Prostitutes??!!!!!!

YOU'LL NEVER WALK ALONE.

Amazing isn't it?How one person can change the life of a hundred others.The late Bill Shankly,without doubt the greatest manager football has ever seen said those amazing words up there.You'll never walk alone.He died this day dunno how many years ago...But he still lives la..His statue at the shankly gates lives forever..facing the Kop he always loved.The late great Bill Shankly.=)

Babi la.. I came up with this master plan for a death star...then i left it unattended la...then this babi rogue squadron leader(peay) stole my plans for it..and now my master plan is crushed...
All the other rebels know of my plans now and I AM PISSED...(literrally,I stepped on my dogs urine yesterday)

THe message up there is coded...only a true jedi would know how to read it...haihs...

btw...scroll down this page..until the bottom and take the star wars test too.My results were real cool..but a bit obscene la..nvm la..I like the African American attitude of it...Don't want to use the word black..later people say i racist...

Wei...Elisha Cuthbert is pretty wei...real pretty.....really pretty..beats any girl emerson thinks,thought or will think is pretty....even beats denise la emerson..ahahah,,,FInally i am acting like a guy again....

I came across a new word used to refer to male hookers... scroll down for more..


be prepared...



It's lame..



It's funny..



It's ingenuity at it's peak



It's PROSTI-dude ...WAHAHAHAHAHHA...get it? prosti-DUDE...ahahah



By the way..I have a little somethign for all my liverpool and manchester united mates here...check out this pic...







don't you think the picture is simply beautiful and honest...



Liverpool for life..=)




ZILING!!!


see? i simply put your name in this post..make you feel happy...=))

immortality

I have found a dream that must come true..
every ounce of me will see it through...

deng la...

I wish la...

My body hurts...

got injured playing football...need sleep.

loads and loads of bad things been happening...

think it's some sort of test,to see if i will still stand strong...=) I will...

someone i knew once said this...

faith macam climbing up a cliff....but down below at the bottom..there are parties..chicks...every pleasureble thing imaginable..but up on the cliff...there's everything which is better than the things below...when we climb it....real susah....always tempted to enjoy the nice thigns down there....or stop to hang around with friends whom are not climbing fast enough....but when we reach up there...we know what's in store for us...
hehehe..

nice right..inspired me alot..

My faith will prevail.

I need chocolates..more unto i WANT chocolates...nobody has bought me chocolates in a long long time la...the last was at youth last year...someone bought me a snicker bar.=)..real syoking menoking la eat snicker bar.

My Century.

YEAY!!!


I called my daughter....she is my daughter because i am her daddy!!
FOR AN HOUR!!!.....

IT IS TOO expensive la...

But worth it...

she dried my tears.... =) I let the emotion flow just like doulos said..

I owe her..called her...sounded super down...then she panicked kua..but ahaha...after a while...I started laughing...she told me the things which were happening in school...ahahah....I was really happy la...
My laugh sounded so different...so real... Peay Pei is always safe with us la...the family...i will kill amelia and jian fai for you peay..

Yesterday siaoness la..waited in front of the computer for hours...for an email...deng.....STOOPID hotmail was down for four hours la...deng deng deng...
darn bill gates...his mother never teach him how to run an e-mail server la..
can i be honest ar?

I lifted my hands to yawn...and..ahahaha..i sniffed my armpits...mmmm...they smell..so..so...what's the word ar?
...erm...i think they smell like
HUGO BOSS

hehehhe....=)) I love my brother....emerson...=) love him loads...muacks...=)

I want to be gay..I don't trust girls...hehehehheeheh....GAY=))

My life's dream is to...marry a pianist la..dont know why.. just fascinated by them....pianists... their fingers so so so cun la.... heahahahah =))

another dream is to own a share in liverpool....yes the football club...=))

tina asked me to write a hundred things i like...well here goes la...

