The Stories
Monday, August 8, 2011
Looking at my past few posts, I feel that time really passes quickly and I'm totally surprised by what I've written.
Well, life still goes on and I'm looking forward to next year's Chingay parade!
Feeling kinda excited for it as I'll be one of the trainer^^
Time-consuming and packed schedule and I have my piano pieces to learn too before taking my practical exam next year.
It'll be a challenge for me once again!
But I'm sure I'll definitely overcome it together with my comrades! Jia You!
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Liking someone is easy.
Loving someone is difficult.
When 2 people are in love with each other, that doesn't mean that they will be suitable for each other.
When we decided to love someone, think about our own future. Is he someone you might want to see yourself with in the next few years and perhaps till marriage?
Is he someone who will motivate you to work harder and not affecting your daily lifestyle?
While if u are already in a r/s, do not think too much into it but to have a positive thinking about your future with your partner and not to have unnecessary worries since u decided to accept him/her in the 1st place.
Seriously speaking, I've a few people I like and admire.
But that doesn't mean I will accept any of them at this point of time.
While I'm still young, I have many chances to meet new people and make more friends.
I'll not jump into another r/s too soon..
Photography-love (L)
Thursday, February 24, 2011
Listen up.
I'm going to stay single for the next 4 years.
Even if there's someone I like, I couldn't accept him too.
It's definitely not because of my past r/s.
I'll rather be safe than sorry.
I've see where my life is coming from and I should just focus on more important stuff right now.
It's my karma. At least I've learn from it.
I should be thankful for all that have happen as I learn to become a stronger person.
Photography-love (L)
Friday, February 11, 2011
I am very disappointed with myself.
Why can't I do things right?
I got myself in deep trouble.
Of coz I'll most likely be bearing all the consequences.
I realized I am not myself lately.
Where is the cheerful me?
I hate it whenever my mind starts thinking about you again.
I want to wake up from all this!
I lack courage to do lots of things.
I don't deserve to be a leader.
I have no rights to guide others when I'm not any better.
I guess this will be a painful lesson I will never forget.
Serves me right!
=(
Photography-love (L)
Thursday, February 10, 2011
I had enough.
It doesn't mean that I'm not upset or angry.
It's just that I don't feel like showing it.
I don't even bother at times.
But somehow deep inside, I know I've accepted the fact but I'm still upset over it.
Why has it to be my mum who is always the one reminding me all my unhappiness.
It's been sometime since I teared again because of him. T.T
and my mum doesn't even know how I feel right now.
I hate this feeling.
Looking back at the photos, it upsets me even more.
your expression changes when you took pictures with me now.
What are you trying to tell me?
you are not even happy being my friend?
=(
Photography-love (L)
Friday, February 4, 2011
I finally see the real side of you.
You are so different in front of me and others.
You tried to be 'nice' to me in everyone's eyes but in actual fact you aren't.
You are no longer the person I used to know.
The gentleman good guy image is gone just like that.
Whenever I think of what you have done, it just turns me off.
You got me 'missing' in the mall without telling me.
You laughed at me whenever I was shivering with cold.
You continued to make me shiver with cold by opening the windows in the cable car..WTF
Your face clearly shows that you got irritated just by waiting for me while I shop for my stuff.
You never want to order foods/drinks in the same stall together, you would asked me to order 1st.
You never once treated me anything, be it foods or drinks.
You showed that you will only feel good doing things at a distance away from me. Eg. taking pictures.
You began to show attitude towards me.
You seems to get irritated by the things I do/say which I don't understand why.
You totally lost all your gentlemanly towards me. Eg. I had trouble opening the cap of the mineral water, and you don't bother helping me. I still had to open it on my own in the end after some time.
The pictures we took together shows that you are being forced into it when I wasn't the one who initiated to take with you in the 1st place.
Knowing I had hard time catching up your speed, you still walk very fast most of the time.
Right now, you didn't even send me a Happy CNY msg.
I seriously hope you will stop acting good in front of others!
Moral of the story: Do not believe in people so easily.
Photography-love (L)
Monday, November 29, 2010
27/11/10
I made a silly boy cried because of me.
whatever you told me that day,it's like a drama.
The story has touched me till the extend I was moved to tears.
The more you said, the more I don't feel like hurting you.
But it has to hurt you somehow, and I'm totally at a lost of what to do.
4 hours of tears flowing..and it really affects me.
I really treasure you as a friend.
I appreciate what you have done for me.
But I'm really sorry.
Photography-love (L)
Tuesday, August 31, 2010
Love,
You make me realized a lot of things.
You are my motivation to do my human revolution.
I'm learning to be a good daughter;
to be more neat and tidy;
and to be my expectation of a good girlfriend=P
Photography-love (L)
