everyone's talking about it.
that unfateful accident that took the life of my dear friend;David Li.
Every CO member's personal message on MSN is dedicated to him.
well, mine too.
Just before my lab test earlier today,
Koen talked to me about it.not the best time though.
i was holding back my tears.i took my lab sheet and covered my eyes.
I might not be the closest to him but yet i feel the lost.
i will always remember those time he would go, "hello nurul!" each time he sees me in the CO room and will patiently for me to reply back.
and if i dont, he would keep saying.
How we would exchange sexy expression during combine prac.
and that "aiyaa..i dont want can..?" he always say each time i gave him a task. but he never fails to carry it out with grace.
I will miss David Li.alot.

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i miss boyfie.
he don his black jacket.
he carried his bag.
he held my hand tight.
he held me close.
i love him <3

i'm starting to age very fast.really.
apart frm forgetting to bring my memory card bla bla..
i forgot to bring the clubrm key!yesss
so after maths i freaking rushed home.
was so so tempted to take the cab laa!
but noooo SAVE MONEY!
anyway i was out of money! lol
and and and...
Boyfie was waiting for me at YCK MRT. *surprise*
i know! sweet right! gosh!
lovee!

awaiting to be done:
accoutning
metrology & quality control
robotics & pheripheral
thermofluids
maths
mechanical design

hmm....
i've received the most saddest msg i could have ever received.
i lost a friend.
nypco lost a souna player.
the world lost a great soul.
David Li.
Maybe your soul be blessed and rest in peace.

Here i am,having the 2nd entry for the day.
yes yes freezing my ass off in night class.
Feeling all sexy with my shiny-strawberry flavoured lipgloss.
HAHAHAHAHAHA
call me vain.
i just touched up.for no reason.
hehee

To Ain Syakirah:
hey babe. nice to bump into you just now :))
and please its FATEEN KEISHA.
I didnt know you call me Fateen.heh!
oh, i cant tag at your blog laa! ergh!
change tagboard laaa!
pls pls pls may we be in the same class.
you,me&nad. =)

oh oh...
Hans comment me.
ok i dont know why;
but im a lil excited.
no no,
im a lil happy.
though it was just a one-liner.
my heart still skipped a few beats.
Hans :)

i wanna stay up all night.
to finish every presentation im left with.
to keep boyfie company while he study.
to revise as much as possible.
to let boyfie know every now and then that i love him.

boyfie <3
boyfieboyfieboyfieboyfieboyfie is loveee.

oh ok.done.
semestral project is done.
wasted my $16.40 on cab fare.
to and fro school.
only because i was cuckoo enough to forget my memory card reader.
but oh well.
its done :)
oh oh oh!
did i tell you Boyfie was sweet enought to accompany me.
wee! <3

so much for wanting to save $20 this week.

can i not have night class?
pretty please.
night class is just:-
uber boring.
uber tiring.
uber 'i-must-go-home-alone'.
uber sleepy.
I hate night class.
grr!

i need to chiong in my studies.
please please.
NURUL FATEEN KEISHA stay focus.
NURUL FATEEN KEISHA study hard.

i'm in a _________ kinda mood.

bummer bummer bummer.
Boyfie is having a macth over at Woodgrove Sec and i cant watch.
better be save than sorry ya. hahaha

bite bite bite bite.
2 bites.

this week is just plain-o wrecked up.
so little time spent together;
but the trouble is a hell load.
i think i experienced every emotion one should feel.

my teeth are hurting.
grr!

i dont feel like doing anything right now.
i wanna drop everything.
im gonna rest today.
lets see how it goes.

i'm in a =) kinda mood.

Dental appt at 10.45 seems like the best time.
no heavy traffic which led me to arrive 45 minutes early.
and and and...
nadirah u know i know ah.
hehehee

so yea.
i'm the beautiful girl with blue braces :D

la la la
met up with NadAriel & Zal at Bugis.
i bought a red shoe and a cardigan.
the shoe was totally uncalled for.
but wtf.
i shop when im down.aaahh
and zoom home in cab.

freshly shaved legs feels cute.
hahahahhaa

i'm in a to shout or cry kinda mood.