1.I am Fascinated by PIANISTS
2.I love football
3.I have a certain disregard for road rules....
4.I don't like vegetables
5.I almost only eat chicken
6.I am a violinist(really..i am la..)
7.The right part of my body is weaker than the left part.
8.I have 23 stitches on different parts of my body
9.I have pierced ears
10.I am secretive.very secretive.
11.I get jealous very easily.
12.I like small children.Alot!
13.I am very naive and gullible.really wan..
14.I am a sucker for emotional songs.
15.I am generous.
16.I am musically inclined.
17.I make better friends with the opposite sex.
18.I am very hairy.(i don't have a hair style)
19.I have only one Godsister.(christina) hehehehe
20.I have only one Godbrother.(Victor)
21.Emerson is my brother by birth.
22.I STILL have a brother sister.
22.I hate insects.they scare me.I run away.
23.My guitar is my best mate when i am depessed,
24.I reload my phone EVERYDAY.I can live without my phone you know?
25.I am very loyal.
26.I like driving slowly.Very slowly.
27.I like to speed on my motorcycle.really speed.
28.I HATE australia.
29.I love YPF and the YPF-ers.
30.I listen music which most people call OLD nowdays.
31.I am LOUD.too LOUD.
32.I am a racist.no la..joking la..I am not..
33.I adore little Elysse.
34.Milo Kosong is now an addiction for me.
35.I cry ,ALOT.
36.Most of my playmates are below the age of 12.
37.I normally learn things the hard way.
38.I am a guitarist.By BIRTH...ahaha..fuiyoo...jk la..about the birth part.
39.the pain in my right leg is killing me la..
40.I like pink,blue and purple.
41.I like eating cotton candy.
42.I suck big tiem at daytona.
43.I am a star wars freak.
44.I hate boring movies.(especially those with psychological terms)
45.I love midvalley.
46.I am a liverpudlian.We are champions of europe!
47.I like writting sadistic solo led melodies which tells hidden tales of life.=)
48.I suck at art.
49.I love punk rock.
50.I love action figures.(Hint** star wars.)
51.i want to move to cheras.
52.I like adidas shoes.
53.There are only 28 people whom i call friends.The rest are my neighbours.(samaritan story)
54.I get hurt emotionaly very easily.
55.It is super hard to hurt me phisically.=) (MtB)
56.I am not a quitter.
57.I don't like hillsong and planet shakers.
58.I WILL marry a pianist.(all pianists whom are interested can email me at danushram@gmail.com)
59.I really enjoy sitting if food shops with my friends and talking really really loudly.
60.It's very hard for me to be friends with someone.
61.I think too much.
62.I sleep too little.
63.I love...simply love reading.
64.I think auntie mei ling is the bestest best auntie in the world la.
65.I think aunti ai ling has very ver soft hands...ahah..really.
66.I think shen's mom..auntie lucy is pretty.(see i said it shen,no i am not kau-ing your mom,nor am i intimidated by her.hahah)
67.I am a momma's boy.really...ahah...mom does everythign for me...clothes.food..everything.
68.I like playing football barefooted.
69.This number reminds me of Mr.Mahbar..the number resembles somethign bad he always talked about...He was rather obsessed by it...69....yucks..
70.My name is a sanskrit.
71.I speak english,malay,tamil,telugu.malyalam and i understand hindi and cantonese more than emerson does.
72.My favourite thing to do when i am alone is think about my special people.
73.Something which i call my precious is alawys kept in my wallet.
74.I almost never keep my money in my wallet.
75.Mom used to tie my money into my handkerchief until i was in form one.
76.I love my mommy.
77.I am NOT a metrosexual.
78.I am an excellent gamer.
79.I know quite a number of jokes which vary from categories.
80.I think suan lin is special.
81.I like telling shen things.
82.I've honestly never given out a secret...just blurt them out accidentally.
83.I love the goo goo dolls.
84.I enjoy walking and running.(sprinting)
85.I WAS THE DORAI CAPTAIN.( my sports house.)
86.I am extremely computer literate.
87.I find it hard to accept change.
88.My daddy and i don't have conversations.
89.My deepest fear is losing my friends.Yes,the 28 of them.
90.I like nirvana.A real good band.I really like their lyrics.
91.I've cut my wrists twice.hehe...I lived.=) it kinda syoking menoking la..
92.I have never consumed any form of alcohol...whatever you call it..sahndy.beer..Chivas Agong...ahah...the only beer i drink is ROOT Beer.
93.I had a crush on my form two english trainee teacher.Ms yanty.=)
94.I think girls look splendid in gowns.
95.I adore emerson's little sisters.
96.I feel insecure very very easily.
97.I suffer from depression.
98.I am on asthma medication.
99.I don't like keeping money,I'd rather spend it on anything.
100.My greatest dream in life is to be able to die giving up my life for some i love.(as in love generaly..means any of those 28 people and my family....elysse too... =) )

well.. thats it tina...have funs reading....

need to sleep la...been a real hard day for me..I feel really cold la..really cold.. ..one kind..

goodnight....thanks all of you...

shen,ziling,doulos and God.

