its better to have someone to tell about your feelings and emotions than posting it online. why? well, posting it online comes with the risk of others discovering it, especially those you dont want them to know. and then there's the need to type a big wall of text for just one occasion whereas you can finish telling the whole thing in 5 minutes if you tell someone you trust by your heart. well, i dont know, i just dont feel like typing blog post much these days.
its been like ages since my last post anyway. and even at that time, i was losing interest in blogging. everything seem to be more.. convenient when you have someone to talk to instead of typing to a computer screen. and hv to reply to comments and all. its just nt the way i like.
so here we are, possibly the last blog post for a long long time. but it does have a feel of familliarity to it, blogging. its something i do quite often in the past when i have nobody but myself to talk to. nvm, end of post.. cheerio everyone!
the spell is broken!!
couldnt say it in a less dramatic way... its broken n im glad. very glad indeed...
today school reopens. only one subject for today n i get to go home at 11...
cheerio everyone!!
today school reopens. only one subject for today n i get to go home at 11...
cheerio everyone!!
3:28AM
that's what written at the bottom-right corner of my screen..
cant sleep.. been like this since the day after new year. i wanted to sleep, my eyelids are heavy and believe me i dont know why i still cant sleep. i tried gaming till late night but it didnt worked. i gave myself the excuse of setting up the server but i knew its a pathetic excuse. the server's done 2 days ago.
i found myself kept staring at my phone. i keep un-standby it just to check on it. no, i dont need to check on the time. i got a perfectly accurate clock on my pc or even a decent clock on my living room wall which makes a distinct sound every half an hour. maybe im just waiting for something, someone. the someone who isnt supposed to communicate with me at this kinda time. but even so.. when i heard the voice unexpectedly, i found myself yearning to respond. yet, i knew i wasnt supposed to. it was a promise, a promise i promised to keep and not make promise that i cant keep.
the voice caught me not only by surprise, but it made me wanna stop everything and pay attention to it. which, made me lost a few rounds of game and get reprimanded by teammates but i dont care bout it, i care bout the voice. belonged the one behind the computer screen at what seemed to be the other side of the world.
now its 3:39am
maybe jay chou was right...
看不见你的笑我怎么睡得着，
你的声音这么近但我却抱不到。。
his songs are forever meaningful, forever 说出别人的心声.
cant sleep.. been like this since the day after new year. i wanted to sleep, my eyelids are heavy and believe me i dont know why i still cant sleep. i tried gaming till late night but it didnt worked. i gave myself the excuse of setting up the server but i knew its a pathetic excuse. the server's done 2 days ago.
i found myself kept staring at my phone. i keep un-standby it just to check on it. no, i dont need to check on the time. i got a perfectly accurate clock on my pc or even a decent clock on my living room wall which makes a distinct sound every half an hour. maybe im just waiting for something, someone. the someone who isnt supposed to communicate with me at this kinda time. but even so.. when i heard the voice unexpectedly, i found myself yearning to respond. yet, i knew i wasnt supposed to. it was a promise, a promise i promised to keep and not make promise that i cant keep.
the voice caught me not only by surprise, but it made me wanna stop everything and pay attention to it. which, made me lost a few rounds of game and get reprimanded by teammates but i dont care bout it, i care bout the voice. belonged the one behind the computer screen at what seemed to be the other side of the world.
now its 3:39am
maybe jay chou was right...
看不见你的笑我怎么睡得着，
你的声音这么近但我却抱不到。。
his songs are forever meaningful, forever 说出别人的心声.
an update like any other
not really...
there is just this awkward moment when you wanted to type a blog post but u halt yourself because most of the things you really wanted to say is not suitable to be of general knowledge. this is why i haven't been typing a lot of posts lately like i used to do. and since i cant really just block off everyone i don't want to inform off, i chose not to post it. for it was partially another's secret too.
lately... been busy. gone for trips with friends, went back to jshs(only to get some really good laughs and frustrations), gone for work for hao tien at SCM, karaoke, LAN parties, BBQ, chrismas countdown with old friends at autocity, mom's stuff and more... the one thing i am reluctant to acknowledge is that we sent off Rong at the airport... it would be better if she stayed with us but everybody's got their own directions to head to. holiday's coming to an end anyway and everyone's gearing up for school.. well, not everyone, screw u yinjou LOL!
but in between those merry events, something happened.. exactly what i cannot say... remember what i said bout things I really wanted to say but not suitable to be of general knowledge? maybe i should just end this post now... but never mind, i'll see how..
YOU, yes you, and not YOU... argh.. nothing... nvm, ending the post...
5 O'clock T-Pain ft. Wiz Khalifa, Lily Allen
dont worry... it will all be alright.. i love you
there is just this awkward moment when you wanted to type a blog post but u halt yourself because most of the things you really wanted to say is not suitable to be of general knowledge. this is why i haven't been typing a lot of posts lately like i used to do. and since i cant really just block off everyone i don't want to inform off, i chose not to post it. for it was partially another's secret too.
lately... been busy. gone for trips with friends, went back to jshs(only to get some really good laughs and frustrations), gone for work for hao tien at SCM, karaoke, LAN parties, BBQ, chrismas countdown with old friends at autocity, mom's stuff and more... the one thing i am reluctant to acknowledge is that we sent off Rong at the airport... it would be better if she stayed with us but everybody's got their own directions to head to. holiday's coming to an end anyway and everyone's gearing up for school.. well, not everyone, screw u yinjou LOL!
but in between those merry events, something happened.. exactly what i cannot say... remember what i said bout things I really wanted to say but not suitable to be of general knowledge? maybe i should just end this post now... but never mind, i'll see how..
