I think it has been well over a year that you had not cross my mind but I must have been drunk that I somehow referenced you when asked about how a highly scored girl would look for me. I didn't even flash it for more than 10 seconds and yet you are here now haunting my good night's sleep.
I wouldn't call it a nightmare but perhaps it is because of the unwantedness that it feels like a nightmare. You were not the main point of the dream but yet you were somehow the focus and caused my tachycardia to happen again. You were so attractive that I could not get my eyes off of you despite the fact that you told me that your guy was in the same building. No matter where I needed to go, you would be somewhere in the corner of my eye and I cannot resist to steal a look.
It was a strange setting but its got lots of high tech stuff which I was very interested in. For a techy, he must have died and went to tech heaven because there were so many cool and amazing stuff that could amaze for hours. Probably it was supposed to be a good dream but somehow you managed to turn it into a form of nightmare.
Despite a very apparent lack of sleep, I woke up almost breaking into a sweat in a room that felt as cold as winter with a steady breeze. I cannot explain why but you are like a spectre which I probably can never exorcise.
This song would probably sum up my emotions
鄭秀文 - 放不低
是你故意欺騙 怪在我太過心軟
你的真話就 等於夢囈 與謊言
無奈你說得太自然 令我聽了也能熱暖
甜言蜜語 原來又一次食言
是你對我改變 你別說世界轉變
解釋得混亂 千絲萬段 太多糾纏
誰沒興緻守這諾言
但卻對我再全心詐騙
胡言亂語 任你講足半天
為何永遠放不低 為何錯愛這一位
但求仍然維繫 不惜一切 我為你執迷
為何永遠放不低 任情愛控制身體
任誰關心 仍未可把你代替
(是明知的 仍願將心意白費)
