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my oh my...

well, dear reached Thailand this morning about 1030am.. yupp,he called. hehe..oh boy, gonna miss dear dear like crazy ler..well, time flies wan!!very soon he'll be back in Malaysia wan! hehe.. no worries! oh yeah~! like tat i mai got souvenirs?? ahhaha.. good good! :P
oh my!its already 23rd of Nov dee!!me hafta go back to uni for musical play practices from 25th.. hm.. well, i'm travelling to and fro la.. should be tiring i guess.. hehe.. nvm nvm@! must enjoy to the max de!! singing wor?!! my all time fav ma! heheh.. wun get bored de! hahaha.. talking bout musical play..i haven't been practicing those songs leh.. hehe.. well, should get started leh.. if not.. Hui ling shoot me then how ar?? hahha.. maybe i mostly concentrated on those songs for my band.. hahha.. but still..yet to know the time to jam ar... cant wait dee! maybe after the hols gua.. dunno la.. that Tai Yean no sound no gas like tat.. sigh~! alright..hopefully will get good news soon la.. hehe
Guess me wun haf the time to blog so much dee.. hehe.. finally!i'm starting to get a life! hahah..
oh yeah! me just posted some pics up!hehe.. from ah yin's Bday celebration wan..hehe.. yippie! all 21 liao!!! heheh :P

me and soo ching!!!
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the 38 pic!
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the 3 of us!
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mgsians!
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Hated it when...

well, supposingly i'm very happy after the bday celebration for ah yin.. but somehow..someone made me upset today..ya durr! obviously not my frens ler!sometimes i really couldnt bear when it comes to promises..well, if you cant make it to what you've promised..why make promises?? i really hated it and i din know it hurted soo much!!maybe i'm too emotional..maybe i'm too idealistic like what Nic said..but dunno why..somehow..i'm very angry yet i'm sad too.. why is this happening to me??dunno why..out of a sudden i feel blank..feel so empty..aih..temptation from the bed no longer captivate me.. i'm wide awake.. dun wan to think but kept thinking.. aih.. shitty idiotic!why couldnt i just sleep??pissed me off to the max! if you are me, how would you feel??if someone promised you something but din make it out..and u've been expecting him/her..and he/she din even inform you that he/she couldnt make it to meet you..?? maybe i expected too much!!too much till it disappointed me soooo much!sigh.. what can i do??what will i do???what is there to do????blank blank blank....

never thought it would be like this...

i thought i would be strong enough... but dunno why, when comes to think that he's going away soon triggers my tears to fall... i've been doing lotsa things not to think about it..cuz i always tell myself that time flies.. and he'll be back in Malaysia in no time...but then.. aih.. i think i'm weak..too weak.. haha.. nvm nvm.. i shall concentrate on my musical play and my band.. hehe.. i shall be strong.. he's there to work.. so, i musn't be soo selfish wan.. hahehhe... ganbatte! occupied myself with work..then wun miss so much ma.. hehhe.. i think he doesnt visit my page much.. so, hehe.. wun be able to read this gua.. hehhe.. well well..just wanna voice it out how i felt..but not to him la..so he wun hafto worry bout me ma.. hehe.. i'm fine and i'll be alrite..hehe..cuz he'll always be in my heart geh~! hehe.. ( sometimes i felt so lame about all this.. haha.. its like i'm trying to console myself.. hahha..)
oh yeah~! its jamming time!!hehe..finally, we've stated down the songs that we wanna play lor.. guess the practice will start very soon~!! ahahhaha.. cool~!!!! its time to ROCK it out LOUD!!!!! hell yeah~!!!!!!hehehe... :P

chew lee and me lor! hehehe
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wee jin, me and lee siang!!
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ah lan,me and chew lee...with her cake!
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Unpredictable?? Is that true ??

