NEW YEAR

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My previous post was pretty abrupt.Today I was watching the video of my late grandmother's funeral.I miss her.Alot.It's been one year since she left.

last night I spoke with my daughter.It was one of those father daughter talks which don't take place so often.The ones where both of us are honest.The one where we make promises to each other.well,i asked her if she remembered a promise she made sometime ago.She answered me by saying "honor your parents"....and you know what?...she kept that promise..i am proud of her la..eventhough she is a non christian she has characteristics some christians lack.
Goodness,we christians boast so much about living a christian life.But yet,We are inadequate.It's a perfect example of irony,when we cannot live up to our own standards.I guess it is really hard.Doulos posted something about Jesus' words...."FOLLOW ME" was what he said...yet...liek doulos makes obvious ,it is the hardest thing for us to do...hmmm....paradoxinesity..But obviously...if we were perfect,there wouldn't be room for God,Jesus and teh Holy spirit in our lives right?

I watched king kong today.It was the movie which gave me the experience i will remember for my life...I STRONGLY RECOMMEND it to anybody...Worth watching..

I miss her la...just too much...i wish i could turn back time and not meet her..it would solve everything...haihs..

well...i've been listening to too much of air supply...babi la..Graham russel(one of the members) makes me cry la..I hate emo songs..because i love them so much la..they actually connect with me.

I love sad songs...drown myself in self pity accompanied by air supply....haihs..

The natural confectionery

okay...never update all this while because of stuuuuuupid dial up...but gwen ask me to be grateful..haha..so yeah..thank God got dial up at least....so how are you people la?.. stupid eh?...asking a question in a blog.. Hahah...I almost despise christmas...It takes all the important people away from me..everyone seems to be so caught up in it..I wonder if an yone even celebrates it for the real reason...deng.. I miss all of you la... Hehe...Boon said something about making dreams come true...WAHahahahah I love you la deng..(I am talking to my daughter) heahah...ziling la..not you la peay... By the way...peay pei's phone fell into a big pool of SHIT.... heheh..literally la...and shen...you think that where esther's bottle has gone is bad...I dare you to borrow peay's phone and use..Nyahhahaahhaahhaha...I am sure peay would have said "OH SHIT!" when the phone fell into the toilet bowl...

ermm...Hey Gwen...danush here...Ahahha...lame ar?....but i am sorry la...for doing what i did...deng la....how is life la?..make good use of white chocolate la...i'd give almost anything to have her here la..(white chocolate...not gwen)..

ESTHER!!!...you owe me a picture of elysse!!!!..

byes byes byes

i wake up to the sound of music

hey you

YEAH,YOU....Remember your post about trying your best to make a friendship happen?The one where you girl friend seems to have time to do everything with everyone in the world but you?The one where you say it HURTS because she seems to not be there for you like you are being there for her?....yeah that one...and remember the time when she broke your pinky promise?...about staying at home to wait for your call?...yeah...that time...You said you'd talk with me on anyday but the weekends and wednesday...guess what la?...you haven't...And yeah.It's hurts you know.. I am freaking tired of always being the one who tries to freaking maintain anything...forget it la...

I broke my cardiacal organ into 9 peices...one for each of us.(family)
mine i gave to my daughter because she is special..

You know my uncle McCartney once wrote something...yeha..you guessed it la wei..

LET IT BE

It was his greates piece of work..It was used as an epitaph for his band..The Beatles..
I am learning to play the keyboard now..heheh..i want to be as great as my uncle McCartney...deng..

SCREW EVERY SINGLE ONE OF YOU WHOM I DESPISE..I MEAN IT..

NAMe...

This is the best breakfast in the world...

melbourne Shufflers go die la.. Welcome to the world of the SYDNEY LAMERS.... We're living up to the name..=) spunky hasn't interacted with me in days... By the way...the only thing that can beat that breakfast above is the one below!!!

HAhaha..

Yi ka ngo heong ngo ke pan yaou ke ho kei..

Tough Guy

Hahaha...=) yesterday someone compliment me... Nyahahahahaha... TOUGH GUY WHahaha... She call me tough guy...and right after that she potong my stim by saying that she purposely said because she knew i will kembang...hahah... still..she said it.NYAHAHAHAHAHHAHAAHAHHAHA By the way...all Christmas Presents should be mailed to Danush Ram 58,Prestige Avennue, Bella Vista,2153 Sydney ,N.S.W. Australia. Hehehe..She buying me a present..Nyahahahahahhahaha.... by the way emerson..the japanese word right..I gave it to you in three syllabeles.. It should be in two la...sorry ar...=) Nyahahahahahahahahahahahha...sorry la...too hyper la... (syoking menoking diri sendiri) Hehhehehehhe... CIKGU KOAY!!!!...stop bullying my daughter..later i call Syazni...Hehehe.=)

evermore

I feel like crap la...dunno..Just feel like crap..I've been feeling like this since i talked to peay pei...I don't know why..but it's not you la peay.. hehe.. kampung girl..heheh..i am listening to evermore by hillsongs.. nice la.. deng la.. something inside my stomach is moving around..giving me this feelings...dengness.. yesterday someone told me something.. that you cannot control emotions but affections can be restricted.. i saw a shooting star a few days ago..I actually made a wish.. WAhahah..don't know why i beliv ein that..but i did make a wish.. It didn't come true.. i mean i made a wish for something to happen but the total opposite happened..but still i got something even better.. i mean..what i wished for didn't come true but something better happened. unfortunately i don't want that better thing..I want what is wished for.. I really, really want it la... okay now i really feel like crap la...haha..haha...just laugh out my feelings... pretend they don't exist...do what i usually do...shen calls this my extremely powerful masking tactic. =)..i miss shen la..she went to camp.. i called her house but i ended up chatting with her mother...I have always been afraid of her mom la.. i hate my life la..hate it...i can't help masking..it's the only way i can make sure people i love are happy..=)..screw la.. I had great conversations last night..I dunno la... my mind very the rosak now..stupid prusoth..why you never reply la?... i need you to give me your miracle advice la.... somebody sms or call me la.. i hate being like this..makes me feel too selfish...

My Friend

this past one week,I thought my friends left me.
Hehe.. Really was depressed.I was tearing loads of time during this one week.But,no la..I don't want to care for worldly pursuit or people...they're just not worth it la..

Hi hi..I am extremely happy now. Just as i thought I spend less time on "friends" I've got more time for MY FRIEND here.
He rocks.
Hehehe..screw everyone else la.. I love my King. =)

heheh....peay belive it or not i am extremely happy here.=) =)
All of you should give him a try.!!
God is great by hillsongs...wah...I love it la..that song so chun. =)
Soooo true...=)) heheheh

=) =) sayang God la....

yeay. =)

ok la..now got to go home edii...so yeah..

goodluck people. don't count on calls or sms from me edi. =)

Tata. =)

Insult.