Today's eventful.
as eventful as tuesday.
maybe even more eventful cause a huge load of emotions were involve.
i shall save you guys frm the details.
but i can tell you all that i studied ALOT today.
and by alot i mean, paying attention in class,doing my e-quiz, start my revision.
hahaha
3 cheers for myself :))

8 Rochers:
i love you nurul fateen keisha very much.
5 Rochers (my sis ate 2!!):
i love you very much.
4 Rochers:
Babygerl, i love you.
hmm..lets see how long that 4 peices can last.

i realise im a compulsive shopper.
i shop more when im down.
i need to start saving money,remember?

i'm in a aahh! u made me wanna hear your voice.but cannot cause u wanna go to bed kinda mood

so today's Tuesday.
didnt get my sleep-in-tuesday.
met up with to Boyfie study in school (intentions).

boyfie needed new shorts.
went to Sportlink at AMK.
took the lift with a nyonya.
WE GOT STUCK IN THE LIFT!!!
yes.
the lift kept going up and down.non-stop!
i couldnt say much.
i was stunned,shocked,scared,worried. all at once.
if i was alone, i would prolly just freeze in the middle.
ok no.i would call boyfie and ask what shld i do. hahahha
it was getting stuffy.The nyonya is starting to talk alot.
after 40mins.help came.
gosh!

oh oh.
boyfie bought me chocoloates :)
Ferrero Rocher(heart) =)
Hersey Cookie n Cream =)

lalalalala
i love boyfie many many.

i'm in a dont worry.just do it kinda mood.

UPDATES for Monday,21-01-08

boyfie was such such a sweetie.
he actually went home all the way frm Hougang just to take his jacket.
knowing i want it.
yess..sweet right!
<3 face="arial">"call me when you end class.i feel like talking to you."
hmm...ok.maybe because it our month-sary laa.
so yea,i called him when i ended my night class.
Boyfie was in school!!!
all alone waiting for me!!!
aaaaahhhhh!!!
suuuuper sweet laa i swear!
i seriously didnt thought he would actually do that.
moreover he had his spt earlier.
ok i still can get over the fact that he waited for me.
loveyou<3

why do i always have a headache on monday.
during semestral project.
its annoying.

im craving for Hersey's Cookie n Cream chocolate.
boyfie, i want :)

oh oh.
how can i surpass something soooo important.
HAPPY ONE MONTH,Boyfie!
to many many more happy months together.
love you more!
baby i love you and i'll nv let you go.
<3
ps:hope you like that lil thingy i gave you.

i'm in a weeee :)) kinda mood

oh wee~
i was bored.
i scrolled down my phonebook.
let see who to call hmm...
actually i was dying to talk to boyfie but nvm hes busy :)
so yea...
didie...BUSY.
faizal(hubby)......didnt answer.
farah....jemputan.
Azila.......yay! she answered.talked.then it was her lunch time.hahhaa
Regina......yipee!called answered.we yak and yak. which finally led us to meeting up and hour later.

so yea. a phone call that led to one meeting.
Gina was craaviing for donuts.
off to cwp.
yada yada ard.
hell that girl can really shop at Watson.
gosh! till we meet up again.
love love =)

i dont know whats causing my asthma.
the smoke directed to me at pasar mlm?
the cough?
the flu?
boyfie's great news? hahaha
ok.i shall just blame it on the weather :(

another week of endurance.
less of you.
:(

i'm in a ergh! i wanna get better! kinda mood.

the sweet taste of raisins.

when you're hungry;anything & everything goes.


i'm a happy happy HAPPY girl :)


today's the day.
please please.
you can do it!
i will be waiting patiently for your call.
;)


when i'm sick;
seeking comfort from boyfie's jacket;
and lecture is boring.
you get :-


i'm in a i dont wanna feeling anything kinda mood.

impromtu meeting with Cinz & NadAriel.
yes yes. happy happy wee~
Had lunch-cum-dinner over at Pizza Hut.
then lalala ard CWP with Cinz.
Khai send me home.
Thanks eh Cinz,NadAriel & Khai.

im sick.
still sick.
like sick sick.

its the time of the period:
-that i get annoyed
-that i get pissed
-that i get angry
-that i get emotional
-that i can cry at everything
-that i get moody
-that i need extra TLC
-that i need you

i'm in a yes! that woman-ly feelings kinda mood.

time check: 7.06pm
im bloody stuck in school having extra class!
but i really wanna go home.
im sick.
yes. sick sick!

seeking warmth from boyfie love's jacket.
i need another packet for tissues.
please please im begging.
i dont wanna be down with fever.
i wanna go to school.
i wanna see boyfie love!

i'm in a fuck laa! i dont wanna get sick kinda mood.

i managed to sleep through the morning :)

i miss my friends.
so much so im dreaming of them.

and so its day 2.
oh please do your best.
get selected. please!

i'm in a till my dying day,i'll love you kinda mood

oh monday monday.

im having a thumping headache.
my body feels tired.
kinda exhausted.

but monday's fun.
monday's exciting.
monday's a day i dont wanna let go.
monday is just extra ordinary :)

if curiosity killed the cat;
then paranoia is gonna kill me.

i'm in a did we?like seriously? kinda mood.

