I dont know where i should begin about today.

Well, i woke really early, 5am. Thinking that i could make breakfast for Brother.But damn, i forgot to deforst. tsk. then i went back to sleep. Up again at 8.30. Got ready to go over my aunt's for tuition. Tuition went smoothly.

Then i went Him at Khatib @215. Off to Comex. I swear i had the hardest time during the whole journey. Especially when we're so used to holding hands.tsk. But i survived. We bought the same mp3 player. In the darn same colour,black. So it's creative Zen Stone Plus (Black) for the both of us. Macam "couple-mp3" la gitu. but no. Best-Friend mp3 (:
Took the bus to Yishun. Cause we wanted to watch 4bia. It had lousy seats over at MSQ. It's in the bus that we discussed.matters of the heart. Matters of 'kebiasaan'. Friends with benefit?
So 4bia was AWESOME!! Though me and Him had our eyes semi closed.It scared our wits out la. There were times when he said " jangan tgk! jangan tgk!" hahahaha and i cabbed home;with his money. too scared.

And i think i got fever from the movie. hhahahaha. lemah semangat la.tsk.

SELAMAT MENYAMBUT RAMADHAN YANG MULIA.- kepada semua kaum Islam di merata dunia.

I had the longest chat with him today. even longer than when we were together. bff yea? heh. So far no relapse.kudos to me! though there were few silly false alarm.But i managed to realise its not worth it and it faded off.

I'm moving on just fine.really.2nd day of my break up and im feeling rather good.Could i be moving on too fast? Or is this the rate i should be at? I guess the key is to off my phone and go get busy with something. It sure does minimise the urges to text him. I'm proud of myself actually. Not a tear fell and wet my cheeks. Because as much as i love him, it's not worth it. Eh, i found out that he realise he was "stupid enough to not appreciate my love! " hahaha! and hes the one being emo, avoiding every possible chance of talking about us. nonsense siak! hello, you dumped me for god's sake! shouldnt i be the one emo-ing and avoiding things? silly la.
Well he said the nicest thing to me in 2 days, " i may not be your bf but i still care abt you=) "
eerr....and how am i suppose to react to that? oh btw, thanks for the constructive critisism and personal attacks! hahaha.

Gonna meet him tmr to go to comex.maybe buy the creative mp3 player?

eveything said was never out of anger. never. meant well. cause i'm moving on....i might even be ready to date again!

Replies to tag(s):

Dina: haha! uve found sam my girl! bracie.
Tsh: wow! u flooded my tagboard! haha how come u ate so many scrumptous food? aussie boy wld be nice. one that rides a bike,have emo hair and can sing pls. ala ala zac efron. hahah. and what are u gonna do with my old life? i rather u take the pain away. aiyoo sheesha! dah clubbing blm? u can always email warna what. haha u wanna play it after buka? haha eh remember to go online ok. we can sing raya songs together (:
Naddy:but how long does it take.....
Sherry:i hope so dear. and thanks alot!
Siti: thanks alot babe! ilu 2!!