Well, its been quite sometime since i last blog.. well.. its not that i dun haf time for it.. ehehe.. just that i'm too lazy! hahaha.. no mood maybe..and sometimes i felt that my life is too similar with a rolling ball.. my routine is like the same all the while.. wake up,eat,do housework,watch movies,cook,eat,sleep...etc etc.. Sometimes i'm wondering, why do we always looking forward for holidays but then.. when it comes to holiday..i don't have much things to do..which is so sad!okay, its the same old routine..and why am i bother to blog it here?? hahha.. that's how i've beent thinking bout it.. cuz nothing special happened ma..hehe.. anyway, i'm kinda bored here..so maybe i should crack my head a little and think of what to type here.. hehe.. (sicko am i??) hehhe..
Okay,lets get started.. i have this friend of mine who said that girls' emotions are hard to predict..i was wondering if that's true?? What's makes him say so?? sometimes people said things and they don't realise that they actually hurted someone's feeling.. that's why there's a change of mood... as you know, girls' are more sensitive than guys do.. well, you can't blame them for being sensitive toward words used on them..so, why don't guys be more careful in words they use?? oh my, talking bout this.. i seriously dislike guys who don't respect girls in what ever manner... and obviously i hated it when they uses vulgar words..(always see this happened at the street though) well, no one is prefect..yes.. it's not deniable..but why not try to be as perfect as can be?? i know ppl will ask..what is wrong with 4letter word?? its just a kind of expression.. so? well, it may sound like an expression to you.. but it's indeed very annoying for some ppl (eg.me!).. however, living in this society.. sometimes i'll tend to turn a deaf ear.. but i'm glad that my frens are those considering type.. hehe.. they dun use those words in front of girls.. that's wat i admire them most.. hehe.. i'm glad to have frens like them~! heheh ;P
oh! this is erm..just a piece of my mind.. no hard feelings to those who read this! hehe..
~nothing is the best than being your true self~ cheers~!!!
hehe.. well well, i did cracked my head a little.. hehe..too rusty i suppose.. haha.. holidays made me becomes no brain! hehehe.. (Jason,dun perli me!) ooh.. me going back uni on the 25th.. well, still yet to decide whether to stay in-campus or should i travel?? hm.. will discuss this with mummy.. oh man~! Tai Yean~!! Its Jamming Time!! When are we gonna get together and rock it out loud man???!!! arww man~!! cant wait cant wait!!! hehehehe... hopefully before 25th la.. ish ish..if not.. i will have to separate my body into 2!! arghhh!! i dun wan that to happen!! hehehehe
chill chill~! it's not going happen! i must be crazy! heheheh.. too bored! wat to do~! hehehe.. till here la.. aiseh.. dunno when's the next i'll blog..hahah..depends on my mood! hohoho.. hafta go fold clothes now!!! totemo banyak to fold leh~!!!

yuet peng and i at KLIA
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yoyo~!!HOLS WEI~!!

hehe! as you can see from my blog's title.. hoho.. its hols!!yoyo~!finally~!!exams r all over..hehe
after our final paper,we (nic,yap,kuan yaw,chuuchuu n her boy2) went for dinner.. guess wat we had?? BAK KUT TEH eh!!wow~! so long din haf *babi dee.. haha.. that's the most marvellous food i had in these past few sems in uni eh..(i mean during my days in uni oni la...at home?? hahha.. fav food berlambak eh.. hhahah..that's y ..erm.. hehehe) alrite.. wat's me plan for hols leh?? well, according to Tai Yean, we gonna haf band practice intensively.. itz for the coming battle of the band.. hehe.. sound scary wei.. ehheh.. but excited too.. haha.. besides jamming, me gotta get back to uni from 25th Nov onwards.. why?? hoho.. 20th Dec coming soon dee lor.. so,hafta practice giler lor.. well,looking forward into it too~!hopefully this one month holidays will be a nice one..dun wanna jus stay at home and get rotted.. hahha.. oh yeah.. Jason and Nic.. remember to count me in for yumcha eh~!i'll no matter how try my best to join u guys eh~!! get everyone together oso ler.. josh ar,cheng ar and others la.. alrite... till here man~!
i'm not like Jason ler.. couldnt crap so much.. hehehe.. ;)
oh yeah~! i will post up some pics (recently taken...) cuz in uni..cant upload pics eh.. hahah..but now at home.. yahoo~!no firewall! yatta~! ok..gotta go liao.. cook spaghetti luu.. heheh!!

ah peng's farewell in Seoul
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soo ching and me!!
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In Seoul
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Frustration?Never..stressed up maybe..