In this past week,I got insulted a few times

5.Fatty4.Blackie(In a rather crude way from Galvin,
I don't mind really.)

3.Hak Gwai,Sau Seng!(Galvin again.)

2.I didn't bother to call you because you didn't
seem to care for me.(That's what Emerson implied)

1.Like AH BENG lah. (Michelle on my hair)


People said nice things about me too.
5.Really Yi Hei la you.(Chai Hsia)

4.You are my Kampung Boy.(Peay Pei)

3.You look more tall and handsome than last
year.(Hehe, Senem Sahin..A patient of my Aunt's)

2.I love you forever.(God)

1.Thanks for everything,really.You're really the brother I never had.(Emerson)



Hahahahaha.Superb.Magnifico.Excelente.

That lady still not yet come back from camp la.Deng.Miss her.



Siapa buli anak aku?Nak kena bantai ke?

0193140359 <----- Don't make me call this number...Syazni's number.Later you kena bruce lee like nobody's business.

okay.bye.

=/

lonely la here.

F.R.O.G. Dan cross & heart =)

NYAHAHAHA... Okay..Elysse looked super the cute in her Saree...NYAHAHAHAHa...click the link to see her photo... okay.that's it. Now I am in the mood to blog.I guess i was having typers block. Firstly to Alif.Yeah...It's stupid la the things you do.You know it.I know it.We all know it. So as the Head of the Family(RE-INSTATED),I make a decision not to bother about you.So , yeah..forget us la. now unto every friend i've left behind,,,i guess that makes 29 of them now. yeah..take care la.. Family will take care of longkang/parit/lubang/gaung/lubang/chai hsia/lee hsia =) welcome to the family girl. =) Here cold like mad in the nights and sometimes too hot in the afternoon la...heheh..super weather..haven't "doot" anyone yet.but,I've seen three doots...heheheh...=) Prusothman...Guess what? Tse Kai is the man in charge of family now.Hehe.

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G'DAY MATE LAH .....contradictive..heheh

Goodness,I've been here three whole days. =) Ironical to that smiley,I don't like it la.I read prusoth's blog.Well man,I guess old habits do die hard.Stupid fella la...What to do...they all have that tidak apa attitude...Haihs...we'll stick together man..This freaking one year will pass and the three months following that will be remembered for life. =) Wahaha..It's nice to know that I accepted into the family...NYAHAHAHAH... 1.All of you will have to call her mommy....NYAHAHAHAH...it's still a secret k? NYAHAHAHAH 2.PEAY knows....yeah..i know peay stole the plans to my previous death star....but now i've built a better one. =) I miss all of you. ALIF...this goes to you...It is against my principes to use foul language but yeah,,,i think you deserve it..so i say everything prusoth said to you...i guess it goes like this...#$&%$&%$&%!#$(#$%#$*#$(_(%@#*)#*@.... I censored the words because my children are reading this webbie...heheh.. Well,My regards to all of you...Haven't really got into the mood for blogging yet...so i guess you people have to wait for a really really good one...heheh..=) prusoth...take care man...I'll be back soon enough..and chaih hsia...you be strong la girl...you've got us..the family. =) Make her part of it la fellas..she sure looks like she could use a family.let's make her your aunt =)... that means my sister =) hehe....nice. =) tell her okay? another thing prus tamil lei yeltheren. kassu ilei pannum theveina,yenthei ketuke. Chai hsia patti peiseren. Serri ar? WAHAHHA...that is the first time i wrote in tamil...It's soudns so fake la..ahah..actually that is writting in english..I can totally flunk a tamil paper...I dunno anything about writting. take care wei... well..regards to ziling's mommy...heheh

Danushness.

Today rocked.Below are the reasons why.

1.Mom,dad and I went out to town.We haven't done that in years.See,dad and i aren't really
on speaking terms eversince my pmr results.

2.Gwen called me.Asked me to help with her moving.

3.I met the best guy in the world la.Andrew!!Hehe..he rocks big big time.Hehe.


Well,anyway,Helped at gwen's place.Deng la.DOn't want to complain but I think I spoilt my right hand even more.I can't seem to even do simple jobs with it.
I got my second going away present.It was from michelle.YEAH...BOTH MY GOING AWAY PRESENTS CAME FROM ASSUNTARIANS!....Yeah...Sister Enda instilled some good values in them.=)

Had dinner with gwen's family and friends.

Chun la.I ate vegetables again.Haha..I ate more veges than meat today.=)
I met some really "special" people.heheh.=) nice people la..

Also today I was told off for using my mobile phone for random photo shots.

hehe..deng la..My bad...I am going to quit random photography.Haihs...My hobby.

well I reached home around 10 p.m.

now transfering things to my comp from my mobile phone and vice versa.

I am going to miss all of them.Alot.

Usia Dewasa mengajar erti cinta kepada aku

Everything is happening too fast.

Esther's gone,Ziling isn't here..Same as boon.

She doesn't seem to care anymore.Note I said seem.It means I am assuming.

SCREW yellowcard.Support the Local Music Scene.

ATAS NAMA CINTA-FLOP POPPY

Haha.I was expecting a poem last night.Crap la.It didn't come.Waited in vain.

By the way,I slept at 5:08 a.m.

Atas name cinta,Terlahir aku,Melihat Dunia.
Demi jiwa,Ruang Batinku,Kau adalah,Pendamping Jiwaku.

I see something theological in that song.

We don't talk like we used to.After the outing,things just changed.
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Kerina made it clear to al-mu that I am not wanted around.

*Kerina is al-mu's girlfriend.

Crap man.I seriously can't get along with girls.

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Nirvana played a few CHRISTIAN songs.So people,please don't judge them.I mean if you consider other bands christian bands because they play christian songs.Then,I guess Nirvana qualifies as a christian band.

By the way..I made this enquiry into them because Gwen told me her interpretation of one of their songs.
Anyway,Judgement is solely personal.So I guess I have no right to judge or agree to judgement.

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By the way,

Al-mu and Sidek and Joanna Choo(Fatty Jo)..
want to tell you people that she doesn't call me or sms me anymore.
It's saddening la.

*Excerpt of someone else's blog.(Gwen's)*

lovesounds fragile to me yet warm
sometimes i'm afraid of it
to love is to give ones heart to another
if your heart have been ripped before there will
always be a memory left behind
same here ,i hear ppl say tht u shouldn't put
all ur eggs into one basket
partially sometimes i wish i could hold on to tht
i tried caring for someone with a mighty effort
giving this person gifts and phone calls and
taking the extra mile to meet one another
i aspired for something in return probably a phone call or a
note show tht person is returnin my effort
but nophone calls were rare
aspiration to make the effort to meet me was not in existance
oh tears did strem down my eyes
but wht could be done,i would scream at times at the top of my lungs
but this wish could never be fulfilled
even writing this makes me feel empty
a sigh is all i could release,could i say tht best friends
are just rare to find or a close pal
yes i would say,when u find tht person u just click
like tht'if tht person is not the one
no matter wht things wouldn't work out especially if tht
person do not know how far u are going to expand tht friendship
its a wreakand tht person doesn't budge to make it happen
but through this experience i realise tht loving a person
takes the heart out of tht person

yeah,this exactly how I feel.I guess it sucks la.
I am not goign to update till i don't know when.I guess until things are settled
between that person and I.

