Saturday, September 14, 2013
|Bored|
This was 1 week ago? While I was in the car waiting.
Was bored so decided to play w my phone and apps.
Fyp has begun, and next week's whole week of exams. Gonna be a tough week, and I hope I can even finish reading the notes lol. Next week I'm finally staying over in sch and making use of the room tt I have! Better study hard!! :)
Monday, July 01, 2013
|Pastime|
Just made these recently. Okay I didn't make the dog, but the pet shop.
Wednesday, June 26, 2013
|Another Day of Nua-ing|
Yes, my preceptorship has finally ended. Trying to give myself a break for this week. Basically just allowing myself to... not do anything.
Well, at least I finished my preceptorship report. And I shall go hand it in tomorrow.
While I was at the hospital, going on my rotations, I saw many patients. Too many. People with just common cough and cold, allergies, appendicitis, people with heart, renal, lung problems that require chronic medications, people with cancer, child abuse, all sorts. It made me realise how fortunate I am. When I get home after a day of work, I just wanna spend time with my family. To cherish them.
Met my friends, found out more things. Things that I never knew a year ago? or maybe 2 years ago. When everybody knew. It appeared as more of a shock to me, but I suppose, it didnt really matter. It just yet proved that I wasn't that aware of what's going on around me.
Okay I'm back to nua-ing.
Ciaos
Monday, April 15, 2013
|Politically Right|
I received bad news today.
That I didn't manage to get swopped to the institution that I wanna go to.
I dont understand why. It's one year ahead of time, how much disruption can I make? They have new scholars every year. My guess is that if they complied with me, they're afraid to also have to comply with other requests by others.
They gave me a very politically right answer and told me to discuss with some head regarding opportunities. Still wondering if I should even go.
Life's never fair. :(
Saturday, April 13, 2013
|Free food|
Went for Ben and Jerry's free cone day!
Must say this is my first time being so kiasu. Lecture ended at abt 1.30pm, we immediately chionged out to my car to drive via expressway (when it's just one expressway exit away) cos we're afraid the non-expressway route's traffic lights would slow us down. Yup, so about 15 mins aft lect we were at Rochester park queueing up.
And we got our first ice cream within 15 mins! Wee! Cos the pharm yr 2s and 3s who ended at same time hasn't gotten there yet, and cos most jc kids are still otw here.
While we were eating our cones, we saw some pharm ppl hahah. And since we took only 15 mins for our first cone, we decided to queue again!! Lol.
Oh plus, I learnt sth new today. Tt this free cone day happens only once a year! (Its obvious tt I'm not a fan of b&j)
Tuesday, April 09, 2013
|Happiness|
Today I was studying and was getting a bit sick from it, when a mail arrived.
It was addressed to me, though I hvnt recently bought anything online.
Double-checked that it was really meant for me before I opened it. And TA DANG! the belt ring appeared!!
I was Soo sooo Soo excited and happy and there was only one person who would do this. THANKS FIONN!!!
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U just made me a happy mendy today:)
Wednesday, January 09, 2013
|Always going for the popular|
Do people always tend to go for the popular, or it just so happens that everyone likes the same kind of things?
This is w.r.t. modules actually. Today I a, bidding for a module that seems very popular amongst my cohort. Maybe cos our timetable can't fit much, and this module seems to be fitting and also quite interesting, hence the high number of bidders. The number of bidders are gonna exceed the vacancies soon! Nooooo..... I still need to have at least a little bit of points left for next semester..
My holidays are ending, yet I dont think I have enjoyed myself thoroughly. When I keep going out, I wanna just spend time at home. When I spend some time at home, I feel like, why am I nuaing myself at home? HAHhA, I guess one can never get enough of anything, so, I'm gonna be grateful and be happy that at least I still have this week left!
Saturday, September 29, 2012
|My Elective|
Found part of a story inside my notes. decided to search for it.
Here's the
story
I wonder what the lecturer was trying to say. What relation does it have with Stars?
It was kinda inspirational though.
To be able to trust.
Thursday, September 27, 2012
|Priorities|
Argh, why am I blogging here when I'm supposed to study?
Cos I'm vexed. I CANT DECIDE ON A CAKE.
I HATE CAKES. not just dislike.
Why were cakes created in the first place. Why do people have cakes on their birthdays. I'm just a useless Libra who can't decide. Who doesn't seem to be pleased with anything. Who is a great irritant.
I sometimes feel that I am not doing what I want, saying what I want to say. I tend to say the opposite nowadays. For example, I'd choose to say that I'm okay but actually i'm not. And that makes me even more miserable.
Recently I've been feeling short bursts of angina. I wonder if it's psychological. Then the sensation spreads to my abdomen. Still towards the left side. I'm wondering if it's my mental state manifesting itself in a physical manner, or there is sth really physically wrong with me.
Either way, this page is getting darker.
Tuesday, September 25, 2012
|Poisoning thoughts|
I should stop letting bad thoughts infiltrate my mind as I think about things. They poison me, in a chronic way.
Subtlety goes a long way, and I've chosen to try it. But somehow a lot of acting has to be involved. And I don't like it. I can't take it, yet I'm not willing to show it.
You know sometimes when u're actually not tt happy but yet u have to pretend tt you are? Cos life still goes on and nobody truly cares, not even those who claim they do. Not like I'm exempted from it, though I believe tt I actually tried.
Erratic behavior is the outcome, neurosis or even psychosis. Nevertheless, blogging virtually helps me to live in reality. Or perhaps I've alr lost contact with the real world and is just getting self absorbed. This is worrying.
