HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY DAVID LI!

You are The Empress

Beauty, happiness, pleasure, success, luxury, dissipation.

The Empress is associated with Venus, the feminine planet, so it represents,
beauty, charm, pleasure, luxury, and delight. You may be good at home
decorating, art or anything to do with making things beautiful.

The Empress is a creator, be it creation of life, of romance, of art or business. While the Magician is the primal spark, the idea made real, and the High Priestess is the one who gives the idea a form, the Empress is the womb where it gestates and grows till it is ready to be born. This is why her symbol is Venus, goddess of beautiful things as well as love. Even so, the Empress is more Demeter, goddess of abundance, then sensual Venus. She is the giver of Earthly gifts, yet at the same time, she can, in anger withhold, as Demeter did when her daughter, Persephone, was kidnapped. In fury and grief, she kept the Earth barren till her child was returned to her.

What Tarot Card are You?
Take the Test to Find Out.

Things to do:
-Compile database for CO newbies
-Lay my CO plans and send to Karen
-Do my Semestral Project assignment (15 slides)
-Do my report with C.J
-Revise for Maths Test
-Spend time with my family/friends

Things to buy:
-Handphone pouch
-Tie band
-Anything that catches my eye

So my red entry had caused a few people to go Huh?! who?!
Yes. people came up to me and ask.
Sorry, no names will be mentioned. wee~
May that feeling not come back. It spoils alot.

Club Room is like my second home.
That sleeping session just now was superb! on a RED rug + 6 pillows!
It was soooo cold laa can!!
i slept with him.

I've got an 'invitation' to go catch NYP Dance Musical tmr!
Should i?

`the power of glitter smile

Everyone has limits and mine have reached to its brim.
C'mon, im gonna be frank,up-front and honest about it.
Screw you guys if i offend you. Like i freaking care.
It's MY blog and I have the freedom of speech!
Any unhappiness can be settled outside. I will take charge of my words!
assholes!

You can be all CO. Thinking about it from the time you wake up.
But that's not my bloody business. No 2 people are alike.
I still treasure my friends more than CO i can tell you that!
CO or Friends? Dont be such a fool! Friends is my obvious choice!
I've been wasting precious time on CO when i can have quality time with people that matters to me the most. FAMILY and FRIENDS!
I've been defiant to my religion and parents.
Are you going to answer for me? will you bare my sins?
Ignorant fool!
Spare a thought for my personal life will you?! bitch!
If you dont have a personal life doesn't mean i dont! selfish!
Don't pretend like you even bother about my problems! Go play your drama else where!
Yes i DO NOT appreciate your care and concern. so FAKE!
Continue spreading your lies and i dont think you will get far with trust.
Oh what trust? I STOP TRUSTING you already.
If you have anything you're not happy with me you can jolly well come to me and say it out.
Like you even bother about my feelings! With all your scarsm!
Im sure all those tears you shed are crocodile tears. buzz of flaa!!
You don't know whats hurt/pain/disappointment till you taste your own medicine!
Thanks for ruining all the friendships i had.
So much so for a role model! LIAR!
Bitches shouldn't be entertained! so do me a favour, FUCK OFF!

AAARRGGGHH!!
It's the only day i can sleep in and i'm regretting being at home!
My body alarm woke me up at 8 am!
And the next thing i know, i heard sounds of hammer(s) being slammed against the wall!
Bloody neighbours! Must you renovate your house NOW?!
It seems like my ceiling is gonna fall on me anytime!
Super ANNOYING & IRRITATING can!!!!!

I'm tired. i should go switch my phone off now.

The pain from my growing wisdom tooth is taking up alot of my energy.
I can't bare to stand the pain. The ever swollen gums.
I can't clenched my teeth. I can't add pressure around that area.

I'm tired, very very restless.
Maths Lect was uber annoying laa.
The rain just dampen my spirit!

`i need your smile.urgently.