I had a dream. It was our last fun time together. Having our meal at Swensen. Maybe there was a reason why that meal took so long to happen. I'm still going to bed hugging Carebear. But only now, i dont do our usual nose-rub, i dont kiss Carebear's cheek and i dont whisper to Carebear's ears : i love you baby. I still hold it close to me when i sleep. I wanna put Carebear away from my bed but i can't. And guess what, i didn't cry myself to sleep. Your jacket is still hanging outside my cupboard.What should i do with it? What about the sports bra you bought me? And the PC wallet you bought with your first pay from Nautica? Should i put everything in a bag and return it to you? Or should i just throw it all down the rubbish chute? Maybe i could just keep it. For memory sake,for usage. It's the 2nd day of singlehood and i feel much stronger. Must be the never ending support i get from people. near and far. I keep lying to myself. Chanting shits in my head just to not feel sad. But i haven't stop blaming myself for this fail relationship. If only i didnt............if only if only. But what was my mistake for you to not feel for me anymore? I'm sure you're doing fine with this break up and not pouring tears like me. For i know you deserve better. A girl that supports your dream as a soccer player. A girl that doesn't mind if you can't express your feelings. A girl that doesn't require frequent meet-ups. A girl that doesn't need constant motivation to carry on. A girl that prefers not to talk on the phone, just like you. I'm sorry i can't be all those. But i tried. For 8 months i tried, maybe youre blinded by your ego. I dont know. And for the benefit of doubt, you've tried too. I could see. I'm telling myself you did what you did sincerely. Even if you didn't, well much appreciation to make me happy. I want you to make it big in soccer. go. there is no more me to stop you. Though im always rooting for the best for you. Find your sporty dream girl. and scrap your choice for "the-girl-next-door" type. Oh, there goes our couple-phone. Our matching watch. Our goal of running the SC marathon. Our goal of seeing me lose weight. You won't get to see me in the online dress that i bought. We won't get to celebrate Hari Raya together; wearing same colour and going jalan raya. No birthday celebrations(but im glad i made your 19th bday the best). No 1-yr anniversary.Hope i've taught you alot in your first relationship. Good things, things to avoid and things not to say/do. You've been a part of my life. And now, i'm getting strength to remove you. For there won't be anymore Faizal&Fateen Forever. I'm sorry if i still accidentally text you like before. Calling you Baby/Syg. Asking your whereabouts.

sheesh.a wonder how i didn't cry typing all those down.Maybe cause my teeth are hurting pretty bad and its overpowering everything else.heh. gold braces! a million dollar smile now i have (:
Let's hope the weekend will be kind to me yea. bare teeth.

So i made our break-up public. My relationship with him has always been high-profile.
Cause i wasn't ashamed to tell the world i love him so. He's the best damn thing that ever happened to me.
And now, i'm gonna say it for the last time why we had to go our separate ways. Cause it hurts me to get that question over and over again.

We broke-up because we mainly felt that our relationship isn't working. And to rub it in, his feelings for me have been fading away. Apart from that, he wants to get back his old life. When it's just soccer,friends and family. He didn't want any commitments.

I was willing to give us another try. It takes 2 to make it work. And he just wasn't willing. No chance of us getting back. And no use of me forcing.

There's a lot of things i'm gonna miss :
- his silly ears
- his irritating/annoying laughther
- his hugs
- his kisses
- his cousins. Aiman & Danish.
- his entertaining act on MRT
- his dancing to No One - Alicia Keys
- his sexy moles
- his shoulders for me to lay on
I'm gonna miss him! fuck!

But hey, life goes on.What to do, orang dah tak sayang.
I hope i can seek calmness in this fast approaching Ramadhan.
And maybe something good will come out from this painful break up.
Insyallah.

To Faizal,
Thanks. I can't thank you enough boy. You taught me alot. You made me a better girl. You take care ok. There's really alot i wanna pesan you.But i know that you dont want me to. Be happy with life.Be happy with yourself. And i'm terribily sorry for all the pain i cause in the past 8 months. You will always be in my heart.

To Faizal's friends, take care of my Baby.

They said alot of things to me. And i've never felt so much love before from my Gfs.
All my GFs.
dina nadiah suzy sharrifa.amirah hamizah khadijah.siti.yani dina.
Even to you Azizi and Caca, the closest thing i have that belongs to him.
Not forgetting one of my few pillars of strength, Haiqal.
Thanks.Thank you so so much.I really appreciate all the offers to meet up.I really do.

But right now, there is only one person i need the most.
I NEED MY SISTER! MY DIDI!!
If only she's here. she wld have scolded me. and tell me straight to the face that i've been an idiot and loser now.
Didi, i know you're constantly reading my blog.
Your message made me cried harder. But i'm glad it did.
Thank you.I love you and i miss u!

Final lunch.
Final train ride.
Finally went to MarinaSouthPiers.
Final hug.
Final ritual kiss.
Final cry.
Final tears wiped.

Sadly, it's over.