It has been quite some time since my last blogging.Anyway, life has been soooo hectic nowadays.Heaps of examination just passed and yet,my finals will start soon.25th October-5th November.Aww man, come to think of that...i haven't started my revision eh..somehow,after all those test 2..me feel exhausted..got back my circuit test 2..not too bad ler..13/15..guess my carry over will be around 45/50..hopefully...trying to get into mood of studying.. slowly..hehe..having INDIGESTION!arww man.. hehe..
I'm at home now.. relaxing after a tiring day cleaning up the house..and not to mention the stress when i couldnt fix my timetable well.. thought of taking moral studies2 for the next coming sem,but it clashes with my electronics and analysis design class..oh man~!i'm screwed up!give me a break la.. all these while, we're facing the same problem..kinda f*cked up ler.so frustrated..anyway,couldnt do anything bout it anyway..maybe i shall just add in another subject which can be fit into my current timetable.hope ppl will come up with a better system in which students will not hafta worry of not getting into the classes they want..we want quality and not quantity..that's wat we're heading for...so simple and yet they made it so complicated for us.. and not to mention..putting us in a stressfull situation..to worry about finals and our subject registration...afraid of not getting the good lecturers..aih..screw!!
Alrite,cut those stressful craps.. back to life.oh yeah~ me finally went out yumcha with Jason..hehe..i do keep my promise wan! i dun simply ffk wan ok~!??cuz Jason said, when ppl(frens) got into relationship,they'll tend to ffk a lot.. (hoho.. nic got terasa o not???hoho)but i'll prove him wrong~! hehhe...friendship is equally important ok!hehe...and we shall go yumcha during our sem break hor?? hehe... nov..set! nic!dun ffk lor.. hehee :P
Oh!i'm in the musical play for this coming christmas!!i'm singing,dancing and of course acting as well.. i'm glad that i'm at least joined some activities in uni..the previous was the band performance..yeah.. it was fun~! and Tai Yean said, battle of the band might be up next.. guess i would be busy for practises.. hehe.. aloha~!here come my uni life!!hehehe ;)
wanna enjoy as much as i could! hehe.. uni life get better with Joann,Carmen and Sue Li around.. hehe.. i think we can make a good friendship ;) hehe.. always had lunch together.. they give me supports and advises.. hehe.. which i think it's essential in life to haf frens supporting you in time of troubles,ups o downs.. hehe.. although u will haf family supporting you.. but sometimes, things isnt so easily being discussed with parents?? hoho.. wat eva la..i'm jus trying to say frens r important no matter where we go.. hehhe...and we'll meet more and more.. the thing is.. there will be oni a few remain as best frens.. hehe.. and in this.. Joann,Carmen,Sue Li and i.. can make that happen.. hehe.. we planned our next sem timetable together..so, we can haf lunch together like this sem.. hehe..
whoa~!without realising..i'm typing so much here..heehe..nvm la.. so long no blog dee.. nic oso asked if my blog is dead o wat? hehe.. well, i kinda told him tat i'm lazy and busy too la to update my blog ma.. hehe. what the..like la he doesnt know that i got exams wor!loser! hhohoo..joking man! chill~!! hehehe...
Me,sk,sis and wk bought a watch for dad's birthday.. ehhe.. me chose wan er...Joann fetched me to Mines lor..and helped me to choose..as in gave me opinion and all la.. hehe..better ma... like tat i will haf more confident in wat i choose.. hehe.. anyway, supposingly..soo ching planned to go with me to Mid Valley at first..but was canceled last minute because she hafta go to times square to do some stuff.. so,lucky Joann and Sue Li is free lor...if not..i oso dunno who to turn to for opinions..if i were to go alone to mid valley, i wouldnt haf know wat to buy oso.. (lost huh?>? hehe..something like tat la... hohoh) okok..cont ha.. after buying the watch.. we went over to giordano and tried on the jeans! they look superb! hoho.. me bought the jeans! hehe ;)..Sue Li bought the jeans and khakis..(huhu..she spent a lot that day.. hohoho)
i think i better stop here la.. hoho.. typing too much.. must leave for next time wan ma... hehe
OH MAN~!!!GUESS WAT!!???me watched finish alchemist !!!! eeee... so touching eh the ending~!! yosh!equivalent trade rocks! hehe ;)
CHEERIOS~!

Aww Man...~

yosh yosh!hehe.. me should be sleeping at this time but yatta~!me watched Full Metal Alchemist till episode 46 dee! hehe ;) nice anime~! hoho..(feel kinda sad sometimes..cuz spent most of my time watching anime alone.. ) waahahha.. who cares!as long as i enjoy mai enuff lor..

Alright..crap aside now.. me sat for two quizzes today..statics and LA..phew~!tiring day..been studying since last night (wohohoho last min work???..ish ish)nah,just that i always panic when comes to exams.. i'm glad that i know how to do.. hehe.. must put more effort!!arghh!ganbatte ne~!!! the day wasnt too bad ler..compared to Jason's.. hoho.. get wet somemore wor that guy.. geez,poor guy..am lucky i din get myself burnt under the hot hot sun~!!uuh yeah.. i know la.. u guys will surely ask 'dunno wat's the umbrealla for ar??' oh my..i will answer u with a smile and sarcasticly say 'it's broken!' (u think i doink ar??)...anyway, today carmen packed food for me to eat.. very touched oh~! u know.. it's like i thought i could never get frens here those in secondary ..but i was wrong.. hehe.. i spent most of my time with them now (they always bring me out for lunch) and when i was sick the other day.. 3of them msged me.. and asked how am i.. i was really happy.. and i know i found frens that i could be with in this uni.. ( sound like very serious like that hor?? like i got no frens in here like tat hor?? hehhe.well, i do haf a lotsa frens here.. just that.. the wave doesn't click anyhow..) hehe.. ok lor now.. can click with this 3 leng lui.. hehe.. cun la~!they treat me real good.. so desu ne.. we shared alotsa things together..hopefully the bond between 4 of us will remain as strong as ever....

Alright, enough of uni.. lets see.. Jason and Nic.. we really should go yumcha one day ya.. sorry guys.. that day me culden make it ar.. aih, best fren chao to scotland dee lu.. cried like mad ( i've mentioned that in my previous post..hoho) Nic, u better remember to return my notes eh~! hehe (making an announcement here hor?? hehe.. gomen nasai, dunno wat to write dee ma..) oh yeah, wanna ask u ppl.. isit an offence to laugh loudly in public?? as in, when i'm with u guys right.. i usually laugh out loud when i got excited ( u all know la.. esp when playing foosball) will u guys like erm..embarrassed??..hehe,i'm thinking if i should change that habit of laughing so loudly in public.. hohoho..being a girl.. must act like a girl ??am i not acting like a girl ??? erm..aih.. dunno la.. u all tell me la.. if i'm to change.. that's not me dee ya ?? but..it's a good thing for me to change??? arghh.. giler liao la.. why am i thinking all these huh ??
Oh! i think i'm joing the christmas play.. well, there'll be a short meeting next wed..we'll see how thing goes.. heheh ;) i'm glad to haf some activity (surprisingly..maybe i'm too bored here...)

alright i think i hafta stop here dee lor. . need to do some LA before going to bed.. hoho..going back home tomorrow.. shall bring my statics and circuit books back..and hafta refer back my DE notes for circuits 2...aww man, i actually couldn't really remember those laplace transformation.. wtf! must revise (although it doesnt require much in circuits.. but nah,nvm.. i shall revise again.. ) hehe.. yamero~!hafta stop here..my warm and comfy bed is waiting for me leh.. faster finish LA..faster sleep.. hehe .. jyaane~!!!

happy and yet pressured..

