kapal ghairah...=)

today was a nice day i guess..

woke up at quarter to eight...then cousin sister drove me to the council library..fine..the stupid place opens at half past nine..babi...so yeah..i slept outside the library...slept all the way till ten..

Hahah..then went in..read some books..i had an appointment for a computer job there...babi..I got it la..so now mondays i'll be at the library..I bought a new phone..Orange line ...nokia..
from now on,FREE..i said FREE sms and calls to nikita and her mom..=)))

i lepaked with her mom for half an hour aorudn 12 like that...then went to the library again=))
four o clock niki's mom finished work so she took me to her house la..hahaha..
I saw niki..HAHAHAH..she was wearing pink!! HAHAHAHaAH...super chun la..=)

then mom fed me dosa and mollega poddi..=)) babi...i didn't know had to mix the oil with the poddi...so when she poured the oil into the poddi,I was just starring at it like a mad man..hahaha..=)) then niki and her mom laughed,...deng...then niki mixed the oil and the poddi for me..hahaha..=) had ice cream after that...=)

after makan and all..we sat watch tv for a while..=) her brother got accepted into tafe here...good la..=))

babi..i held her hand under the pillow..nayahha....for a minute..=) then the tiem came fo rme to leave...stupid trains...hahahaha=))

so ciao-ed after that..been on the phone with her after that..=))

Every monday i get to come home with niki..Nayahahha..cos her class is near the library and finishes the same time i finish at the library...NAYAHAHAHAHAHAH

prussy....kapal ghairah again la today..=))

what next time la? deng..

hiahs.,,,semalam,selepas aku bercakap dengan emerson,aku rasa lega macam tak terhingga la..

lepas tu spunky telepon aku...babi...benda benda yang dibicara membuatkan aku rasa sakit hati la..babi la...aku tak faham la...dunia ini langsung tak adil la...
kenapa aku tak boleh bersama perempuan yang aku cintakan?..
haihs...sid and almu..i told you guys before that we'll meet at the bottom...
i told you why as well... because we're a FUCKING tripod...=)))))

Esther...i seriously thought you forgived me when you said nevermind..it's clear you haven't...
funny..i always thought you believed in grace...so yeah...i respect your decision la..there won't be another time if that's how you want it..I 'm sorry for all the times i troubled you..

sekarang kita kembali kepada spunky..

hoi spunky...kenapa?....aku tak faham la...apa yang kau buat memang cantik,tetapi tak adil...kenapa la? haihs...i rindukan kau...
dan seperti kak ning berkata,sselagi ku mampu,ku terima segalanya...walaupun hatiku merana..
babi la..sid...i'll kill you for putting that line into my bloody head..

I hate all of you la..deng...
NO la..i am not depressed...how can i be?
prussy told me last night,that there's no poin tin being depressed..


prusoth..Kapal Ghairah..HAHAHAH....it means steam boat la..
there are two meanings for stim, a verb,an adjective and a noun..
oops..I mean three..

stupid prussy...he asked me what puli inji was made from...idiot..it's made from puli and inji
la...deng..

79879369

i just called emerson...he was shocked....I cried to him..hahahah...all these years i tried my best to make sure he doesn't see me as a weakling...and i cried to him...he was dead shocked...
but yeah...i feel much much better now...SO much better...

he was like...wei bro...what's wrong?...

ahahhaah..and i kept weeping...not tellign him..
then he was like"is it becuase of her ar""
me:it's because of everyone la.."
him:if you notice,you're not god.You can't please everyone"
me: sob sob....
him:....i got to go..we're going out...

but yeah...i wiped the phone....it was wet...and tasted salty...hahaha
then looked myself iin the mirror..and smiled..=)

then i washed my face and came to blog this up..=)

cricket

was at nikita's house from five till quarter past midnight..

latha ma made superb food..and she got me a shirt..i loved the food...so yeah...no pani puri but i got puli inji anyway...HAhahaha superb la..

niki and I played criket...badminton and drank coke,ate muruku and talked to vish..( i am dead jealous) and we watched blade as well...HAHAHAHAH...spunky want's to lick blood of my tongue...HAHAHAHAH

the last three hours we spent talking with vas and deepika ...hahahah...was fun la...all that chat...superb....and yeah...holding spunky's hands...was superb...

she broke the frog....haihs...and i broke a glass..irony...tits for tat...