I need to sleep. I don't want to wait for a stupid poem which isn't going to come anyway..
I guess waiting for it would be like Dumbledore said:"Being optimistic to the point of stupidity"
nice words of an old man.

Lovely LAdy Lumps...

Heheh...these picture are of

Dayana's LOVELY LADY LUMPS!


I HATE THE BLACK EYED PEAS....HIP HOP SUCKS..

TAIPING...

Haihs...

The dreaded hour draws closer.
I have to face it and learn to be content ..that's what she told me..
Last night It hit me.It hit me real hard.I'll not get to see the whole of esther's family for a very very long time.I've already begun to miss them.

Last night She called me and asked me to sleep.Hehe.She even read me a poem.Hehe.I slept by 1:38 a.m. ! New record.She rocks.( I AM NOT TALKING ABOUT ESTHER,ESTHER IS IN TAIPING;I HATE TAIPING.)

I need to see prussy before I leave.Need for him to tell me something.

I've been listening to super sad songs.

1.Right here waiting by Richard Marx
2.Jet Plane by John Denver
3.I was only joking by Rod Stewart.
4.Tears in Heaven By Eric Clapton.
5.City of Blinding Lights by U2

They rock.

I cannot tell her.
I've no balls...


ESTHER!! IF YOU ARE READING THIS AR? JUS TO LET YOU KNOW....I MISS ELYSSE!!!!!!


p.s.:Esther better take care of my self proclaimed darling(elyse)...when ic ome back..i take elysse around everywhere..sayang her...=)...why did you people all have to go to taiping...



Melancholic....

this life is more than ordinary so please go write your message on the pavement

I went to HELP UC today..Attended their cf. I think the speaker was a certain Dr.Goh.He was superb la...but I was too tired...haha..Met loads of new people...Jeremy...hahah..super cute la he...

I spent first two hours after noon with esther..haha..today is the last day I get to see her before I leave.

After that,Tse Kai and I went to Mega Mall...hahah..One Hour of pool and mc donalds was chun and a little bit of Roald (Ronald Ram) Dahl in MPH.During tea,he said that he could count the number of things I LIKED with his fingers.

1.Chicken Breast.
2.Milo
3.Chinese Tea
4.Spunky
5.Mid Valley Mega Mall
6.School

Haha...He is psychic la...Well I guess there really is only a few things in this world which I like huh?

Haha..I will miss esther by the cartloads...Little Elysse looked so pretty today...I will miss that little girl a whole load as well...Haihs.

I give love a bad name.

I leave in one week.Get It? One crazy week.

I have so much to say,so much to do yet I have so little time.

I couldn't even speak to her properly on the phone a while ago.Deng.

Shen told me something.She said I am unforgetable.She said I've left a legacy.I am extremely depressed.I really don't know what to do.Eleven months has passed so fast.Yet the clowns make fun of me.They don't know how hard it is to leave.I mean,It's good thing that I've been delaying.But the always made fun of me.Supid.It hurts to see your friends laughing at you when the reason you are doing something is them.

No matter how fun or joyful this posting looks,I am really really depressed.


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From the Earth to the Grave.

I have to go on with life.

No matter who or what I leave behind.

Good memories I cherish and Bad ones I keep.


I am going to take some time out for myself.Spend some time alone.
I am also going to channel my melancholy to God.He'll know how to solve it.Duh...He is God.
I will spend more time with my family than friends.
I will tell her how things are going.

I WILL take my testimonials from school.

I guess I'll try my best to spend more time with her as well.
Definitely most of my time will be used for taking my self out of the picture of my Malaysian life.

Australia is something I have to look forward to.I have a bigger chance at serving the Lord in better ways.


I was telling Doulos about my worship sessions with shen via the phone.


Someone made my day by stating something which i thought nobody ever noticed.Someone cared for me before I was born again.It's nice to know that.

Thanks Mate.

All I taste is your sweetness.

I've been contemplating on things.I guess I really have to go this time.

There is absolutely no way i can blow any amount of water and delay my departure.

I hate australia.I hate everything Aussie.Screw the "knnbccb" out of Australia.


I was talking to tse kai.Deng la. He says it's my fault.Screw my fault la.I miss her company.I miss it alot la
and i find it so hard to face the fact that i will be leaving in nine days.the fact that I will no tbe able to see
her again.Well, at least for a year.

Seriously Shen,I think you know who I am talking about.


I technically taught Shen how to tie a saree a few hours ago.

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When I become a daddy,I cannot say that I don't want to eat vegetables because I don't like them.
I guess I am going to start eating vegetables.

=)

Mother could not believe it when I told her this.

She knows something has happened.She want to know what happened.


* I recieved my FIRST goign away present.It came from JOANNE CHAN of ASSUNTA via poslaju.

A T-SHIRT!

< " " >


I need some really deep sleep.

There is a luncheon at school tomorrow.I don't know if I can face the people there.

I am listening to the most beautiful guitar solo in the world.It is played in "name" by the Goo Goo Dolls.


It is too peaceful and soothing.


Somebody love me.

Hupernikao

Hello.

It's me.Being my usual self.

which is usually

1.Morbid
2.Hungry
3.Fat.Yes,Fat.
4.Melancholic.


I am in front of the computer blogging.By the way last night i was chatting with a few of my old friends.They were surprised to know that I have renounced the old ways.Hacking and Spoofing.Haha.I miss those days.I remember boon kwang and kwan shian.One of the first few victims of my friends and I.

Old habits die hard.There is a song to that saying.It's sung by Sir Mick Jagger of The Rolling Stones.
Indeed they do.I love eating bread with butter and sugar.I've been eating it that way since I can ever remember.

Someone said that there are flowery words on my blog.Haha...She was wrong I guess.
flowery words would most probably sound like:

1.Hibiscus
2.Orchids
3.Jasmine


Haha.that is extremely lame.
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I was read jiameei's blog.Goodness,so many new words la.All of them obscene.Haha.Yet they sound so pleasant.It's hard for me to determine if she is racist or not.

One word la.

Giler-LAH!

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I learnt a new hebrew word.

Hupernikao.

It means to be more than a conquerer.


=)

Nice la.

The best of you.

New look.

That's all.

Period.