Faizal & Fateen
21.12.07 - 28.08.08

8 months 7 days. worth every little bit (:

School was tiring!
So early in the morning and i was already screaming my lungs out.
Oh dear, pls have mercy on 1t2. As soon as i was done screaming, my mind went blank. and the thought of my operation stitches tearing was freaking me out.Honestly it was.
2n2(art) was a breeze. They didn't have to hand in their drawing, but since i wanna shut them up and ask them to do their work, i told them to hand it in. hahahaha

After recess, its 3t1(elective:hairstyling). Gerek or what la! i ended up cutting hair too!
But the few malay guys,sick sia! dont know how many doll-head they cut botak!
And it looks scary. really.

i gotto be strong. i can do this. if i can't, i must! ;)

losing the love.

I have like 10 new emails awaiting to be read. and i totally can't be bothered.really.

So today was fun for Cikgu Keisha (taking 1-5 mly class today). Cause her Sec3E class got 2 handsome boys. hahahaha! yes! i still can't get over it. so handsome :D grr!
And in every class no matter how hard i try to control, i can't. They made me laugh! or even smile!
aahhh. i love being a teacher. despite the occasional screaming. its just so blissful and i'm still full of passion (:
Oh, Hamizah was RT-ing at WGS too.but too bad our break didnt coincide.

I wanted to shop. yes. pretty badly actually. but Boyfie didnt want.
i'm that dependent on him.
Mzh wanted to catch a movie. and i didnt. so she headed to the Cathay alone while i roamed ard CWP alone too.
I was indeed a little hmm, sad that Boyfie didnt wanna go out.
Which resulted me in getting a new shoe. from BATA.
My heels looks so nice! and its only $15 :D
'm such an EMOTIONAL SHOPPER.

Tomorrow's another day of school.
Minus the early morning and i'm fine.
*oh pls let me take the 3Es again!*

I don't know. School was tiring today. Monday blues aye?
And my cramps weren't gettting any better.
During the 2nd break, i slept in the staff room. Mainly cause Boyfie didn't reply to my msg.

So it's town with Boyfie. Had Swensen at Royal Park Hotel. Or whatever that hotel is.
Then its home.
So sedap sleep in the train. esp when i'm the on laying on Boyfie's shoulder. haha :D

Maybe i was tired. Maybe i was in pain. Maybe i was just lazy.
i just feel so much love right now. like i wanna be spreading them ard.
-shrugs-

Yesterday's picnic with NPS kiddos at ECP was..............wet?
And DSLR is suuuper nice to use la! I WANT!
Pictures from Sherry's camera can be seen here.

Seems like i will be a RT for my whole holiday. cool! i wanna earm money, and i got it! and its what ive been dying to do. be a TEACHER (:

I'm gonna be selfish for the whole of next week. Sorry if i had to turn down all your offer to go out. cause im gonna be BOYFIE - full force!! it'll be the last week before the fasting month. then a week of hari raya and *poof* Boyfie's off to NS. I wanna spend time. all the time in the world.

Baby,
You know right i wanna see you as much as possible. please do something abt it.
(:

Oh, Mother saw Boyfie's picture in my wallet.
hahahahahahaha
Nothing to hide already. she also nv scold.
Now Mummy, he's the guy that stole my heart. and i love him.

HAPPY 8th Monthsary!!

School was ok today. nth too tough.

Went out with Boyfie after school. Boyfie so handsome;pakai shirt. and me (: of course lawa la! pakai dress what! hahahaha did a little shopping.Bought a belt from Dorothy Perkins and spent ard $85 at La Senza. hahaha

Not much photos.




Better be off to bed. tmr reliefing again (:

First day at work was awesomely great! i swear i nv thought it would be this fun! Hell was i happy to be seeing my teachers again. but sad ah, half of them couldn't recognise me la! like Cikgu Azah, Mrs Haikel,Ms Chong. It's a whole new experience to be a teacher instead of the student. My classes were all relatively good/nice to me. oh wee~ tmr's anth day (:

Had a quick meet-up with Boyfie earlier.

Miss Keisha will be teaching at Woodgrove Secondary School tomorrow.
She will be taking a 3Tech class for EBS (elementary business skill).
All, please wish her luck.