God said He loves me la..=)



heheheheheheh


=/ ... =))

Why?

....currently...i am in a terrible emotional state....feel so dengtifying..


....almu told me this------> sometimes people are not meant to stay,only to linger.


I hate him for that.... Why can't eveyone stay? whats wrong with staying la? Huh?

shen told me that God takes away good things in life only to replace them with much much better ones... =)

well shen...why doesn't He consider the fact that we might want good things insted of better la?
issh... I don't want change....i don't want change... i don't want anything to change..


esther said that things can never be the same...issh...how i wish there is a moment to point out and say that esther is wrong.. i ant her to be wrong la...

God told me something to... "you show Me that you can love Me"

i'll show You God..sabar la..


shen,I won't let my mood govern my faith...i know wher it leads too..been there ,done that....

I want back all the good things....new is almost never better....

i want hugs....i miss the hugs prusoth used to give me whenever somethign bad happeend ...




*tearing*





two tears rolled unto my t-shirt



wiped my face




now i am smiling....



but it's fake...

I hate masking....


I can't help it...


I hate so much,too much..

where are you?

I am sorry,

tak boleh tidur,

tak boleh mimpi...

the verses up there by mark..



I want back everythign i lost.I WANT THEM BACK.

I WANT THEM BACK.


voice inside says i need help....


anyone know a good psychologist?


I don't want to go crazy...

I want my friends...FRIENDs...no the poser from the outside world...FRIENDs...

All they that hate me love death.

wah...today didn't go church la...ishh..woke up too late la..plus mother didn't let me go out...so no excuse..



.hahahahaha...just now was motorcycling on the highway...then these fellas came upf rom behind..start to ramm and everything...so agreed to an outrun....all of them on 125 cc bikes...ahhah..but erm...almost end of teh highway edi..then my bike gear problem babi..went into neutral...but still got off the highway before them kira aku menang la...crazyness...

....i downloaded service pack 2 for windows xp..it is so so so cun la..haihs...i thik it is what you need la esther..

emerson also..service pack 2....go get it...


doulos is asking me if i plan to blog the whole day...maybe la..wait la....i got this super cun new cool emoticon from becky la...ahhait is so cute la...really reminds becky and i of arsene wenger la...


I am enjoying my last moments with my guitar...=))

my old injury on my right leg is back la.. the one which happened when i met with teh accident...adui...my skin there tore adn revealed so much flesh...very very very painful..somebody help me la...very very very the painful la...ishh..


...God is great la...been restoring so mcuh in my life la...love Him so so much...

I don't get it la..why people don't want to accept Him...he gave us His everything la..His only begotten son....(John 3:16)
what else you people need from Him la? ...ishh....

crap la... never mind la...there was once when i rejected God....and shen told me at that tiem she read a verse..and she said it scared her...alot...

it was proverbs 8:35-36

it goes like this..

For whoso findeth me findeth life, And shall obtain favor of Jehovah.But he that sinneth against me wrongeth his own soul: All they that hate me love death.

...indeed scary...but i think God was being merciful in that la...He only said death la....He can definitely do much much worse right?....shen...I think i got to thank you for being scared?....thanks la shen..i owe you la...




well..i want to play with my nephews and neices now..take care la you people..=))

will BLOG again later...

hypocrisyNESITY ahahah..nice right emerson?

......... Rosie is embracing Christ!!! Heaven rejoices la...The fatted calf is being slain...=))) one soul matters to us doesn't it?



.....today's been a great day,ironically it was just as bad la...
I learnt that hypocrisy is widely available for everyoen to grab unto..especially among us church members kua...but like alvin(my youth advisor) said...that's why we need Christ...We are not perfect..=)


I had a great conversation with my brother la....finally after so long someone i could be totally honest to la..someone whom i know would be totally honest in his answers to me too..=)..got some real good answers from him to the way i've been feeling...I thought i was alone n that kind of feelings..but no..there are other people too...ahahhahah...=) currently i am listening to third eye blind.eh wait..music just switch to now that you are near by hillsong i think...

...I bounced back from being down in life la =)) owe so many peopleso many things..shen...alot la...ishh....=) i've set a few things straight already...and i am hoping to get answers to my requests to get things going back on track...=))

amazes me la...how much two small words can make someone feel so happyy=))...Joshua's little neice..hui yin i think..ahha..she called me kor kor..=))


*almost melting*
(almost because i am super macho...more macho thanesther and chi wei and danny koko combined)

now the song has changed again...(consuming fire)


i had a nice time at ypf today..


esther: danush,your friend very weird la

danush: duh! he is ong heng khoon

esther: he talk alot of nonsense(she said somethign like this la..can't remember her exact words)

danush: duh!he is ong heng khoon(my exact words)



ahahah...ong came for ypf today..we had funs..but don't know la...i felt one kind la...like i didn't belong there....or more like i was not wanted there la....haihs
maybe it's because the twins were not there..i really miss them la...and jason...haihs
no one to have intelligent lifeforms conversations with already la....i miss them la...


