my family like esther and emerson.They are the special indgredients la.If it wasn't for them,i would have learnt to love these other people.
I am contended and happy with all I have now.Latha Ma is superb.The best la.
Sabah seems to be a very understanding person.I'm surprisd.
=)
Isaiah 40:31
especially the people who matter the most to me.esther,I don't know how you pulled it though all this while la.I respect you alot.
yesterday i was cranky because i got disappointed.I had to beg fo my forgiveness for being disappointed.
Today she was cranky because she was disappointed. Irony la. it doesn't matter.I had mustapha with me.He kept me company.poor fellow didn't understand why we went to parramatta.
My Family Tree
Grandpa Danush -------- FSTB Grandma Gwen
[_______________________________]
___[]_____[]______[]_____[]_______[]
Daddy Aunty Uncle Peay Pei Rosie
Tse Kai Ziling Prussy
(begot) wed-ed
Jolly Uncle Boon
** there are special members of my family like esther and emerson.They are the special indgredients la.If it wasn't for them,i would have learnt to love these other people.
I am contended and happy with all I have now.Latha Ma is superb.The best la.
Sabah seems to be a very understanding person.I'm surprisd.
=)
Isaiah 40:31
Monday, March 06, 2006
On my knees.
This phrase
"Like Icarus,I collide"
It hits me hard.We are foolish people.We tend to go our own way instead of the way which has been set.We know that His way is the safest way round.It guarantees us our destination but yet we still tend to stray.We choose to go our own ways,thinking that we'd be better off doing what we want.Foolish truely.
Why is it we realise all this,that John 14:6* is the only passage our journey can be completed ,and still tend to walk away.make our own paths.Why is it He realises this and still offers us that path,that love,that caring,our salvation?
It's utterly disappointing to me and Him when i refuse to do what is right but choose to do what is easy.
I've been paranaoid lately.I keep thinking about the end of times.I am afraid i won't be able to pull it through alone.i've been askign promises for my friends.The best of us to join me wherever i am.i am pretty sure i'd be able to make my way to heaven and resist everythign else with them.
But still,it's idiotic that we stray away like icarus.
The legend of Icarus is that he and his father were held captive on a tower in an island.Thye managed to make wings for themselves from wax and feathers of the sea gulls.Icarus was told by his father to not fly to close to the sun and too low towards the sea.Icarus foolishly flew up high wanting to go his own way.The sun melted the wax off his wings and he fell and drowned in the sea.
i don't want to be icarus anymore.
*John 14:6 Jesus saith unto him, I am the way, the truth, and the life: no man cometh unto the Father, but by me.
something else i need to talk about.The Holy spirit.It's amazing.for he dwelleth in me.=)
I love God loads la.
Saturday, March 04, 2006
lonely..
deng la..i am at nikita's house now..
babi la..kepala sakit...dia tak layan aku....aku siu hei...tak tahu apa nak buat la..
deng la..
esther......sms me la..i miss your momsemse la.. =))
hahaha...wei..you should have got your phone here la...
sad la...dia tak layan aku.
Aku sedih sebab dia tak ada yi hei.
someone please call me tonight....daughter..
____*edit
drooling*.....I bought something magnificent today.
The Millenium Falcon.
Yes,the one from the trilogy series.
May the force be with you.
serious...it's sooo cool.
forget about the post above about nikita,she was busy with her friend.don't care la.=)
babi la..kepala sakit...dia tak layan aku....aku siu hei...tak tahu apa nak buat la..
deng la..
esther......sms me la..i miss your momsemse la.. =))
hahaha...wei..you should have got your phone here la...
sad la...dia tak layan aku.
Aku sedih sebab dia tak ada yi hei.
someone please call me tonight....daughter..
____*edit
drooling*.....I bought something magnificent today.
The Millenium Falcon.
Yes,the one from the trilogy series.
May the force be with you.
serious...it's sooo cool.
forget about the post above about nikita,she was busy with her friend.don't care la.=)
Friday, March 03, 2006
The Flux Capacitor.
I just woke up from an afternoon nap which laster four hours.I started thinking about things the moment i woke up.
deng la. She didn't mention me in her blog.
Esther and emerson are not on good terms.
Gwen hasn't covered half her syllabus for the exams.
Peay pei has trouble with yee leng.
Emerson hasn't gone to church in some time.
Elizabeth Hurley is old.
Nikita doesn't use the word at all anymore.