Boyfie worries that i can't take it and breakdown.
aww baby, i'll do just fine. i hope!
well, my cousin is their head counsillor :D

Things are gonna be akward.
Teachers will turn to be colleague.
sheesh!

But im glad i'm seeing MR OLIVER OSMAN JUNUS!
oh, MS JACQULINE CHAN.
what about MISS PHYLIS THIA.
alamak. sungguh walking down memory lane la!

Good Afternoon.
I'm bored stiff at home. Done with marketting (with Faizal) and done with cooking. Boyfie's still not up.Silly me to cancel our plan at midnight.Now i'm paying the price. I've pretty much called up all the Pri Sch in W'lands.Not sure if i should call up the Sec Sch or Pri Sch outside Wland.Should i? i hope at least one school calls me up this week.

Parents are getting back tonight.I'm excited to see what things they've bought for me.Well, no exactly since they said they didn't buy anything.Nevermind, at least i'm getting my Camera back! hahahaha! shouldn't i be rejoicing my parent instead of my camera! hahaha

Oh, Boyfie dah bangun. I'm ready to go out. even if its raining :\

I've been meaning to change my blogskin for so long now.
But i can't seem to find a decent enough template. or maybe im just being fussy. nothing too musculine.nothing too feminine.nothing too typical.yet i want it nicee.

Baby, we shld talk.
everything.happy things.serious things.funny things.our things.

i did NOTHING today. except for sleeping.

Woke up at noon only to be back asleep at 3 after watching Step Up. Just a lazy day i assume.
Everyone is like watching Table Tennis right now. China vs Singapore. The spot for a gold medalist.Call me shallow, i don't watch the Olympics. Oh, at least not alone :/

I wanna go SHOPPING! i can;now that i have money! :D

Pictures from lunchies with my sec sch are ready. (here)

What did i do today?

Woke up darn early @ 7am.
Got dress and meet Faizal @ 7.45am. i was late.
We made our way to MOE Language Center. We're gonna be facillitators for some Asian Day.
$50 for 8.30am - 3.30pm. Easy money la.
So we both paired up together. Along side a Bahasa Indonesia teacher Ibu Christina;born in Pahang,grew up in New Zealand and living in Australia. I love that lady sooo much!

Then, it's home.

I had a rather best-kept-in-the-heart sort of memory after that.
(:

3 cheers for all those who have ended their IAP/FYP!
I darn survived 6 months of hell. ok minus the whacked-out people.

I can safely say that leaving Leica earlier was a rather easy thing. Nothing much really close to heart. But i still almost choked. choked of relieve? choked of happiness? must be la.hahaha
Soh treated me and Jimmo to lunch.and i gave chocolates to the designated people.even the makcik canteen (:

Me,Shandi,Kenneth and Tim headed over to Jurong Entertainment center for a last final round of company.pity Sab & Jimmo couldn't make it. So we feasted at Pizza Hut. I was extra-ly high.Then its pool game for the guys. i was there.Counting down till its 7.45 for me to make a move.Took the train alone, all the way to Marina Square. It's Boyfie's last day at work too. Since it's his last day, i wanted to give him something to rejoice of his 6(or so) months of hard work.
I bought him Chocolate Truffle cake,Strawberry Chessecake and double Chocolate Brownies. All for him.Though he managed to force a small piece of strawberry cheesecake down my throat.hahaha

Then it's home for me. I ate darn alot la today! to commerate the start of my holidays (:

Someone clearly knew he was at wrong. I was mad.Maybe a little disappointed.
I still fetched him from work.Bought him Oreo biscuits cause i know he loovees them.
Waited at City Hall MRT.He told me to tap out and wait for him near the Escalator to Raffles City.
And i did. I saw a guy holding a huge bouquet of Stargazes.I thought to myself : eehh! so big la.smell sooo wonderful!
Then a saw a...hmm..butch? hmm ya holding a stalk of Sunflower.And i whispered : omg! i want i want!! For a moment i had a whole scene running through my mind : wldnt it be nice if Boyfie surprised me with Sunflower.or Daisies.Or Stargazes! wait, any flower will do.
I got a call,Boyfie. I took the escalator up.And i saw this stunning gentleman in red Nautica Polo tee all tuck-in his black pants and the green puma munich shoe i bought, standing in a corner. All his stuffs were on the floor.I didnt even notice one of his arm was at his back.Till i got nearer and he just sprung the stalk of the most lovely Sunflower to my face.

