Saturday, March 10, 2007
1st Blog in 2007
It has been a very very VERY long time since i last blog.... Lots of things happen and i feel tat the turning point of my life is coming.. Everythings is in my hand.. Want to be good or bad.. I shall take control myself..
Let's start with my recent life... Well, my life is still the same, just tat in serving NS is very boring. Everyone should noe tat i am a very carefree person who take a step at a time, being in NS really tied mi up.. I cannot dun this and tat, realli feel very uncomfortable.. But wad to do.. Hope i can faster finish my NS and get freed...
This year i am 23... Wad a pathetic birthday i had.. Dun even haf a cake.. Maybe i am getting low and low profile among my frens. To be honest, sometime i realli hate living in sg. Wanna leave this place but dunno when i can and where i can go.. But to mi even being alone, i can survive. At a point of time i realli wake up.. I realise i have throw alot of time in senseless things... Now i began to start reading and brush up my knowledge, i wish i can do well in the future.. Recently i went for a course, some words tat the instructor told mi realli whack mi on my face and i realli wake up.. I was being commented for taking things so lightly and did not put in full efforts. I was wandering why i am always a follower yet not a leader. Now i noe the answer i think i should correct my attitude and put zest in everything tat i do or i learn.
Going to be a year since i end with my ex gerfren.. I also nth to say, many ppl noe i am sad.. But I think she realli ignore mi.. And i think i am no longer a gd man or a gd bf... Sorry...
Well, now i just looking forwad to be freed from NS. Of course, expand my social circle and get to noe more frens..
Even i dun haf many gd frens, wad if i am alone and wad if my life is not so happy. But i noe life is in my hand.. To me life is like a plain paper, I wanna use my hand to draft out my life and add colours to it...
I will stay happy!!! I will....
logged ; 3/10/2007
Sunday, October 15, 2006
Being tied up......
Long long time nv update my blog....
Dunno why to write... All i can say is i want to get ORD.. Buay Tahan liao...
Everythings sucks...
Now i just want to find activities to keep myself occupied..
I realli hope she will pick up my calls... Although i see her a few times on street... But why we are so far...
I am tired of everything... zzzz
logged ; 10/15/2006
Friday, July 07, 2006
Thanks for all the love and care given to me.. Thanks alot my frens!!
Going to enlist in 3hours time... Nth much to say..
Today is the 6th yr tat my grandfather left me..
And today is my enlistment day.. Kinda stress..
But i will try to be happy..
So all the best to me.. And thanks for all those who have accompany me and console me..
Thousands of grateful thanks!!
logged ; 7/07/2006
Wednesday, June 28, 2006
TIme is running out...
Do nth lately but going around taking photos with my W810.. Some quality of the pic is poor.. but is a CAMERA PHONE wad you expect??!!!!
Time goes by so slowly.. Tick tock... Tick tock....
Every hour, every minute, every second... Every moment...
In less then 2 weeks time, i will leaving my everything behind and go to serve the nation..
Although less then 2 weeks, i still spent my life wandering around.. Thinking where the hell is all my so call "true" frens... Try to contact some frens to accompany me out.. But they trying to act blur.. Nvm.. From this i really feel tat who is really a true and sincere and who is a realli an actor in front of mi...
Did nth much realli.. Except going out with the same few ppl. But expect to meet some frens this last 2 weeks..
I have met my 1st gf in life.. Went to watch movie with her.. Same as usual.. Giving mi laughter and accompany.. Although she is in down mood, but she is still the same, cute and funny. Although now mi and her not together.. But i still want to fulfil the promise to her, even as fren i also must take care of her and make her happy not matter she hate mi of detest mi or not... I realli dun demand much from her.. Just a strong standing relationship with her will do, even as a fren...
Went to flea market last sunday, Did not manage to buy anything things. But i tink there is a new patch of toys coming in soon.
Haiz.. Realli dunnno why i feel so troubled.. Feel tat alot of things not finish.. I realli hope after my serving of nation i can lead a happy life.. Not like now, feel so sad and boring..
