Boyfie messaged.
And i replied. 30 minutes too late.
I hate myself now.
Can i just fast foward to 710pm now!
faannttaaattt laa!

Boyfie msg me again. plsssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss
toilet break ke.hahaha (:

I was just surfing the net while chatting with NadDan.
We both were searching our full name in vain via google.com.
I was feeling rather "foofuler" la. hahahaha
Then i came across this website :
http://mj.crazyartzone.com/baby/index.asp?cat=Perempuan&ch=A

I went on to find the meaning of my name.
NURUL FATEEN KEISHA

Nurul = Cahaya
Fateen = Clever, smart
Keisha = Hidup dalam keadaan baik.

So basically NURUL FATEEN KEISHA means a smart/clever ray of light that lives in good situation.

NURUL FATEEN KEISHA
N	Naif
U	Untung
R	Ramah
U	Ulung
L	Lemah-lembut
F	Fleksibel
A	Amanah
T	Tulus
E	Emosional
E	Egoistik
N	Naif
K	Komited
E	Egoistik
I	Ikhlas
S	Suci
H	Harum
A	Alim
Apa ada pada nama?

and have i live up to my name?
obviously not the Fateen part la. hahahahaha

jayzmine andrea.
danisya airis.
allya andrea.
batrisyah andriana.
danieal ryan.
ryan mikhail.
danish afie.

squabble squabble squabble.
can't i get into a more action-pack moment?
like throwing some punches. doing some kicks.
hair pulling maybe? or what about biting the ear off like Mike Tyson.

isn't the other half suppose to make you happy?
make you appreciate the good life you have?
or at least make you smile for the day?
but then again, its the silly-stupid-bongok squabblessssssss that brings us closer.
no?

i'm pms-ing.i swear. im dead serious. no joking.
mood swing swing swing swing swing!

i'm tired of life.
pushing myself,lowering my pride,ignoring my feelings
just to please others.bf.friends.family.
am i really made for such? what about my feelings/needs?
no not that kinda needs! haha
ive been "others before self"...

maybe if i search deep enough,deep deep inside inside,
i might just find my perfect half in you.
maybe only then will i stop all doubts and appreciate you more.
not that ive not done the above, but maybe......hmm
ugh! i dont know.
i would love to be able to say : give us some time.
but i can't. u're my all. all all all.
i love you,bie.

trouble in paradise.

Good Monday Morning (:

I had a blast colourful eventful weekend.
Ok, it was a FUN weekend.yes yes.

Saturday.
As said, went to Downtown East for a family BBQ.
It was awesome! i was the Chief among the kiddos.
Not exactly kiddos la. 12-16? + one 23 yr old.
I had loads of pictures taken. Gonna be up my Multiply soon.
Oh, my pit was at blk L and Boyfie's family's pit was at blk A.
hahahahahahahaha! such coincidence right!
yup.we sneaked to meet ;)

Sunday.
The food at the wedding reception was nicee. honestly it was.
My cousin (Kak Yana) engagement ceremony was smooth.
She got like 14 dulangs. which included 2 big cakes!
I forgot how many dulangs she gave the guy.
Saw a few of her airline friends. hmm.....
Their standards needs to be rise man! damn!
and yes, pictures will be up my Multiply too.

So basically, the weekend was an eating fest for me,
hahahahahahahahahaha.
like i havent eaten enough right.
Gotto get busy and run this week.

Ain't the weather just awesome to just laze in bed and not get up!
i know! so shiiook to sleep la!

Well, my weekend is gonna be busy busy!
I'm gonna have to slave in the kitchen real soon.
Being the family's chef today :D
Got a family BBQ to attend to later. so gotto prepare the pot-luck.
Potato salad and Sheperd's Pie.
Not forgetting lunch for the family.

Tomorrow is no different la.
early morning to the market. then a wedding reception. then my cousin's (kak yana) engagement ceremony.
Seems like everyone's getting hitch! hahaha
This week Kak Yana tunang.
Next week Kak Bibah tunang.
But i still prefer to attend wedding reception. dont ask why.
hahahahaha.