The whole week had been CHAOTIC, FULL of EMOTIONS, TIRING.


`one smile can change my day =))

Lets just say these few days haven't been great.
And I dont see things changing either.
Oh how i miss my SEG people! I shall ditch everything this Saturday for you guys!
Sorry Didie for not being able to have lunch/go home with you. Lovee!

Every relationship should be based on trust.
Be it friendship, BGR relationship or just a committee.
I was utterly devasted that the trust i had with you was broken.
For the first time in my whole life someone actually broke my trust.
And out of so many people, it's you.
It's gonna be hard for me to ever gain that trust from you. ever!
I will never see you the same way i did the past months.
In anger and disappointment i sat there and cried.
Thanks for all the lies you told to me.
Oh i soo wanna mention name(s)!!!!

Still have 1/3 of my tears left.

1st day of Year 2 Semester 1.
And yet i can't describe my feelings.
But one thing for sure. I felt POPULAR. i swear!
EVERYWHERE i went there bound to be people calling out my name.
Be it my fellow OGLs or Freshies! wow!

My lecture group is losing its omph!
No more C4 & C5.
And im no longer C2.
So currently C1-0612, C2-0601, C3-0602, C4-0603.
And yes that adds up to 5 Cougar member in the same lect!
No more Idah, Shah, Idris and all those. But cmon look on the bright side.
I have johan,eng hong,steven,melvin & hedher in return. complete woo-ness~

Lessons started at full speed today.
The modules, my goodness! i can't take it.
That Math lecturer of mine! her voice's like lullaby! ZzZzZz
Night class was ok laa. was hyper but it faded away. at least my partner is useful.

`that utterly cute smile of yours

They say " time fly by really fast when you're having fun"
Indeed they do. Lets face it, I'll be in Year2 tomorrow.
Hell it's fast! I haven't really gotten over my year 1!
But then again, a new start with new challenges. And i certainly made new friends!

I don't know what i should be feeling right now.
Excited?Scared?Anxious? that schools starts tomorrow.
I had enough fun time, now its panic,chaos and ergh time.
Yup, im rushing alot of things for CO.

javier.slits&braces

I swear i teared when i was leaving the room.
I never wanna leave. Never!
But then again, memories will be kept in my heart.
lovee lovee <3

my wisdom tooth is growing.
my gum's swollen.
ouch! ouch! ouch!
i need something to comfort my pain.
pain killers? you? panadol?

I MISS REGINA!

I'm glad that im freaking exhausted right now.
With those LOVELY (x30) OGL(s) and FRESHIE(s).
You made my 2 days worth while =))

Monday (9/04)
Loong briefing regarding the upcoming orientation. And yes, i got bored and had a sour face.
When back to get my bag. SLEEP OVER hahaha
But only managed to sleep past 4AM!

Tuesday (10/4)
Woke up at 6AM but the lovely Excos!
Looong day ahead! Got to meet my freshies!
EC0714~
I'm still wondering why i got an ECC class when all my other MF friends got MF. And worst still my other OGL isn't from ECC too! Dinie's from BME.
I had an almost full class, 17 out of 18. oklaa not that bad.
As usual, they were cold within themselves. Had a hard time trying to break the ice between them. Not mentioning the ice between me and dinie as well.
Thank god, me and dinie got along just fine. Despite the fact that he MIA for a few times.
You know, i could really be in EC0714, i remember their name faster!hahaha
Had dinner at AMK, headed home and ZzZzZzZz