Haahahha..Vas was talking about gay people..Hahhahah..

anyway..yeah..I need to go do my homework now..

so yeah...spunky gave me that pucca things as well..

so much to treasure now...

i love her la...

alvin..i'm sorry mate..

emerson tung siak ki

Emerson,I love you bro...you're the only guy that can make me cry...
you made me cry when you were not talking to me...
you make me cry everything you reach out for me...
I love you...one day bro i will make it all up to you..
thanks..you are my brother by birth.=)

Terms and Conditions

ok ok nikita..

I will continue blogging if you give me a super hug which also comes with a teddy bear wearing a red tee and with a picture of a heart on it..=))

PLUS you must make me pani puri for dinner this weekend..okay?


and NO people..i am not depressed la..deng...the previous post was because i let my emotions get the better of me..

so yeah...forgive me for offending you poeple....sorry..

epitaphs..

to my dearest family members..i said dearest...
so it means prussy,my daughter and Tse kai...
for once in the past eight fucking months...you guys had a mom....
for just a moment..hahahahah...the next fucking moment....
my world came crashing down on me..hahah..J
ust as i fucking predicted....so yeah..I'm sorry guys...I really really am.. deng la..
i've learnt my lesson...

Esther remember your quote yesterday?
you said "make sure she doesn't treat you like other girl".
..gee..i guess you're pleased now?...
Go to hell all of you.. this blog is closed as off today.....
so yeah.. a BIG BIG BIG FCUK to all of you... =))=))=))

emerson stood by me..shen didn't judge me...esther got disappointed..ziling was grateful for me..(but i think she meant happy for me)..prussy was looking at me in pity and tse kai was encouraging..almu was putaring and nikita was inspiring...

so yeah...fcuk fcuk fcuk.... I feel like my...i dn't know..i feel evil.... =))

screw you arseholes who use to kick and punch me in second year in highschool...
screw you apryl for what you did..
screw you rosie for coming to me only when you needed something..
screw you emerson for hating me since the first day of school till form five...
screw you esther for scolding me all those times..
screw you shen for disappointing me in you know what..
screw you peay pei for destroying my death star plans..
screw you serene for always being mean to gwen..
screw you gwen for forsaking me...
screw you ziling for giving komathi that flower and framing me up..
screw you prusoth for deleting me off your friendster list in form five..
screw you dhanniya for being who and what you really are...
screw you emerene for always being so sarcastic..
screw you dhinak for trying to put me out of my place at home..
screw you kumara for being gay...
screw you boon for makign me wait for hours on your birthday and giving excuses to come to my house for diwali.
screw you tse kai for making that petition for wai cjun in form four..
screw you vish for being fuckign fickle minded..
screw you R.C. for being a hyocrite like me..
Screw you Y.C. for being hypocrite like me as well..
Screw you god for always giving me things i needed instead of what i wanted..
screw you nikita for ever agreeing for a few hours.
screw you Vasanth for commenting on spunky...
screw you ziling's dad for judging me.



screw myself for ever counting on you people...
because i got screwed in the end...

Doulos...inadequacy....i think i know what you mean now.it's when you do so much.in fact too much...but yet it's never fuckign enough... This is the first time in my life i fuckign feel liek this..this will be the last time i blog about it..



like i said one day..i will be the most succesful man in the world..and that will begin the day almu and sid pick me up from the bottom and we rise together..=)

We rise to survive..after surviving...we win...at least we try to make soemthing..instead of just sitting around belieivng in not doing anything because of stereotyping..

we don't say anythign won't work before we try it...

we are survival of the lamest....

now day i declare this blog closed..

i have yi hei don't i?

this post is only for my family members...

ziling..would you look at me and tell me that I should dishonor my friendship with her mom?
would you tell me to make her choose between me and another guy?
I've got yi hei don't I?....
I hate friends...they hold me back from so much...
Her mom is my friend. =) and she is holding me back...
she is my friend,and she is holding me back..
God is my friend and he is holding me back..

mch knnbccb.....

you guys are my family,you'd never hold me back..
prussy i seek your advice because it is always advice of the world..it's what any wise man would say..
Ziling,I seek your advice because every piece of advise you give me is something that comes out of love for me..=)I love you daughter..=))..i doubt anyone could love me like you..=))
and tse kai,your advice i seek because you know every peice of detail about me,and everything you say to me is out of friendship.=))
i don't need emerson's advice...he can watch his gundam..
Esther is disappointed..

I am disappointed in myself..

sayang...

the words below are about waiting for that one girl until th emoment where any hope of being able to live with her happily ever after disappears...



