I felt soo bad.
I swear i've never felt this bad towards Nad before.
I ditched her for lunch.
Sorry! so sorry!

Lunch for free for me.
Had Fish 'n' Chips over at Naked Fish Shoppe.
Along with Didie, Faizal (berg), Ayyub and Mas.
It was a treat from Mas & Ayyub.
Didn't really enjoy the meal cause i was in pain.
My teeth were simply aching.

yada yada yada.....

Now that Mas and Ayyub are back in school(fyp),
I feel a sense of completion.
I missed all those fun great lovely time when everyone would gather at the clubroom.
Just talking away. Laughing away. Sleeping away. Singing away.
I want it back.

'I'm in a God, i thank you kinda mood.

I've alot to blog about.
Lets start.

Allow me to tell you a story about a guy.
Lets call him Mr Buzz-off.
When i first met Mr Buzz-off, he was nice.
He was friendly enough to make me feel comfortable.
For a period of time i was into him.
Untill i found out he had a gf.
Ok fine whatever. Didn't bother me much.
Then whenever he had prob with gf, he would come to me.
Me being me, i listened. Lend a venue for him to vent it out.
But it starting to become a habit.
Come to me only when in need.
No problem mean No calling of Nurul.
Not that i wanted him to call me, but basic courtesy as friends.
Then he broke-up(with the 3yrs gf).called me up.be close to me.
Then he found a new gf.threw me away.he got over his old gf very fast.
Then broke-up with gf.came back to me.
Apparently Mr Buzz-off wants to be in the same class as me this year.
Obviously i was reluctant. i have my own friends. i can't layan him.
He was soo persistent! called/msged me numerous time.
Not only that even bothered my friends.
Like wth! go get a life.
But he still got into my class for 2 module. But 4 lectures.
Kept saying he wanted to sit with me bla bla bla.
It's hard without friends right!fail somemore laa!
bla bla bla bla.......
Mr Buzz-off did the most i've-got-every-reason-to-slap-you thing to me.
He pin me against the wall from the back.
To Azila, thats a form of sexual harassment.
I told him to let go. but he wouldnt.
I said thrice before jerking my body to set free.
He finally let go. it was intimidating.it was a lil gross.
Ever since i acted so cold towards him.
And guess what, he has a gf now.
Wait! but still has the cheeck to ask me out for movies!
WTF! i swear i hate Mr Buzz-off .

I need to get my mind all straigthen up.
Common test are coming and i need to study.
Leave all other silly things behind.
Focus NurulFateenKeisha focus!

I'm in a i'm glad nothing bad happened kinda mood

Time check : 1.10am
Level of energy left : 3 out of 8
Amount of things in mind : a gazillion

i've got a confession to make.
I must stop lying to myself.
Over the months.
All those msg-es and after getting to know you more,
I can't deny the fact that i've fallen for you.
So now, i'm telling it straight to you.
Mysweets, i like you.
Well, its your decision on how to take it from here.
I very well hope we shall remain as friends if you hesitate to take it further.
To be friends or not, i wont force.

i'm in a i cant take it! i need to stop lying to myself kinda mood

So im in my lab.
Patiently waiting for my HERSHEY'S Cookies n Creme to melt in my mouth.
After so long, the taste is superb.

it's raining over this side of Singapore.
And mind you, i barely even started singing.
I've gt night class.
7 hours 15 minutes before i officially end the day.

i love my red Everlast watch.
i love my sweets.
i love my new bag.
i love my straight cut Dorothy Perkins jeans.
i love my yellow Topshop tunic.
i love my Warehouse top.
i love my orange Braziliano Praia (NUM)
i love my life. (as of now hahaha)

i'm in a mysweets its you! kinda mood!

Let's talk about yesterday.

Early morning and i'm already not at my highest point.
I swear i hated that person.
cakap mcm bagus wanna sit sebelah. but in the end tidur.
like wtf! that seat was meant for Idris/Idah laa.
And thanks Yunus for laughin! =D

So it's been 3 Fridays of wanting to:
-Dress up
-Go out after class
-Get my dose of A.Zuhri (LOL!)
yaaa ive been really wanting to see him laa.weird ah!