...i learnt that i should never trust emerson to fill petrol into my car when i buy mine....asking him to do that is almost as bad as throwing a lighted match into the tank.....

=S


been writting a few songs...praise songs....

emerson said taht Y.M.C.A. by the Village People is not considered a praise and worship song....ahahha

My milo kosong is my partner now...right next to me on my desk...thanks for the intro to milo kosong esther... doulos tells me he likes milo kosong too..he says it is cheap and easy =))

ahhaha...we talkign abou thow far we go back..=) yes doulos...it's happened too fast la..


in a few more years..all of us would be professionals...and we would definitely go back a long long way ...=) Time flies la..

ok ok..drum roll.....guess waht song is playing now?? Y.M.C.A. !!!!!


ahahaha


well...i need soem sleep la.have so many people to wake up tomorrow la...danny koko,shen,sean,MYSELF, and yea...my neighbour...

I think h elikes wking up to my elctric guitar distorted sound la....everytime i play it a five in teh morning...he joins in and sings..i can hear him through the wall...but funniness la..he keeps on singing the same words no matter what tune i play....

the lyric he sings goes something like this " tolong diam tolong diam, Just tolong diam tolong diam.. * &#! #@ $% &2 2#% 5^ %2! "

i think he is singing that black eyed peas song...shut up was it? ..yea..studio version...thats why it's in malay and all the dirty words can be heard...

I want to be someone she would like to be

...this is elysse on her birthday..it seems that too many cameras were flashing at her and she just went "waaahhhh" =))


I've decided la..pretty sure i've got my answers from God...and i think i should ake up computers instead of engineering...I'll try my best to excel in it la....this whole idea of switching came when esther asked me why i was doing engineering instead of computers,then the next day my aunt from australia called and asked if i would like to do computers instead...


the tought of elysse makes me smile la...she has nothing to think about except for her food and sleep.=)
I just said this to il-mu ...my band's bassist....He asked me if i want to be like her,and i said "No,I want to be someone she would like to be" =)) *smiles*

I just kind of had a riff off with jolly....she seemed to be rather distant from us lately..ever since she started going out with him...haihs...crap la..but no,I am not going to expect anything out of her.


This person called chan wai kit going after a good friend of mine,and she doesn't want to be associated with him...ahahah....but i don't knohow her mind works la...she just rejected the person she liked..i mean..this guy that she liked confessed to her and she rejected him...siaoness la these people....

I just talked to one of my friends from australia..peter macris,an italian workign for the national australian broadband company,telstra..hmm..he says prospects are good.=) need to work hard only then can i secure a job. so no problems la.=)I will work hard.

will be giving my guitar away to that person whom i've ben promising to give her away to for a long long time...yes..it is you CHRISTINA WONG.....ahahhaah..see?? i know your name...fuiyoo..kembang la my buttocks..

erm,..I've been eating too much chicken rice for the past one week...everyday la..ishh....i am going to be fat like esther...yes,you esther GOH..=))

Currently i am donating a whole load of blood to the mosquitoes in my room...deng la..



I needto gain weight la...the weather in australia is going to take it's toll on me if i don't....I need help...esther..how do i gain weight like you?


profanity is a bad thing..it might seem cool to use it when you are in the WRONG company....so i guess profanity is a good way to show what kind of company you are in right?..I mean..if oyu mixing with the right bunch of people,definitely youwill feel akward if you use profanity in front of them right? hahah..seriously....I know it la..been there done that...


I noticed how much i've changed a few days ago,victor(esther' s bro) said the word profanity to me..and i was wonderign waht it meant...ahhaha....cun lerr??


wells...I need to strike my guitar la...she is so quiet....=)

=/


i leave you with a famous quote


"where have thou beeen sister?,Killing Swine!"


from macbeth...William shakespeare



the three witches...=)))

Squier Bullet Strat!!!

My darling elysse when she was born...so cantik la...it seems she was very loud also...like me..=)))))


.....haihs...today was a great day...NOT......I woke up at six in the morning to a nightmare....