We give everything for one girl right?
If she want to waste her time with another guy, so be it.
But by getting hurt, being honest and all, we'll leave a mark on them.
A mark of honesty, commitment, loyalty, and trust.
So, they can't complain cuz we did NOTHING WRONG!!!

And, we GOT NOTHING TO LOSE!!


those words up there..almu told me..he commented it in one of the postings below..

you are so wrong almu..you won't realise how much you lose until the moment where she is gone forever..you will sit and regret on all that you have missed out..so..yeah...the hurt will be so big..the pain will be so unbearable...i know this is a bit hypocritical coming from me...but yeah..it'll hurt...not many people will be able to bear that...nor are there many whom are willing to wait and watch their world just fall down on them..I tell you man...it'll hurt...but yeah..

we are survival of the lamest...the best band in the world...and no matter what decisions we make..the three of us will always hold each other up...

almu..you guys will always be there for me won't you?

when my world falls down on me,I'll meet you and sid down at the bottom..we'll build everything again from bottom to top...

i couldn't sleep yesterday....I am in college now..stupid man..it' starts at 1...I am here at 9 in the morning...

anyway..yeah..i couldn't sleep..well..i couldn't call spunky that late..so i called emerson..that bozo didn't pick up..and then I called peay pei(the shit chick)...she complained to me about gwen..it's stupid..i didn't like it when she badmouthed gwen to me..hmm...deng..but yeah..peay pei has the right ..=)=)
so i told peay i'll try to do something...stupid la..i called gwen up...AHhahahah..had a nice conversation with her...haahaa..pity that girl..she feels out of place at school..she misses her old school..=(
after i finished with gwen..i called peay pei and spoke to her a bit..then i called home...

Mom:danush,are you alright?you sound so down..
danush:yeah ma...alright..nothing..i am not down.
mom:you sure?tell me what is wrong..
danush:nothing ma..all is fine..

that was part of our conversation...
I lied to her...nothing is alright here...everthing is bad..
deng..Nikita just sms-ed me..she's at her friends place...

shen told me that masking my face and hiding my feelings from the world is bad...
I tell shen that it's a gift.=))It makes people happy.=)

would you rather i make you sad shen?

I miss the family...=(..but i am allowed to miss them...i've got commitments here..
I haven't spoken to my daughter in ages...haihs..
Tse Kai made this statement..."HANS SOLO is Boon"
AHahha..how true..

CHRISTINE!!!

Heheheh..I wish the knew..Gwen asked me to send her mms..=)..
i miss my guitar..stupid gwen...she's keeping my guitar(white chocolate) in the cupboard...babi..

earlier today i was walkign in the city..on the pitt street malls...and yeah..my mp3 player was playing imagine by john lennon...babi...that was so emo ...the walk..the song...the people just passing by me...everything was so emo...and it was raining...
i don't know if i mentioned..i am currently in the computer lab..bored..

i am becoming moody and emo...yesterday i shut myself in my room for the whole evening..just sat there...write stuff..and think stuff..i hate this..crap...i almost hate myself...I deserve better than to be emo..i need.something..anything..anybody....

I figure even teh tarik tongkat ali cap orang kampung would do..what the heck..i don't even mind kacip fatimah....

one day i will be the most succesful man in the world...so succesful that nobody would not want to marry me...that's my dream...my goal to get out of this emo phase and become a poser just like almu and sid..they are so happy now..that is my goal..=)..

AAAARRGH!!!!!..I'M AN OGRE!!....hahahah..donkey...i haven't laughed for joy in days...


forgive me..this posting sounds morbid and depressing and sad because I am morbid,depressed and sad..but yup yup yup...i've got nothing to say...i seriously have nothing to say now..

Aunty Caylice spoke with me the other day..she kept adressing me as sayang..=)
and she calls me sayang too..=) deng...i smile when she does...babi..it hurs even even more..ahahah...

OI GWEN!!!!....We always ever will reap what we sow...

i am tired...dead tired..was walking for over an hour..and was freezing my butt off outside...haihs...

I want a shoulder to appear next to me so that i can cry on it..

stand by me.

the pics here were taken when niki came over .....


hahah...we look cool...(lame-os)...niki and I are at the back..the thin guy is vas(niki's bro)...the fat guy is G-boy...we seriously call him that..ahhah..=) (my cousin from malaysia)


Niki and I..goodness...we're turning into posers....we've got around 200 poser pictures now..Hahahhaha...=)))

garfield

ALMU!!!!


listen to me man..

no girl is worth your pain man..no girl at all...

you know that...

you've got so much more to live for man..not just for that one girl...

listen to me man...dont' be dumb...

no girl is worth anyone's hurt at all...