My foot la.

Lol. I love the "lah" in us malaysians.

Hehe.I am so going to miss the people I love here.Prusoth hasn't got a job yet.That means I am leaving before he gets a job.Haha!!

I win!

I am emo. Haha. Something i heard from someone.

It's almost impossible to find someone whom you can "click" with.
I beg to differ on that.It's you who decides whether you can click with that person.

I haven't transfered my photographs from my phone to my p.c.
Great photo in it.Haha...some just blew my hats off while i laugh....

By the way...somethign extremely remarkable happened.


Scene: Tepanyakki Restaurant Times Square.

Time : 3:15 p.m.

Event : I ate almost all the vegetables which were served with my dish of chicken and rice.

Comments : Wow! Mom would cry blood if she saw me eating all that vegetables.


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We can all sleep sound tonight.I am not crazy or anything.I love the transformers.My friend who
will not earn big bucks in the future is going to borrow RM 3800 from me and buy me that
Optimus Prime. Wah! Chun la! I love her.


I in return will buy her a set of FEATHER Green and Blue earings .


SePahnKee =) Spunky and Funky.

I learnt a new word.Saw it on Jiaamei's blog.

It is ********************** .Very Obscene.

Nites. I am bored.
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This is an edit.

I cannot sleep.

Somebody help me.

Someone told me that i should not phone someone on a daily basis.I will lose the enthusiasm.Haha.
She wants to be a teacher.An english and bible knowledge teacher.Wow.I admire the simplicity of her ambitions.But I guess it seems simple only to me.Yet,it is as important to her as my destiny is to me.

Destiny.....

That is one subject about me that i have been contemplating on for the past few months.
I really didn't know what to do with myself at first but the Lord has been revealing things to me.So,yes.I am taking His word for everything la.I bet things are going to turn out real fine.

Psalms 91 again. It rocks. The Best of the Pslams!

This is Little Elysse.She's grown so much now.I will miss her dearly.She has got to be the best darlign anyoen can ever have in the world.

my first malay post.

Sering kali ku merasakan segala yang dilakukan oleh aku tidak mampu
untuk memuaskan kehendak diriku yang sebenarnya.

Kadang kala aku memikirkan nasib ku..Sama ada mungkin ia berbeza jika perbuatan aku di masa lampau dapat dielakkan.Tetapi tidak!Aku tidak sanggup mengubah walau satu pun perbuatan aku.Aku bangga dengan kedudukan aku sekarang.

Aku bangga.

The Vicar of Nibbleswicke.

Will you come home and stop this pain tonight.


stupid verse..

Today i went out to times square with spunky.Was superb la...especially the Roald Dahl part of today's outing.

I took loads of pictures.The best one was a picture of C.S. Lewis.

Hahahaha.

Face it Head on.

Is someone getting the best of you.


Well,they were but as of today, no more.

I choose to give my all to Myself. =)


I don't have to love people and to be loved by people as well..

but that verse...about one laying down his life for a friend and that there is no greater love than that....

deng...


I am free and alone ..all for the takign by myself.

I am happy the way I am.

=)

Ratup.

As possible as it seems,
Life can never be learnt,
Energy can never be wasted,
Nor can love be written.

It's like a yacht,trying it's best to stop,
when the winds are at full speed.
Like a mule trying to outrun a mare.
Like children keeping quiet.

Why try to fathom and learn?
I'd rather live and fulfill.
Why is it that fat is ugly,
and thin is beautiful.

Living is only a waste of death I guess,
or maybe death is just a waste of life.
I'll never know,
For living is just the beginning of LIFE.

Ong Kong Kong.

been thinking more than i usually do.


what does it mean to be a christian?

I don't know la...but i think it is living by the word of God. I guess if one lives a life which is approved by the Bible, that makes him a christian..
But contradictively,Sining is allowed.Only because we are human and we are the born with sin.
haihs...don't know la... but i will try my best...I want to be honest. Until last week,I hadn't talk to God for weeks.i hadn't erad my Bible for weeks as well...I felt so hypocritical....and yeah...i felt i didn't deserve the love of God...but unlike pastor micheal spencer ,I had people to guide me. Shen and evelyn's godsister. =) haha...thanks people..for actually bringing the word of God to me..For showing me His love through your life. =)

For assuring me that God does not ever leave us,It's just us humans who leave God thinking we're better off on ourselves.

I remember reading a verse that goes something like

"When God is with us,Who else can be against us?"


May the love of God find you people..

I've been recollecting the memories i have of Mr.Alex Ong's preaching...It scares me to think that he said the world will end in the year 2008...i mean considerign all the calamities taking place now..

gwen not funny..as in gwen stefani...stupid afiq and his bozoness

wooooo...today was chun...I am sick...

Note...i am statign i am sick only to prove that God will make me healthy again =)

heheheh..yesterday cun la....got hold of a virago 250 cc...then rode to gwenhouse to deliver some things to her.

Gwen: wow!!..that is chun man..
Me: i know...wahah
Gwen: I cant belive you actualy came..
Me:...wahahh..


ahahahah..we had nasi kandar at pelita in bangsar..(The Band)was cun..
then we drove home..
Today was really boring.... I learnt this.. Worship isn't only about
feeling..It's about commitment to God..Just because you don't feel His presence..
doesn't mean you don't have to worship....or that He isn't with you..

Tomorrow either goign times square or midvalley...gilernesity la... If go times square chun la...

can go to the xl and the other ty shop there...i want to oogle at the OPTIMUS PRIME!!!!!.....TRANSFORMERS!! ROBOTS IN DISGUISE!!!




gilernesity....wahhahahaahah

i've been mms-ing liek crazy this past few days...tak pernah send mms before these few days..wahahahwhaha


i need sleep...and yesterday was the first time i slept before two o clock in months la...!!!!!..giler..i suddenly like sleeping la..


yapsterr rocks..wahhah

Gwenesity

Michelle's Fork. =) I am sure mom is proud that her fork is published on the internet....




Michelle enjoying her maggi goreng which tasted horrible...I tasted it too...ahahah...We were mamak-ing at her house..ahhahaha =)



Michelle trying deperately to look for a way out..It was three minutes past her curfew...one hour and three minutes past mine...hahaha



She finally gets out...haihs...too late...so i stayed at al-mu's place....ahhahahahaha...=)...

was cun la...

Vision One Million. GRAB YOUR SEAT!!!

Planet Shakers...I was supposed to go on thursday..but i was reluctant..and mom did not allow me too..Michelle didn't go either.So we went yesterday on friday..I still did not want to go...but michelle was afan..and she was disappointed on thursday night...sO i decided to go...ahahha

She drove me there...we almost Got hit by an uncle in this iswara...hehe..We survived it..cos like DUH right...God is not goign to let two people on their way to worship Him die in a road accident..

