Hurray ~

Hurray ~
Got news of my march performance bonus =)
Awarded a 'B' grading haha ...

ENDORSED PERFORMANCE GRADE

Your endorsed performance grade for the year of assessment 2010 is 'B'.


MARCH 2010 PERFORMANCE AND RELATED BONUS

hahaha ... well at least my efforts for the last year was not in vain. I know I deserve better grading then just a 'C' which i got last year . Well heard from supervisors that I could stand a chance to promote to SSGT -the next grade up the hierarchy haha. I will keep my fingers cross haha ... if get the rank , good for me . Goes to show that my department or organization values my service . If not when my bond expires , I will consider moving on.

Work wise, things are considered going on rather smoothly. Study wise ? haha currently waiting for my 3 modules results to see if I can retain my 2nd upper class honours ? haha . Let's see later on

Family wise , all I can say is that I am totally sick of my father . The sight of him makes me sadden and totally dishearten. The more I talk about him or the things he has done, I just feel totally demoralized. How I envy those fathers who plan for their childrens. Those fathers who plan and save up for their childrens are just so responsible. And not simply throw the burden of living in a highly stress Singapore environment to the kids to handle. I know he's not earning much and all but that not the issue. Father earning lesser income in the tough taxi economy, i understand but its not an excuse to do things that are beyond his means.

I am totally sadden and disappointed with him. Time and time again , he has let me down . I know we cannot choose our parents , decided by Gods above and all. But I can choose how I want to face him myself ? I can no longer face him the way I used to .

As the saying goes, " one can forgive , but can one really forgive and forget ? "
I doubt i can ...

Some times , it just hurts to breathe or returning home. Home is supposed to be one's shelter where homely love are , filled with hope and passion. Now I see him , it just hurts painfully .

I self admit that i am rather strong and independent. Time and time again, he has made me cry . Tears are constantly shed for him . I am getting tired of it .

Hhhhh

Yooo pple Its been some time since my update
just chge my phone to iPhone heeee

Personal Thoughts

Many thoughts and feelings going through my mind ...
What future lies for me in the near future ?
Definitely things won't be the same as I go through changes in my life, career.
As the saying goes, the higher you go, there will be more of those people who will bring you down at all cost.

Career wise, going strong and stable. I feel happy and fortunate that my hard work all this years is being recognized. My pride, my work ethnics, my principles. I stick and adhere to it.
I do not believe in sucking up to my boss/supervisors, getting into their good books.
I believe strongly in working hard and doing my best, one day, trustworthy/sincere supervisors will see the effort you have been putting.

True enough, such bosses are a dieing breed. But I believe they exist.

Cannot be avoided, the higher I go in my career, there will be those people who are "green eye" and will take all cost to bring me down.

I will be strong ...

Updates

Just finished my two modules projects, now in the midst of preparing, studying for exams

Yesterday met up with my uni friends at new Kaplan city campus at Wikie Edge, studied for near 4 hours? Then went to Liang Seah street - Xian De Lai for steamboat...
Just last week, had the same steamboat at the same location with GGG gang (w/o ven =( ).
Last week had a soup base with GGG was tomyam and pork ribs, yesterday had pork ribs and ma la chicken. Not bad , quite spicy and tasty.

Just brought a puma sports watch for $229, spf sponsoring $150 for welfare purposes...
so...buy lo ! hahah
will upload the photo soon of the watch haha , bit lazy now

Been crazing and wanting to graduate asap asap asap !
been going around the net surfing for jobs for my backup career path in event of no promotion from my side next year.

Assuming if i get at least a 2nd upper or lower class honours degree, with my SPF operational room knowledge etc. Going to ICA/SCDF/Prisons as senior officer would not be a problem hahaha

Dreaming at least....

FOr now

1st "C" of my life !

Ahem~ Today officially get my first C of the 5 C !!! How i wishes it was the car component but too bad, it's not =( Its creditcard !

Actually should have gotten one long time ago , but was lazy and kept delaying the application Eventually, with the help of maddddy ! Managed to apply for one . haha been through dilemma, scared that i will overspend well ... hopefully not yeah?

Citibank's Clear Platinum Card

Hhaha ... Well ... hopefully More C come my way . !!! .

Mahjong SessioN!

Just had a mahjong session at yingxi's place earlier in the afternoon.
Long time din play !
Haha few gambling freaks come together to play
me julia yx and robin hahha

Guess what ?
I win !
About $5+
But it's only in chips only
not playing real money
but anywae, nice =)
Julia was the biggest losser hahah
Yx breakeven...

Had lots of fun too... !
Snacking on jack and jill chilli chips haha

After that , rushed for my last day of business strategy class lecture from 6.30 to 10.30pm. Ended earlier as lecturer was fast.

After that went for late dinner aka supper with my uni frds at 24 hours wanton noodles and took NEL back home hahah....

Lots of studies and project to do
2 main projects within 1 1/2 month

One exam with NO tips
one exam with tips on what qn coming out, but too stress !!! need to think strategically and cannot answer out of point .... ...

Oh well... tt's all for now...

Preparing for work tomorrow . Giving that piece of shit my share of my mind

Sorry people

Sorry people for the late posting, was busy with work and studies...
Kinda of lot to report lately haha recent happenings i meant.

Let's see, just met up with some buddies over dinner at swensen's at Bugis Junction after my class ends at 6pm.
because i was late, i treated them ice cream lol..
So rare of me to treat right? haha ...
Had some chit chat and catching up done over dinner.
Really appreciate the occasional gathering and meet ups, even if it is just for a simple dinner or chit chat.

I am a simple person to satisfy!

Work wise ... i feel betrayed ...
being a regular at my work place, i had to train and under study several NS boys
This new chap i am tasked to teach , apparently is different in terms of mentality, age and mindset.

I self admit that i am a friendly and approachable person in private life as well as work. You know what irritates me ? I had told this chap from day 1. I treat him nicely and guide him along as a friend. In which i expect utmost commitment from him as well. I told him that i treat him nice, do not take me for granted. If not i will give him hell as well

but after umpteen pet talk and nice reminders, he is falling on dear ears. His attitude in work sux ! imagine a newly posted NS officer talks with no manners, treats our workplace like his family, sleep on duty, takes the job we are doing lightly, shows no respect for seniors....

Come on, it is barely 1 month into his FUCKING NATIONAL SERVICE TERM and he starts to slack openly and freely?

THink of it makes my blood boils...

FUCKing fine, no more MR NICE GUY from me ....


Just you wait .....