I know what you are thinking about me now


YOU FILTHY HYPOCRITE!!!...hahah..that's what you're saying aren't you?

heheheh...cheers man...cheers...

I slept with garfield last night...heheheh

emo my ass....my spunky gives garfield..

Just came back from the clinic..

college started at 10....ended at 12...stupid thing...

so i went to nikita's house after college..couldn't go to the clinic because it was closed...aunty and uncle were out for lunch break..
Collected my things which i left at her house..and sat on the couch with her for half and hour..hahah..she gave me something superb today. =)she's the best =))))

went to the surgery after th at..met her brother at the train station..we were joking all the way till i got down..talking non stop about the crap russel peters talks...ahahha..he's chun la..her bro..pity..he pulled his ligament...


anyway...yup yup..life rocks..too much..=)...and yeah..looking forward to it..by the way...

EMERSON..you listening..Ahha..i've got a new friend in class...HAhahaha..this JAPANESE girl sitting next to me..ahahha.......yoshie...hahahahah...bye emerson...=))

almu told me that only a few humans are lucky enough to see the girl they love marry some other person...hahah..yeah almu..lucky huh?...well..he and sid...(my band members) and I promised each other that if we were to face such a situation..we'd hold each other up..=)

goodnight people

hahahah..you people wouldn't believe this..especially shen and emerson but yeah..

I AM THE HAPPIEST MAN ALIVE!!

hahaha...serious...thanks to spunky.HAHAAH

=)

nights spunky. =)

jaanu...am i still jaanu?

hahaha...

almu...you are the best bassist in the world..

not because of how you play..
not because of who you play with..
not because of what you play...
but because of what you say...

you know what bro?...
it's started...it's already happening...it just began.
it's beginning "to hurt like hell"

i wish i had listened to you...

stupid man...but you know me... i can't cry..you people depend on me don't you?...i can't cry for your sake..

we will survive...we will...
hahah...we've been surviving all the while..

i just can't wait for the day when we will start winning..


danush to almu and about somebody...

signed

idiot
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to my dear shen...

I did God proud...hahaha...it's superb ar shen?...when you make God proud
and you end up burning inside...hahaha...it makes me hate Him more...

am I still your jaanu?

yeah...please tell me if I still am...

freaking tourists...

ok...I stayed at nikita's house last night..I hung with vasanth till eleven in the night...he is nikita's brother...yup yup yup...then he went to sleep since he had work....Hahahah...

Nikita and I ended up talking all the way until three o clock in the morning..she told me loads and loads of stuff..=)

I was surprised as to why her valium didn't take effect..so yeah...we woke up at eight the next morning and we travelled a hundred kilometres north to Hellensburg and then unto Kiama...the ocean was superb..Hahahahaha...really...=)) we had english tofee ice cream and chocolate thick shakes..=)
superb la...by the time we came home it was already 6 in the evening..

We had subway for dinner and idli and tomato chutney as well...
Latha Ma cooks like nobody's business..really good..I even drank tea today..=)

Niki and I took so the many photos la..ahhahah..real good ones on top of that..

check out the one below..=)))

















Make sure you guys zoom in on it..superb view la..near the blowhole..=)..bugger..we look like freaking tourists...

overall..I had a good day today..one of the best...especially those small conversations in the car..=))

Aye Scotland!

....i had the worst day of my life today...Krishna came over...hahahaha...I had to entertain that kid the whole day....and he wouldn't even let me be on the phone peacefully..hahaha..sorry nikita...krishna hates niki and niki hates krishna...superb la both of them...

niki is going to marry sandeep or vish...i guess she'll choose sandeep..i think because he watches more porn than wee sim..and mind you..that's alot..

so yeah..happy future marriage niki....hahahah...but remember...we must go to ireland and scotland first =)))

i watched braveheart today...beautiful movie..i laughed,cried and cheered...superb..would recommend it to everyone...

ooops...i forgot..you guys have STPM exams...tse kai has his A levels..forgot la..hahahah=))

TOO BAD...hahahha

This is nikita and some idiot...don't know why she's with him..deng..














this is elysse...this cute little thing just got cuter la...haihs..i adore her..





