I met loads of people..People from all over the world came together for one reason...

Worship LAH!

I met the s.b.u. gang,rahcel of assunta,daniel yapster,amy(eunice's and lester's friend) and agung with his permaisuri. =)

It was wonderful,And the woship was awesome la.


Hunger lah.. HUNGER LA MATE.=)


hehe =)...I heard that sermon before la..i think at the night of fire thing...
hehehe.

the drummer was cun la..he face like real syoking menoking when he drums....Like he is playing for someone cool...Duh right?..he is playing fo rosm eone cool..coolest of the cool people... Jesus Christ...hehehe

Michelle and i sat on the floor in front.=)...the whole time...and we hung aroudn outside for half an hour because she wanted to buy a t-shirt...heheh...she forgot to buy one for evelyn..heheehe =)

had funs la..I bet when i go to heaven..The fun there will be loads more...

Michelle can drive la..Wahahhahahahahhahahaha...much better than me...

Her brother looks so innocent la..should enrol hm in the innocent club...heheheh

..signing off la...need to go to toilet...=)

byes ...

oh yeah..

Next time...whatever it is..I'll give my precious.=)

My mind..

Your Brain Usage Profile:
Auditory : 46%
Visual : 53%
Left : 66%
Right : 33%
danush, you are somewhat left-hemisphere dominant and show a preference for visual learning, although not extreme in either characteristic. You probably tend to do most things in moderation, but not always.

Your left-hemisphere dominance implies that your learning style is organized and structured, detail oriented and logical. Your visual preference, though, has you seeking stimulation and multiple data. Such an outlook can overwhelm structure and logic and create an almost continuous state of uncertainty and agitation. You may well suffer a feeling of continually trying to "catch up" with yourself.

Your tendency to be organized and logical and attend to details is reasonably well-established which should afford you success regardless of your chosen field of endeavor. You can "size up" situations and take in information rapidly. However, you must then subject that data to being classified and organized which causes you to "lose touch" with the immediacy of the problem.

Your logical and methodical nature hamper you in this regard though in the long run it may work to your advantage since you "learn from experience" and can go through the process more rapidly on subsequent occasions.

You remain predominantly functional in your orientation and practical. Abstraction and theory are secondary to application. In keeping with this, you focus on details until they manifest themselves in a unique pattern and only then work with the "larger whole."

With regards to your career choices, you have a mentality that would be good as a scientist, coach, athlete, design consultant, or an engineering technician. You can "see where you want to go" and even be able to "tell yourself," but find that you are "fighting yourself" at the darndest times.

Amenesity...

wah..it's ten past three in the morning...i finished talking with gwen(michelle) a few minutes ago...

we shared so much..and realised that the reason we can communicate is because of our similiarities in character.....=) we had a reall really long chat....hahaha..i told her about apryl...WAHAHAHAHAAH....she knows apryl...

We prayed for each other's needs before we ended...hahahaha..she the cuteness la...



Quiet time rocks la...hehehehehe....


I just wanted to blog this one word actually..



JESUS ..... One Drop is all it took...

He DIED for you...why not LIVE for Him.........



A few people have made me so so proud in the past few days...It's about time i make people proud as well..peay ..thanks...=)

Tired and torn in the inside as well as the outside.

screw all the ffk-ers....


i realised something yesterday...

tse kai told me peay wanted to ffk me..if esther was not coming...theni told him biasala....

and i realised...only three people hang out with me because of me....
the rest of them only hang out because of the people around me...dengness....they amke stupid conditions like *i'll come if he or she comes*

kestupiditynesity la........I hate that... really really hate it...penegasan on the HATE...

by the way...that three people are al-mu,tsick and ben...love them for that la...


say you,say me...nice song...except for the bridge...i think it is stupid..

i think everything is stupid...


ishh...feel damn like one kind la....dengnesity la...


screw everything...really feel like...RAGE......!!!...taking over......NOOO...

nothign la..it's just a battle inside me to let my rage out..


guess what??


I did let it out....My hand hurts...(kept punching the computer monitor..)



screw it...I feel damn one kind la....


haha...all my diwali money..spent on things i am not using...food for people..petrol money for people..fireworks for people...and that stupid fireflies trip...I am not even going...babi ness la...
I freaking hate life la..I freaking hate it....a whole damn lot....


I wan to sleeeeep....sleep for so long that i forget everything about life....
wake up like a newborn....then it will be good...I will know what to do...=)

Dr.Phil

....for you i'll bleed myself dry...superb verse la..chris martin is nice la.


by the way....to Gorri,Prussy and Chin Heng...this is concerning the discussion of the six walls...

of those people all ,i'd say esther and suan lin. =)...yeah fellas..they outshine the erst of the names la... get what i mean...if you don't don't worry...this saturday we will have this six wall discussion again...

..diwali was great man..I invited peopel for the open house mom was having..cun la...
I didn't celebrate though.(I have my reasons)

i am currently multitasking eating my dinner with one hand while i type with another....

hungry la..

i am losing weight like nobody's business....

Jumpa suan,lupa makan....hahahah

there's more to me than you'll ever know

the guitar is my outlet of sorrow la....i's like everytime i feel sad..i pick her up..(my guitar)
and i just play riffs...spontaneously...and everythign is let out....my tears just fall down on her and she absorbs every single sad thought out of me...i guess if she was broken in two ,you'd see every sad thing i have ever experienced come out of her...like Pandora's Box or something like that..


Emerson isn't the only one going through dad problems la...i've been dealing with it for a long long time la..

So amny people are leaving the world la..and so many of them do not know the Lord yet..haihs..
Just for one day i wish i could disappear la....and just hide from all this stupid things la..

I currently am losing weight la..need to get my body fit in time for world cup next year..No point watching it without a fit body...hehe...nice lerr?..people getting fit to play in the world cup...i am getting fit to watch it...hehe..

i love the twins la...wei-i and wei-li...this whole sentence is in tribute to the both of you..

*TRIBUTE*

hehe...


doulos asked me to blog something...

hahahah.about myself...me going through some infatuation crisis la...but no..i don't feel depressed or anyhtig lie emerson thought....Liek shaun told me....we people are enjoying our single life..and every once in a while...infatuation comes along...it is normal right ..i mean to liek someone....but you get branded desperate for it..my foot la...honestly..until today..i've only told one person about how i felt about her....taht means one out of four.....hehehe..
real mendengkan la...hehe...

but no la..nothign..i am fine...unlike emerson..i repeat EMERSON...i am not a SUCCUMBER to relationships...wahahah...note..i said Emerson...heheh...bro call me la one of these days...that day i walked to giftshoppe jaya to look for you....then you left for home early la..haihs...=(...i miss you la bro...really love you loads man...tell me anything you need to tell okay?



well...i nak get b ack to chatting la..so that's all la..