I murdered two friends of mine....chopped off their necks...and i was hidding from the cops...esther adn emerson were hidding me...haihs...babi...so scarry....the moment i woke up...went and slept with my mom....really scarry la....ishh...
sorry ben and josh for chopping off your necks....=D


....I learned sometheing very very valuable today...do not ride a bike above 60 kilometres an hour when it has a punctured rear tyre ...especially when you are coming back home from bandar tun razak...ahahah..=))...stupid bike punctured after i finished at ziling's house...nonsense...haihs..the bike was shaking so much....and not a repair shop was in sight..even if any were in sight, i couldn't have done anything...because i was pokai-ed....ahahaha

ahahahha....yesterday on the way to her house,esther kena "DUTT" three times...once because of a singh in his proton iswara,then twice because of randomly parked volkswagons...wait..she kena four times la..in front of her house had another blue volkswagon...WAHAHAHAH...I am THe CHAMpion....fuiyooo...

------------> [3g] <------the pencil box gone 3g...fuiyoo...ahahhahaha..to those that don't understand...too bad la...ahahahah


Still listening to satisfaction by benny benasi...ahahahhahah so cun la...ahahha

I am sure elysse would love this music too...ahahahahha....

yesterday trouble in my house la..domestical violence...ahahah...reminds me of a song from tracy chapman....anyway....kept praying for peace throughout the commotion...i stayed out of it as well...bodoh...=)


..today i bought chicken rice for lunch..and the uncle forgot to give me chilli...so ate without chilli..too lazy to go back and ask him....ahahha..nvm la...very plain la...haihs...
chicken rice...i am so going to miss it after i leave la..stupid aussies..no chicken rice at all..bangangs....

I got my white chocolate back from the scouts...she sounds so great la...love her...not alot though...would be idolatry then...=))

It's Fun to stay at the Y.M.C.A!!!!!

can that be considered a praise song ar?.....tell me what you think okay?


hahahahha....so syoking menoking la my life...no need to take PUBLIC TRANSPORT to COLLEGE...ahahha..who wants to join me in a plot to burn down HELP UC???

i think tse kai,agung,black sean,white sean, and ati-esther-shoooo(sneeze) would join me hor?...

ahahahah...you all have fun la..i need to go awtch my elysse videos again...been showing her off to so many people..ahahhaha=))))

super adorable....the best comemnt i got about her is "elysse is the best hor?" from ziling..


well..to devan and patricia...=) devan..you should have known la...and patricia...go read psalm 127...micheal gave me that psalm...about things not working out fine if the Lord's hand is not in it..go read la....then try to understand la...


I need to go now la..play fireworks..=))) yeay!!! =))

goodnight..see you people later.... =])

push me,and then just hurt me,till i can get my...satisfaction

12:05


now that You're near

everything really is different...=)) I really don't wan''t to lose You...
He is worht everythign la...His will or not...I am so glad i found Him...really owe esther and emerson for this....haihs.....=)))

Will be leavign soon..really goign to miss alot of people...today i was supposed to meet esther at three or half past it....ahahhah..on the way to jamek she sms-ed me adn sadi that she can't make it in tiem..ahaha..so i thought die la..but nvm la..waited at RAJA BURGER for her...while waiting...i met some fellas...old friends of mine..from victoria and st john..ahahha..lepaked with them....ahahhah watch them smoke cigarretes.=))))

then,,esther appeared...ahhahahawearing orange..almost always wear orange la she..ishh....ahah..at five thirty..then wen to her house....btw..esther scared of cats....ahahha..then i played with elysse...goodness...so beautiful la she...ah boo was it?

ahahhahahah..i have so so so many pics of her now...=))))

i am going to miss her growing up la...haihs...=(


12:39 ..currenty planning how to visit esther in perth with tse kai..babi la..all the flight prices so expensive la...260 australian la..and that is one way...babi....so expensive.....eyeer...haihs...nvm..will do something..currently planni to take the train and go to perth from sydney....guess...the journey will take more than a day la...babi la...haihs.......esther can come sydney ar?????


ishh...listening to YMCA by village people...ahahah..so funniness la...and watchign elysse videos too...my darling la elysse....so cute la..she kissed my phone la..ahahhahahah=)))))
it's fun to stay at the ymca...ahahah


12:54 Oh..anok-anoktokleh meghaso mandi laok
Besaing,maing ghama-ghama
Ale lo ni tuo umurnyo bejuto
Kito usohoJauhke dari malapetako
Ozon lo ni koho nipih nak nak aghi
Keno make asakHok biso wei,pasa maknusio
Seghemo bendo-bendo di dunio
Tokleh teheSapa bilo-bilo