*yawns*

TGIF! (thank god its friday)

i just feel so pancit this week. cld be the lack of slp :/

Yesterday was worth.every little bit.
Took half the day off to meet/spend time with my Boyfie.
eh, i wasn't the only one that had a half day ok.
Jimmy took half day. China girl also took half day.
ok Jimmy win la, till now haven't reach.maybe not coming.
mcm pantat betul! gonna be alone at work!!!
ok ok anyways....
Headed down to Bugis to get some fun.
I just wanted to meet up with Mohan & Fazlan.
i dont need a reason to meet, no?
Since Mohan's near by so its just him.
Makan at some place Mo brought us. i wnt exactly say its nice.neither wld i say its bad.
I'll just stick to " i've tasted better. and i've tasted worst"
Boyfie aeroplane-d me. The aeroplane had to drop a few thousand meters cause Boyfie said there was a turbulence -_-

Me and Boyfie had a fast spin around Mustafa.
Then its train ride from Little India.wait, or was it Farrer Park.
i was TIRED! DRAINED OUT! dont ask why.theres no answer to that.
I slept.From Dhoby Ghaut allll the waaaaay till Admiralty.
I must have slept really soundly cause i no longer hear songs thru the earphones.and the train announcements were far frm audible.
and yes yes Boyfie popok me again :D

"i slept like a small girl just now right?"
"no la. u slept like sleeping beauty.hehe"

Sunshine (:

There's currently 3 albums this year that really is worth listening to :
-Mariah Carey's E=MC2
-Alicia Keys's As I Am
-Usher's Here I Stand

I never never never never ever ever ever get bored of those songs.
i still bob my head to the sound of it.
i still sing (some of the lyrics that i know) the song.
Go get hold of these albums.
available at good downloading website.
You can trying torrent (:

Met up with Boyfie yesterday.
we both end at 530 so the timing is abit silly la.
cause somebody gelek-gelek to get change. hahah
and the was : whoever is late must hug n kiss the other person the first thing we meet.
so me being a smarty, insisted that we meet up at Woodland.
cause confirm i will reach first.hahaha
after much bla bla ok fine, meet at yishun.
his train arrived first.
But who gives a damn! he still hug n kiss me first :D

it's the great fun that we have that is making me miss him more and more each day.
and i'll get all excited and i'll have the heebee-jeebees before i meet him.
it's like falling in love all over again (:
cause fateen & faizal means forever <3

i'm using like a darn lousy hp right now.
my hp servicing can take up to 3 days.
bloooooooooooody hell long la.

i made a deal with Boyfie.
PNJ = princess nunuu jasmine
CFF = cesc faizal fabregas

pnj: ok..before u go ns you must bring me to at least one of these places..
cff: *eyes grew big* singapore flyers
pnj: wait...1) singapore flyers 2) Zoo 3) night safari *big smile*
cff: ok.. *smile and look away*

i miss didi,my sister.

Me and Boyfie are planning to join Standard Chartered Singapore Marathon http://www.singaporemarathon.com/en/

Soooooo exciting la.
I've gotto start training for the 10km women.
actually, i run 5km i happy alrdy!
hahahahahahahahaha

Any interested personnel please let me know.
then at least we have company.

yes yes yes i can do it! (:

Morning was lousy.
I just woke up and Mama with kind/sweet/nice intentions asked what i wanted for breakfast.
I was irritated by it. Hello! i just woke up here!
Moving along, the cabin i was in just now was AIR-CON LESS!!
It just jam packed with people and its eeeefffiiinnngg stuffy laa!
Which resulted me to msg Boyfie so early in the morning with so many swears.heh

My phone is screwed.
ya like totally totally ah. it hangs each time.
annoying ah.
roll eyes.