What a crappy title i've put.. nah, nvm..who cares?anyway..My parents,sis and my younger bro came back from Sabah today.The convocation ceremony was great they claimed.My sis is the top scorer in UMS and received 4 awards. Yes, i'm indeed very very happy and proud of her... but there is this geeky feeling inside me that is giving me difficulities in breathing.. u call this pressure?? i'm not sure...but i'll definitely work harder to achieve good results like my sis.. as long as i put effort into it.. i will have no regrets..just as long as i've tried..then, i'll feel better.. what am i crapping here??should be more lively ar..hehe..well well, mummy bout lotsa chocs back from labuan (as usual la..) my boy boy said, reserve for him wer..and i cannot eat much~! heehe.. (someone always remind me to keep fit berr.. well, i'm the one who asked him to remind me de.. that's why la.. aihh.. heeh.. but am glad ler.. i dunno gain weight liao la~!!!) hehe.. culden wait to be back home this weekend.. the past weekend luckily got boy boy accompany me eh.. i went to KLIA on saturday to send ah peng off... aih, i was crying like a baby.. dunno why ler.. when seeing her walking away from us.. my tears just wun stop flowing down.. so pai seh ler.. aunt pulak hugged me and comfort me..( hehe.. actually dear dear wanna do that ger wor.. but aunt was just next to me at that time...) aunt and i talked for a while..time really flies..remembered the first time i met her was when i followed yp for a ride home after tuition at kasturi.. hehe.. and now.. we're hugging each other crying.. hehe.. nvm~!yp! u'll be back next yr,then we'll be discussing our plan k? i'll be attending ur convo~!ehehe.. a deal is a deal.. hehe.. dear dear tried his best to make me smile again (eventually..he did, he always make me laugh wan la.. hehe :P) esp when he was trying his best to cook maggi mee for me ^_^.. ahaha.. afraid that it's not nice ler.. trying his best to figure out wat to put inside (the chicken balls first o the noodles first?? hehe..wat a bad cook huh??? oopps.. hope i wun get a smack because of that oh..heng! u dare!?bite u ga! eheh :P ) hehe.. and the way he fold his clothes is jus way too cute~! ahaha.. dun be so lazy arr!i will check on u ger wor~!!! huhuhu.. scare or not leh ?? hehe :P
enuff dee la.. i'll be very long-winded bout that.. haha.. time to cont my studies~!! till here..
Nic, dun say i dun update my blog la.. hahah.. sometimes i culden get ideas wat to type in here la.. my life in uni is so dead.. aihh... ooh yeah~! i might be performing for the christmas play.. hehe.. cool~!something to spice up my life in here!!!!yahooo`!!

Lesson...

well well well,i've been so lazy to update my blog..anyway, since Jason sounded me.. aih.. ok la.. update a bit la.. if not, he sure cont saying me damn lazy.. ehhe.. He's guessing who is the lucky guy.. aih.. apa la.. hehe.. anyway, classes started dee.. so, back to uni liao.. uni life suppose to be very very interesting.. but why i couldnt feel it??anyway, i'm glad to get along very well with a few of my classmates.. in which i could hang out with them for lunch and all... thank you Joann,Carmen and Sue Li.. u guys make me feel happier in uni leh.. always looking forward for a new day ahead.. hehe. sound a bit like serious huh?? but who cares, that's how i felt ma.. hehe.. they brought me out to serdang.. and places near uni which i've never been since i first came in... arghh.. feel so dump and dungu.. hhehe..well, besides that..i've learn something from them.. realised that.. being a student, we need to put effort in our studies and as well as must enjoy our life more eh.. i find them always having fun, hang out often..but study hard as well.. hehe.. good lesson for me.. so i must be able to divide my time properly so that i could enjoy my uni life as well.. hehe.. good good.. a better life.. hehe ;)
Enough of uni life..i went back to MGSKL during my holidays with Yuet Peng and Yin Kuan.. i'm so glad to see all my teachers again.. but there is this sad feeling when i saw Mrs.Goh.. she looks so exhausted compared to last time.. without realising..time passes by so fast.. and eventually, we've grown up... Yuet Peng is going off to Scotland this Saturday.. tomorrow will be a gathering dinner for her.. my whole night belongs to her.. hehe.. but hafta get home early cuz friday got class ma.. anyhow, i will hang out till i tired ler.. cuz, she'll be in Scotland for 3 years.. i guess i'll be crying like a baby when come to see her walking towards the terminal.. aih..so sad.. another good fren of mine is departing.. so, i'll be busy for these few days...hehe... must take lotsa pictures!! hehe... YUET PENG!!! GOOD LUCK ARR!!! I'LL BE SEEING YOU IN 3YEARS TIME IN SCOTLAND!! hehe.. we've made a promise that, when she graduate..i'll be there for her convo.. hehe..i'll be missing her like mad.. hehe
This Saturday,dear dear will drive us to KLIA to send ah peng off.. hehe.. hafta trouble him lor. ehehhe.. so nice, i got driver.. hehe :P
Mummy ,Daddy, Ceh Ceh and Sai Lo will be going off to Sabah tomorrow morning..(i'll not be alone cuz got ar dear to accompany me geh..hehe..) hope they'll haf a wonderful time..and hopefully my sis wun be crying during her convo la.. hhehe.. if so, not leng lui lor..hehe.. CONGRATULATION SISTAH! u've made us very proud of you.. 3.9 pointer.. u must be siao! hahaha.. okok.. i'll take that as ur good example de la! hehe.. congrates!omedeto! yosh!