Wednesday (11/04)
I dont even know why i was in school super early,8am.
When all the others were suppose to meet at 9am.
Met up with my freshies at the atrium, only 5 >.<
Brought them for their first ever maths lecture. and more started coming.
Oh yes, i had a class of 9 =)
Was suppose to help set-up the games but instead i had my Fernando Alonso F1 and Jay Chou Initial D moments. I swear the guys were trying to kill me! I sat on the trolley and they took turn pushing me ard at really fast speed!
Watched Spongebob Squarepants with Mark Chan ^^
Freshies has lunch. After that its GAMES TIME-sports hall! by then i only got 8 kiddos.
Had to combine with Randy's class. and it became EC0714-01. A bunch of super enthu people! I lovee you guys laa! We did great ya! All those screaming,twinkle-twinkle little star and boo(s).
It was then that i realise Javier. slit eyes,braces with as uber cute smile. what more can you ask for! heee
Headed to the stadium. Combine classes with Ju-On.EC0714-26. I had 7 kids left.
bla bla bla bla- my class went missing and whatever laa i got free time. lol
bla bla bla bla - ogl had to participate in the games. Masran called out our name via the P.A system! And we came in 2nd.
bla bla bla - pouring water session. mind you, it involves 100 plus.
bla bla bla- Ice-cream session. my fav! got smeared with choco ice-cream right in my eye by Didie! i did some other people but hey we got Yat good! He was covered with ice-cream, head arms, face and whats not!
bla debriefing bla then comes photo time! woo~ loads of things gg on.
Went to play soccer with guys. yes my team won =)
Had dinner.
MRT ride was uber fun! Octopus! hahahaha

ive made sooo many nice friends. i know if i name all its gonna take awhile but what the hell i will.
didie,kat,mas,awin,oly,zila,ayyub,ansar,parthiban,ban,sheikh,dinie
randy,jonhson,eejie,nash,huli,randy,eli
samuel,wei da,bryan,danny,helmi,helmi,syafiq,sunder,kartik,husniyati,ruihong,pat,zi min,firdaus,sabariah,michelle,joyce,linlin,su hui,ashley,sebastien,mark c,mark.
And some other which i cant remember thier names.

kini maafkanlah aku
bila ku menjadi bisu kepada dirimu.
bukan santunku terbungkam
hanya hatiku berbatas tuk mengerti kamu maafkanlah aku.
walau kumasih mencintaimu
kuharus meninggalkanmu
kuharus melupakanmu
meski hatiku menyayangimu
nurani membutuhkanmu
kuharus merelakanmu

Finally, i've watched Seducing Mr Perfect. Daniel Henney is just soo fiiineee!
Anyway, i didn't meet up with my ERs...Maybe they didn't went out afterall.haa
Was just slacking at home. Facing my comp. The bloody internet connection is screwed! big time!
Yesterday, dinner+lunch cum pool session was rather dry. oh at least for me.
I know nuts about pool. I simply can't push the cue. I'm LOUSY.
Was falling asleep, i swear!
I was in such good mood to talk, talk and talk. i was bugging people to talk. hee

So i cleaned up my folder. from 625 items it became 400.
Power~

` deleting memories
keep teasing, i'm enjoying it.

kau seperti nyanyian dihatiku.

It's a mixed feeling now that Damien is gone. Gone to Taiwan!
One less member in my section. And obviously we lost the best one!
The evil one in CO is gone as well!
Nonetheless, Damien (if you're reading this),
You will be miss by many including me! oh yes me!
You helped me alot in this short one year.
Thanks a million. *tears in my eye*

If i go one any further i will start crying. hahahaha
Oh! Only one thing is on my mind when Taiwan is concern--> JAY CHOU =)
So Damien, send my love to him IF you ever see him =))

That looong hour conversation was super nice. Haven't had it for awhile.
Much learnt. Many things explored.

oh oh APRIL FOOL!
2 pranks got the best of me.
Messed up my emotions like freaky BIG TIME!
What's with you people and my emotions ah!!
Imagine getting a call past midnight regarding ACCIDENT!
aaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!
$%^&&^%^&$##**&)*#&&

Anyway, didn't get much sleep.
And was force to follow my mother to the market.
It's been centuries since i've been to the Geylang Market. eeeeky!
but i feel proud. Mummy's girl XD

Damien, tell me if you see Jay Chou in Taiwan =)

`youre making me more interested. try not to make me love you.