its better to have someone to tell about your feelings and emotions than posting it online. why? well, posting it online comes with the risk of others discovering it, especially those you dont want them to know. and then there's the need to type a big wall of text for just one occasion whereas you can finish telling the whole thing in 5 minutes if you tell someone you trust by your heart. well, i dont know, i just dont feel like typing blog post much these days.
its been like ages since my last post anyway. and even at that time, i was losing interest in blogging. everything seem to be more.. convenient when you have someone to talk to instead of typing to a computer screen. and hv to reply to comments and all. its just nt the way i like.
so here we are, possibly the last blog post for a long long time. but it does have a feel of familliarity to it, blogging. its something i do quite often in the past when i have nobody but myself to talk to. nvm, end of post.. cheerio everyone!
the spell is broken!!
couldnt say it in a less dramatic way... its broken n im glad. very glad indeed...
today school reopens. only one subject for today n i get to go home at 11...
cheerio everyone!!
today school reopens. only one subject for today n i get to go home at 11...
cheerio everyone!!
3:28AM
that's what written at the bottom-right corner of my screen..
cant sleep.. been like this since the day after new year. i wanted to sleep, my eyelids are heavy and believe me i dont know why i still cant sleep. i tried gaming till late night but it didnt worked. i gave myself the excuse of setting up the server but i knew its a pathetic excuse. the server's done 2 days ago.
i found myself kept staring at my phone. i keep un-standby it just to check on it. no, i dont need to check on the time. i got a perfectly accurate clock on my pc or even a decent clock on my living room wall which makes a distinct sound every half an hour. maybe im just waiting for something, someone. the someone who isnt supposed to communicate with me at this kinda time. but even so.. when i heard the voice unexpectedly, i found myself yearning to respond. yet, i knew i wasnt supposed to. it was a promise, a promise i promised to keep and not make promise that i cant keep.
the voice caught me not only by surprise, but it made me wanna stop everything and pay attention to it. which, made me lost a few rounds of game and get reprimanded by teammates but i dont care bout it, i care bout the voice. belonged the one behind the computer screen at what seemed to be the other side of the world.
now its 3:39am
maybe jay chou was right...
看不见你的笑我怎么睡得着，
你的声音这么近但我却抱不到。。
his songs are forever meaningful, forever 说出别人的心声.
cant sleep.. been like this since the day after new year. i wanted to sleep, my eyelids are heavy and believe me i dont know why i still cant sleep. i tried gaming till late night but it didnt worked. i gave myself the excuse of setting up the server but i knew its a pathetic excuse. the server's done 2 days ago.
i found myself kept staring at my phone. i keep un-standby it just to check on it. no, i dont need to check on the time. i got a perfectly accurate clock on my pc or even a decent clock on my living room wall which makes a distinct sound every half an hour. maybe im just waiting for something, someone. the someone who isnt supposed to communicate with me at this kinda time. but even so.. when i heard the voice unexpectedly, i found myself yearning to respond. yet, i knew i wasnt supposed to. it was a promise, a promise i promised to keep and not make promise that i cant keep.
the voice caught me not only by surprise, but it made me wanna stop everything and pay attention to it. which, made me lost a few rounds of game and get reprimanded by teammates but i dont care bout it, i care bout the voice. belonged the one behind the computer screen at what seemed to be the other side of the world.
now its 3:39am
maybe jay chou was right...
看不见你的笑我怎么睡得着，
你的声音这么近但我却抱不到。。
his songs are forever meaningful, forever 说出别人的心声.
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