Holidays..and yet...aih...but..

anosa anosa!aih.. having holidays now.. but why..why isit soooo boring???doshite??luckily got lotsa anime here with me! thanks to Jun Wai! hehe.. Azumanga-Daioh is really farnee!! and also lotsa TVB chinese series!!still yet to watch leh.. hahha.. well, me cleaned the house once i got back home.. hm.. culden stand the dirts la.. wat to do?? its like..erm.. dirts sticking at ur face and u hafta get rid of it.. hehe..well well, my sis doesn't like to mop the floor...so i hafta to do it la.. i dun mind doing it..but sometimes,things u've done wun be appreciated instead..it hurts..aih.. dun wanna mention la.. i know mummy doesnt mean it wan.. but sometimes things she said really can hurt me a lot.. anyway, it doesnt matter cuz i know she loves me alot..as much as i love her.. hehe.. i love my daddy too!! my sis,my bros!!on Monday, i finally get all the things done..i've cleaned upstairs too!hehe.. oh my,was really tiring...but when a.c.d came.. everything becomes wonderful...hehe.. hehe ;) i'm so glad.. and happy too!everything seems to worth while.. ehhe.. today went to selayang to have dinner eh! hehe.. ate seafood! although it isn't sooo yummy...but it's good enuff to have everyone sitting at the same table having the same food.. hehe.. the feeling is just so great! i love my family a lots!!!! heheheeh :)

21st burfday
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Joann,Carmen and Me!!
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hehe!!!!

i got back my circuits 2's test paper yesterday!! hehe.. got full marks!my lecturer wrote a note to me. 'very well done :) ' hehe.. was really happy! went to midvalley after that class with Joann and Sue Li.. hehe.. both of them bought tops for tonite's dinner.. ehhe.. i bought my adidas shoe!hehe.. i'm wearing the kids' shoe! hehehe... happy la.. cuz i liked that design a lot!!! was ssoooo hapy when i can fit into that shoe!! hehe...walked bout 5hrs..wah seh sooo tired...at night talked to am chun dan before going to sleep.. hehe.. had a very good sleep...i was like refuse to get up in the morning...hehe.. but hafto lerr.. cuz hafta go class ma.. hehe ;)
today's dinner was great!hehe,after LA class.. went over to Joann house's at serdang perdana...i helped Carmen and Sue Li to set their hair..hehe.. everyone said very nice oh! heheh....took lotsa pics today.. :) Carmen really look nice with her pink skirt..and of course with the hair style i did for her.. ahaha.. Sue Li look nice with her hair up.. Joann no need to say wan ler..sure nice wan! hahhaah.. hehe..Kevin is actually my fren's housemate's bf.. haha.. so complicated wan.. he's in the same class with me in statics and LA.. hehe.. we seldom talk to each another wan.. but today..we talked alot.. hahah..too surprised gua.. ahhaha..Jun Wai came for the dinner too.. but he stayed awhile nia.. then he went to watch movie with Raph and Har Mai they all.... the dinner was ok la.. but if PKC organise..sure lagi the geng wan!!!! hahaha...must ask tai yean to organise some pre-prom..hehe.. then musnt invite lecturers.. if not, sure no fun!! hehehee... :P

Time to update!