For a split second, all i did was smiled (darn widely),blinked my eyes a couple of time and was totally soaking up the surprise. BOYFIE BOUGHT ME SUNFLOWER! those were the exact same words that were screaming in my head! almost 8 months and i finally got my first flower.My favourite flower.From my favourite person, Boyfie.Oh, he bought me KFC too! heh!

We train-ed all the way to YCK.Cause Boyfie had footie.Intentions was to just send and make my way home.But I was starving and Boyfie insisted i eat right away.so we did.He played footie for a mere 30 minutes. And he took a picture of me with my Sunflower. He said : ure as cheerful as a sunflower. aaaawwww.also because i looked like one. i was in my bright yellow top! haha

Good Morning to my Didi who is faaaaar away from home.
And i'm very well happy you're not in my sight!
:D
Stop being kpo and stop reading my blog.go get a life and stop peering into mine(:

Monday
Tuesday
Wednesday
Thursday
Friday

one more morning that i will be officially done with IAP! I'm soo excited.and Boyfie's quitting his job too! woo~

I had the best sleep yester-night.Only to wake up at 4.45am to 1 missed call and 5 messages.I forgot Boyfie was gonna call me! We spoke till his hp batt died.and i went straight to bed.Thinking " nvm la.later my hp ring i can hear." but i nv lor! hahhahahaha! sorry.

Will be fetching him from work again today.since he ends at 6pm.i bet i can reach city hall before he does!he like to gelek-gelek after work.hahaha *imagine Boyfie gelek-gelek*

hmm...i feel like eating hor fun.yum.maybe milo dinosaur.yum.
Al-meen yok!

KARMA'S A BITCH!
For every up, theres a down.

I don't know what gotten into me today. After i had my morning break, i decided to call up the pri sch available and applied for relief teaching. I managed to get through Evergreen Pri.
They needed relief pronto. today and tomorrow. so i declined. Then come to think of it, well, i can do tomorrow. Called up,no.They need RT that can work both days.The i think again.Boyfie said go for both days.IAP bunch said go.Hamizah said go.So i did. i went for it.I keng story to my sup, " kushal, im nt well. i feel like vomitting.can i go home to see the doctor." Permission granted. I rushed home like MAD! search for my bank book and result sheets.I got changed.pretty enough to pass off as a full-time teacher (: anyway, i cabbed my way.Reached, bla bla bla. So i'm taking a P2 class.

P2Faith.You people are such whack la! where can you ever every find 8 yr old kids saying:
"Miss Keisha, Javier say to her that he want to sex her!"
"Miss Keisha, Praveen say he Michael Jackson."
"Miss Keisha, Nicol also say he Michael Jackson!"
"Miss Keisha, he touch my kuku bird/ ne-ne-pok!"
"Miss Keisha, Javier sit like Ah Beng ah!!"
They are such a handful.But i'm being bias but those hyper-kiddos are chinese.And the mulut bechoks are the malay.
I confiscated like a whole stack of ice-creams.and a message being passed ard the malay girls; which reads : awak, jgn kawan dengan Humairah.Dia syaitan.Kalau awak kawan dengan dia, nanti awak jadi macam dia.Kita buang paper Humairah kat dust bin.
First of all, i don't go calling my peers syaitan when i was 8! hahaha and who in the right mind would wanna be Michael Jackson.Hands up? And I've never seen such curious kids before.Each time i spoke, i feel speckle of students starring upon my braces and endlessly asked
: Miss Keisha what is that?
: Miss Keisha, why you wear that?

Anyway, i was at my desk when this man came up to me and started a conversation:
man : *smile* are you the relief teacher?
me: *smile* yes i am.
man: is this your first time?
me: yes, my first.
man:*surprised face* first time? never teached before?
me: no.This is my first.
Man then rushed to the front-desk.
I had to go fetch my class from the canteen.and i overheard;
man:why did you employ her?she doesnt have any experience/background.how is she suppose to cope.
I was down right certain the her was me. I ignored and attended my class.