I show effort yet no one appreciate.. Wad are the ppl around me expect from mi?? Wad does the person who i love want from mi?? I realli want to noe so tat i could make them happy...
I realli very tired of being alone and doing gd things to other ppl yet being criticize or being not appreciated.. Realli very sick of this kind of life...
Maybe if can, one day i will just hack care everyone in my life...
Nth much to add on.. Take care every body.. Will update again..
If you love me,
I will love you back...
The rest is all depend on your heart....
Love me please??
logged ; 6/28/2006
Friday, June 16, 2006
Who will appreciate me???
Look at this pic.. So funny.. The dogs also have their own world cup.
This few days working and watch world cup in the midnite...
Dunno wad to say.. Life is still very down and yet dunno wad to do.. Really in a lost...
Luckily i got a few frens who willing to accompany me when i am lonely...
Went to town most of the time, and happen to saw Ms. Chee. She is still the same, except her hair is longer. Very glad that she did not forget me and my sis.. Haha.. No matter wad i am her assistant moniter bacj in sec 4. So happy to see her doing fine... Really miss the days in Qtss.
Nth much to add on.. Just hope i can enjoy the following weeks. Dunno wad will happen next...
Haiz...
i really feel very sad sometimes...
Love someone who deserve ur love.. And belove rather than loving someone..
It is pain to see the one you love being with the others...
Can we be frens in the future..???
logged ; 6/16/2006
Friday, June 09, 2006
Why are life so complicated??
Boring and feel so lifeless... This week is the last week i'm working, finally can have a nice rest liao.
Erm.. Since i am not working, i'm sort of planning wad to do to enrich myself and make my life useful. Wanted to ask fren go out but dunno who to call..
I think will try to meet up some gd buddies and those who i've not met for long time for a gathering session. Just see whether i will be rejected or not.
I wondering why my surrounding fren keep ask mi why am i so quiet... Maybe i think i still no mood to talk. But i go out with spencer still got talk.. Although sometimes i laugh but i'm not really happy. Lastly i hope i can be happy with my frens and hope peoples who leave me will come back to me once again. Just dun make my life so complicated.. Sigh*
Nth much to add on liao.. Dunno why this few days few so troubled, trying to figure our the problem but still cannot find answer.
Take Care everyone..
My sky is getting darker and darker...
Can someone grab my hand and hold mi tight...
I feel so suffocated.... :(
logged ; 6/09/2006
Friday, June 02, 2006
Will you wait for your true love just like wad fireflies do??
Erm.. Also dunno wad to say.. Do nth much lately.. Only wandering around sg alone.
I had been a month since i last saw my ex gf. She delete her friendster and lost contact with mi, sigh.. If this make she feel gd and happy.. Wad can i say??
Have been busy with work.. Nv get the chance to slp early also.. Body getting fatigue and mentality is also suffering with a breakdown.. Wanna find accompany also kinda difficult. All my frens in ns, some study, some working and some have gf to acc.. Realli dunno who to find, just hope to gather with a few more frens before i go and serve the nation.
Have been doing funny shit things when i am boring. I have try walking around sg aimlessly, watch dvd again and again and trying to do handstand in stadium for one hour etc. Say liao, ppl will think i am crazy.
Watch a few dvds this weeks, but my fav movie is still the korean show "Innocent Steps"... Kinda touching with the scene and the words they use in the movie.. The show realli say lots things about love which is pure and innocent, age does not matters and love can be cultivated thru time...
Just like wad the guy say in the show..
Do you love me??
Love me and i will love you back.... Everything is depends from ur heart...
Although i dun realli haf a smooth relationship before, but this show realli tells mi tat Love is all around.
Kinda nice show.. So everyone should watch it..
Nth special happens recently, get to noe a new fren thru spencer.. A ger who look cute and sweet but talk like a guy.. Yet when u happen to noe her more.. You realise ger is after all a ger will have their girly side.. Haha.. Nth much to add on..
All i can say is i am so stress and kinda lonely at times.. Maybe is becos of the day i'm getting enlist is nearer and nearer.. Haiz. But wad to do.. My life is always like tat...