...this is a verse from hijau by zainal abidin..dunno if you all understand cos it is in teh kelantanese dialect of malay.i can la..cos i grew up with malay dialects...ahahah..very nice la...almost as beautiful elysse la....=)) ...but seriously..people dun caer much for earth edi la....haihs...=( I am goign to care as much as possible from now on....
yew joe said he can never enter a curch cos his mom doesn't permit him...haihs..how to save him ar?..anybody..any ideas? please....yj is my half brother..we're almost as good as enemies by the way...ahahah


1:11 ...i hate cockroaches..one just flew unto my hand..i screamed adn threw it away....ahah..listening to head shakign music..satisfaction by benny bernassi or someoen liek that...ahahahha....should i do computing insted of engineering ar?...ishh...crap la...i need guidance la...=S i needa blue rose too..tse kai..give me a blue rose la..babi.....

1:16...drinking milo....goign to sleep now..real sleepy la..i think it's the song la..one day i will write my masterpiece la..one day...push me,and then just hurt me,till i can get my...satisfaction....satisfaction...dumm chik dumm chik..ahahhaha
admiring all the elysse merchandise i have...aahahha..
Victor,I will miss you too la..don't be proud since i said this okay?



need to sleep la...must do quiet time first..wanna ask Him alot of things...=(.....crap la....
=(.I am sure He has a whole load to tell me la..haihs...=)) good at least..He still talks to me la..=))

bye bye.....

i was wrong

.....GOd showed me soemthign today .....He showed me that i have been lookign for love in all th wrong places...He made me realise that the only person i can get unconditional love from is Him....and that the only place where i can get unconditional love from is His house...=))

I so thank Him for that...haihs..


i was goign through my brother sisters blog...and goodness....She has written so many thing ...many great things...I went through it before..but this time..it's as if there was more in it..and i was mentioend more than i thought i was...ahahha...thanks alot.....

there was this line....on the 25th of february....she wrote..." to my brother brother,you will always be my brother brother,no matter what.no matter where. @>----- ...it's blue.."


ahahah..i actualy teared la...

haihs...I've abused my relationship with the two bestest best friends i've ever had...i've been putting them out of my life for the past few weeks....but..no..i find that i cannot live without them..


well,now it is my turn, to my brother and my brother sister...


you will always be the closest i have to a family.=) I wouldn't be where i am today if it weren't for the both of you.i love you two alot.=) and yes...just liek you said brother sister....we will always be family no matter what.No matter where. and this is for you @>---- it is blue also..




today in church,Dr. florence asked everyoen to hug the person next to them,then asked the husbands to hug their wifes and vice versa...then she asked teh parents to hug their children.....
then all the aprents hug their children....I was sittign there alone..because my parents are not christians and they don't go to church.... ahahah...was complaining to God...ahah then...guess what....Uncle William came and asked me to give him a hug...haaa.....*melting* la..I love uncle William...=)))
All Hail KING WILLIAM!!!!!



and erm....esther has soemthing great to blog about...her greatest achievement concerning computers...here go to her blog and see la...=))) http://www.xanga.com/ezztherr


well...

nothign else to say la...

wanan go sing songs..


consuming fire..lalalalala


superb songs....

living testimony for victor Goh

....esther is so lucky la..so is rosie...they have a baby each in their house....esther's blog post about the wonderful things my darling little elysse does is so cun la.."funnines" ....love that small baby alot.=))

and rosie's jian....wah...cute fella..so cun....rosie's nephew..hahahahha
duno much bout him la..bu he is cute la...
but surely..little elysse cuter...=))))) elysse rocks big time...really cannot wait to spoil her kau kau when i come back....haihs...=))


esther siaoness...left her sister at chruch today..apa la....pity eunice...lucky got aaron....ahahaah aaron adn i had a great chat about cars.and our ambitions...did i mention? aaron le me drive his car..with four people in it..wira manual..ahahahahah


that experience is a livign testimony for victor Goh...estehr's borther...he is so grateful to be alive la..ahahahah

wanan sleep edi la now..



byebye beybeybeybey

good luck esther...will see you in adelaide..

