Saturday, August 20
When was my last post? *let me check*
It was year 2010, 19th of May.
Hahahahaha, oops lols
For those who have been coming into this blog and check on my updates, I'm sorry that I've disappoint you. LOL!
How funny this is, trying to update after a year and 3 months lols
No matter what it is, I'm glad that this 1 year and 3 months has been quite good for me, my family, my bf, my bf's family and friends around me. Nothing bad had really happened and my health condition is as healthy as ever! <3
This is taken during our Malacca trip. July. I still remember it was quite late that night after our "shopping" in Jonker 88. We were so exhausted that we don't feel like walking back to Equatorial hotel cox its some distance away. Hence we suggested that we should try one of these rides. lols. I feel kinda bad though for a middle aged man to cycle us back to the hotel especially we're not as light as a feather. Nevertheless, we paid 30 dollars Ringgit for it(I think so, can't really remember). Have no idea if its cheap or expensive - its not like we will ask each and every uncle how much will they charge us lols.
PS. Next year's Mid-Autumn festival falls on my BIRTHDAY!!!!!! Which is on the 30th of Sep! Hopefully by then I'm able to graduate and celebrate this special day of mine with my boy :(
I am still so in love with my boyf <3
The only word fer me is I
The sweetest word fer me is LOVE
The only one for me is YOU
Aust: 11:10 PM, 2 hurs ahead of Sg
Wednesday, May 19
The only word fer me is I
The sweetest word fer me is LOVE
The only one for me is YOU
Aust: 12:44 AM, 2 hurs ahead of Sg
Tuesday, May 18
Hubby told me last night that there will be a surprise for me tonight lols. I pester him to tell me what is it but his mouth seems to be stuck by super gule lols. Hubby is so good at selling coffin which fishes my appetite (translate to chinese) lols. Well, I will be able to know by tonight lols can't wait to be to night time so that I don't have to guess here and there.
Hubby wants me to guess what is it and he gave me a hint saying "It's something related to what we've said during the past 7 days". Da bian nors! I can't even remember what I ate last night for dinner, yet you expect me to remember out conversation for the last 7 days, how can!
Still, I'm looking forward to know what's the surprise for me tonight lols. If it's really a good surprise, I might post it in my blog, but if it's a bad surprise.... then it's not worth mentioning already! lols :p :p :p
p.s. I miss you Hubbby, like never before...
The only word fer me is I
The sweetest word fer me is LOVE
The only one for me is YOU
Aust: 11:31 AM, 2 hurs ahead of Sg
Monday, April 12
Hubby, thank you for explaining everything... I really appreciate your understanding... It's been quite sometime since I last cried so badly for us but tonight, you totally unleash the emotions inside me that I have been trying to hide for the past few weeks.
Neither do I want to add on to Hubby's stress nor do I want to make Hubby angry. I choose not to tell anyone about how left out I felt.
I was thinkin is Hubby calling me during the weekday is just an obligation to him?
I was thinkin am I of nothing to Hubby already?
I was thinkin is Hubby sick of this relationship already?
I was thinkin would Hubby forget about me as days goes by?
I was thinkin if this continues, will Hubby find a better one?
There were so many doubts in me, but I dared not to ask Hubby any single bit because as long as Hubby still cares for me, I'm contended.
Nevertheless, the knot inside me has gently untied by Hubby. Hubby told me what he was thinking and what had happened. Although I felt hurt in some of the parts, I tried my best to stand in Hubby's shoe and believe that this is for our own good.
I'm so sorry Hubby, for being such a not understanding gf. I didn't know how you felt and I started to lose confidence in us. I'm such a bad gf that add on to your stress. Seriously, it's ok if you don't call me during the weekends because I don't want you to feel oblige just to call me. I really want to be your gd gf that supports Hubby behind, regardless of anything. It's really ok if you don't call me as long as I know that deep inside your heart, I still can see myself inside.
I promise that I will learn to be a better gf and be the gf that Hubby loves tremendously. Let's work hard towards our future ok? Like how we used to do in the past. We can go though the toughness together, after all we've already been through lots of ups and downs, havent we? So, lets look forward to our future with ur hands in mine and mine in your's.
Hubby, do u still rem the post I made about rainbow when I was in NZ?
I believe that everything will be better when the obstacles are overcome.
p.s. today is a tiring day... off to bed now!
The only word fer me is I
The sweetest word fer me is LOVE
The only one for me is YOU
Aust: 2:11 AM, 2 hurs ahead of Sg