It's gonna be a loooong slow cold morning i can say.
Pouring outside.
Boyfie's jacket is here to keep me company (:

Oh,
I had my loooooong awaited run yesterday.
after 1 month of not running! i finally did!
Along side Pearlyne,Dee & Mzh.
Who some haven't run for over a year! hahahaha
We all did 2.4km. EXCEPT FOR HAMIZAH!
lazy bum bum! hahah nvm nvm for a starter 4 rds is ok (:
Pictures will be up soon.
I rushed home to get ready for mengaji.
thats like the fastest shower/dressing up time ive ever had.
hahahahaha

Good Sleepy Monday Morning

I'm sleepy. yes i am! daaarn sleepy.
Was up till 1am talking to Boyfie.
HAPPY 7th MONTHSARY <3

Boyfie has a blood shot red right eye.
sungguh tak sexy. hahaha
But he'll be off to see the doctor later.
Don't pass it to me ah!

Anyway, 19th july was a blast.
BOOM!yes a BLAST.
I laughed till i can't. damn i miss FYP.
We managed to catch the fireworks too.
If u mean runnning out of Seoul Garden halfway for 3 times then YES :D

Pictures shld be up soon.
You know, i very lazy la wanna upload the gazillion pics.
that's why i just collage them up.save space somemore.heh

I WANNA SLEEP!

Already week 9 of IAP.
3 more weeks to go and woohoo~
no no, im planning to work during my hols.
i need money. cause Boyfie said "at least one nice top a month"
you wanna sponsor me honey?
hahahahahaha
he's making me buy dresses. hahaha
he's turning into a woman im telling you!
i swear!!! really.
Nonetheless, i still syg Robinhood! ;)

I WANNA SLEEP!

NPS Lovelies

11th july '08 (shopping)

*smile widely to the world*
i got a new shoe! i got a new shoe!
a very cheap shoe! hahaha
got the black pumps from Cotton On.

Saw Xhuii.
somepeople soooooooooooooooooooooooo blind.
see bra ignore me. see shoe also ignore me.
you win la girl!

i'm excited for tmr.
meeting my fyp kakis!
ok my next post is gonna be picful.

I scrapped the plan of going to Mustafa.
Thinking if i cld travel all the way to Little India then travelling to Simie isn't much of a prob either.
So i met up with Boyfie after work to head down to Changi General Hospital.
The journey to Simie.....sungguh bercinta la! 45 minutes frm Jurong East.
Okla, love story die quite short. but 45 mins seh!
It was a last minute thing to visit that friend.No buah tangan.
Me and Boyfie ended up getting him a flowery card. a nice cute gegerl flowery card.
And on the envelope it reads :-

Kepada Encik Saiful
Kad Jemputan
Nurul Fateen Keisha
&
Muhd Faizal

hahahahahaha! cute ah.

So we talked,tell stories,laugh.Great company indeed.
But amidst all those, i can't help but feel sad.
Nobody wants to be ill. What more go through an operation.
The looong scar was taunting me.it must have been painful.really.
Insya'allah, you will get well soon.Double date soon k =)

zoom forward.
it was running late.took the shuttle to Eastpoint.Bought LJS.
And we went to Tampines to take a bus to back to Wland.
Cause if take train, u can sleep..wake up and sleep again..then u reach. hahaha
and hell the Q for 969 was uber long.
We ended up eating our LJS while waiting.hahaha both hungry alrdy.
oh, i made Boyfie do the aeroplane-coming thing when he fed me.
He's a lousy pilot.nv round round just straight.he said he jet plane pilot -_-"

Boarded the bus.And i was forced to sleep.
but im glad he forced me too, cause i was tired.real tired.
And he popok me all the way from Tampines to Yishun.
cause i wanted to talk to him so we agree that i shld sleep till Yishun.
Actually i can go back to sleep ah.hahahha
I've nv felt sooo manja with Boyfie before. Boyfie manja-ed me (:
Oh, ive told Boyfie i want his jacket :D

Im really really tired now.
I wanna take half day.
I wanna sleep.

it's freeeeeeeeeeeeezing.
my windbreaker is so lousy.time to get a proper jacket.
i'll be off to Mustafa after work today.cause i saw this nicee PUMA jacket the other time.
actually no.i want Boyfie's jacket. but i dont know how to ask it from him.
hee.

so, what pictures do i still owe?
- meet up with my nps lovelies
- my shopping spree with boyfie
- random pics with fai,dee & mzh

what's still on my shopping list(s)?