...today babi la...or rather..yesterday babi la...esther's car got stolen....of all people's car they go and steal that poor girls one.....babi la that fella..

from now on will buy esther a hot wheels car every week..=))) bless her heart la..


sing me something soft,sad and delicate,loud and out of key, sing me anything,...


babi...another one of my of my favourite emo songs...

feel useless la..cannot help her in any way....


yeah...today had a talk on sex by aunty florence, or rather..Dr. florence....deng la..eunice and i were thrwing wordsa at each other through most of the talk and given our comments and thought ont hings cocnerning sex...ahahahahhaha


eunice...may the force be with you...=))

oh yeah..by the way...eunice's secondname is Miss "don't insult my intelligence by telling me your lame jokes"

ahahahhahaha

nothign much to write about la...I need a whole load of sleep because i haven't ben sleepign well the past few days la...and yeah...jonathan lost to me in a battle of the guitarists...YEAH...i beat him 5-3

hahahah



I have nothign to say la..cannot thinkk right now la....

and prussy thanks man.....

rosie...you too...

esther,you the most. =))


oh yeah...forgot to say this...esther got a hair cut....ahahah...super cun la her hair....it reminds me of hsu jen's straight hair...aahhahah =))


good luck esther...will see you in adelaide..

staying back

...i am under the influence of highly emotional songs la....ishh..all us emo song writers should join together and start a club la....
ahahha..to us emo songs writers ar..everything seems to have been great la..until that exact point in time which highly influences our songs....and yeah....we dread that moment forever....


those points in time tend to stick to our memories forever and we unknowingly immortalise them by using them as influences in our song writting...real men-dengkan la..but seriously..they help alot as inspiration..the ideas seem to just flow out of us....haihs...but they cost alot..they do..those points in time....we really wish that we could turn back time and erase those moments...or rather..not let them happen.......


..i have had six of such points in time already....six things i dreadfully regret doing....and mind you people,six is a whole cart load...


.......hahahahah....I love a certain text in the bible which says where God will reward people openly..hahhaha..that is so cun man...


......I will be staying back in australia...might as well make use of the permanent residenship la...=)))


ermmm so i guess whe i i say "see you soon" ..it would be hypocritical right?


that stupid song is still ringing in my head la...


"here i go,so dsihonestly,leave a note,for you my only one,and i know,you can see right through me and you will find someone" ...babi punya emo song la...but yea..i can't help love it..

I dedicate those words up there..those in the inverted commas...to...my family=)) not the one in gombak.....the one in bandar tun razak,Kajang,Taman Halimathon

.=) love you people very much





=)) will miss you all alot ...a whole lot la...=( :'( thanks for everything...=))

imagine all th angels and the saints and maybe even God himself being puzzled at the things we laugh at....pretty sure they wouldn't understand...

...sitting in front of the computer...babi la...that yellowcard song is still playing in my head..babi....

I did my quiet time. =))

my only one...ahahahha...babi punya kad kuning....at least i'm nt the only person who's stuck to that song....ahaha...akmal tarzan confessed to me last week that he is stuck to that song too..ahahha

wy-pun's bnnies didn't use the sex toy she bought for them..haihs...what a waste..i'm sure akmal tarzan would have enjoyed himself if i bought him a sex toy...ahahahah


...i am now officially zilings alarm clock...babi.....ahahaaa

my new phone rocks la...aahhahahahah.yeay!!!!!!!!

ermm....tomorrow going to the bitish council to register myself for the ielts exam ..babi la..forgot all about that exam la..should have registered earlier...

ishhhh...so tired la..uncle william gave a talk on end times last saturday ...was scarry la...not the things he said la..but the outcome of end times....i read somewhere...on someone's log..i think it was shen.... if i am saved...imagine me walking up in heaven and suddenly looking down to see the people i lve too much BURNING in HELL.......ziling,boon,jolly,tsick,prussy,yee leng,and even rosie for that matter...goodness...i'd rather not go to heaven than see them BURN there la..it just scares me la...losing my dearest people...=(


=/


stupid end times...babi betul..=(


will preach to them la...cannot give up...i wanna be able to tell and listen to bozo jokes with them in heaven..=) imagine all th angels and the saints and maybe even God himself being puzzled at the things we laugh at....pretty sure they wouldn't understand...ahahahaahahahahhaahah..that will be great la..=)


australia....haihs...that place i dread is getting closer and closer la....people keep telling me that they will miss me..but...goodness knws how many i have to miss...ishh....

hmmm....YONG....ahahahha...that's for YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE....ahahahha


hmmm....have to help my mom cook rice now.....have to stop blogging..
so..pandai pandai la....take care la pretty malaysian world...


will miss tanahair ku ALOT


=B

I have a sexy voice ...wahhahahaha....

deng la...have been up to my head making decisions this whole fortnight....real hard la...deng deng deng...

mmm...decisions decisions decisions....hang them la...other that that,the past week has been a blast...I realised that i have an avid reader of my blog...ahahah...persepHORNY.......ahahahha..