yoyo! been studying for examinations ler.. although exams ends on last friday but was too lazy to update my blog. hehe.. and now,i guess it's time to update lu.. been thinking about responsibility these few days.. life is always bounded by responsibility...responsibility as a good citizen,responsibility as a good husband/wife, responsibility as a leader, responsibility as a student..etc...everything we do is all bounded by responsibility..as a student, sometimes i wish i could ignore the responsibility..but it is so weird..i couldnt do it..just so weird... remembered once, i culden sleep during night time.. but got so tired in the afternoon...so i took a nap.. i was really really really tired...when the alarms rang.. i wish i could just ignore it.. but because of responsibility, i hafta sacrify my good sleep.. ahhaha.. i'm so crappy.. nah, it's for my future sake rite??yeah yeah..i know i know.. hehehe... let's not cont bout this la.. feel so long-winded already.. me cooked yest and today.. hehe.. miss mum's cooking eh...been quite sometime din eat good food dee wor.. should say, i dun eat much nowadays.. hehe.. and i cant eat much too.. the capacity of food intake reduced alot er..haha.. good good..can keep fit.. haha.. working out as well eh.. must stay fit lor.. if not.. hehe.. really no one wants me ger la.. hahah.. oh yeah.. i got back my LA paper and statics paper eh.. did a lotsa mistakes in statics er..made me lose 20 marks ar!!! so silly me!!! LA managed to score..93/100...well, if only i din made such silly mistakes ..it would haf been a 100... hahhaa.. nvm nvm..must be extra careful next time...
oooh right~! hehe.. till here la.. dunno wat to write dee.... going home this friday.. ehehe.. missing everyone at home too.. huhu..holidays luu... miss am chun dan wor!haha ;)

21st Bday!!!

yoyo!! hehe.. i'm 21 liao..so old liao.. wat is this?? arrgrgh!! hehe...nevermind,i still look young ma.. hehee :P
celebrated my bday on 14th august.. y so??because..today is a monday.. and i'm stuck in uni!! eeee..so no syok.. that past few days really very the busy lerr.. hehe.. been doing lotsa shopping.. hhee.. thanks to har mai chai .. fetched us up and down.. hheeh... went back home on friday nite.. straight went to Giant supermarket to buy stuff.. went back home and started to prepare all the stuff and made jelly.. ehhe :P that nite my sis watched drama til 4am.. i din really get enuff of sleep.. woke up at 7am..went to the wet market with mummy and sis.. hehe.. that whole day been doing stuff non-stop..seeing my mum and my sis so busy..i'm really touched..nearly wanna cry liao..but bday wor..cant cry wan. so i jus continue my work... that day yin came early to help.. then soo ling came and help me 'ban leng leng' .. hehe.. after that my aunt came lor.. she tied my hair.. so i dun look too mature in that dress.. hehe :P
the night was really great.. was soo happy.. although my younger brother went for his class party.. but he did wish me happy bday. i'm happy enuff.. hehe :P a lot of ppl came that nite.. but still got some of my frens culden make it.. rather sad..but i know they wanted to come..just that they culden make it under some circumstances.. hehe..later that nite... went out with mgsians and the band.. hehe.. went to citrus park..reached home around 2am... :)
the day after (15/8) .. woke up around 10am.. cleaned the house and all the stuff.. tired ne.. slept for half an hour at 3pm.. around 330pm,packed and leave for uni..cuz at nite mummy and sis they all will be very busy (got 'chuen wan') so i came back uni early.. and furthermore..going out with acd that nite too.. hehe.. went for a movie.. i,robot was really cool.. i like sonny! ehehe :P was totally exhausted when reached apartment.. straight jump into bed and snoozed.. hehee...
Today was rather boring lerr... so sad la.. bday eat maggi meee.... so cham.. arrghh.. made me miss home sooo much now.. tomolo got statics test.. dunno wat to study.. ehhe.. tomolo whole day no class.. yahoo!!!! a great day~! how nice leh if tomolo no test?? then i can go home for the dinner (godfather's bday)... nvm ler.. jun wai said gonna bring me out for dinner tomolo nite after exam.. treat that as a celebration oso lerr.. actually wanted to go for dinner tonite wan geh..but tomolo exam la.. hehe.. nvm la.. tomolo will be the same wan. hehe ;)
Happy Bday to Me!!hehehe ;) p/s: got lotsa present leh.. happy nya! hehehe...
can view bday party pics from here http://photobucket.com/albums/v294/ctheresa/choyyee%20bday%2004/

In Deep thoughts..

Opportunity only knock once..a very true phrase in which i hafta admit. If we do not grab the chance given to us at once, we might not have another chance to do so again. It applies for every single thing we do in life.. we must learn to treasure the chance been given to us. So, seize the pleasure at once and happiness will belong to you. Only foolish preparation destroy everything. Why am i thinking of all this today ? no, i'm not down or wat eva.. just that,it suddenly strikes my mind...hhehe.. well, always reminds myself to treasure everyone and everything in life..treasure ur loved ones.. and also the opportunity given to me in studying..i must do my very best.. ;)

The day wasn't that bad lor.. it jus another ordinary day eh.. after that performance that saturday nite..everything went back to normal again.. me and my boring life.. hehe.. i've got used to the lifestyle here..not having proper meals,not having ppl to share thoughts,not going anywhere but stays at home,walk alone to class but i'm not sad..hehe.. it's a part of my life..of course i know my family misses me a lot.. hhehe.. (like my sis.. she miss me because she doesn't need to mop the floor when i'm at home.. hehe..nah, i know she miss me wan.. hehe) :P
yesterday stayed whole day at apartment,hehe.. but i'm not bored cuz there's someone to accompany me ma.. hehe.. at night went out lorr with acd. hehe.. a pleasant night to talk.. then came back to apartment and 'korr chiuu' .. hehe :p happy day~ din study eh.. cuz wanna haf a day off.. ;P