NEEDS:
-bag (school)
-tops
-blusher
-eyeliner

WANTS:
-Crocs (malindi)
-Hugo Boss XX perfume
-Jacket
-Lingerie
-Water bottler
- 2million dollar crumpler bag (him)

what else have i forgotten?

My right fingers are freeeeezing.
cause its out in the cold;holding the mousing.
No one's around me. My "office" is empty.
It's not an office. it's just a place where there is 4 computers.haha

I met up with Faizal, Dee and Mzh.
Just to lepak at civic.and i laughed my way home.
Ya kun kaya toast became Ya kun kaya TUN.
and i dont know how, but Mzh created a new word : Scorex.
I dont even know the meaning.help?
So me and faizal, we made a joke.
You know the donut are sold in half dozen kinda thing.

imagine going up the aunty and say
: aunty i want 35 donuts
and rightfuly she would say
:buy 36 la.cheaper.
and we being assholes we would say
: i want 35 donuts!!
as normal sales asst would do (persuade)
: buy 36 la. if not one cost $1.30
us
: aaaahhhhh! *mess up the counter*
a by then fearful aunty would say
: ok ok 35 donuts.
u think thats the end?
: no! i want 37 donuts!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
hahahahahahahaha! ok im sure only the 4 of us are laughing our heads off!

Oh Jimmy's back to irritate me.
haaaaaaa

yes to all those that have been bugging me for pictures.
Soon ok! SOON!

miss awak!

The weekend wasn't the best.
I swear i hate-d the weekend sooooo much that i dont ever ever want it to happen again.
But no worries, cause Boyfie gave me a carebear.
And it's the carebear that im gonna turn to when in need of company.
My carebear gave me a carebear.hahahahah!
And it's funny how a soft toy can sub into something else.
like....

- my carebear can be my tissuse.to wipe tears laa!
- my carebear can cover my ear when there's thunder.
- my carebear can cover my eyes when there's lightning.
- my carebear can be my carebear when he's not there.

aaaawww. so cheesy kan! lol

So i have 2 carebears! both pink love-a-lot carebears!
Given to me by both Faizal.
Faizal Boyfie and Faizal Hubby. hahaha
oh oh my new carebear got hair.
then it tickles my nose and make me sneeze.heh

Pictures of my lovelies dina,suzy and shariffah will be up soon.
Pictures of my Boyfie n Me during our shopping trip will be up soon.
Pictures of my Carebear will be up soon.

eh, i clean a section of my room alrdy!
soon it will be combining the bed as one.
then paint the room.
stick pictures all over.
and enjoy being the only daugther in the family.
muahahah!

eh didi, if ure reading this by any chance,
i miss u ah. and no, im not ur monster!
dont always ask me to call u laa.
and stop getting fatter!!
lovelovee

Gooood Morning.
It's pouring right now.The prefect weather to just SLEEP!
But Nooooooooooooooo i had to wake up early for work.pfft!
I woke up 2 minutes later than usual but it caused me to dash my way to the train station.
hahaha! ok ok my fault for leaving home late.
I'm meeeting my pri sch ladies after work. So i tried to make up for all the beauty im lacking.
oh, i wore my lenses.after so long.eyes red lor! hahaha
I've got gorgeous-ful gfsssss.

My stomach is playing some music right now.
hungryyyy.grrrrr

ok,i'm of to pretend that i'm helpful.

with love,
Nuu =)

My long awaited long/picful update.

Daddy's Bday, 29 June 2008.
Happy 50th Popsy!
Lunch-ed over at Tambuah Mas,Tanglin.
We were the first customer. Cause Bro was working so didn't want him to be late.
I ordered like it was my bday! hahahaha
But it was awesome.firstly cause its FREE.next cause i ordered like practically all the dishes!
haha no laa, the company was loveeee.