...so sleepy la...well..I've been bonding with certain friends of mine as well as drifting away from a select few...It's hard to do la..but it's the best thing to do...real mendeng-kan.....went for youth yesterday...something kept telling me that it was worth going..so i went..and yeah..It was worth going....too bad couldn't bring anyone la...

I wrote a song..=) (beaming with pride..) ...a worship song..was influenced by God yesterday...

yeay..and ermm..guess what? My dad bought me a phone...fuiyo.....

I've been the best melancholic sanguine in the world for the past two weeks...yeay.....sanguine are happy and cheerful people..and melancholics are mooody people....I'm a mixture of both.....so yeah.... I have been at the utmost depressed state i which i can be in but I managed to hide everything la...because I am a SANGUINE LAH! .......correction.... I am a MALAYSIAN melancholic sanguine... ahhahaha.

..I love Malaysia....last week right....this fella ...some aussie la..accused us malaysian of being racist...He said we are the most racist people in the world...babi la he..memang quite true la some of the htings he said like...education..jobs...housing areas and so on depends on race but babi punya gwai lo....take a look at our family la... our family rocks la...What racist all..you bloody gwai los la racist.. tak malu.....go see your own country then say we are racist..babi....My family rocks la...we have...prussy,boon.ziling,me,rosie,tse kai and serene....and yes we don't have RACISM...




well....congratulations to ziling on obtaining a handphone...finally boon can call you la...ahahahhaha

next few days..I am going to rest la..no goingt out or whatsoever....wanna heal my body abit...babi..so sakit la...especially after that meng wee lepas geram on me..babi..



and ermm....serene....take care la....nice train ride that day...ahahah...
..I met this uncle..he was 63..and use to school at A.C.S. ipoh...fuiyoh...we had a nice talk on schools la..ahahah..he knew the late Mr. Mori and Mr. Clancy......cun la he..lucky...


I've been sleepign a lot lately...didn't get to see elysse today..ishh...that cute super baby la she..


well...thats all la....wanna go back to my guitar...write more songs.. yeay!!!!



=) =/ you think i can write ar??



post SCript: ...that day i called shen..then she put me on loudspeaker..and guess what ?? ...her aunty helen was listening and aunty said I have a sexy voice ...wahhahahaha....cun or not ?? ziling...my voice sexy la...

...sik woon min,,,fan woon thai..

....heys......real sick la...cannot even stand properly...every stroke of the keyboards consumes so much of me...deng la..docotr suspects dengue....i suspect that it's about time i got sick...just to remind myself that i am human...there are things which i can't do...deng la..my headache is killing me...


...yesterday...i was at the cybercaffe...was viewing esther's blog..then this guy beside me saw esther's pic and said this.."wei..her boobs damnbig wei..give me her contact.."

i gave him a certain stare..then another guy behind me said"wei..kau giler ke?...kawan danush tu...mulut jangang celupar sangat..."...really feltlike slapping him stupid chop....=).



jolly..remember....you are our little darling...=))...i spent alot of tiem with her yesteday...ahahha..remeber everythign i said okay jolly???


the family is goign through soem troubled tiems now..but yeah..we'll pull it through....=))




had a nice chat with serene yesterday..she said being friend with us tends to make one become siao and lame..ahahha..nice philosophy serene....

talked with esther too..ahahha..real nice chat la...haven't doen that in a long long time...=)))


school isn't the same anymore la...ishh....it's liek i am not wanted there anymore,...crap la..if this is the price i have to pay for being honest ar....then i don't wanna be honest anymore..crap la....


ziling didn't coem back to school after tuition...deng la...bohong......

need to rest la....so tired la...will go to school this tuesday and friday....

i've given up eating mars bars...snickers really nicer la....so syokign menoking to eat la....

learnt new cantonese phrase..it's in the title...ahahha

played football for six hours yesterday...ahahhaha crazy la....

..well...wanan sleep now la..=/

bye bye....oh yeah....

i beat my brothers flat in dragonball bodoukai 3...ahahhahahahhaha

rosie...haf fun....yee leng,,,,haf fun,,,,and yeah,,,,wei-i wei-li...couldn't come cos i ony had three bucks la...deng la...=)