I had another free period.I did some marking in the staff room.A lady came to me and asked me to sign some agreement thing. and before she left,
she said : you dont have to come tomorrow.
me:huh? dont have to come? means today only?
she: ya ya.today only.
and she walked off.

I was promised 2days as a RT. but what now?! terminate my service cause i dont have experience?It's stupid.How am i ever gonna get the experience if you people keep shunning newbies off.It's totally,down right unreasonable.

I took the bus ride home, keeping my heart together.I was utterly insulted.I can cry if i wanted too.But no, i wanna be able to sustain my first fall at being a RT. And i really felt like vomitting. I wanted to seek some comfort from Boyfie,but i know it's impossible.So the first thing i did once i got home was to dial up Hamizah.I complained to her.Told her everything.And my chickadee(s) sang : the first cut i the deepest.
And i continued : Baby i know, the first cut is the deepest.

Indeed my first stint as a RT failed. But that's definitely not the end of it. I'm gonna pursue my dream so badly that till one day, this first wound i get frm being a RT gets the best of things.

I'm ready to teach! Say hello to Miss Keisha :)

Monday
Tuesday
Wednesday
Thursday
Friday

aaahh. 3 more mornings and....wee~
Im darn elated that IAP is ending.really really soon.

oh, Singtel go f**k off ok. honestly, yes!
I dont know why, but my connection got like blocked or something.....
Boyfie's been msging me since 10+ but noooooooooooooooo
I DIDNT GET ANY la!!!!!!!!!
Then i was suddenly flooded with his sms.
Like how annoying is that laa. my vocab consist of nth but pain in the ears!
I cldn't go to bed though it was alrdy running late.
"hahaha.nvm.just msg me before u tdo.so that i can scold u for slping late tmr."
ANGRY LA! bodoh nye singtel!gi mampos ok!

phew! i feel soo much better now.

i cancelled all my tuition this week. i just wanna rest.
i shld stop going online at night cause i will get carried away and not slp early.
so people,each time im online and its past 11pm.
slam it to my face that ive gt work tmr and shld be in bed!

eh, i nv miss mum and dad! lol

i know, i know!
I'm lacking of pictures in my blog.

7 months,21 days. and i'm still head over heels for you!

HAPPY NATIONAL DAY

I got my braces changed to red(upper) and white (lower).
Yes, i'm that darrn patriotic.
I went for my dental with Nad.
Then its lunch with Mzh,Zal,Fai,Khad and Aishah over at pizza hut.

Parents arrived at Sydney safely this morning.
My loveangles were nice enough to accompany me yester-night.
fariee,tuuts and fifeee.

I watched NDP with my loveangels.
Just the 4 of us but we managed to bring the house down.
Ya, fifee and tuuts ketuk me! buy LJS till so ex.
I dont want to treat you both alrdy.
No, i wont give u girls $50 alrdy.
!!

shucks.fariee's out with rafi.
fifee is at some rewang..
tuuts's doing the homework i gave her...
bhai's out. ive gt no idea where....
Boyfie's having great family company.....

ok, i gotto admit.
i like azizi's rendition of I'm yours.heh.
:\

BOYFIE FETCHED ME FROM WORK AND SEND ME OVER FOR TUITION.
oh, baby i sayaaang you!

I finally got to fulfill one of my few cravings :
BBQ CHICKEN PAU!
hahahahahahah.

Met up with NadAriel,Mzh & Faizal for our weekly run.
I improved la! im bloody elated can :D
oh, i bought HTwoO- $1.00
NadAriel drank macam she pay $0.90!!
slurp after slurp after slurp.....
hahahahaha

I've got tuition later. I just get so much joy after each session.

Tmr tmr tmr tmr
- run (early morning)
- dental (late morning)
- lunch!! (afternn)
And all involves good company.
Sorry i had to pass on the Mustafa trip tonight.
I will be a zombie if i go! hahaha

Parents are leaving tomorrow.
0030hrs departure.