If he's christian i will la danush....

God Rocks la..what else....


I was talking to shen...then i was telling about the things i owe people...two guitars..a b.m.w. car...a t610 handphone...and a few hotwheels cars...
then shen told me i owe people many thigns...she said that i can owe her somethign too...i asked her what that was..and she said his name........


hahahaha...


before i hung up right....she told me *danush,since you are restraining for talking about her..I guess i will restraing from talking about him also*.....cun la she..

relationships...everyone seems to be succumbing to them...well not everyone la...peay pei told me something about yanjie today...I was kind of surprised la..Gwen told me something about relationships too..super proud of her la..



The King will be coming real soon la...I really hope He does...So much will be done by Him la...dengness la now..it's liek everyone is doing things according to their suka suki....succumbing to a concept of societic intergration and domination call culture....bodoh betul la..

but...loads of people are changing for the better too...i've seen so many things this past one week...people whom i've never known to stand up for themselves are even stading up against the opressions of others...it brings joy to know that there are such people la..

I am trying my best to write my best music yet....haihs...deng la...i've got no motivation...no inspiration...I find it really hard la...adui...

won't anybody stand out and give me soem inspiration or motivatin to ask for the least....






by the way...i'd rather he love God than he be christian..
just look at apryl la...

Hor Peay Ram,Mar Yaep Roh..... *insert gigling by chin heng*

hehe....semangated la....

sum 41 is so influencial..unfortunately....they suck at being original...most of their lyrics are somehow strongly influenced by old songs...

I haven't had my milo yet.... what a waste...I am considering takng sarsi instead of milo tonight....

I haven't been speaking to anybody on the phone lately...deng la...why is it nobody's calls or sms' me ar....babi betul la....


some say we are b etter off without knowing what life is all about...

think you before you make up your mind,you don't seem to realise...I could do this on my own...

but...if i fall....will you be there for me?...cos i don't plan on catching myself after i fall la...

A few hours ago...I was at this mackers store...and the window was foggy..and erm....i spontaneously wrote a name on the window...but..stupid la...I just watched it fade away..If only things were easy as that....

you know what people...SCREW IT la....screw what you ask?
Dunno la...just like saying that word....influenced by peay pei...stupid c3p0...


I AM THE GREATEST FOOTBALL ANNOUNCER IN MBS...hahahahaha....

school is going to close...I am so going to miss the place la..all the people ....all the spots in it..



hahaha...I'd make a good delivery boy for school text books...especially accounts and mathematics books...

I am really sleepy la...
gooDnight people...



PEAY LEI <------tsick said this is peay pei's sister's name...Wahahaha...i wanted to tell him pei lei..but i misspelt it...so tertulis peay lei...Wahahahha

TAK NAK!!

hey there people....haven't updated in a while...i think it is largely due to the fact that too many people are born in october....deng la..I am broke the most in october...

we(the family),have been going on a wholeload of family outings lately..we're haing a great time la..even the gombak people are following the family...DUH...they are in the family after all...

our family pets have been around us alot too..

1.C3PO(peay pei whom also is my confidential daughter)
2.R2D2(galvin)
3.Chewbacca(Serene)

hehehe...those mentioned above are the pets of the family..serene is the wookie pet...galvin is the startship repair droid animal and peay pei is daddy's pet....hehehhehe...=) a nice way of putting it right peay pei?


boon and ziling are fine i guess....rosie is waiting for the new year to start so that she can fall in love with some other guy...
peay pei can't wait to show of her power as a prefect....

ei peay..dun worry la.. God la...you're workign for him...not any convention comitee..or all that crap things...


I've been melancholic for the past few weeks..i've been wanting things and all...but by the time i actually obtain what i want..i realise i can live without those things...and i choose not to make use of those things....

My phone rocks la....so does my new football boots...yeay...thanks to my mom and dad la..they rock too...God rocks teh most always...

and screw all those people who have a prejudice against worldly music....screw kau you man...who are you to judge what is worldly music..SCREW KAU YOU AGAIN....


I expect those people whom are born to christians to be an example to the new believers....but crap la...It's disappointing at times la...
take shen for example la...she puts more than half my christians born friends to shame la....

SHEN...thanks wei *beaming*

this weekend shen and the family will be goign out...heheheh...=))


we rock la..


we will set an example...

we will live and afterlive as well =)
we're believers...



stir it up in our hearts Lord...hehe..He rocks la..

peay pei and i have been friends since we were kids...ahahah..we use to play marbles together remember? heheheh...=)

boring la...

I want to have some milo...

and yeah...

I am proud of something i did.. ) I honored God.

Katakan TAK NAK to a Non christian...(as a companion to life that is..)

hehehe...God is proud too i guess..

DATE YOU!!

...today sucked la.. i woke up to go to soem stupid birthday lunch...had high bloody hopes...babi la..

then i reached there and yea...not one clown said goodday or hi...that's fine la...this one person never said anything to me until she wanted to borrow my phone...ishhh... really disappointing la...


hahaha...bodoh me..ranting and raving over things i cannot control.. well...a great big FUCK YOU to the thing i cannot control......i've been using that word too many times in my blog entries la..

I just formated my memory card...transfering a whole load of PORN into it...hahaha...joking la..it's totally empty...

I had lunch at 5 o clock today...I didn't have dinner last night because mom didn't cook...I was expecting dad to buy some food back but no...nooo...he had to come home at four in the morning...screw kau that la....


I was freakign hungry today...

Another great big FUCK YOU to everything that spoilt my lunch today......


well...happy FUCK YOU day to all of you....

post blog script: Fuck means to date...yes...to date..as in one boy and one girl going out together...yea.. that date.... Mrs' Ramani taught me that....

in the twist of seperation,you excel at being free..

It's a quarter past fiv in the morning...still haven't slept...haihs...i think i will call jolly in a few minutes...it's been ages since i've comunicated with her ...babi la... =)

forget alli'vesaid before la...because now somewhere in a corner of my mind,I am sure that i am celebrating glory...=)

sing me somethign soft,sad and delicate,loud and out key...sing me anything..

