What am I doing here then? now and then, I am unhappy with the way I am,where life brings me. And i always find myself going back to blogging. I am always those girls who would keep a personal diary with me! Hahaha! That's never gonna change i can assure you. I can't bottle things up,I'd just suffocate. Just like how I can't keep my mouth shut.

I am feeling down. Not because I don't have a reason, I do. I feel lost. I feel very very lonely. It's not that I don't have friends, it's just that I feel that way. :/ I feel miserable, how would you feel if someone closest to you, someone who is supposed to understand you more than you understand yourself,doesn't get you? What's the price you're willing to pay for someone who would understand you? What will you do to feel loved,to be cared for,to be given 100% attention? I don't understand how life works really. Why do you treat someone who cares about you like shit? Or is it just me? I guess I look at things with different perspective making it hard for others to understand me,but if i meant something to you,wouldn't you at least try? :/

I'm so sorry for the ranting, it's just not a good day for me. I wish none of you(whoever who is reading this) will ever feel this low. Well I guess that's all for my self pity now. Hoping tomorrow is a better day. Good day all!