All i did was asked : you got homework not?
And my cuzzy-wuzzy-fuzzy Farah said : waa! tuttit, your tuition teacher so fierce ah!
ahahaha! and so ive been told that i tend to get fierce.
I've thought 3 cousins. 1 cried. 1 still remember vividly how i scolded him.the other one,sole survivor. hahahaha
Not forgetting my GirlGuide juniors back in sec sch. hahahaha

No no, Boyfie said i'll make a good ceacher.hahaha
(:

I had a good sleep yester-night.
So i woke up w/o forced.
I boarded the train and i finally got a seat. after sooooo long for standing to J.E.
I was rejoicing that i got a seat! and by rejoicing i meant = going straight to sleep.
Yes, i did just that.frm Marsiling all the way to J.E.
Thinking that today's gonna be a gd day for me.
but but but but but.......i woke up with a headache.
Maybe it's nature's way of telling me not to nap. in trains or in the office.

The company bus was uber late today. i reached my spot promptly at 7.32am.
and the nabehchaoturtle bus came at 7.50am.

oh well, -insert name here- is not beside me.
off to do work outside. lonely tuesday.

my first tuition lesson izzyan.

So how was my first day of my Marathon-Training?
It was great. cause Boyfie met up with me for the run + NadAriel & Mzh.
Cause Boyfie selenge, he thought i was running alone and therefore he wanted to surprise me by showing up.
hahahah! tak menjadi :P
Everyone completed our 2.4KM run.yippe!
And then its walking down memory lane with those 2 chickadees.
Next up, running on Wednesday.

I'm
Ms Keisha
a Marathon runner
gonna be Faizal's wife
Faizal's bbgerl
<3

Monday Madness.
Monday Bluesss.
Manic Monday.
Mama, it's alrdy monday :(

It's the start of the week.
It's also the start of my marathon training.
And not forgetting my tuition. ( i'm the one giving tuition to my cousin)
But i like what Boyfie calls it : being an apprentice to being a teacher.
Doesn't it sound so sophisticated.
"so, what do u do?"
"oh, i'm a teaching apprentice"
hahahahaha!
It's also also, the start of the lack of sleep. and the lack of Boyfie.
I don't know for how long i can put up with the whole thing.
I've only got saturday afternn till sunday to rest.
Lets see how this week goes. Pray hard.

i just realised, i have like junkss of family affair photos to upload.
hahahahha
- kak yana's engagement
- bbq
- pre-kak bibah's engagement
- kak bibah's engagement
that's alot ok. (:

Happy Birthday cum Selamat Bertunang to
my cousin, Siti Habibah.

Well, she's engaged! yes yes yes!
hahahah. rather hard to believe it.
not the closest to her but i felt happy.
now, i'm waiting for 07.08.09.
Your big day!!

Pictures will be up soon in my myphotoalbum.

after 2 engagement ceremony in 2 weeks, ive found out things :
ENGAGEMENT ARE SUCH SUCH SUCH A HASSLE!

boyfie, i dont wanna tunang.just kahwin me ok.
hahahahahahaahahha

Surprise!
yes. i surprised Boyfie by suddenly appearing on the field of YCK Sec Sch.
He better be thankful cause i battled my laziness,the blazing sun and hunger.grr...
I took a few pictures. and i wished i had like those SLR or whatever they call it.
Boyfie, i want new camera :D

Went down back to CWP with what's left of the team.
the company was great. no, i'm not the only girl.
there was Anita. Mohan's angel! hahahaha
and the rest are rather single. hahahahahaaha!

anyway, picture are here.

TGIF.
2nd last friday till the end of IAP.
yessssssssss(:
and also 8 days before parents leave for Sydney.
wait, or is it 7 days.
Midnight of 08.08.08.

Ohmy! it's already august!!
then it will be Sept ( Ramadhan), Oct ( Syawal)
then..............................
NOVEMBER (MY MONTH!!)
2nd NOVEMBER (((:

syg, i wanna have a fun-filled weekend.
saturday please.