Didi's Departure, 6th July 2008
No she's not dead! hahahha Just of to Sydney.
For a year.Then she'll be a degree holder.
Do us proud yea!
She dressed me up similarly to her.
SHe gave me a damn good pinch (which resulted with a blueblack on my forearm)
And so i was the first to cry and last to stop.
I had the best hug from you.ever.
Actually i just got off the phone with her.
darn i miss her alrdy! :/

I've wasted my first half of the day.
By doing absolutely nothing.
No *insert name here* to talk too. No *insert name here* to suddenly push my chair.
No *insert name here* to disturb me. No *insert name here* for me to laugh at.
*insert name here* must not take MC if Nunuu is coming to work.
hahahahahha
Well Sabariah are Kenneth are not here too.
So it's only Me, Tim and Shandi. (:
No worries, next Friday my turn to take off again ((:

Very uber-ly sleeply right this instance.
And my supervisor just left his desk for lunch.
Goodnight, i'm off to la-la land.

I've got nothing to do since morning.
And mu supervisor is on half-day leave.

I was just blog-hopping over to xhuii blog.
That's when i saw:
"trish linked me a blog last night,http://memyselfmine.blogspot.com/
for ppl, who doesnt know whats happening.do recall last mth there were 2 NS man who unfortunately pass away.the blog, is the gf of the guy who died in brunei training.its saddening to read."

I hovered over the link then clicked it.
I read.all the June entries.
I swear i had tears in my eyes.
I was at the verge of crying though the girl was a total stranger.
Well, i guess, in a way i feel for her.
Losing someone she love so much.

I would lose my mind if I suddenly lost Faizal.
I would prolly just shut myself from the world.
having in mind that the world is cruel and unfair.
Even now, when i don't meet him for more than 3 days, i miss him like fuck.
What more not seeing him ever.

I guess the old saying is true.
you dont treasure something untill its gone.

Faizal <3,
If youre reading this by any chance ( which i highly doubt,heh)
I just want you to know, that i love you,treasure you,sayang you and dont want to lose you.

aku kaya! aku kaya! aku kaya!
Im rich! im rich! im rich!
Muahahahaha!
So today my money finally arrived in my bank.
and i took MC! hahaha
eh i was in need to see a doc.not lying ok.

Boyfie was nice enough to wake up extra early just to acc me.
And i wore a kain batik which i made into skirt.
I got these phrase countlessly frm him;
" you pregnant eh?"
"mcm mak mak"

So after much deducting of debts,bills, savings and 'charity'.
I cried. like alot alot.
Cause i had no money left to go shopping :'(
Boyfie did a splendid job in comforting me.
ceacher ceacher cannot cry.
And a promise is made.
TO USE MY SAVINGS FOR SHOPPING!
THE WHOLE LOAD OF MONEY (I SET ASIDE FOR KL) FOR SHOPPING!
:D

Oh, the first thing i bought with my pay is obs for Boyfie syg.
Got him the Puma Munich shoe. The one he's been eyeing on.or at least the one ive seen him touch a few times.hahah
And boy was he happy!!

I've been wanting to update since last Friday.
When i had movie with Boyfie.
Or like Sunday when it's Daddy's birthday.
I guess the hassle of pluggin in my phone or digi cam to retrieve the pics are just boring me.
But i will. soon enough.

Hmm, besok saya kaya!
got my very first first first pay cheque yesterday.
So one working day,bla bla. Duit masok tmr lor.
My pay is just mere taik-kuching la!
Tak cukup nak shop till drop,fall,roll etc.

But i've gotto save. for my intended KL trip.
To much surprise,Daddy allowed me to go.
Only if there's a substantial number of guys.
and so i have 4 grps of people to choose from.
2 kl,1 fraser hill & 1 tanjung pinang.
Only one of the KL plan has a ratio of 1:3 (girls to guys)
So i think i will pretty much settle on that.
Darn exciting. and Boyfie, i'm gonna make it happen!
We shall go on a short holiday with them (:

5 more days to having my own room.
5 more days till Didi leave home for a year.
5 more days till all my creative juices are put to use to revamp my room XD