YOU, yes you, and not YOU... argh.. nothing... nvm, ending the post...
5 O'clock T-Pain ft. Wiz Khalifa, Lily Allen
dont worry... it will all be alright.. i love you
it all comes to an end
everything does. holidays, fun, companionship, time and the happiest one, homework. well, it's just how things are. so i usually dont think too much bout it. those 3 days 2 night course in KL taught me one thing. in the end, only the experience matters. dont ask me bout the course, actually, ask me face to face. its something that typing doesnt do justice to.
here we are. the end of holidays. to most of u, its the end of a roughly 2 months holiday. to me, its bout... 4 months? well... i spent the most of the 4 months bedridden anyway. not good experience, not good. but when i finally could get off bed and porridge, that's where life started. went for trips that are unparalleled and unequaled with any other i've been. met ppl back in KL and learnt alot of stuff along the way too. sry, cant seem to summarize my whole no-school period. nah.... all u need to know is that i've had a great time. yearning to get back to school, yearning to get back to the rhythm of school life that i've been accustomed to since.... 4 yrs old?
nvm, its just something i would like to share. thanks to everyone who made this year such a great year. oh wait, this line should be saved for Dec 31st lol....
its been a long time since i last posted a song... here you go, enjoy
here we are. the end of holidays. to most of u, its the end of a roughly 2 months holiday. to me, its bout... 4 months? well... i spent the most of the 4 months bedridden anyway. not good experience, not good. but when i finally could get off bed and porridge, that's where life started. went for trips that are unparalleled and unequaled with any other i've been. met ppl back in KL and learnt alot of stuff along the way too. sry, cant seem to summarize my whole no-school period. nah.... all u need to know is that i've had a great time. yearning to get back to school, yearning to get back to the rhythm of school life that i've been accustomed to since.... 4 yrs old?
nvm, its just something i would like to share. thanks to everyone who made this year such a great year. oh wait, this line should be saved for Dec 31st lol....
its been a long time since i last posted a song... here you go, enjoy
what's supposed to be a trip to INTI and SKMM
turned out to be the next chaper of last saturday's trip. rong said
she wanted to visit Straights Quay last time, well now u have it.. happy
now? lol.. the original plan is to bring lenny to visit INTI, and i'll
pass up the deferment form so that i dont get my butt whooped. then rong
tags along, junlin jio me go reprint our AA(Apparatus Assignment, or
our radio license) then go benggali buy heatshrink + eat the thing we
didnt get to eat on our last visit there.
things went as planned at the first destination, INTI. then junlin wanted to go collect money from a girl at school. so we've decided to go visit his school too, but junlin needs to top up on his calories first lol.. at junlin's school, we fkin waited from 12 to 1.30. girls, you NEED to heed the time. anyway.. after that, i dont know why, we went to Straights Quay. srsly, i DONT KNOW WHY. but im glad we did. visited the place, bought some books. YES!! we now have complete collection of the Inheritance Cycle. lenny got Eragon and Eldest, i got Brisingr and Inheritance. then we went outside for the view. it would be perfect if we're there in the twilight..
then, we head for SKMM. after FRUSTRATINGLY long wait at post office and SKMM, we've got what we came for. time to head for FOOD!!! its already 5 at the time and none of us had lunch. so breakfast + lunch = Brunch, wats lunch + dinner? i'll tell you what, HUNGER!!!
i have to say, i am glad i went the wrong way and ended up in Raja Uda. if not we will never had such a great meal together. it was heartening to sit down and enjoy a harmonious(and desperate) meal with people you trust and cheerish.
after that, lenny's house. then after that pasar malam. btw, i still feel bad about YOU asking your mom to home like that. it just aint right.
well... that's bout it. this is probably the year end holiday of my life...
things went as planned at the first destination, INTI. then junlin wanted to go collect money from a girl at school. so we've decided to go visit his school too, but junlin needs to top up on his calories first lol.. at junlin's school, we fkin waited from 12 to 1.30. girls, you NEED to heed the time. anyway.. after that, i dont know why, we went to Straights Quay. srsly, i DONT KNOW WHY. but im glad we did. visited the place, bought some books. YES!! we now have complete collection of the Inheritance Cycle. lenny got Eragon and Eldest, i got Brisingr and Inheritance. then we went outside for the view. it would be perfect if we're there in the twilight..
then, we head for SKMM. after FRUSTRATINGLY long wait at post office and SKMM, we've got what we came for. time to head for FOOD!!! its already 5 at the time and none of us had lunch. so breakfast + lunch = Brunch, wats lunch + dinner? i'll tell you what, HUNGER!!!
i have to say, i am glad i went the wrong way and ended up in Raja Uda. if not we will never had such a great meal together. it was heartening to sit down and enjoy a harmonious(and desperate) meal with people you trust and cheerish.
after that, lenny's house. then after that pasar malam. btw, i still feel bad about YOU asking your mom to home like that. it just aint right.
well... that's bout it. this is probably the year end holiday of my life...
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