Rest In Peace

A very important yet outdated news to share here.

One of the pending posts, i mentioned for quite a while now.

My pet lulu has died, for almost 3 weeks now.

Rest In Peace 

LULU 14 NOVEMBER 2009- 11 DECEMBER 2011

This photo was taken right after i brought it home from a friend's house, inside the basket thing on my motorbike , and it didn't didn't jump out from the basket.

See HERE for more pictures .

This was taken few months later around 4-5 months i guess,


One of the most recent photo is this.

So, how lulu die?

It happen few days before i go back to Sibu, i see it getting "emo", and shedding hairs and seems weak. Thought it was the freaky weather and got sick,

So few days later, my brother brought it to a vet, to have it look at, and the vet told him that, there's 90% chance she won't survive, and 10% survival rate, and even if she do make it, she would have a limp, blind and the "heart parasites" will come back.


The vet diagnosis was, HEART PARASITES thing, which are spread airborne or through mosquitoes, mosquitoes suck the blood of an infected dog will heart parasites and goes to another dog and all gets infected something like that. So most of the dogs near my neighbourhood are dead, including lulu's ex and current BF.

The vet ask my brother what is his decision.

A: give the injection, and hope that he manages to survive but with disability and chances of the the parasites coming back again.

OR

B. Put to sleep with an injection.


He called me asking for my decision, after a bit of consideration, i asked for decision B. no point letting it suffer much longer.

Thought the vet will take care of the body, but no, they asked us to bring it home. And so it's now buried in our  backyard.


Yes, i've been a bad owner for not taking care of the pet i got. and Lulu become Disloyal. which is all my fault. Although she never wanna come home, but she still come home when it rains because this is her home and she got no choice , no place to seek shelter from the rain.


Was told not to get another pet again liao. coz no take care and etc.

So yeah.

Bye

MOTHERFUCKERS PART 2.

Those people finally left this morning, i can finally have my life back.

A lot more unbelievable things happened again, these things really can make someone speechless.

Some of the few things are,

1. Asking me not to off my aircond, when i go out, so when they come back, it's not that hot for them.
WTF?! U THINK OPEN AIRCOND NO NEED ELECTRICITY?! U WANT COLD, GO STAY AT A GOD DAMN HOTEL!

2. Wasting my water and current,
They kept on boiling boiling water, some for the baby milk , some for disinfecting the baby bottles, some for bath. i quote : "WE HAVE HEATERS BACK HOME, WE ARE NOT USED TO SHOWER WITH COLD WATER"

WTF!!! GO DIE PLEASE!

Washing the baby/kids clothes, i don't know how many times they wash those clothes!! idiots!!! fuckers!!!

3. Raided my first aid kit.
im sick now, aside from the toothache, i have headache, sore throat, running nose and cough.. all because of these people, they saw me took some meds from the first aid box yesterday, and when i got back from work today, i saw all my meds on the table, almost empty. WTF!!! my meds also you people wanna eat!! fucking buy yourselves ma!!


4. Back from work, reached home around 8am, saw them packing ready to leave, my uncle bought them some buns for the road, they "offer" me some, my hand was dirty, so i grab the plastic, and she say YOU TAKE ONE ENOUGH LIAO. OMGWTF!!! U PEOPLE STAYED MY HOUSE FOR 3 NIGHTS! IS IT TOO MUCH TO TAKE MORE THAN 1 BUN!? HOW MUCH WILL IT COSTS YOU TO STAY IN HOTELS FOR 3 NIGHTS, WITH A TOTAL OF 14 PEOPLE!!!


5. Lastly, they didn;t even say those ”客套“  stuff, like sorry for bothering you for so many days, etc etc bla bla, they really think it IS my duty to provide my house for them and everything, really ...shocking,... these type of people existed..

Oh well, at least  they are gone now. have to see them during CNY again, maybe, that is if i still want to go back...really reallky hate SIBU!

But knowing them, they will be back, if there are any school holidays, there are too cheap to go elsewhere. rhey want to stay at my place only, coz it's FREE!

mcb motherfuckers,

now have to go sweep up their long disgusting hairs, wash all the bed sheets, pillow cases.... all these work!

cb ness!

MOTHERFUCKERS

2 pending posts, 1. The thing i say i would blog on the next post, 2. A follow up step by step wisdom tooth extraction process, as per request from Collie.

SUPER PISSED OFF NOW! Relatives from sibu staying at my house again! and this time a total of 13 people!! including kids!! inmy small house!! whats more is! they sleep in my bed! pull out a mattress ,put it at the living room, asking me to sleep there, did all these ,while i was out for dinner! MCB! cb sibu people!!

im listening to music and on-ing my lights now, if i can't sleep , i don't think you all should sleep also, bunch of assholes!

But just because the relatives, im under strict instruction from dad must "entertain" them,. fuck. What about my needs?! 1 day off in a week, and these fuckers put me at the living room at my own house?! hogging my bed ,fat pillow and blanket!

Cannot imagine theres such people! and my relatives!how many times already they did this! this is what these people do!! fuckers...

put me in the fucking living room man! wtf is this shit! and the only night i get to sleep at night at home at my comfy bed!! #!@$%#@$#@!

Since my dad have strict insteructions i cant be "rude" , i shall be Sarcastic!

WAA, U ALL FUCKERS VERY SUANG HO , SLEEP IN MY ROOM , MY BED?

THROW ALL MY CLOTHES ON THE FLOOR LIKE SOME RAGS. HO. FUCKERS!

Wisdom tooth extraction

I cant eat food now!! im dieting! after only just one day of dieting, i lost my tummy liao! lol..

For someone who had just gotten a wisdom tooth extraction surgery, im in quite a good mood, for some unknown reason. my face had swollen up, its as if , i have a rambutan stuff in my mouth.

So the story goes like this, i scare this and that, i scare that if i don protect my teeth now,i will regret forever in the future, so i have to get this wisdom tooth remove, even though it's not decayed yet.

Made a appointment at a government hospital, waited 1month for the appointment, finally yesterday the day to remove it, waited another hour or so for my turn, the procedure lasts for around 1hr30mins. lie there cannot move, feet cold, wanna pee back and neck pain... and yeah mouth pain..

after that, have to wait for my medicines, took another 40mins or so. was given 2 days sick leave, but because im such a good person,. and have very good colleagues, i decided to go work anyways since if i called in sick, my colleague would have to do everything alone! and it's not easy to work in a hotel!

asked the nurse to let me have my tooth, but its all broken up into tiny pieces, so no point lo..now everyday eat porridge, coz i can't eat anything else.

meds i have to take!

wanted to take a photo of my mouth and teeth, but nah.

 All in all, 3 more wisdon teeth to go! 3 more times of hell!

The minor surgery costs me rm 50, whereas if you do it a private dentist, it cost you rm 800! omg!!

I IS HAMSTER!!!

Must rest moreeeee...

Bye

13/12 update

Hello everybody, hello my blog readers, time do flies. It's been over a week since i last blog-ed. but it felt like it was just yesterday, i posted bout the Saint Row thing. wow...

Listening to SNSD Christmas song's now, suddenly feeling very emo. Weird!

Anyways, back from my Sibu trip, nothing much happen, just eat eat and eat.

Relatives who sees me, only have few things to say,

1. Wa, how many years you no come back liao? ( fact is only 1 year ba)!

2. Wa so tall liao( wtf, i stopped growing for how many years already)

3. Wa fat liao( haha yeah)

4.Wa, why so fair/white now? (aiyoyyo)

Bought some food souvenirs, put it at the living room, and was eaten by rats..>< " knn

Drove back to miri sunday morning11/12, reached around 6pm, and worked at 11pm, wow hectic day.