......Just finished talking with ziling...Wahahahaha....I somehow think her mother can't accept me due to the fact that I am Indian..wahahha...Man..I am being damn racist la..ahahah...wei ziling nothing wan..jangan terasa okay...ahahah.... Quote*You are becoming all I have sworn to fight* (star wars..Kenobi said that to anakin)

Ziling's daddy(ME) got raped...not literally by her FSTB(future suppose to be) Step mom...hahahhaha =))

zilign told me a story of her cousin...Her aunt gave birth when her cousin was fourteen years years old..and her cousin would share her mother's breast...Literally wei...the baby one side,the cousin one side....ahahahah...it seems the milk has no taste...It's just some sort of liquid which is in the perfect temperature...ahahah..( and I thought I was childish....)

geng or not?


this Sunday we have a surprise for rosie...her birthday...the whole gang has a surprise...hahahha...it's a very pinkish affair....all thanks to chai hsia....hahahahahahha


imagine this...A Toyota corolla hatchback,with a mitsubishi gsr turbo engine and a 55hp shot of nos... cun or not? can take on a skyline and wr-x la....wahhahaha....and that is only 55hp nos...imagine 110hp nos...giler la...emerson..it's okay if you don't understand this terms...

hey brother emerson...=) be cool..nothing can harm you physically or mentally if you choose for it to harm you...to trucks with expectation... I am glad as long as you live happily ,even if it means living for yourself. =) and if being my brother by birth is ever a burden to you.. just tell me.. we can be friends insted..=)

I am damned sticky la.. NOO...it's nt what you think la ziling...ishhh..horny betul la you...

Bapak Borek,Anak Rintih...ahahahhaah....Sweat la....Berpeluh...need a bath...haihs..

I want to suck breast milk also...Devan, or Jenhan...can ar?....well..i'll accept your breasts too meng kheng...but only when desperation knocks on my door...hahhahahah




ok la..want to shave,bathe and then pretend to sleep...hahahah=))

ZILING...if you comment...don't comment anonymously..tulis nama la


nights...

Jesus loves all the children in the world,,white ,black ,yellow, red or green....hahahha=))



she use to make me feel like i was someone...why is it i feel diferent now?

is it because of me?

Then i guess..I wasn't worthy of her

I realised that i really don't want God...but i cannot help it...i NEED Him...

Eloi.

here is go,so dishonestly leave a note,for you my only one.....babi wei...yes..that stupdi bangang,bahlul,bodoh,bohyan,babi,bingung song is still stuck in my head....it's been glued to my sub concious mind for the past few months la...as much as i love that song,I really hate it...haihs..



I just cleaned my room...wow...it looks good clean la..
well,yesterday i realised that i only have three weeks left in malaysia..but like i said,I am not ready to go...i have so much unfinished business...haihs...so much to tell people,so much to do,so many relationships to mend..I am trying my best to do them in this three weeks...

Hey Joanne,if you are reading this...I want you to know that i couldn't sms you because i had no credit...i left the shop by the time you replied...my parents stayed back..so cannot use my daddy's phone...

I need a haircut badly,I can almost feel the weight of my hair on my head...should i cut it or leave it to achieve my dream of the beatles hairstyle ar?....peay pei is planning a trip for the prefectorial board to pangkor island...hahaha...good luck peay pei...
By the way...wahahha..i am going to marry peay pei because her NS friend is pretty....goodness....does that even make any sense ar?...haihs....=S Peay pei likes HORNY bananas....ahahhahahah...


My band should be recordign our album in this three weeks..a whoelload of music writtign and composing has been going on this past few weeks....and it's about time we come up with some productivity la....



right now,i need some sleep...haihs...

hehehe..today i went to gym before dinner...mak oi...sakit la my chest..damn sakit...haihs...what to do...mei gwen said she will only call me "boobs" if i go to the gym....hahahahhaha...



Bubbling and Boobs Aeronauticals...Nice eh lee ven? hahahahahaha


TOYOTA SPRINTER TRUENO AE86!!!

sucks la....Satria gti better than it la....I might be buying a satria gti in aussie instead...cos the satrias there use the mitsubishi turbo gsr engines la...real geng la....=)))


Goodnight..esther...not everyone behaves the same way as everyone else on public transport...

Post blog Script..:Esther...my grandfather is 73 years old...and guess what....he is not and exhibitionist and he is Filthy rich wei....WAhahah..interested.??.....currently he is in hospital...due to lung failure..he was admitted again last week...so he fulfils your criterias...


Rich!! Old!! Dying!! ......If anyhtign happens to him...i will be real sad la..he is the bestest best grandpa in the whole wide world la..


goodnight...=)

by the way...alvin..I dont care...wahahahaha


danush: *Screams Blasphemy* *screams and rips open chest clothing**spits on alvin's face**slaps alvin*


ahhaha..that's a somethign like the scene from passion of the Christ...hahhaha

wahahahha...

Migration Epitaphs

They say music can alter moods...

hahha..quite true i think...check out church la..music..,and how melancholic we can get when we listen to that one song that pierces through us....


crap la...having trouble plannign my farewell party,everyone going places...need to choose one nice date la..


ROsie,will be leavign for china,Tsick for penang....haihs...your cousin no other time to get married ar?

Anyway... I'll be leaving in exactly three weeks la..cannot bull my parents anymore la..
But,I am not ready la...just not ready at all..haihs...

I will be takign my cards,My guitar picks,my phone,my clothes,my self and my dreams with me..

My heart will be left behind...I'd rather stay with The Family la..


and i won't be able to see rosie before i leave..nor will i get to see james..haihs...
Curse China...


scars are souveniours we never lose,both physical and mental ones..

will things be the same when i come back..all my relationships...will i be able to mend my relationships before i leave as well?

esther,alvin,jian fai,amelia...haihs...

I don't know why people find it so hard to forgive and forget...

Will I ever have breakfast on a saturday morning again?

I'll never see my guitar for a long long time la..=)


I miss school so much also,all the great times..all the great people.
haihs...how i wish i was still in lower secondary...

I miss everything,I'll miss YPF...most of the YPfers too...(Auntie Mei Ling included)

hahahha...she is the best lady i know la... Auntie Mei Ling..I got osme new thinsg on my phone..elysse videos...programmes..

i need some rest now...I want to make music...=))

and as we worship,build your throne

.....it feels so good to be able to go online again..I so hate tmnet..haihs..

today pastor..or rather servant jonathan talked about having strong foundations in Christ...

it's really important la...so many bad things are happening...So many earthquakes..floods..famines..haihs...Aunty Mei Ling told me that the world is drawing to and end...aaron said teh same thing too....and only the righteous people will be saved..Aaron told me about sodom and gomorrah..less than ten righteous people could be found in those two cities...haihs..Auntie Mei Ling said that the best thing to do is to hold on close to the Lord...haihs...


...if the world really ends like it says in the bible..IF i am saved...what about my friends...I don't want to lose them..I fear for them..I care for them too..really don't know what else to do other than pray...I hope anyone who reads this prays for teh aslvation of the world too..


Happy Birthday to Peay Pei...many more returns of this day too you..(provided the world doesn't end that is..)...man i am so saddistic la..


I am sick la.that day play football in the rain...ever since then had influenza edi...babi la...


Peay Pei's piglet's name is babi....


I can type anymore la...really painful la my hands..


Emerson,I've got a question for you la..



Do you belive in love after love after love after love?


(insert deep woman's voice)

hahahahahahaha



take care la..

joy to the world...


I learnt a new word..


