I left out this novel for few months. It has been locked inside my office's drawer for few months as i totally out of time to read it. Well, with a great feeling i start to read this novel. The first sentence of this novel inspired me to express my current feeling- What does it mean to truly love another?
I am seeking of this feeling too. However a lot of restriction. Outlook?confident?qualification?view? It's just complicated. I think i born to be a grumbler.
When reading this i tell myself never ever expect the same thing happen on me but i did that. Isssshhhh.. Is too dramatic, yet i really enjoy reading. Don't know when i like it, keep it on to enrich whatever that i need. I hope i learn something from this novel.

N years ago feelings

I afraid of injection. For me it was painful although just similar as an ant's bite. Somehow i take a ton of guts went for a blood donation (few months ago feeling), is little bit painful just pretending i am tough enough so that won't feel ashame in front of junior. Haha.. It's meaningful as full of satisfaction. Indirectly i may save a precious life. By comparison, this 'ant's bite' just a minor matter compared with mentality hurts. If you ever experienced something that unforgettable that had brought thousand or million of hurts to you, then you will get what i mean. This kind of mentality tortures are horrible. How pain was it? Is a needle inserted into your skin and passes through your muscles and veins. Could you imagine that? Everyone hold a different theory of life. How about you? Do you agree everything is just nice in theory but not in practice?

What a great start ^0^

Feeling so great for the first time i having my own new blogspot. When age growing up the expression towards here and there also increasing. No reason for creating a new blog, just wanna express la. Lemon this name is simple, but meaningful. Is just i like to 'suan' people, so sour taste=lemon. now is 30/1/2011 2:22a.m. Great day ever~