Just had a BBQ, a farewell party for my older brother friend, he's going to KL to work and etc. Suddenly felt a bit sad, this kind of thing will happen to me soon, friends finishing their studies soon, getting ready for work, work here and there. contact less and less, growing further and further apart. aww so sad.

Ermm going to the hospital tomorrow to have my wisdom tooth surgery! omg!

i have a sad news, a very sad news, will blog about it on the next post. since it need some compiling and editing...



buh bye..

IS SAD!

I IS SAD! coz i can't play Saint Row the third!

i always like to play these type of weird games, running around killing random people, stealing cars, ramming everything, like GTA and Prototype. soo nice! this also so nice! but cannot play! aiya! sad can die..

and going back to sibu again , next tuesday, aiyoo! so sien!! don't wanna go la.!

and im researching headphones liao, gonna what good thing to "jiang li" myself! hmph!


Bye!

Me and my "Soft Ears"

Remember when i say i quit-ed my job?! well guess what, i un-quit-ed my job ! and one of the main reasons is that i have SOFT EARS!


Definition of soft ears-people who tend to be  easily lied to by pretty girls, woman.!

Long story short, HR people suddenly nice to me, say i very "important" , say give me "raise" again "soon", i "soft ears", and being bored at home without any tv series to watch, making little salary makes me "happy" i got savings now and i don't know how. so continue to work lo, despite the fact that , i have submitted my resignation TWICE!!! hahaha  kissing ass really important, even a "Stubborn " people like me, change my mind. HAHAHAH wtf


Bye
!

Shoot something

Cond from previous post,

So! the manager ask me to think about it, and so i thought bout it, and within one day, i re submit my resignation letter, i did this while i was working, two colleagues from other department saw what i did, and asked me to help them to write a letter also! so 3 of us, pass the letters to the HR department on the same day.!! HAHAHAHA! im a natural born "leader" always "leading" bad things! tsktsk!

That day was a Friday, when my manager ask me to reconsider my resignation, i went home, and thought bout it, kinda fed up , so decided to watch movies, but die die no movie to watch,so decide to play games, really wanna shoot things soo badly but die die games nowadays hard to install, fed up times 2!!! At last, ended up rewatching Pokemon Orange League . ahh, the old ones are much much better then the one we have today.

Making life decisions through watching pokemon again, they always give life lessons!  lol!  so yeah, my last day of work is on the 20th of December, going back to brunei again on the 21st! ohh......

Bye!

Random with a dash of emo

First of all, watch this!    HERE, the song is ok, but i keep replaying 3.35-3.38! hair flipping is soo sexy!

Been wanting to blog bout my days in Brunei, been quite fun, because of the Carefree times there, but it is still very SIEN there!! if not for Starcraft 2 and Modern Warfare 3, i think i will die,no internet, got internet also very slow net! how how how!

oh yeah i finished that 2 games in 3 days i think! hohohoho!

Playing SC2 so long after it's release, is a good thing also, means i don't need to wait so long for the next one..hahahah

As for MW3, when i play, im actually very stressed out, one thing is im abit sick, headache and also because i was rushing the games, play for hours non stop. When playing MW3, i find it very impossible to win, thoughts like, waa war is so chaos!, so many people, how i kill all!? got this wanna give up feel while playing, hahahah wtf! i know right, but at the end, i finished it in 7hours and died for god knows how many times.hahahah!

anyways!  as usual my timing is very very very bad! when i go back, everyone is busy or haven't gone back to brunei yet, and as soon as i leave the place, people starts flooding back to brunei! wtf!!Coz on Tuesday, when i reached miri, open facebook, 3 people posted( ARRIVED IN BRUNEI, GOING BACK TO BRUNEI SOON!!) omg!!!! wtf!!! hahaha ><" no fate


So yeah, i submitted my resignation letter, but kena hold back by my manager, asking me to reconsider and all that crap, as me re submit again end of the month oh, she say. So see lo.... see how much is the increment lo...

Eee,, dont wannna work no more, i want people to feed me!

Bye!

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oh yeah, finaly taking leaves from work! starting from 18 till 22nd , going back to brunei for the first time in 4months,how time flies! 2011 is ending!

Reasons for going back, EXCAPADE!

Anyways, so lazy to blog now, coz im sick! coz of the rain,and my wisdom tooth is killing me! aiya!! mcb, just when i can finally have some sushi! my dentist appointment is 1month away!! NOOO!

No transport to go back, fuck.why everyone have car , but me? mcb


bye!

It's not easy to blog.

Waaa and just like that 10 days had passed since my last post! soo fast!! 20 more days to pay day!

"Im taking MC today coz i have a dinner tonight, and it's way too troublesome to change shift with people, might as well just take the day off, no need so rajin. But have to go to the clinic but there's soooo many people there, i malas again. Zzz

Nothing much to blog , as usual, but hey, at least this blog ain't dead yet. and it's really NOT easy to blog you know, referring to KENWOOI.COM . Although i don't have as much steps as he does, and i don't do 8 out 10 the things he do, but it's still NOT easy ok! normally what i do is, when i have something to blog, i store in my brain, and kept it on replay, replay and replay till i actually blog bout it. HHAHAHA! yes, i have a great mind.

oh! i have a picture to share, if you're following this blog, then you probably read  AKIRACEO CAT COMIC, and he always censored his face, and because im a WORKING ADULT now, i need to read newspaper, and just so happens to read  THE STAR , and saw his face, and now presenting, Akiraceo. and other comic bloggers.

Hahaha for some reasons, i actually thought his face would look like a cat!! 

Well then , off to get my MC, ....hmmm wait another 1 hours la..

Bye!

How to spend Rm 479.50 on your pay day.

OH yeah babeh, finally payday! after a month of blood and sweats, you finally got that SMALL amount of money bank into your account..

And in just 2 hours you can spend about  half of it. For a good cause of course! i do not have a luxurious life like  people these days..

So what i did today was, made a appointment with the dentist(willingly) , coz your teeth is one of the most important in your  bodeh!, what's gone, you can't get back, unless you go for those artificial teeth and costs you like thousands! So anyways, i went and had my teeth checked, turns out, my normal teeth are in conditions , except for my Wisdom teeth, which are already decay-ed. Oh no, i need to get it OPERATED! oh no!! all 4 of them, as per the dentist, the bottoms one decayed already, so i need to have it surgically removed, and if removed, the 2 upper ones, useless liao, so those can be removed as well.

So yeah, and he told me that my teeth are not properly clean, and thats why the wisdom decayed,and also why my gum always bleed when i brush.Hmm , so i had it clean for a total of Rm 70! I don't know why everyone said having your teeth is painful? normal only leh. and took only like 10mins?

So, my plan is now to go to a government based dentist to get this surgery done, coz in private one expensive ma! gonna go and make appointment with the dentist tomorrow again, this thing cannot procrastinate any longer, or it will burn another big hole in my wallet！

After that the other Rm 400 is much more simpler, rm 200 on my never ending school fees, and another Rm 200 on the never ending insurance premium, which i paid willingly, feel proud and sad at the same time, how good will it be , if my parents are paying all these for me! like most of the people around me~

Bought a nice lunch for myself, really can't remember i had a nice lunch. This so called NIce lunch is actually just your normal char siew rice, and what's not normal about it , is that it costs me Rm 6 !! wtffff! decided to buy another pack of chicken rice at the next stall. which cost me Rm 3.50.

So the total i spent today is these 2 hours are Rm 479.50.The money exchanged with all my blood and sweats, gone just like POOF.... Really this unexplain-able sense of 成就感. Feeling proud and sad at the same time,  someone should feed me, buy me original tickets to Snsd concerts and original albums!! oh well, everyone is leading a different life. Man， i wanna have a lavish lifestyle! i want to eat expensive fruits and ice creams at home ,without having to work! HAHAHAH! im such a simple human being.! lol!

