random stuffs

其实，人有时侯未免也太自私了。

我也有自私的时候，有时为了自己开心，完全不顾虑别人。但姝能无过呢。

最近，看透了很多事情。

可能是自己接触了一些人，更加体会到这世界真实无奇不有，什么样的人都存在。

有时侯自己做白日梦，空想一大堆东西。

该是梦醒的时候了，不然要做到什么时候呢？

有时，我不知道要怎样面对一些人，最初是躲避，后来是习惯，再后来就完全可以无视了。

原来防御能力也是可以锻炼的吖～～～

告诉自己不要总是盖空中阁楼，但要总是活在现实中也很累吖。

感情方面嘛，顺其自然啦。我也不想喜欢谁，现在只想把心放在学习上。

什么甲乙丙丁，我不在意任何人。

只是累了

我不想解释
不想去挽回自己在别人眼里的印象

我们都太习惯相信自己眼镜所看到的
而不去探索眼中一切背后的事实
既然别人不想知道 又何必去解释呢
又何必做一些无味的事来证明自己呢

让那些不懂你的人继续下去吧
懂你的人一直都会存在

已经疲惫了
无力来证明什么
你们认为我变了 我冷漠了 我低调了

不再在乎了
软弱中变坚强
我其实还是我 热情的我 高调的我

只是累了
只是想要停一下
只是就这样做我自己

就这样自己
做真实的自我
不在乎别人怎么言论
不想知道别人怎么看我

我只知道别人的思想我改变不了
别人的只是别人的
我干涉不了

而我知道我的做为别人也改变不了
我的就是我的
谁也抢不掉

Random

Today's v tiring, i think might be because i didnt get enough rest this morning bah...went home sleep after i finished my physics practical WS..

feel like sleeping now..so i glanced through my phone camera pics..share some here bah..

Unlucky Day

Today super emo and unlucky day for me~
first thing first! i didnt bring my spectacle! so, i am like a blind person during all lectures! stupid sia..
and i didnt do my chemistry hw..and i was picked up by teacher to answer her qn,and she say she cnt hear me, so she asked me to repeat like for 5times?
and,today is the day of release of PW task..and the submittion date for PI is 4th May, which is my birthday..and the teacher say wat the dates are auspicious...=.=
and i didnt get into A div team..abit disappointed..i don't think my skills are good la..but still feel disappointed..haiz
today's drama rehearsal end at 9.40 and i get onto my bus at abt 10 and the bus breakdown halfway! and i reached home at 10.50!
i have many hw to do and i don't understand my chem worksheet at all..~! i feel dumb!
ok..i shall not waste time to complain abt today(should say yesterday le..cuz now 00.22am le)
ok..i go do some work and go sleep le..tml still have to wake up early

Jiayou!

Chinese Drama Rehearsal 19/03/2010

Last night went airport to see my cousin, so didnt get enought sleep..then today super sleepy and tiring.
Today went for chinese drama rehearsal as usual, tough long day for me. There are few times i really cnt bear with my sleepyness any more, so i just lie on the table and nap=.= Really v tiring...
Good thing about today's rehearsal is that we don't have to put make up and wear props!!!! So great!!! I HATE THE WHITE FACE PAINT!
Here are some moments tat have been captured by me during lunch break..the break v short la..only half an hour..after finish lunch then rehearse again=.=

Our sexy Guanrong(right) doing his favourate pose=.=
Guanrong with his big smile(:

Yushi ^^

ME @.@

Yijiong=.=

Guanrong & Yichao

YIjiong again

Heavy Rain

On the bridge crossing the road

Took bus 135 to go home today, and i fall asleep on bus several times..( see how tired am i)

And yea, today president of chinese drama say we must sell all ten tickets, if not we have to pay $80 dollars to buy the tickets...So bad! I really trying v hard to sell the tickets lor..many ppl say its too expensive, and so they don't want to come..and there are some of my friends who have no interest in drama at all=.=

Mum went out with her friend, and i am alone at home now..so sad..

Chinese Drama Rehearsal 18/03/2010

Feel bored in the library in the early evening...so...take photo my myself... haha :P

Yingzheng's make up


Yichao's make up

erm..a guy from another group..forgot his name..ps

I looks like a ghost with this make up~~~~scary sia...

Didn't memorise my script and went up stage=.= then i kept pausing during my scene=.= so embarassing

Judo Grading Test

Went for Judo grading test today. Everyone passed and get yellow-tip (:

Today not v happy...no mood...

ya..can see from my tone...

really dunooe wat to say...really bored...

and yea, tml have chinese drama rehearsal again! i hate it..but some how i will put in my best effort to it..26th march..not so far..after tat i can totally enjoy Judo le!

ArH~~~! my mood v down!!!! my face is like having dying expression...

arh...dunoe wat to say la...wq ask me post sth..i really got nth to say alr la...

JC life

Hah~ Time flys and I'm now already a JC student. One word to describe my life now is BUSY~! Maybe is due to the CCAs that i have choosen,or maybe is my poor time management~~I don't even have the time for homework :(

Just had my very 1st Physics test last Wednessday, I did badly(didn't finish the paper)..Confirm fail...Haiz..I must chiong le ~~~after chinese drama i will focus on my study! and Judo~~

I really like Judo alot and despite my parents' objections, i still insist in joining Judo Club~
Oh ya, 15and 16 March is our Judo Camp~which is tml~! so excited~~but have to go for chinese drama rehearsal on the first day :( Although Judo training is tiring, i still like to go there. The strong interest for Judo has been motivating me to continue being a Judoka :)

Judo grading test is on next Wed, All the BEST!