I have to sleep now..i watched La Bamba yesterday..you guys should watch too=) entertaining...hahahah

a dog gone world..

hahah..nikita is the winner for the bozo-est story in the world...

her friend brought her dog to her house..hahahha..it was some sort of hairy dog la...and it was curled up on the floor...so niki tried to feed it la..she ended up feeding the food to it's ass...because she couldn't make out the where the head or tail of it was...HAhahahhaha...stupid la...still cute...sounds so much like something peay pei would do..Hahahhahah

you family fellows must meet her la...this guy called vish trying to court her..Hahahhaha..AHAHHAHAHAHAH....real funny la.. =))
see you guys la..


talking about peay pei...two nights ago i called her..and we had a superb conversation..hahahha...i accidentally said that my butt's nose was bleeding in cantonese..so she laughed la..Then i blew water and told her my butt has a nose...so yeah..here is a picture for you peay pei...Hahahah..BE PREPARED


hahahha..cute la...=))..see my sexy ass?? ...poor thing...it's bleeding..summer time here..very heaty...plussed with all the crap peay pei talks..it really makes my butt nose bleed..=)

Hahahahah.... I am a man of my word am I not peay pei?

20 people..

I stole this from il-mu...



20 People.

01. Nikita
02. Bobek
03. Ziling
04. emerson
05. esther
06. Prusothman
07. Rosie
08. Peay Pei
09.REnu
10. Alif
11. Tse Kai
12. Wei-I
13. Dhanniya
14. Danush
15. Boon
16. Ramani
17. Akmal
18. Alvin Boey
19. Latha Amma
20. Wee Sim

How did you meet 13?
wah...complicated..I can't remember...

What would you do if you never met 5?
Die of depression for i would not have met Elysse(MY darling)

What do you honestly think of 10?
BACKSTABBER...hahah..no hard feelings mate..

Have you ever liked no.3?
I'd give up my life for her...my daughter..there was a tiem where i loathed her

If 1 died tomorrow, what is one thing that you would like to do?
Marry Her.

Would 2 and 11 make a good couple?
ooooothe BEST in the world..HAHA

Do you think 12 is hot?
DUH.NO..the average body temperature is 36 la..that's not hot la..deng..

Would 1 and 17 be good friends?
Definitely...akmal is desperate..Hahahah

Tell me something about 8:
A girl with some problems..she thinks that I love her friend..deng...Her friend loves me la...right su ling?

Do you know any of 3's family members?
OH BOY..do I?...they HATE me la...they think I am courting her...hahahha..smart..

What language does 19 speak?
TAmil,English and a few words of malay..

Who is 8 going out with?
YANJIE!!!!

Would 18 and 5 make a good couple?
HELL NO...why would they?....HE likes dating models..not haddassahs...

When was the last time you talked to 6?:
Today night..I will call Him.

What is 16's favorite band?
Daler MEhndi..soem HIndi pop bangra thing..I am joking la.. Ramani likes yellowcard..she listens to only one and thinks about all the food in the world..

Does 4 have any siblings?
yeah..three sisters...two of them are the most adorable set of sisters in the world la..Hahaha...I watch loads and laods fo cartoons with them..I miss their company..their are 9 and 11...the other one is 16..She hates me..

Would you ever date 1?
hmmm....date her?...no la...rather cook potato massal for her la.. =) Hahah..deng..poi sulluren..

Would you ever date 7?
HEll NO...She likes guys with height deficiency..I am normal..

Is 15 single?
My FOOT LA...


What is 19s last name?
Rajan.

What is 3's middle name?
Come to think of it..she has no middle name..so..as her father..I name her middle name plaster..Get it? Yong plaster Ziling(ceiling)

What is 10's fantasy?
He wants to have a pleasurable night filled with sex...only with me...

Would 14 and 19 make a good couple?
HAHAHAHAHAHAH...NO la..she's married..BUt i guess we could arrange something...Hahah..rather couple with her daughter la.. =))

What school does 16 go to?
METHODIST BOYS SCHOOL OF KUALA LUMPUR


Where does 1 study?
I seriously don't know..some Girls school....they are deprived of Handoms...charming..intelligent and pleasant young men like me..Hahahha

Where does 9 live?
Westmead


Would you make out with 20?
HAhah..I would..My Good friend la..but i know he has made out with Jagthiswatan before..

Are 5 and 6 best friends?
Hahahahaah!!!! HAHAHAHAHA!!! KAHKAHKAH!! esther clearly stated that she cannot get along with him...