Un-sangka-rable...


hahha....


Syoking Menoking Sendiring.=))


good morning ...mmm...

Serene and Bubbling said i lost alot of weight...


Ziling is on a diet ..
WAHAHahah..so thin edi wanna diet ar? (she is trying to be underweight like boon)

hahahha

I need rest la..

Goodbye.


Pray..

Everyone should build a house on a rock..Good foundations....=))

When the storm comes..the house will still stand compared to the one which was built on sand..

Boys,you just beat the greatest team in europe.

hehe..today was real syoking menoking...WAhahahah..woke up at ten...dominic messaged me to come get my guitar at a quarter to eleven..so i went...he turned up at quarter past eleven...

then went to klcc...was meeting joanne..hahaha..las tminute planning....actually no planning also..go there only plan what to do...KLCC sucks BIG time..I hate that place la..even the cinema popcorn sucks la..

anyway..had fun la.didn't know we actually make real good friends la..ahah..should have tried being friends a long long time ago la...was seriously fun la...i think iw oudl have died if she didn't come..died of boredome...stupid place..


I raed a book on coaching foobtball...learnt a lot of things la...and went through a whole load of liverpool history..chelsea sucks big time la..Liverpool for Life...


this friday going to midvalley..man..i will kiss the midvalley walls la..i love it so much...stupid klcc..babi..

i am now the player manager or revolution calcio fc...a private football club which is currently on a ten year sponsorship deal with admiral...hehehe..cun la...


ok la..want to sleep la now...

will edit this post later...

hehehe





joanne's earrings...ahahhahaha...purple and black..Dorai.=) Dorai for life..but shorter life than liverpool's!

This is Anfield.

...today..alot of things went well today...I woke up at 12:30...rode my bike to cheras with ben...came home at four...so cun la..visited tse kai and ziling and all...


been talking to rosie alot lately..hahaha..nice la...she's in a bit of trouble at home..apa la..But don't worry la rosie..You still have The Family ...(rosie has been the youngest for eighteen years,Jien her nephew was born last year..and she has been suffering from l.o.a.s. since then.)


L.O.A. syndrome is lack of attention syndrome...hehehe


My grandfather ....tata is what i call him...fell sick today..His lungs gave way...aiyoh...so cham la..we went back to hometown to visit him in the night...hahah..he was fine...good la...someone like him cannot die until I get a child la...My child would be priviliged to meet him...My tata real cun la..He was a fighter jet pilot during the world war...I would be lying if i said he worked for germany..heheh..the nazis never liked blacks..He worked for the empire!!!...fuiyoo..sounds like star wars...hehe..He worked for the British empire la..=)) He retired after the war and joined the civil service..
Love Him...


Emerson...bros no matter what...I love you man..=))

i am sick la...tomorrow going out with joanne...(chan) ....yj's ex...hahahha...emerson always said he doesn't think she's pretty..heheheh.....

I like this song by Eminem,i think it's the only song worth listening to by him..Sing for the moment...Look past all the foul language and you'll find real meaning....


by the way peay pei...scroll down to see what i have to say






I LIKE THE WAY YOU MOOOOVE!!!!



..hehehe...

stupid song....nice music..terrible lyrics..



My daddy was driving like mad today la....
scarry..


I lost myself for the past few days or rather the past week...trying to find things which were never there...hanging on to moments which were just moments which pass away without leaving any trace of it ever being there physically..Trying to find something in me which i know i never had..trying to rely on relationships which never existed...deng la...


I Hate gramme souness...He is a kopite la..How could he do that to us la..He stole my micheal owen la...or rather..becky's micheal..

I want to marry a pianist who supports liverpool and loves drinking milo and eating spicy food while ranting at refrees who seem biased everytime liverpool plays....I will go for my honeymoon in Merseyside la...=)



This is anfield....the heart of every kopite!

call on you?

..today was driving around kuala lumpur with al-mu,sid,ben and carina....hahahaha

we had so much fun la.=) We went jamming..ahahaha..I tried a type of music i never played before..almu played a bass solo...then ben joined him in together with sid...ben played some chords la...the after they got settled..I joined in with some distorted guitar solos which were highly influenced by the blues...it sounded really really good la...=)

then on the way home...almu turned the music off..the he said lets talk..i asked about what?
Then he jokingly said SEX!!

The conversation that took place:

Ben:I like to be on top.
Almu:I like BEING on top..
Sid:I am GAY.I don't do on top,I do behind.
Danush:hehe.I'd like to have beautiful silent sex.

everyone keeps quiet..


Sid:WEI,,stop scarring me wei..why so silent wei...I don't liek silent sex...


...deng la...ahahah



I went to wei-i and wei-li's school for cf today..haihs...so cun la they...=))

Cf rocked la...=))

I miss beatrice though..haven't seen her in so so so long...

Jasmine had a good time indulging in my lameness...and wei-li...revealed her true self..the wei-li which is below funny.



I feel one kind la....like some sort of cheap prosti-dude la..


emerson still hasn't replied to my mail...


esther wasn't at home when i called on her.


Almu rocks la..thanks man..for the driving around...=)



this is a lousy blog post..but i thought almu deserved the credit...


btw..peay and ziling broke their promise...


disappointers..

Prostitutes??!!!!!!

YOU'LL NEVER WALK ALONE.

Amazing isn't it?How one person can change the life of a hundred others.The late Bill Shankly,without doubt the greatest manager football has ever seen said those amazing words up there.You'll never walk alone.He died this day dunno how many years ago...But he still lives la..His statue at the shankly gates lives forever..facing the Kop he always loved.The late great Bill Shankly.=)

Babi la.. I came up with this master plan for a death star...then i left it unattended la...then this babi rogue squadron leader(peay) stole my plans for it..and now my master plan is crushed...
All the other rebels know of my plans now and I AM PISSED...(literrally,I stepped on my dogs urine yesterday)

THe message up there is coded...only a true jedi would know how to read it...haihs...

btw...scroll down this page..until the bottom and take the star wars test too.My results were real cool..but a bit obscene la..nvm la..I like the African American attitude of it...Don't want to use the word black..later people say i racist...

Wei...Elisha Cuthbert is pretty wei...real pretty.....really pretty..beats any girl emerson thinks,thought or will think is pretty....even beats denise la emerson..ahahah,,,FInally i am acting like a guy again....

I came across a new word used to refer to male hookers... scroll down for more..


be prepared...



It's lame..



It's funny..



It's ingenuity at it's peak



It's PROSTI-dude ...WAHAHAHAHAHHA...get it? prosti-DUDE...ahahah



By the way..I have a little somethign for all my liverpool and manchester united mates here...check out this pic...







don't you think the picture is simply beautiful and honest...



Liverpool for life..=)




ZILING!!!


see? i simply put your name in this post..make you feel happy...=))