Patti is going back.
I feel unsecure and sad.
I am fine.=))
No problem.
God is always Good.
Another nine months till I come home.
Gwen wants me back early...
Guitar. HAHA.
i feel so unwanted la...roar...
Who am I and The Voic eof Truth by Casting Crowns.
Superb.
Shen said i am funny because i do nonsense such as the following picture.
The world needs a little laughter from nonsense la.=)
deng la. She didn't mention me in her blog.
Esther and emerson are not on good terms.
Gwen hasn't covered half her syllabus for the exams.
Peay pei has trouble with yee leng.
Emerson hasn't gone to church in some time.
Elizabeth Hurley is old.
Nikita doesn't use the word at all anymore.
Patti is going back.
I feel unsecure and sad.
I am fine.=))
No problem.
God is always Good.
Another nine months till I come home.
Gwen wants me back early...
Guitar. HAHA.
i feel so unwanted la...roar...
Who am I and The Voic eof Truth by Casting Crowns.
Superb.
Shen said i am funny because i do nonsense such as the following picture.
The world needs a little laughter from nonsense la.=)
done.
last night after class,which was around 9:30 in the night,mustapha and I walked to darling Harbour. I called Gwen,hahaha...had a superb chat with her la.=))))
"quote unquote"
mummy said don't call everyday.Three times a week.okay?
hahahaha...
it cost me crazy 43 dollars la.Grrrrr.43 DOLLARS la....grrrrrrr.Can buy don't know how many plates of chicken rice la.
_________
Edit.
Just reached home from school.Tired.Need food but there isn't food at home yet.Listening to Jars of Clay:from the studio/from the stage,just bought it yesterday.
Yesterday i told gwen that I call peay pei from here just to listen to her complain to me about all the things happening in her life.Haha.How true.=))
peay pei agreed.
i am so tired and i think i am going to sleep now.Have to take an afternoon nap.haven't taken one in such a long time.
Something is wrong with me,I still get that feeling that i am unappreciatted.
To the Tertiary people:thanks alot for the prayers.
To emerson:thanks for not changing too much.
To the family:I love you guys alot.
To gwen:lame-o-supreme-o
To nikita:lei hou chongyi kong fai wah.
To Latha Ma:thanks.
To The Father,The Son and The Holy Spirit: =) Mere words are not enough eh?
"quote unquote"
mummy said don't call everyday.Three times a week.okay?
hahahaha...
it cost me crazy 43 dollars la.Grrrrr.43 DOLLARS la....grrrrrrr.Can buy don't know how many plates of chicken rice la.
_________
Edit.
Just reached home from school.Tired.Need food but there isn't food at home yet.Listening to Jars of Clay:from the studio/from the stage,just bought it yesterday.
Yesterday i told gwen that I call peay pei from here just to listen to her complain to me about all the things happening in her life.Haha.How true.=))
peay pei agreed.
i am so tired and i think i am going to sleep now.Have to take an afternoon nap.haven't taken one in such a long time.
Something is wrong with me,I still get that feeling that i am unappreciatted.
To the Tertiary people:thanks alot for the prayers.
To emerson:thanks for not changing too much.
To the family:I love you guys alot.
To gwen:lame-o-supreme-o
To nikita:lei hou chongyi kong fai wah.
To Latha Ma:thanks.
To The Father,The Son and The Holy Spirit: =) Mere words are not enough eh?
Thursday, March 02, 2006
Turn Around
I am in college now.I didn't see the people i thought i would see today.Something about Australia just annoys me.The way things aren't what they seem.Athes has gone back to Malaysia from Indonesia.I just finished my chocolate milk and it's just a quarter to ten in the morning.I haven't slept properly in three days.Every night i wake up in the middle of the night and brood about why i can't please people the way they want me to and why they can accept me for what or at least who i am.I wish i never got this attitude of trying to please people la.STupid Yi Hei.Today i will remain in the city until half past nine in the night.I wish I had at least one of you people here.I don't have a proper Youth fellowship,not that I have an improper one.I am gratteful still,for all I have.God is Good indeed.Very Good.
Wednesday, March 01, 2006
soliditary
The lame sign and the counter bozo.Too bad,she does not understand me.At least not in the way I want her to.Special she still is.
Currency
She is Magnificent.I dreamt of her today.I was with esther and elysse.I was carrying her and she used the word currency.She's my darling la.
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