Is 20 older than you?
SAme la..in fact..younger by a few months..

Is 4 the sexiest bitch alive?
Singing the I'm too sexy song with me is about the sexiest he can be..Hahaha

Is 20 your ex?
Yes. my ex mentor on getting the best of the web...you know what I mean..

Describe sumthing about 14.
Lame...charming..
intelligent..handsome..and available..hahah joking la..the only real things are available and lame..but both of my legs are fine though..

Who is 2 to u ?
MY siamese twin,..when we split classes..the first thing ramani said is "So,your siamese Twin is in 5 kensset huh?"

If you change anything bout 5, what would it be?
the way she thinks of me..I mean her perception of me..something like that la..it's too hard to explain in english..I can only say it in german..

What do you love most about 16?
The fact that she is diabetic..I love eating goodies in front of her..WAHAHAH...oh..not to mention..her sarcasm..Hahah

My band....

Karma you say? ...possible al-mu...I believe that we get what we give. =)

I guess that's why I love people man..I love with hope that someone would love me in return...

Emerson Karma-ed me. =)

So almu...don't be sad man..all this things will come to an end one day..we'll meet our Gods..
We will be rid of all this things la..but until then..I guess we are forced to love..But we will be different won't we?..We'll love with will.One day someone will love us in return won't they?

HAhah...don't worry man..we're surviving..

Until that day when we start winning,you have me,and I have you.

as well as the rest of the band. =)

Ali G

you guys know what?...I am dead lonely... things aren't just the same la...if it wasn't for one or two special people here..I'd seriously be crying every night la.. There...i am contradicting myself..babi...i can't cry la..I just can't cry..i've got all of you to live up to..I wish i was home la...but I cannot as well la..babi... Tsick..I miss you man...seriously miss you..no people to lepak with la..only spunky..hahah.. prusoth...I miss you la...idiot...I've got no "adventureous" friends here.. Ziling i miss you la daughter...no perasanted men like you here... and esther....you pandai pandai la..ahahah. EMERSON.....you know what?....I love you la bro...deng. anyway...stupid man..I realise that i have no guts...no courage..no anything to do anything...deng.. I miss the proton satria gti and the volkswagen beetle...i miss my driver johnny too...hahaha babi.. I will change the world one day...i will find the greatest partner to join me and together we will change the world.. i need a hair cut...but someone said i don't need one...hmmm..decisions... My elysse is beautiful la...esther lied..she didn't send elysse's pics to me...issh... Looking forward to this weekend..=))) get to lepak with spunky... wait!!! prusoth...you're confused eh? hahahhaha...good. =)) imagine ,stand by me and hey jude by john lennon are the best emo songs in the world la... peace...Booyakasha..restecp.... Keep it real .=)

cold la..jaanu.

goodnes...this week has been a heck of a week...

today,I almost lost one of my friends.and mind you people..My friends are limited to a number of twelve people currently(as of 12:26)..I really almost lost every bond I had with her...and yeha...I was lost..so i surrendered..I surrendered everything to God.God's Glory prevailed la people...He restored almost everything if not all bonds i had with her.I feel so ashamed,to come to God only when i need Him,,but yet,,,He is there every single time I run back to Him.
I was so glad when Latha Amma called me.=))The moment she called,I knew God had done His stuff.Today i realised that I love Latha Amma,because she cares enough about me to know that I am hurt by some things..Latha Amma..Is a friend of mine..=) she is fourty something years old i guess...

If you are reading this...yeah..you,,,the person whom I almost lost ties with today,Guess what?Adults will always be hypocritical.ChinkI Bonki..yeah..that's you..spunky. =)
Hey chinki,One day I swear that you will see the best of me. =)I promise you that.

Last night,esther and I had a chat,quarrel,chat,quarrel then a nice chat.=))


that whole red line above is dedicated to esther. =)..the woman,who's not so woman but still womanly in mine and emerson's life.. =))))))) the best proton wira driver in the world as well...soon to be the best my-vi driver.=))

Chinki...deng...I have achieved my target in Australia..:I've spread teh "DUTT" game...


SWATHI FOR TIM!!!!

TOday it's really cold here..I've got the heater on...man...Nikita...you should seriously sit on the roof here today la..that day it was so boring..today I guarantee we'll freeze our butts...

Nikita,Nee Illamei,Nan yenatuku?....deng...Yi hei. =)