Awww, i miss BND( brunei dollar)so bad! hahahaha  perhaps........

ooh la la


Gonna enjoy the remaining hours of my day off!

Bye!

Unbelievable part 4 or 5!!

Omg!!! Unbelievable!! Part 4 or 5 coz i cnt remember how many times this number "open" liao Wtf!! Yesterday was a Tuesday , but got this special draw, and my car plate came out AGAIN!!! (Though the numbers are jumping ) as usual.

Both on sports toto and magnum!!! Omg!!!! This is soo...!!!! How many times already this month after my accident, and after washing and cleaning my bike, I should wash it more often!!!

Obviously I got nothing to blog about which is why the constant updates about numbers . Lol

Bye!

UNBELIEVABLE!!!

REMEMBER LAST WEEK, MY CAR PLATE NUMBER KINDA "OPEN" that was a wednesday, following that week, that sunday, my number "open" again. than again on this wednesday!! OMG OMG OMG WTF WTF!!

Did i mention, after i got into the accident, i washed my bike, giving it the NEW vibe, and who knew, my carplate open 3 times after that!! OMG!! wtf!! and i didn't buy any of it!!

!!!! boo!!

the end !

What i did these couple of days.

Few days back, was obsessing with one of my favorite game franchise of all time...RESIDENT EVIL, finally got to play the 5th installment, and normally it will took me 2 weeks to finish one game, but somehow i finished this in   just 2 and a half days( applause applause) wheee..haha

Slept from 10am -10pm yesterday, shocking!! eat liao sleep, after sleep then wtf need to work lagi..><"

Oh, im using 4 mbps line now, downloaded SNSD new 390mb video in 5mins,woohoo, and the 100mb album in 3mins..hahahah but somehow when i use Funshion,(streaming movies) it's very slow. TT.knn the rest of the download things are fast though..WHY!!!


so i need to start downloading dramas/movies and NOT streaming them liao.

since im staying  at some kampung area, just now, a SNAKE was in my bathroom! omg! omg! i tries to take a close picture of it, but when i updated my iphone to ios5, it can't zoom no more? haha knn. so anyways, very small snake, seems harmless at the time. and then suddenly i saw the colorful like shiny green +blue color(kinda hard to notice), so pretty. tried my best not to kill it, sapu it into the longkang , but it won't go away, flush it with water non stop. aiya so mafan, give u chance u don want, then you should die. my brother, took an axe , kinda chop it in half, the

Tried to put in the biscuit tong but it won't go in, if you look hard enough, you can see the mouth/toungue/ HISSING! but i no hear hissing sound...and omg( IOS5 photo looks sooo sharp!!)

The end cannot sleep!!! 2pm!! Liao.

bye

吓一跳

The other day, i got into an minor accident, long story short.  I lost a mirror( in case you didn't know, i'm a biker) which means my motorcycle lost a side mirror, so unbelievable, that i lost only a mirror, and no scratches on me, the motorbike. Can't say the same for the car that i hit, minor scratches on the car.

And what you do after you got into a accident?

1. 吓一跳. Duh.

2.Say sorry and all that, depending on the people you hit, be prepare for worst case scenario.

3.Tell someone about it.
From what i can observe, girls and guys says different thing. Girls, will say , ARE YOU OK? NOT SERIOUS EH ? ETC ETC. On the other hand, guys will say,HOW'S YOUR CAR?( in my case motorcycle), WHAT CAR YOU HIT? lol..


4.Go home, say PHEWW..不幸中的大幸(lucky to be alive, something like that ) take a shower and sleep.

5. Wake up before 7pm to buy TOTO/4D, and since my plate number is 2720, so when you accident, and fall down, you're suppose to buy the “terbalik"(reverse) numbers, meaning 0272, but for some reasons i reverse the numbers also i reverse salah... i bought 0270, HAHAHA yeah abit blur. then waiting for 8pm, open the results......jeng jeng jeng


The numbers that came out as a winning number is  0027!!!!
ALMOST!!!! SAD-ED! 2 ALMOST LAGI!!

went to Aaron's bday BBQ and then work..


So, that's how the day ended.



Just watched  REAL STEEL at the local cinemas, suprisingly , it's very very nice, 9/10! haha

also, watched the latest episode of Running Man, where Snsd is in it few days ago, now  waiting for part 2! waiting to see their barefaces!!


It's 11.30 pm on my offday, can't sleep , haven't gotten any lunch and dinner yet....had bread for breakfast. Well guess i just have to eat bread again for my lunch+ dinner+supper at 11.30pm. hell yeah.

Saw this post on facebook, haizz


病了，一個人扛；
煩了，一個人藏；
痛了，一個人檔；
街上，一個人逛；
路上，一個人想；
晚上，一個人的床……

慢慢地習慣了一個人的生活，變得沉默、
變得冷落、沒了想理、不想說、不想看、
我不是高傲，也不是胡鬧，是厌倦了所有的依靠


Bye

Follow up

Ah-ha! To follow up my previous post, there's a few teachers that I forgot to mention which is math teacher stella, computer teacher Matthew and the famous wu 主任 hahaha

And I got proof! Tat I'm not making up all these stories!! Hahahah







Bye short post only

Record breaking sleep

Today! A geng day!! Coz I slept from 3 30 am till 5 pm!! Skipped breakfast and lunch!! Aiiyo!


And I just downloaded blogger into my iPhone hahahah after almost one year of owning this thing!( FYI blogging with iPhone now.)

so now I have quite skinny forearm! Lol

And! the other day, alot of CHMS(chung hwa middle school(my ex school) teachers went and check in to MY hotel, around 20 of them, and what so nice is that out of  around 10++ teachers. Around 8 recognise me! HOHOHOHOOH! coz im famous! those who don't recognise me are our principal,mdm kho( why would she recognise me, it's not like i everyday go up stage get trophy/award/certificates ma!!)


the others that doesn't recognise me are the new teachers, one very disappointing thing is MDM Tao( our F5 teacher, i think she's blur liao) HGAHAHAH , coz i remembered going back to chms in 2008( one year after our graduation, and she does'nt recognise many of us already) omg! hahahaha so cannot blame..HAHAHA

Since im very good with faces and names, i can almost name everyone present that day!

1. Principal, mdm kho
2.Cikgu Beh(which is now asst principal)
3.阿陶( mdm tao) which is now asst asst principal i think
4.Teacher Mili (physics teacher)
5.Veronica (geo teacher)
6.Jasly( history/counsellor back in F1!!)
7.关老师(chi teacher back in primary) still recognises me!
8.cikgu Tan( Bm teacher form 5)
9.Ng lin di (PE teacher primary)
10.Lim Lan ji i think(Art teacher form 3 coz i don't take art in f4,f5, one of the most funny/bad teacher)
11.stil got more ? don't know what teacher and some  can'remember..HAHAHAH

Then most of them say, "you got brothers in Chms right? which class is he in? etc etc etc.. i cannot remember, i remember Y something something, so i said YELLOW something, then they say "aiyo, where got yellow yellow in Form 4/5 liao. one" lol

And most importantly, they say, WAAA 国耀， now so handsome liao ho! face why so white!? HAHAHAHA lol! anyways, they are here to visit the miri chinese school or what one, today newspaper should be got put. But didn't take any pictures, coz im a guy/working at the moment! and they were on a rush so yeah. the end.

I guess why most people recognise me is that im QUITE talkative in class..LOL! so kids, don't act cool! don't be smart. coz nobody will recognise you when you're old! LMAO!