Ohh.. y did i talked bout yest huh>?? nah,nvm..today was rather boring lerr.. went for circuits class... haha.. for once i witnessed the security guard in BN being so discliplined about student's attires.. haha..(uuh..lucky i wore formal eh.. haha) the guys all kena la..those without ties.. hahaha..a bit the pai seh kena scold so loud at the entrance eh.. ok..after that went back to apart and rested.. then went all the way to BA just to see the notice 'Today's class's canceled'..what is this?? yorr..came all the way and yet.. aih -_-''' nvm..then i had the time for my lab partner then...he din copy the readings of the previous lab.. so he called and we met at BA lor.. hehe.. after that me went back apart eh.. nothing to do..sit a while then went for statics class..pretty intertesting ler.. studied bout couple.. ehhe.. moment of couple la.. hahah :P theresa is a very good lecturer..she is very patient to her students.. :) i got a good lecturer!!! hehehe ;)
and now.. here i am writing the blog with my smelly shirt and pants.. haha.. yalah..yet to bathe la.. tired la.. rest a while first la..ehhe.. that's all la.. later hafta do lab reports and study for circuits and statics eh.. next week exam liao.. this sat gonna be great!! ehehe.. my bday party! hehe :P cant wait ne.. hehe :P

Between The Lines ROCKS!!!!!

BTL's 1st Performance was sooo GREAT!!!It was just marvellous!!all the hard works pays!although we've only practiced those songs for a few weeks and had full band practices just a few times...and with all the problems(the uni dun allow us to borrow the equipments..although they had already promised verbally..aih..sux!!) appeared last min yest in which we managed to settle..and we've done it soo well..the 1st performance was just cool and steady..although everyone was panicking..but..we really did our best..we gave our best!we had!and the crowd cheered and called for enchoes!hehe...phew!soo happy and yet nervous too la.. hehe.. we've only prepared 2 songs u see(ni de wei xiao by fir and taking over me by evanescence) so,we sang back the first song..hehe.. they statisfied also..they enjoyed (can see from their faces..i actually dare to look at their faces.. hehe.. saw them singing along too~ )during the rehersal..when there was a few ppl sitting there..i was panicking..my fingers turned cold...but during the performance..i wasnt that panic..tai yean and alvin played well eh.. their fingers din cramped like last time during the audition.. (maybe that time..too pressure la..heheh) phileo very energetic!can hear from the drum beats.. hehe.. he must has been enjoying the music.. hehe..like everyone did..and of course our christopher was soo steady in his solo part for evanescence's! hehe..(cuz during practice,when he got nervous..he sometimes culden play smoothly.. hehe)and for me.. well, i've no professional training or wat so eva.. but i did my best lor.. eheh.. everyone said that i sound like amy in evanescence..but i dun think so lor.. cuz,if you listen to her..u'll realise her voice is even more solid than mine...hehe..i mus get more opinion bout my singing.. hehe.. and hopefully can go for some training ler..if my mum allows me to do so lor.. hehe.. but of course..hafta concentrate in my studies as well la.. hehehe... the day was just great..other than that i cried this morning because of some conflict between me and a.c.d...i was really upset but i hafta say,i'm at the fault oso geh.. cuz always say things without thinking lor..always hurt ppl oso dunno.. aih..silly choy yee.. must change!! hehe ;) hehe..happy again when the conflict settled.. then straight went for band practice after my shower at 1545....Tai Yean callled at 1605..lucky taken shower uuh.. hehe.. good timing.. LOL.. bout the performance.. Oi helped us to record it down.. hopefully it sounds nice la ..cant wait to see!!must ask alvin to send to me.. hehehe :P but i'm already very very happy with it !! heheeh.. BTL ROCKS!!tomolo going out with a.c.d!happy leh! hehe ;)

right..till here la.. very the tired ne.. hehe.. aiyoo that Jimmy shouted my name so loud during the performance.. hehe..pai seh la..that Jimmy very funny la..that leng chai di di (but i look as kiddy as him eh..) same electronics measurement lab with me..he always help me eh since we're neighbours,situated side by side bench..nice person..getting closer with him also la..he's Tai Yean's hsmate(that's how i got to know him..hehe..furthermore..jiaxin always pointed him out to me during my 1st sem here that he's the leng chai in Uniten ;) indeed..).. Tai Yean no need to say la..everyone knows him.. hehe.. Phileo buat tak tau when ppl called his name.. hehe.. well..steady ma.. eehhe... ok ok..stop here..tired max liao!! time to get some rest!!! yest watched anime till 0330..then at 0400 a.c.d called..(before the conversation ends[0510]..the conflict started lor..) happy to know it's a call from a.c.d (cuz the number begin with 87..in which i thought it was a call from uniten...hehe..scared me.) a.c.d went back to kajang's home ma.. hehe..that's y tomolo can come find me out.. hehe ;) yahoo!! ok la.. till here then.. :P

Doomed..couldn't see the rainbow..but..