Will update more when i am free... :) Take care folks...
logged ; 6/02/2006
Saturday, March 10, 2007
1st Blog in 2007
It has been a very very VERY long time since i last blog.... Lots of things happen and i feel tat the turning point of my life is coming.. Everythings is in my hand.. Want to be good or bad.. I shall take control myself..
Let's start with my recent life... Well, my life is still the same, just tat in serving NS is very boring. Everyone should noe tat i am a very carefree person who take a step at a time, being in NS really tied mi up.. I cannot dun this and tat, realli feel very uncomfortable.. But wad to do.. Hope i can faster finish my NS and get freed...
This year i am 23... Wad a pathetic birthday i had.. Dun even haf a cake.. Maybe i am getting low and low profile among my frens. To be honest, sometime i realli hate living in sg. Wanna leave this place but dunno when i can and where i can go.. But to mi even being alone, i can survive. At a point of time i realli wake up.. I realise i have throw alot of time in senseless things... Now i began to start reading and brush up my knowledge, i wish i can do well in the future.. Recently i went for a course, some words tat the instructor told mi realli whack mi on my face and i realli wake up.. I was being commented for taking things so lightly and did not put in full efforts. I was wandering why i am always a follower yet not a leader. Now i noe the answer i think i should correct my attitude and put zest in everything tat i do or i learn.
Going to be a year since i end with my ex gerfren.. I also nth to say, many ppl noe i am sad.. But I think she realli ignore mi.. And i think i am no longer a gd man or a gd bf... Sorry...
Well, now i just looking forwad to be freed from NS. Of course, expand my social circle and get to noe more frens..
Even i dun haf many gd frens, wad if i am alone and wad if my life is not so happy. But i noe life is in my hand.. To me life is like a plain paper, I wanna use my hand to draft out my life and add colours to it...
I will stay happy!!! I will....
logged ; 3/10/2007
Sunday, October 15, 2006
Being tied up......
Long long time nv update my blog....
Dunno why to write... All i can say is i want to get ORD.. Buay Tahan liao...
Everythings sucks...
Now i just want to find activities to keep myself occupied..
I realli hope she will pick up my calls... Although i see her a few times on street... But why we are so far...
I am tired of everything... zzzz
logged ; 10/15/2006
Friday, July 07, 2006
Thanks for all the love and care given to me.. Thanks alot my frens!!
Going to enlist in 3hours time... Nth much to say..
Today is the 6th yr tat my grandfather left me..
And today is my enlistment day.. Kinda stress..
But i will try to be happy..
So all the best to me.. And thanks for all those who have accompany me and console me..
Thousands of grateful thanks!!
logged ; 7/07/2006
Wednesday, June 28, 2006
TIme is running out...
Do nth lately but going around taking photos with my W810.. Some quality of the pic is poor.. but is a CAMERA PHONE wad you expect??!!!!
Time goes by so slowly.. Tick tock... Tick tock....
Every hour, every minute, every second... Every moment...
In less then 2 weeks time, i will leaving my everything behind and go to serve the nation..
Although less then 2 weeks, i still spent my life wandering around.. Thinking where the hell is all my so call "true" frens... Try to contact some frens to accompany me out.. But they trying to act blur.. Nvm.. From this i really feel tat who is really a true and sincere and who is a realli an actor in front of mi...
Did nth much realli.. Except going out with the same few ppl. But expect to meet some frens this last 2 weeks..
I have met my 1st gf in life.. Went to watch movie with her.. Same as usual.. Giving mi laughter and accompany.. Although she is in down mood, but she is still the same, cute and funny. Although now mi and her not together.. But i still want to fulfil the promise to her, even as fren i also must take care of her and make her happy not matter she hate mi of detest mi or not... I realli dun demand much from her.. Just a strong standing relationship with her will do, even as a fren...
Went to flea market last sunday, Did not manage to buy anything things. But i tink there is a new patch of toys coming in soon.
Haiz.. Realli dunnno why i feel so troubled.. Feel tat alot of things not finish.. I realli hope after my serving of nation i can lead a happy life.. Not like now, feel so sad and boring..