10pm, preparing for work.
bye

SNSD & ME

So, this news, should be all (K pop-sters) know liao one,  snsd gonna release new album again, and etc etc, kena delay or etc etc, was suppose to released tomorrow, but maybe delay delay or what, so anyways!

Eveytime, they release new songs,new mv, new whatever, always happens to me on the same day i have important things one. it's so hard to explain. Coz i think i remember their release dates for mv/songs always align perfectly with my important things also, which i can't remember right now, and too lazy to refer back to my old posts. (basically this paragraph is uselss)

Anyways, tomorrow is suppose to be another important day that clashes with the new release date( very confusing i know, i don;t even know what im talking about). Tomorrow is the day!! the day i first started work 3months ago!! OMG!! how fast is that!! it's like i just started work la!!

Oh well, since i haven't any pictures/photo/videos in a long time'

Watch THIS if you haven't , but should be alot watched liao lo..normally i don't like Yoona, one, but damn the BGM is nice.. rewatched this don't know for how many times.. Zzz HAHAHAH

can happy die!! down there also happy! LMAO! stupid perfect BGM!! gives people this exciting feel! super nice flower petals falling, like the dude does it in Bleach..HAHAHA


Anyways!!! back to topic,so fast 3 months liao!! and tomorrow is suppose to my probation evaluation thing, coz 3months liao ma...but i don't know what my manager gonna do..

So, im thinking to quit for real liao, if they don't give me a raise, i think they will either, don't give me a raise or
give me a raise of RM 50..hahaha, so we will see how..don;t think i wanna work for that extra rm 50..lol

AHHHH!

AHHH!! 4AM! CAN'T SLEEP!! WORK AT 3PM LATER! AHHH! HUNGRY ! AHHH!!

Made mistakes that costs me another Rm100! AHHH! I'm those kind of employees that every company wants, they don't paid me, I PAID THEM. AHHH!!!

I'm sad! AHH!! i don't have any money left in my banks. AHHH! bought too much tickets, and now paying my company, im dry and sad! AHHH!!!

Strong winds now, can hear the WHOOSH  wind sounds, kinda scary, my doors are banging, kinda creepy..AHHH!

Well, since i can't sleep, im up online searching for jobs, and apparently job hunting ain't easy..AHHH! wtf!
It;s easier to find job in Brunei i guess? AHHH! i don't wanna go back!AHH!  but i not yet quit my job, even though, out of 10 people i talked to , 9 has asked me why i haven't quited  this crappy job yet...coz i don't wanna sien at home! one of the main reason i suppose.

So now, im listening to this song. a motivational song, which is perfect for my current situation..felt like how many years already haven't spoke english..hmm..

Anyways, listen to this.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uIbXvaE39wM&ob=av2e

It's quite old! AHH!


Bye! still can't sleep...

UPDATE Air Asia's "Promotion" UPDATE

Ahh, bought tickets for Singapore, 23rd september to 26th september 2012!!! omg!  one year from this week!!! apuuu!! because of air asia made me bekchek, i become crazy, cincai press press at the end, it's not even cheap! see the invoice below! uselss things like insurance and pick a seat! wasted my money!! and what do i need a 25kg luggage for!! crazy!! eeeeeeeee!!!! knn! wasting $$

Aside from this, i was planning to get another ticket to go kuching or kl one, bt stupid website, force me to buy insurance, cause the CANCEL insurance buttton is not clickable, so at the end no jadi buy, so yeah, saving up for next year singapore trip...oh, did i mention, i only booked 1 ticket, im going alone? SO SAD?!

UPDATES


SO I JUST BOUGHT ANOTHER TICKET FLYING TO KL NEXT MAY...FOR TOTAL RM 55...HOHOHOHOHOH///HOHOHOHOOH////ALONE ALSO..WHATT....



Bye

"Scandal" with the HR Assistant

Well well well, finally have time to relax, and blog.

Time flies, it's already mid september now. pay day soon! yay =.=

{yesterday)
So anyways,  busy working and all that, from 6am to 3pm, can't finish my job, heavy workloads, so finally finising my work at 4.30pm, decided to chat with the quite pretty, HR(human resource) assistant, the HR head a bitch, so i waited till she left the office to do  some other things.

Normal staff won't go to HR office one, it's either, you kena complain/ do something wrong/ wanna resign then only you go there. So when i went into the office and chatted with her, and as people walked by, everyone stopped and look through the window, so after around 30-40 minutes. i left the office, people started asking questions.

questions like
1. Ho ho , what you do? why kena call?
2.Why you go there? u wanna resign?!
3. got new job liao? where u gonna run to?

I kept telling them , im just there to talked to the lady,coz the weather is hot and i malas wana go home, but no one believed me. LOL.Was there to rant about work la, lauya manager la, why staff turnover so high la, when can i claim my public holidays la and etc.

Somehow, this become a very hot issue at work.

(today)
so, today, i 心血来潮， feel like wearing my best office attire to work, so when i got to work, many comment again,.

1. wa wa really going for interview liao la etc etc etc

keep denying, saying that the weather is cold and all that lame excuses, again no one believes. so the days goes by, and around 4pm, they say go interview meh?? i said, aiyo, if interview i already left lo, where got i stay here and lepak, interview where got after office hours one and etc. It's like they finally believe me, 50/50 percent.
 then they say,

Then WHY U GO SEE HR(MS WEE) LEH?? and why suddenly you wear so nice today?? why ur shift already end you don wanna go back? you wait ms wee then balik sama sama?!go patoh patoh liao la?! aiyoyo etc etc

HAHAHAHAHH so yeah anything can happen, at work. this and that. lol. the fact is , i have "scandal" with girls from every department almost every week, for being over friendly with them, and again like back in maxcel, guys don't like me very much, i no have much  guy friends, so sad....!

So this concludes this post.

11pm.

Chow~!

Help? No Help?

Been obsessing with Facebook's Empire & Allies.

Anyways, went to the airport just now, then came this woman, asking how much it costs to go back to Kuching, etc etc she claims that she don't have enough money and etc etc, asked my dad for rm 20, and give all contact information claiming that she will pay back the money.


Scam Artist?  or isit woman in need? hmmm, hard to say leh, maybe she really do need the money, would you give her the rm 20?!? i wanna know!

Bye!

Brief update

This 2 days very the not normal

i 'm happy coz went drinking last night, people say i look like 歌王， even though i didn't even sang a single song. LOOK like 歌王， already can make me happy..lmao! so after drinking from 10pm-1045 pm, i start work at 11pm, went to work, kinda drunk...hahahaha hao cai, not much people notices, as i cover the smell with cologne. tsktsk do this kind of thing..not good not good,

The productive part was, my shift ends at 7am, i went for a job interview at 8.30am, i guess it went quite well, but then suddenly i realize , i think i didn't actually answer what they ask. eg. tell me something about yourself question, blurted out some random useless things hahha><"

Not to mention i kept badmouth-ing  all my previous and current company, im not sure this is +ve or -ve though.. at least im being truthful!! oh well, interview for around 30mins. so wait nia lo~

lalalalala hari raya no raya holidays, no give me extra $$ , ccb . people enjoy what i do
!?



Bye!

Mr Blur.

Wooo,i used to say, i can never wake up at 12pm, now im waking up at 12pm everyday!! i guess thats why people say be careful what you wish for.

So anyways, this post is to discuss how blur, i've become.

1. Was at work , settling payment through credit card, after settling, i forgot to give the credit card back to the guy, so he's asking for it, then i said, "You can just leave it here", not once but i said that twice ><", good thing ,we laughed about it later on  and then he left. HAHHAHA

2. Was a McD the other day, dip my fries, in chili sauce, ate it. then i asked my friend, " eh new recipe har? how come spicy one?" speechless! hahahah

3. Was at a meeting yesterday by manager, then after the meeting end, saw the manager clocking out, she going home, and then i asked her, "Eh, you just come har? just clocking in?", " What? im going home already!, i already here since what time, you not in the meeting just now meh?"  then suddenly i realize, she really was there... wow wow wow..