It's a Friday night and i'm home.
to be exact i was home at 7.30pm.
oh yes that early.even mummy was surprise!
I must start getting use to stay-home Friday night(s).

Sister is bring parents out for a drive.
i simply cant be bothered.
cause each time she drives i couldnt stop laughing.

I've been using boyfie's jacket to sleep for 2/3 nights now.
the smell is depleting.or maybe already gone!
i need new supply.

Took Punggol Sec today.
And apparently i look familiar to one.
Or is it i cute then u wanna get to know me! hahahaha

i've been wanting to sing my lungs out lately.
sing sing sing sing!

i'm in a huh?whatever laa kinda mood.

wednesday wednesday wednesday.
i want everyday t o be wednesday!
it's my day out with boyfie :)
ok not exactly day out. half-a-day out with him!
still happy nonetheless!

boyfie finally got himself 2 tops.
and i bought a top too.
so its 5 new tops collecting dust in my cupboard.
1warehouse+1topshop+1mng+2dorothyperkins.

Got to see Haiqal at work!
and now it's playing in my head what boyfie said about Nigella Lawson!
hahahahahaha!

yada yada....

And so i was the Student Tour Guide for this year's NYP Open Hse.
Sembawang Sec.Along with Ayyub,Mas & didie (for a short while)
oh oh! i prick my finger to check my glucose level.
i was shocked so i gave a soft shout "oh mummy!"
and i was kinda below the range.
bla bla bla...
tmr's another day.

oh my.
my braces are giving me ulcers again!
%^&*

i'm in a let money grow on trees.pls! kinda mood.

It's Tuesday.
The supposedly only day i can sleep through the morning.
but nooooooooooooo
was rudely interrupted by my ever so loving/anal sister!
ergh! %^&*

So i was up. at 8.15am.
thinking maybe some songs can put me back to sleep.
plugged in my earphone.
songs playing.eyes tightly shut.soaking the warmth of my blanket.
still nothing.
9am : wtf! just wake up laa!

lalala
had breakkie + some MTV + Movie

it just finished raining.so the wind is rather cold.
here i am with my legs crossed on the chair,listening to Ricky Martin's Shake You Bon Bon, using my sis's lappy w/o her permission,putting the fan directly to me on high speed.
i'm just findng every reason to use bf's jacket :))
the sweet smell of boyfie :D

i need to be less selfish.
have to spend time with my friends.
pang,faizal,gina,mon
nadariel,dee,zal,ziee,mzh,sri,cinz
didie,nadirah
not forgetting;
farah


so have i been good so far?

i'm in a slowly,all the guilt and sadness are fading away kinda mood.

minus the night class and i love monday :)

and yesss no night class tonight!!!!!
*smiling suuuuper widely*

i hate mood swings. do you?
i will emo one corner. be quiet. not being myself.
it annoys me.
lalalalalala
i hate mood swings!! period!

maybe i just need a lil more assurance about us.
gotto stop this negative thoughts.
i only got myself to blame.
but i know that i love you <3

im losing my omph to blog.
always forever a day late.
but at least better than nth.

Trip to NUH was unusually cold.
must be because i'm on board the bus frm 6.30am-7.40am.
yess..i was tt early!
lucky for bf's jackets was with me *sniffs*

Met up with bf for breakfast after appt.
hotcakes with sausage. didnt finish it.
walked aimlessly around.

upset upset upset!
pain pain pain!
changed my braces colour to red.
and it's bloody ugly i swear.
it doesnt look the least red!
i want my black ones back!!!
as usual, my teeth are hurting.

could it be the weather,
im sneezing alot.

maybe i should stop blogging about me and bf.
maybe i should get a private blog.
so people will stop all those teasing and questioning.
maybe....

ilu bf <3

i'm in a ok my heart is beating very fast now.and ive got no idea why kinda mood.

hours of sleep had:4 hrs 30 mins
reason for waking at such godly hour:to finish my accounting intro
quick update on intro:0% done

and so i promised idris i would do it.yup.
but im not sure if i can reach school on time.
bloody dentist takes her darn sweet time always.
looong lonely bus ride. im so gonna sleep!
ok wait, i forgot which bus to take.961 or 963?
argh! and i need to top up my ez-link.

yay! we've bought our notebook.
it was fun writting the first 2 dates.really.
cheers to many more happy memories baby!
i love you <3

i'm in a i would love baby to teman me go nuh kinda mood.