8 hours of lectures was sooo draining!
And i still have about 7 more weeks to go.
But that didnt stop me from walking from Little India to Farrer Park.
In search of Indian Food with my loveloads Azila & Didie!
Babes, i love you all!! Nad you too! heee

Had CO this morning.
I was tired. Somehow.
Got back and like sleep! hahahahah
Now that i'm all energy-full..........
Lets go AIRPORT! or BEACH!
OK fine....i just wanna jalan jalan!

I'm in a lalalala ahmadzuhri is cute kinda mood

`The truth is burning in my heart.
ily.

It's 1.10am and here i am blogging.
Singing away to my latest fav song(s).
Rihanna feat Ne-yo - Hate that i love you.

My lip split into two.
my lower lip.
It bled right in the middle.
so not sexy already
hahahha like it was sexy to start with!

Trip to KKH yesterday was hmm...ok?
could have been better.
Had my blood taken again.
Can i not go to any more hospital appt!

` i'm in a can i drop everything and hide kinda mood

The trip home was nice.
I swear it's the nicest thing so far.
Went back with my love Faizal & darling Siti.
So missss Siti laa! 2 months already!
walk walk..yada yada...
Met Julian at MRT Station.
NYP so small, siti knows him too.
Then Faizal's& Siti's camp focus friend came along.
Charlene n dont know what name.
I swear to god, Charlene + Dont-know-who + Julian + Me + Faizal = mayhem in the train.
Charlene is uber cute.im serious. TSK! ahahahahaha

Walked passed that playground.
A group of lower-sec mats sitting down with a guitar.
Strumming to Hey there Delilah-Plain White Ts.
I wanted to like give a small scream cause its a darn nice song.
But of course i didnt. so late at night already.

My bill finally arrived.
$96.72.
With an alarming 2102 messages sent.
twothousandonehundredandtwo.
That is such a mouth-full laa!

`i'm in a gosh! did i really do it kinda mood

i've got black coloured braces.
*smiles*
Now my braces seems more visible.

i've got a new found love(s).
picture(s) will be shown soon.
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oh look christmas is just a month++ away. i'm not celebrating but can i just make a wish?
I dont remember making any wish on my birthday cause there wasn't any cake.
Nevermind, wish can be made anytime,anywhere. oh so i believe.
hahahahahahah

`I'm in a not hoping but just wishing kinda mood

Woowee~
I'm finally 18!
Legal for clubbing.
Legal to buy ciggies.
Legal to purchase alcohol.
Legal to watch M18.
Legal to get my license.

Thanks to all those lovelies who streamed my hp with endless msg throughout the whole day.
Thanks to the love-loads who got my prezzie. be it the everlast watch or brooches or clothes or that simple yet adorable drawing of a butterfly. not forgetting those hugs and kisses!
I know i shouldn't be comparing but, 17th was much nicer.
Nevermind. im only 18 once.So i might as well just enjoy it!

Bhai's like off to Jakarta yesterday.
Will only be back on Wednesday. Didn't get to send him off.
Cause i was being selfish and was over at Mrs Faizah's place.

Bhai's room is comfy.
Only because theres a phone,tv,radio and playstation.
So i took advantage of the appliances.
Thus waking up late this morning.
I woke up at 845am!! when i have lecture at 10!! *screams*
I was soo late to even have my contact lenses on.
And the cab just wont come!!
I was late for class.Lucky its mdm yee.<3

`my sweets
the more i know you, the deeper i fall for you.
i dont know if you feel it too.
if only i can tell you ever little feeling of mine.
sweets, i like you!

What's wrong with me.
been sooo easily angry.
i get mad uber fast.
my tolerance level is thinning.
aaaarrrgggghhhh.

oh oh!
i met ARIF!!
aaaaaaahhhhh!!
bloody glad to finally see him.
woowee~

Mrs Faizah's open hse this Sunday.
small reunion for 4e3.yipeee!
lovee.

`sweets
the love is getting there.
but deep down,i still doubt.
it could like we're friends.
and friends help each other out.
im fucking into you!