Guess im mr simple Blur now..

Gonna work again~~~ chewww

Bye!

Bowling!

eh leh leh , off day, and i can;t slep in my room, coz a lizard died somewhere, and i can't seems to find the corpse! the rotten smell of lizard corpse..ewww.w.... so im sleeping in the store room now. ><"


It;s 12am now, im not at work, nor i asleep, as always, can't sleep! die to biasa-ness of working in the middle of the night! so yeah, gonna blog.

Since i  don't have anything to do, me and couple of friends went for bowling just now, yumcha after that, without realizing it's already 11pm, want to go back, then car cannot start, start many times, also cannot start, called someone, they came, turn on the ignition, no problem at all......start like that only eeeee....DON'T STAY OUT LATE AT NIGHT OH.! that's all i can say.


net's not very good right now, so i can't post pic of my scores! not very good though, no strike, no spar. paid rm 17 for it...as always, release stress. blog is dying soon, no one is blogging them anymore.

pictures later , should be..


Good morning!!

Visitor hits booster.

Recently there was this commotion at facebook ,where a friend of mine, posted a photo of "himself".

And it was a instant hit on facebook, everyone were excited, that WEN LI is now a  Korean-star look-alike!! But! i knew! coz 2 years ago, i already blogged bout this! See HERE .


What's more surprising is that, he posted that photo on August 12 2011, i blogged about it August 12 2009!!!!! whatt!!! what is this coincidence?! and because i posted that link on the facebook, im recently gaining a lot of Australian readers, eg. Melbourne ,Vctoria, Adelaide etc etc ahh, all the name are so pretty....

Anyways, thanks to wen li, i have more blog readers now! yay!! ermm...><" hhahahaha


Photo of wen li. @ 

So after 2  years, i listening to this song again, and addicted again.aiya.!

Then suddenly today, another song got to me, Hot Summer Fx song, few months old, didn't like it much back then, but now, can't stop hitting the replay button. ><" always obsess with something/someone, so easily.

Oh yeah, day off on thursday and Friday. no work very sien one, so people! find me play! or ......i sad...

Bye

Hungover.

Today is monday 11.50pm, almost tuesday.

Was suppose to blog bout this on Sunday, but was hungover that day, then say wanna blog this morning, but woke up at 2pm, just in time to prepare for work, so here. finally got the time to blog!

So, last saturday, was my off day, and i woke up at 3pm, which means half day gone liao, do some useless laptop stuff, night time liao, people called to go for a drink at 10.30pm, i say it's too late i wanna sleep. So went to a bar at 9pm, enjoying SNSD songs at the bar! ( once we sat there for few minutes, they start playing those songs! happi-ness) anyways, ordered a few beers, chatting bout life, salary sucks, job sucks and etc. It's already 11.30pm.

So as usual,  kena persuaded to go to Balcony, because they know the bouncer there, so the entry is FREE! if not i won't go one. Around 12am, somethings seems weird liao, coz out of 10 people, 8 are guys. omg! all the ladies, at home studying.

Suddenly saw some old friends from Maxcel, one of them, seems drunk already. i was a bit dizzy but still okay. So all those glass clinking, clinking, and then a bet, i ask my friend to anyhow hug a dude, not afriend one, he say confirm confirm rm10?! i say yes! he hug a guy, which was a employee there, totally doesn'y count. but still a bet's a bet. so i paid him rm 10. lmao..

He then challenged me to do "one goal" so halfway there, he started vomiting, YES I WON! , he said, i really never think that you can drink so much, i win this this this, but lose to you.. etc etc..wow the suang-ness!! hahaha ,so the drinking continues.

around 1am, still no gals, the drunk people say wanna go dance , then mix into the crowd, all guys! left after a few minutes, and go home!, 1am+ still early, but drunk so must go home. the end.

hao cai im not that drunk, itf not have to be carried into the car, i was using motorbike lagi, how to carry..hahahaha


Got home safely, and start puking, but still able to facebook, coz too dizzy cannot sleep., slept till 4am, dizzy wan die, puke again. slept till 6am, abit better , but still dizzy....and then work at 3pm...boooohhh...  hangover gone.


Soo nice feel! no stress!! all released! hahahaha !!

the end, i don't see the point of this post actually..lol

BB

Pcitures!

THIS POST WILL HAVE PICTURES! MWHAHAHA! ALMOST 1 MONTH IN MIRI!

So , last last weekend was my friend's birthday and she celebrated it " Miri style" which can only means one thing, BALCONY. HHAHAHAH clubbing is kinda lame now, you can already know what songs they are gonna played next, then lame songs, nobody will "put chur put chur hands up" HAHAHAH you drink drink, then you need to pee pee pee, you dizzy dizzy, go toilet, keep bumping into people, people stepping on your shoe laces, those who saw you will say WA, YOU SO 野, next thing you know, your mom called you , you go those 夜店 again!? why! later people use knife stab you!(true story) and etc hahahahah

 And so i bought one giant bird and one giant box!

so pictures, of me not drunk..

Work pictures, what i did during midnight shift are, rummaging through incidents reports, read about how funny there are and etc, the workplace is clean so far, never heard of any 阿飘。

some motivations stuff i read and capture from a book.

 From what i heard, theres a copy of this thing, in most of the dept. ><"

Midnight food they gave us on "good days"

urghhh


Most important of all, i bought something online few days ago, waiting patiently for it to arrive, and after thinking and asking for many opinions i bought one thing, white color and like most of the commenters said, WHITE EASY DIRTY. really easy dirty ..... oh well what to do! im afraid ! im afraid , i might get addicted to online buying. stuffs..,eeeeeee!! must control with my "salary"


i shall only post the plastic bag of the thing i bought! suspend! mwhahahhahaha!

 Oh, regarding the weight loss thing, apparently i also have lots of grey hair now, wtf. how come! i so stressed??? To tung lian- ermm, i eat 2 meals a day? coz no food eat or was sleeping. The stress maybe? and also drinking sugarless Milo everyday. LMAO.




 Has it been a long time since i last blogged? hmmm not very long kan?  oh wtf,need to go work soon. again.. ><"

 Bye

Pictures?

ahh! so i worked midnight for 3 days now, tired die, soo not good for the body, age by 5 years already. they don't pay me enough,.hahaha. and im sick already! see how serious is this shit!

oh! i've drop 4-5 kgs or more i think since i came back to miri! like 2 weeks+, wow! how come!! no more nasi katok!? quite balanced meal provided by employer, stress! hahahaha i is slim-er now!! hohohohoho!!!

So for your information, when im working midnight shift, i normally sleep from 8am/9am to 3.30pm, wake up for lunch, movies, sleep again from 5pm-7pm or 8pm to 9 30pm, these are the times you can find me,,HAHAHAH but today im blogging at 1pm coz i need to go for meeting at 3pm. tmd.

and and and i'm trying something new again! will be revealed on the next post!

My motto.

One of my many mottos/catch phrase,aside from, TIRED DIE ME, THAT DOG FACE and etc.

one that i use more often now is definitely , MUST TRY NEW THINGS. Because of this i really tried a lot of new things, most recent one of course is the new job thing, blog about it yada yada, no need to talk bout it anymore.


so the most recent NEW thing i tried is, upgrading my Win XP, to Win7, this was sooo 2 years ago! but i only did it today, coz mr tan kept using my motto against me, and my laptop was full of viruses, so he offer to help me upgrade it, so yeah, my laptop is finally a Win7 now, don't think mine can support Win8 though..hahaha so yeah.