I show effort yet no one appreciate.. Wad are the ppl around me expect from mi?? Wad does the person who i love want from mi?? I realli want to noe so tat i could make them happy...
I realli very tired of being alone and doing gd things to other ppl yet being criticize or being not appreciated.. Realli very sick of this kind of life...
Maybe if can, one day i will just hack care everyone in my life...
Nth much to add on.. Take care every body.. Will update again..
If you love me,
I will love you back...
The rest is all depend on your heart....
Love me please??
logged ; 6/28/2006
Friday, June 16, 2006
Who will appreciate me???
Look at this pic.. So funny.. The dogs also have their own world cup.
This few days working and watch world cup in the midnite...
Dunno wad to say.. Life is still very down and yet dunno wad to do.. Really in a lost...
Luckily i got a few frens who willing to accompany me when i am lonely...
Went to town most of the time, and happen to saw Ms. Chee. She is still the same, except her hair is longer. Very glad that she did not forget me and my sis.. Haha.. No matter wad i am her assistant moniter bacj in sec 4. So happy to see her doing fine... Really miss the days in Qtss.
Nth much to add on.. Just hope i can enjoy the following weeks. Dunno wad will happen next...
Haiz...
i really feel very sad sometimes...
Love someone who deserve ur love.. And belove rather than loving someone..
It is pain to see the one you love being with the others...
Can we be frens in the future..???
logged ; 6/16/2006
Friday, June 09, 2006
Why are life so complicated??
Boring and feel so lifeless... This week is the last week i'm working, finally can have a nice rest liao.
Erm.. Since i am not working, i'm sort of planning wad to do to enrich myself and make my life useful. Wanted to ask fren go out but dunno who to call..
I think will try to meet up some gd buddies and those who i've not met for long time for a gathering session. Just see whether i will be rejected or not.
I wondering why my surrounding fren keep ask mi why am i so quiet... Maybe i think i still no mood to talk. But i go out with spencer still got talk.. Although sometimes i laugh but i'm not really happy. Lastly i hope i can be happy with my frens and hope peoples who leave me will come back to me once again. Just dun make my life so complicated.. Sigh*
Nth much to add on liao.. Dunno why this few days few so troubled, trying to figure our the problem but still cannot find answer.
Take Care everyone..
My sky is getting darker and darker...
Can someone grab my hand and hold mi tight...
I feel so suffocated.... :(
logged ; 6/09/2006
Friday, June 02, 2006
Will you wait for your true love just like wad fireflies do??
Erm.. Also dunno wad to say.. Do nth much lately.. Only wandering around sg alone.
I had been a month since i last saw my ex gf. She delete her friendster and lost contact with mi, sigh.. If this make she feel gd and happy.. Wad can i say??
Have been busy with work.. Nv get the chance to slp early also.. Body getting fatigue and mentality is also suffering with a breakdown.. Wanna find accompany also kinda difficult. All my frens in ns, some study, some working and some have gf to acc.. Realli dunno who to find, just hope to gather with a few more frens before i go and serve the nation.
Have been doing funny shit things when i am boring. I have try walking around sg aimlessly, watch dvd again and again and trying to do handstand in stadium for one hour etc. Say liao, ppl will think i am crazy.
Watch a few dvds this weeks, but my fav movie is still the korean show "Innocent Steps"... Kinda touching with the scene and the words they use in the movie.. The show realli say lots things about love which is pure and innocent, age does not matters and love can be cultivated thru time...
Just like wad the guy say in the show..
Do you love me??
Love me and i will love you back.... Everything is depends from ur heart...
Although i dun realli haf a smooth relationship before, but this show realli tells mi tat Love is all around.
Kinda nice show.. So everyone should watch it..
Nth special happens recently, get to noe a new fren thru spencer.. A ger who look cute and sweet but talk like a guy.. Yet when u happen to noe her more.. You realise ger is after all a ger will have their girly side.. Haha.. Nth much to add on..
All i can say is i am so stress and kinda lonely at times.. Maybe is becos of the day i'm getting enlist is nearer and nearer.. Haiz. But wad to do.. My life is always like tat...
Will update more when i am free... :) Take care folks...
logged ; 6/02/2006
