The Stories
Thursday, February 24, 2011
Listen up.
I'm going to stay single for the next 4 years.
Even if there's someone I like, I couldn't accept him too.
It's definitely not because of my past r/s.
I'll rather be safe than sorry.
I've see where my life is coming from and I should just focus on more important stuff right now.
It's my karma. At least I've learn from it.
I should be thankful for all that have happen as I learn to become a stronger person.
Photography-love (L)
Friday, February 11, 2011
I am very disappointed with myself.
Why can't I do things right?
I got myself in deep trouble.
Of coz I'll most likely be bearing all the consequences.
I realized I am not myself lately.
Where is the cheerful me?
I hate it whenever my mind starts thinking about you again.
I want to wake up from all this!
I lack courage to do lots of things.
I don't deserve to be a leader.
I have no rights to guide others when I'm not any better.
I guess this will be a painful lesson I will never forget.
Serves me right!
=(
Photography-love (L)
Thursday, February 10, 2011
I had enough.
It doesn't mean that I'm not upset or angry.
It's just that I don't feel like showing it.
I don't even bother at times.
But somehow deep inside, I know I've accepted the fact but I'm still upset over it.
Why has it to be my mum who is always the one reminding me all my unhappiness.
It's been sometime since I teared again because of him. T.T
and my mum doesn't even know how I feel right now.
I hate this feeling.
Looking back at the photos, it upsets me even more.
your expression changes when you took pictures with me now.
What are you trying to tell me?
you are not even happy being my friend?
=(
Photography-love (L)
Friday, February 4, 2011
I finally see the real side of you.
You are so different in front of me and others.
You tried to be 'nice' to me in everyone's eyes but in actual fact you aren't.
You are no longer the person I used to know.
The gentleman good guy image is gone just like that.
Whenever I think of what you have done, it just turns me off.
You got me 'missing' in the mall without telling me.
You laughed at me whenever I was shivering with cold.
You continued to make me shiver with cold by opening the windows in the cable car..WTF
Your face clearly shows that you got irritated just by waiting for me while I shop for my stuff.
You never want to order foods/drinks in the same stall together, you would asked me to order 1st.
You never once treated me anything, be it foods or drinks.
You showed that you will only feel good doing things at a distance away from me. Eg. taking pictures.
You began to show attitude towards me.
You seems to get irritated by the things I do/say which I don't understand why.
You totally lost all your gentlemanly towards me. Eg. I had trouble opening the cap of the mineral water, and you don't bother helping me. I still had to open it on my own in the end after some time.
The pictures we took together shows that you are being forced into it when I wasn't the one who initiated to take with you in the 1st place.
Knowing I had hard time catching up your speed, you still walk very fast most of the time.
Right now, you didn't even send me a Happy CNY msg.
I seriously hope you will stop acting good in front of others!
Moral of the story: Do not believe in people so easily.
Photography-love (L)