Win7 , so far so good i suppose.



Purpose of this post, is to urge people to try new things! like what Albert Einstein said...ermm something bout trying new things, google it yourself,must always try new things. you never try you never know! RIGHT?!


TIME FLIES WHEN YOU HAVE OFF DAYS.! KNN, CCB.

NOT GONNA WASTE MY YOUTH, GONNA GO DRINK AND DANCE TONIGHT!!!

AND like what NEYO said, WE MIGHT NOT GET TOMORROW! hahahahaha!

Bye!

Tomorrow off day!

This is such a slow week, how come today still saturday?! felt like i've been working for sooo many days liao! and tomorrow finally is my off day.

Surprisingly, for this last couple of days, i felt quite good, maybe no mistakes yet, and kena diao. might be different today because it's the weekends, and this means all the Brunei people will be checking in. All the hotels in miri hates brunei customers/guests, we called them the NO GO SCHOOL people. their demands and all those shit. Wonder why they never complain to Empire/ Rizqun. those failed so called 6* 5* hotels. pfftt. Please take  your 臭钱， and 滚 back brunei. but cannnot, they are the major guests wo..But when they kns to me, i will go post it on Borneo B! HA!

Felt happier being in Miri for some reasons, despite the fact i don't have car to drive, i don't have $$, don't have home cooked meals.生活也过得比较充实 like that, but anang one day i will complain one, it's just a matter of time. hahha. everyday feels like this: eh , like just got home nia, how come need go work again!? everyday! and i'm like standing straight for 7 hours now.OMG! hard to imagine! i sendiri amazed by myself! lol!

Even sleep also, sometimes will think dao work = ='

Sadly, no pictures, 偷偷 take pictures also quite risky.HAHAH with all the cctv and mafan rules, But you all can come see see look look, lmao wtf.

Everyday need go out at 7 30am, eish. today will be the day bru ppl check in! eeeeeeeeeee!



well then, till next time.







Bye

chili's

Really feels like the sky is not treating me well, everyday no rain, and on the day , i don't have car,+ have to work, it rains. And from 9 to 4 30 no rain, 5pm going home time rain again.......

First day is ermm, i don't know how to put it in words yet, just not used to it i guess. need to wait few more weeks to get used to it. 8/10 people in my department is iban, 8/10 of people there is old. Can't help to feel deserted. and being in a large organisation, seeing all the rules, it's quite overwhelming , so many absurd rules...haizz but what to do.

Constant fear of making mistakes, which is quite normal. This week my working hour is from 8 30 to 5pm, next week will be 3pm to 11pm, next next week is 11pm to 7am... this feels so weird now, im not sure if i can handle it..We have to let the security search our bags, before n after shifts, we  eat at staff canteen, with those tray like those in hospital & prisons.


We can't stay in the hotel after working hours, if we were to be terminated, we can't set foot in the hotel for 3months, 0.o some of the many rules. From now on, for future references, my work place shall be known as CHILI's(This is the first thing i see infront of me , so yeah)


Eg. another day at Chili's. etc etc etc. to prevent from getting sued, or whatever. lol


As of what i feel on first day, i don't feel happy, i don't feel unhappy, just that, 1 hour is like a very very long time, which is normal for every working people i suppose, can't help but to miss my previous "Work" place,w here all i did was just watching movies, and facebooking. Here at Chili's we are not even allowed to use handphones. ................



Can't help to feel abit down..
 thats all for now.. bye

You know you're in Malaysia when

After a couple days back in Miri, need to blog the culture of course

You know you're in Malaysia when

1. When you cross the borders, you see None glossy,shiny cars.
2. Roads are  bumpier
3.Places dirtier
and many more.
4, Guys & gals smoking in coffee shops
5.You speak malay to someone who you assumes to be malay/iban, then they answered you back in Mandarin
6. You go in and out of government offices/ banks in around 15 minutes. Not 1 hour
7.You unknowingly swears alot more, due to environment?
8.You buy fuel/pump fuel yourself.
9. Everytime you read a text, pick up the phone, people asked you, eh where to eat? where to hang out? basically asking you to decide.
10.It's way too hot outside, you spent the whole day indoors, and neglect your dog, and it became a strayed one. ><

So this is what i experienced in this past few days, hahaha im sure there's more. Oh, tomorrow only i start work/orientation, cos HR's a bitch, and i knew it. HR's always bitchy, everybody hates them. couple of old hags sitting in the office. F*ckers.

That's all for now.

Bye

Oyobidesuka ~ means ..

"Do you summon me?or  Do You Call For Me"

Im officially being SUMMON for work, report for duty 9am tomorrow.

Tomorrow would be first day of work liao! why i never have rest! always work work work! i only have like 3 days of off days. then tomorrow jiu work liao. I sibeh rajin., HAHAHAHA and just when i started to play pokemon white version.

And 10 out of 10 people who saw me, said that my hairstyle is not suitable for work in hotel..we'll see how it goes tomorrow, and i don't have any tie, got tie also don't know how to tie! Surprisingly, im not nervous again, why! why normal people first day of work so nervous!, and when they resign they no nervous! why i complete opposite!?

hmm what else, nothing, i feel nothing, feel proud/hao lian, if the HR(human resources)  BKS(bo ka si) there, no hao hao tell me to go dye my hair, maybe, just maybe , i will say. AJI AZO HERE FOR WHAT, I DON WORK LA! BYE!

hahahahah! why am i being such a brat.

11 21pm now.

Well then, Qing qi dai wo de complainS.


bye!

What can you except from this blog in the next 3 months.

Today is the last day of work! but i still haven't got my salary!! knn! so maybe it's not last day afterall, maybe coming back tomorrow, but as a freeloader, i come in here to use the internet, won't pick up any phone call, won't wear uniform and etc etc. hahaha! this co. i NO EYE SEE! ( MOU NGAN TAI) zhen shi de.!

So yeah, i cleaned my table, the clean-ness, messy-less, feel is soo incredible! see it at facebook. I'm fully utilizing the internet speed here to download as much things as possible before i leave  so cannot upload anything.

Searching for good comfortable shoes also, but i don't know what makes a comfortable shoe, but i do get this, pretty+stylish one, not comfortable. Ugly+expensive one= very comfortable..hahahha! so i'll think about it.
  As of what feel i have, when leaving Brunei, i can say , i feel nothing at all. LOL


Great, just when everyone from all over the world is coming back to this place, im leaving, so many is coming back , waa, this kind of timing is really..lol but oh well, what to do.

Anyways, what you need & can expect from KYEW505.BLOGSPOT.COM in the next  3 months are:

1. More and more rants, about tired-ness, bekchek-ness ,behsong-ness. this is 100%, coz i don't get job satisfaction one.

2. Pictures of my new working environment, maybe the handsome,cute  me as well.LOL!

3.ERMMM, more rants & complains. have to 强调 this really.

4. blogging frequency??

5. online at night! which i hardly do when im in brunei.



 letting time pass liao now..

bye!

3 more days in ..

I had a dream/nightmare, i don't know which,it goes like this, i murdered someone, someone not important really. so weird though, he's like a work friend soemthing like that, i have no idea why i NEED to kill him. He's driving a car, so i drove the car into a river, afraid of getting caught by "brunei CSI", etc etc , woke up. the end..

HAHAHAHAH weird..

So, last day of work is on June 23rd! woohhh, soo fast leh...fast dao...and the other day, i went to my future working place, wooohh soo nice leh, pictures in the near future.