Rainbow..reminds me of a friend..he told me that 'somewhere in the midst of the turbulences, lies an oasis of love.If someone survive perils with someone she loves,she will find her "rainbow" at the end.'..yeah..i still remember those words..why am i out of a sudden mentioning all this here??well, it's a matter of fact that i'm too pathetically free..or should i say lonely???sometimes i couldn't stop thinking about my the importancy of my existance..i do not know when,where or how i've started to think so pessimistically..maybe it isn't pessimist..it sound logic to me..but if were to say i need reason for every single thing in life,it would be too complicated..too messy..i couldnt see the reason i'm here in this world..wat is my purpose??i remembered nic once asked me that ques..and yet..there's no answer to it..well,it's becuz i do not know the answer either..i'm not trying to sound pathetic here..but it's jus that i'm too blank..i'm lost..i couldn't see the future..although i'm sure there will be frens and family around me to go thru all the obstacles i would face no matter what..but i jus couldn't understand..we live and we die..the most important thing is..the way we live our life..but my life is full of pressure,dullness,gloominess and depressing...can i still be as happy as i used to be ?? will it be possible?? i'm missing those days when i don't have so many questions in me...probably that's the way i should stay..maybe i will not feel lonely or sad that way..hehe..people say i've grown up..but i'm still as naive as any child..too many questions,too little time to answer all..for the meantime..i've set the purpose of my life..it's to strive for the best in order not to dissappoint my parents..i know they put high hopes on me..although they don't give me any pressure in my studies..but it's still there..you know wat i mean?? and especially when my sis did so well in her degree...i'm not going to loose!(competition huh?? hahha..)nah..just that i wanna make them proud of me...

I'm such a weird person huh??it's like one minute before,i sounded so dull but the minute after..i sound like the usual me again (haha..happy fruit??)...hehe..whenever u see me, u'll never fail to see a smile on my face ..well,it's natural wan wor.. cant blame..no matter how unhappy i am..i will not show my sadness in public..only when i'm alone lerr..or with my close buddies (u know who u r...hehe ) i'm just an ordinary homosapien..of course i would have all the mixture of feelings lerrr....but i wanna choose to be happy lorr...everything will be a pass soon..maybe one day in the future,when i read this entry again,i will laugh like mad leh?? hehe.. who knows???no one can predict the future geh...anything can happen.. hehe.. so, must treasure every single thing in life~! hmm...i dun feel so lonely now.. hehe.. this blogger thingy is real cool..can let ppl voice out everything they want...a way to release sadness in u eh..at least it's true for me la..hehe..

Alrite..hafta stop here..as nic said, we got a test this thurs..yeah..midterm test for linear algebra~ yosh~!!benkyo desu ganbarimasu ne~!!!!!I will find my rainbow soon.. i will always believe in what u've told me (u know who u r...)..hehe..will try my best in everything i do and never give up..and will put all my effort in it~!

What is happening????insomnia?????

aih..wat is this la?? why nowadays it is so hard for me to get into a good nice sleep during the night time??what is wrong with me?? i culden sleep well...this is just so bad...i dun wan to stay up late but yet i culden get the silly brain of mine to rest...hmm..blame it on the weather?i always do..but it isnt the weather..it's me!ish! what is happening?? insomnia??ha??really ar??sounds like it..*sigh*

Yes!

hehe...yoyo!finally came up with a template oh.. ehhe :P
not too bad ha??? ok ler.. hehe :p
got some idea from the blogger jun wai did for me. hehe :P

still lavender and cream

hehe...still lavender and cream template..why??becuz..i'm too stupid to do my own template la!hehe..well,should ask someone to teach huh?? haha..someone who is free enuff to teach me.. hehe :p usually type a lotsa craps here..wanna know bout me??i always update my journal wan..ahaha..(like la..ppl wanna know)..jus for fun.. hehe..sien here!

Feather..

let me be a feather...
forever flying free...
without burden in me..
and i will be as happy as can be...
living a life so free...
without expectation in me..
let me be the feather flying free...
and see this world clearly...
crapping is not just easy..
but oso very funny!!...
so smile to me...
and i'll set u free..
with the laughter we will seize..

YOSH!!

NEVER GIVE UP!!STRIVE FOR THE BEST!!!!

Why sorrow..?Why not happy??

being happy is not just bout smiling to others....its from the heart that matters...no point smiling if sadness is in you...and,you are as happy as you allow yourself to be..so,why sad??live a hapy life..smile from the inner..and the world will smile with you! ^_^ hehe

friend...hehe :)

A friend is someone who knows all about me,likes me for who i am and has no plans for my personal improvement.

fate..

You have to accept whatever comes and the only important thing is that you meet it with the best you have to give...

Amazed~!!!

WOW~This amazed me.. thanks to Jun Wai.. this blogger thingy really cool eh.. Jun Wai done a great job!! hehe ;) arigatou gozaimasu!! tiring day la..been doing thermodynamics..but..seems that i cant get anything into this dummy brain of mine..sigh...what to do with me lerr?? hm..must ganbatte!! Yooku!!ganbarimasu ne!!

lavender and cream

lavender n cream, strawberry surprise, pink linen on white paper,can i be a friend,we'll forget the past or maybe i'm not able, so i break at the bend....