Can't remembered if i blog about this or not, but When i first told my mom, im leaving brunei, she said, AIYA, WHO'S GOING TO BRING YOUR BROTHER TO SCHOOL NOW LEH!? to be honest, i was kinda angry/disappointed coz all i was to her is just  a driver , to do chores and etc etc., but then few weeks ago, she say HAR, YOU REALLY WANNA GO BACK TO Miri work woh? IF YOU GO BACK LIAO, THEN THIS HOUSE(BRUNEI HOME) QUIET LIAO LO....i was like AWWWW! kinda touched.

Reasons are, if you know me you probably know im LOUD. so when im around, it 's not THAT quiet, and also, sometimes, i make weird noises, eg. sound effects la, chant a few verse of SNSD songs and etc etc . i don't know why also. lmao

i guess she's not the type to easily express the feelings also one, cos lately when i go out, she always goes to the door and kinda see me off one, AWWW!  so sad! TT

This is so weird, when i left brunei 3 years ago(for diploma in miri), this things like no happen leh...this teaches us one thing, in the future, have 2 or more kids, if not, lonely liao when old.TT

What to do with my family , this week leh...hmm?

Bye

Kyew505 haz international readers.

Been wondering for quite a long time, who's reading my blog from NORWAY??? anyone? i won't bite.serious.

so i decided to write a "letter" for my beloved reader/s

Dear Norway Reader,

This is the owner, i don't think you're a spammer coz i always see you, appearing in the box there(visitor's stats)

Please tell me who you are! im curious! and because im not a very computer person, i can;t track your IP adress, triangulate your signal via satellite, and etc. So i really don't know who you are!

Norway, where excapade sushi Salmon  is originated( ah, the raw-ness of salmom dip in wasabi) where is this place? im too lazy to google it, and although im a Geography student, i don't know much about the globe/earth/maps. ( i failed my longtitute/latittude?? thing, question 1 -10 in Geo papers, i kalok kalok anyhow, circle and got it right, (i hate smart people!)

( i don't know im telling you all these also)

hahahaha! so it will be nice to know who you are , but if you wish to remain anonymous, i will block your IP and you will never get the chance to read this blog anymore! i cannot do anything also.HAHA!

Sincerely,


(my signature)

The Owner



WHO'S READING FROM SAUDI ARABIA!??!?!

From Auckland is yeet yang ??

hmmmm

Norway is sooo pretty omfg!! is this where the salmons live!??!
Bye

Long awaited "movie review" post.

It's been quite a long time, i "Review" about movies i watched in cinema. Reasons are because as i "grow older", my tastes slowly changing again , i think. coz lately all the movies i watched is like SO SO only even though the ratings are very high.

Example like Pirates, so so only, Thor So so only. (last month)

Xmen( one of my favorite movies of all time) but this one also SO so only. All the highly publicized one all SO SO only! why! i cannot understand! i wanna go into cinema and come out super excited and happy like before! unlike now, MEH, ok ok only.

I love dramas more now, coz it's long and detailed,  every aspect of it; is covered. well. The STORYLINE is important now, previously, as long as there are ACTIONS, i would be satisfied. yeah i think it;s this thing.

It's becoming clear now, as i blog about this, few years back, ACTIONS= NICE, no action = no nice. hahaha


Guess i have reached the age now, oh no!


Watched PAUL online yesterday, weird though, not yet premiere in Brunei yet, but yet already can watch  very clear version  in the internet liao! all hail internet!

PAUL VERY VERY NICE!! hahahah 8/10.

And HANNA, also not available in cinema yet, but can watch online already, this SUCKS! typical Child assassin movie, and it's very the not nice, well, not worth to watch it in the cinema la, watch online/dvd can liao. 5.5/10

Steven Spielberg movie, weird, the camera /lens isn't all that important AT ALL! haha, it was okay la, probably because the Qlap cineplex is very very good, with the nice seats, surrounds sounds, nice screen and etc. The movie ah, not bad. can see some E.T, Jurassic Park 1& 3(scenes) in this movie somewhere.hahaha!
7/10?? no idea actually.

FYI, I LOVE JURASSIC PARK!

This year, most of the movies are ALIENS one! have you notice?

1. SUPER 8
2. GREEN LANTERN
3.COWBOYS VERSUS ALIEN
4. TRANSFORMERS
5.PAUL
6. THOR?? ( COME FROM OTHER PLACE WAD)
7. ET ( KATY PERRY)
hahahaha  got more??

Guess these are my "Reviews"

Bye!

blog something

I should blog about something, but what...hmm

should start counting down to July liao, need to buy this and that also. and worry bout my salary of May & June before i leave.Should start stealing packing stuff from office. Should really buy some high tech+ quite pricey thing, if not will sad.but what?

Should stop obsessing with Cafe World, and get back to real life. Also, been working hard to tie up all the loose ends back here in Brunei. Been quite successful i guess, so. moving on!

Really nothing to blog!

Bye

端午节

Some asked me what's my new job, truth is, it's quite difficult to say, but i will say this.

Part of my job description is to:

1. Stand for at least 4 hours per day.(i think)
2. Standing  in different areas.
3.Standing during odd hours, eg. early morning or midnight.
4.Providing "quality" service(s) to random people ( guy/girl/men/women)
5.Commissions/tips are deducted and need to be handed over to "atas" people.
6.Being demanded to do everything & ANYTHING, not allowed to say NO. ( which includes, kneeling, squatting down and "bending over")
7.Need to wear nice clothes, set nice hair, polished shoes and etc. Have to be presentable.
8.Must be on call everyday, when people demands it, i should/must be prepared to/for work.
9.LOW PAY
10. It's Quite "glamorous", like what the Bumiputra people says it, you get to wear nice clothes to work etc etc.but mehh

So yeah, basically these are  my job descriptions lo..


 Today is  Dumpling day! have you eaten any?

Bye! before that ..see ..

 

Add a photo of WANG x  5 and ducklings!

Let's break up.

This is my first time quiting my first real job, ( part time waiter doesn't counts). It's weird though, people are normally nervous before and during a job interview, but i don't have any feeel at all. like normal talking nia.

But when it comes to resigning/quiting, i find it super hard to do, in this case only. As i mentioned yesterday, if the boss is still here, it would be sooo much easier, NAH old man! bye! the end. but in this case different lo, so after i put the letter on my manager's desk, i went out for tour, and after i came back to the office, seems like nothing happened one, i don't know, it's very the weird!! cannot be he didn't see the letter!, cannot be someone else took it, cos there's no people in the office.

But how come he act like nothing happened?! omg! this is so weird! and it's awkward for me to ask it also!! eeee!!!! he also awkward maybe?

This reminds  me of a bad case of breakup, eg. break up liao. but still have to see each other, cannot don't want  see（不能不要见) , then both party awkward there. 、keep changing subject, talking bout work and other stuff.  Very alike this scenario kan!?!

Aiyer...still got 28 days to "break the ice" i guess

Bye

1 month notice.

Today's the day,  quite important day, the day SNSD releases new album and also;the day i will finally stop questioning myself(today only), have to thank all the people who gave advises, opinions. No thanks to those who never cared, you should know who you are!.

Today is also the 1 year 1 month anniversary of my time working in Brunei, although last year on may 29 30 31, it was a very very good yet very very  bad experience for me. See here and here for the stories in case you have  forgotten.. But oh well, let by gone be by gone, i supposed.

Will have a "Brand" new beginning elsewhere.

Oh, in case you didn't know , the purpose of this post is to inform my readers/friends(those who DID NOT chat-ed with me) that im officially resigning from the company im in now, and  pursue new challenges elsewhere.

Have already gotten a job and will start working on July 1 2011, but i have yet to tender my resignation. Because my manager is such a good person, not giving opportunities to me, but a very good. person, will have to do it by today though.....has been google-ing again for ways and etc.

Some asked me why would i resign from such a good job, doing nothing, earning "quite" much and carefree bla bla bla. All of those are true i guess, but i don't think it's suitable for long term lo, and saying salary is high is not THAT high also. and most importantly i don't think im happy here in Brunei, may it be the lack of entertainments,  text messages, phone calls , places to have decent food and even friends.

Just felt like i have to try different things while im still young. though salary might be low, but to gain experiences and meet much more people.  that's what i need & want right now, gonna live life to the "fullest" . gonna try anything and everything, haha, even if this new job doesn't work out , i already have a Plan B & C.

turns out that im quite a catch( i'd like to think so), cause i already have more job offers. LOL.

That's all for now i guess.

To: Crystal & Collie, these are the reasons, so no more private tours in July liao.

* Back to research*

Don't take the stapler. "It's not worth it," says Mr. Goldfarb. "If there are security cameras or coworkers with a grudge, stealing from the company doesn't look good." In some cases, you could also end up getting billed for the missing equipment—or even taken to court.

OMG, i really really like the calculator at work!

Bye

Milk

Watched Pirates in 3D last night, costs $8, what a waste, no 3D at all, never wanna watch 3D movies in Brunei anymore. but final installment of Harry potter looks very nice in 3D leh, eeeeeee, see how it goes.

Had a late dinner last night, dinner at 10pm! probably should called it supper after the movie. got home and sleep and had another weird dream.

A friend of mine, was working in Supa Save, promoting MILK AND CHOCOLATE SYRUP! and the management even gave him a special "office like " room, he said that the business is doing well, he managed to sell quite a number of milk and chocolate syrup.and quite a lot of aunties are asking him to sell them milk.= =

I was like, what the f, he sold me a carton of milk, and when i got home, the milk turned out to be stale. WTH.><

Why always these weird dreams.

and notice that im blogging and less and less now, and no more pictures, i don't know why is this happening

Bye

Angry Dream

It's been quite a long rime i dream, so last night i got an angry dream.

i don't know why i can remember this one. and lottery number involved.

This happened in Miri, and for some reasons, Winnie, Judy and Eelynn are there in this dream of mine, so it goes like this, we were in this coffee shop near a sports toto shop and next to it is a bank.

So judy says she wanna buy toto, but before that she need to go to the bank, so she and eelynn went to the bank 1st, i went in few minutes later, then there's this banker lady , not the one sitting one, but those who run errands or whatever at the back, she said something like,

WHY ARE YOU HERE? BUY TOTO NEXT DOOR, etc etc,

i don't remember the entire story, but i remember i started scolding that woman, ( quite harsh from what i can remember), then she left. so after that we go buy toto, and the numbers are what i saw in the bank, 1078 and 5150..i think..hahahah

The End

wake up feeling angry and pissed off  at 3am!  hahahaha

Lessons in life

Don't feel like blogging coz..

will just post some knowledges which im relating to, in this stage of ma life, which
i stole from people profiles. hmph!

1. Life won't wait for you forever. If you let everything pass you by, you'll never find out how beautiful life can be. Live life, have fun.

2. Not all scars show, not all wounds heal. sometimes you can't always see the pain someone feels.

3. When you think your life "sucks", just think to yourself about how many people have it worse.

4.Do what makes you happy. Be with who makes you smile. Laugh as much as you breath. Love as long as you live.

5. Three steps to move on. CTRL + ALT + DEL. Control yourself, look for an alternative solution & delete the situation that hurts you.

6.Best friends are people who make your problems their problems, just so you don't have to go through them alone.

7.Respect those friends who find time for you in their busy schedule, but really LOVE those who never see their schedule when you need them.

Again, stole these from someone, but sadly, life's don't always goes your way, you can't get everything you want, even though it's something that is very very simple...

haiz.

sad, no choice but to be obsess with Cafe World. BE MY NEIGHBOUR!.sad..

and also im sad because see here ( soo sad) and also, this song


Weekend liao.


Bye

Haih.

How can people be so inconsiderate and insensitive, haih

Belated Mother's Day post

A belated Mother's Day post.


Once upon a time, i was a kid.and from what i can remembered, my mom has always been  very special.

Normally, a typical mom with follow the child and do everything for them etc, but it's a different with my mom.

From what i can remember in 1996,( should be) the  year i started K2 (kindergarten 2)it was my first day of school, my dad was the one who brought me to school, he took me to my classroom, the teacher came out and greeted me and my dad, i can still vaguely remember the face of my Pregnant teacher, so when i saw her, i started crying, and want to go home, i started "punching" my teacher stomach..LOL! so all in all, my dad brought me home.


When i got home and saw my mom, and different from typical movie scenes, where the mom will come over and hug and say nice things etc etc, my mom greeted me with 藤条，WHY YOU NO GO SCHOOL!? YOU KNOW YOUR DAD PAY FEES LIAO!? whip whip whip

and that's what i remembered from my first day of school, getting canned . Ithink thats the only thing i remember from K2 .lol


Primary time.

Every morning/afternoon, i see Moms/aunties(maid)  carrying the school bags for their kids,waiting patiently outside the classrooms at 4, even though classes don't end at 5.30pm. and as soon as the bells rang, again rushing to pick up their bags, and even doing their chores(sweeping etc) for them. My dad would only pick me up at 6pm where the traffics had cleared up, i would stay in the classroom to sweep and other chores, no mom/aunties to help me.

I buy my own exercise books from the cooperative stores and textbooks from the teacher,might sound kinda petty now, but it's not easy for a primary-ner

When i was in Primary 4, my mom told me and my brother that my dad is busy with work,so we need to take buses home, almost everyday,

while im still in primary 4, my elder brother would accompany me, when i started  primary 5, i was walking to bandar bus station back and forth from school alone. I used to hate my parents for all these, why do i have to take buses to and from school, where the others had maid/drivers, stopping infront of the school building.

I did this until i graduate Form 5, not everyday la, but yeah there are days i did. Even going to The Mall, i would have to take bus from Gadong to Bandar and then back home. Was really really not happy about this back then.

But as i grew older, and i started to understand all of these is to train me and my brothers, comparing ourselves to our peers who are pampered from young, they are sooo spoiled and useless. Seeing secondary students still having their mom/maids carrying their bags for them, some who are so dumb/naive,so dependent on their parents even till now.


I know now, what my parents did are to let us become more independent,and im proud to say im very independent, often being ask, "why you think so much, so far"?, "i think you are born in the wrong era" etc. i may not look like it. but oh well.

Im what i am today because of my mom,. because of her laziness(yes this is undeniable hahaha),and her mindset to train us to become better people.

On mother's day, me and my brother brought the whole family for a mother day meal, and because we are all boys, none of us actually say HAPPY MOTHER's DAY, it's very hard for us to say this apparently, hahaha and because we are all boys , we really don't have much photos taken. this is kinda sad, maybe next time!


She always complained that she didn't have a daughter, and once all her sons got married, we will all move out and leave her alone and dad in the house adding a sigh at the end. and sometimes, when she read the news about abandoned baby girls, in the hospital, she would ask my dad to go see and try to adopt a baby girl. which is often ignored by all of us. hahaha


For some reasons, i don't see my mom getting older, that is until she start complaining she can't read the newspaper anymore and asked me to bring her to the optician, and while waiting she took out the PSP and play Harvest Moon, so i wonder, she's getting old? she used to play ps1 , then ps2 now psp.LOL!

my mom is weird, she's weird like me. im weird because of her? hahahaha though i never said this to her, but i really really love my mom. and i thank her for making the person i am today.


Maybe i will SCAN some pictures of me and her( while young) cos as i mentioned we never take any photos now.


Happy belated mother's day.


Bye