I swear i really wanted to study right away for my paper tmr, but instead i got stuck in cwp!
The initial plan was to meet up with Faizal and Kok Lip to study. Met them at McD so yea how do you expect me to study there! freaking noisy! i don't know how kok lip does it. Yea then Faizal did what he does best "calling-calling" the rest! hahah so after Regina n Jo came followed by Pang. We had a " reminising moment(s)" it was damn hilarious! Till Kok Lip didn't want to leave for his paper saying, " i suddenly miss you all!" hahahahah!
Then Rae,Nu & Pang sat outside Hang Ten for almost an hour. Just singing to the song playing. Shreeya came. Then met KimGuan.Went to 6th storey and that's when Jonathan,WeeLee,CheeCheng,YangSoon and WenSheng came. Then they went off to Ben Ho's place. And finally made our way back =)

*was held up by emotions which lead this entry to be a day late.*

I think i have all the bloody retarded %^&ing reason to get angry!
Whatt happen to "oh we'll be tmr to study.10am is ok!"
^&*%
I was nice despite giving at least 7 missed calls and 7 messages.
Waited since 10.30. Finally gave up at 3.30.
Was freaking famished!
As usual NYP kiddos around. Particularly this sweet looking girl from SIT.
Sat opposite me. We kept smiling to each other.
I was so restless i wanted to ask her out for a short break.
I WAS NOT HITTING ON HER.SWEAR!
Why should i? i'm gonna marry jay chou =)
Before i could collect my guts, she left,
She was so nice to wait for me to turn to her direction just to say goodbye.
When total strangers became friends.

I need to change that picture on the top left.
I'm spolied for choices. Too many pictures.

the way you caress me with sweet words.

I was late this morning. Totally unintentional!
Woke up 15 mins before the actual meeting time!
Faizal went breakfast alone at McD.
Reached the lib.Got a spot.With alot of NYP-ians around.
studied.studied.studied.
Received a call from Shahrin.Wanted to borrow my calculator.
Went to pass to him then had lunch.
Wee~ Meeting him tomorrow!

I can't wait for my examinations to end! Pronto!!
Then i can meet up with my Darling Joanne & Darling Peishi!
And it's gonna be CO all the way! CO! CO! CO!
I'm all geared up for commitment.
Thoug it's gonna be hard dividing my time between
Shoolwork,CO,FRIENDS!
The hardest would have to be spending less time with my FRIENDS!
Must treasure my moment with them now.

I need to clean up my room soon too.
Due to the exams (actually not really) its in a total mess!
It always excite me to what i'm finally gonna find after that clean!
hahahahahaha!
lost notes.......
lost change(s).......
lost love....lol
lost memory.........

much love i want to say

Oh well Gen influence me for this section of my entry!
Darn blogger deleted my previous blog. mealwayz.blogspot.com
But i remembered it clearly.
The skin was nothing but Jay! Jay! and more JAY!
Looking through my previous entries,
i TyPeD LyKz TiSs LoRxX!! HaHaXx!
Oh my! is that me! I'm sorry but i sound super ceena-fied!
Fine! more ceena than now.
And i found out how emotional i was back then!
Crying over songs?!hahahaha silly me
I kinda miss remembering dates.
Yes ella, i know you hate me for that! lol
Memories.


2 random thing(s) i want to say:-
1) snufflafegaus! -its that elephant thing in sesame streets
2) I Love You - spread the lovee ya *wink*

Phew! finally managed to get some studying done!
Met up with my darling peishi to study together in school.
The first hour was used talking about C.O stuffs.
Only to realise our lifes will NEVER be the same again!
And most prolly half the time we will be busy with C.O.
Got too carried away! hahaha!
We were so proud of ourselves! studied for 3 hours ^^
The initial toilet-break become our dont know what break!
Then made our way back.
Need to resume back to studying soon.

Called Faizal just now.
Never contacted him for about 3 days!
And we both felt odd! hahahha
Talked for about an hour about his job and all.
Meeting him tomorrow for breakie then study!
Study.STudy.STUdy.STUDy.STUDY!!

my urge to say i love you

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Something random

Your Inner Child Is Angry

You're not an angry person. But when you don't get your way, watch out. Like a very manipulative kid, you will get what you want. Even if it takes a little kicking and screaming.

You Have Low Self Esteem 64% of the Time

You tend to blame yourself when things go wrong, regardless of whether it's your fault or not. You're anxious to please others and rely too much on their opinions. Learn to please yourself first, and your confidence will soar.

You Are 60% Open Minded

You are a very open minded person, but you're also well grounded. Tolerant and flexible, you appreciate most lifestyles and viewpoints. But you also know where you stand firm, and you can draw that line. You're open to considering every possibility - but in the end, you stand true to yourself.

You Are A Loyal Sidekick

While you aren't the most visable one in your group... You're always up for a good time or conversation And you stick with your friends no matter what You may feel underappreciated - but it only seems that way!

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I'm sure now most of my chinese friends are having their reunion.
Enjoying relative's company.
Wee! Isn't the festive season just simply awesome!
Have fun collecting those hong bao ya *wink*
oh johor's having fireworks right now!




I've been missing my chickadees massively! I'm gonna plan somethng after my exams! So that's Junus on the far left. Gosh i miss him! Hot-physic-teacher with WHITE legs! In a way i enjoy all this sacrastic remarks. Following that is a random picture we had in the hall. oh yes! the 2 boys back in '03! The all time favourite Kent & Hou Hao! I swear they lifted up their sleeves upon seeing me! The final picture. Taken in '05 grad day. That's 3/4 of the class 2e2 '03.
I need tissues! I'm all teary now!






FINALLY! i managed to catch Confession of Pain. On DVD that is. Gosh! Takeshi is just so fineeee! The story is a lil confusing. Apart from Takeshi all the other guys look so similiar! Oh i fell asleep in the first part!HA! gorgeous gorgeous gorgeous! Yum~



dont inflict pain.
i need you.

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I'm soo proud of myself *pat my back*
Mummy's angel =)
I did all the housework today.
HA! i really did! With my comp blasting songs!
Sorry neighbours for playing lovely songs as early as 8.30am! hee

6 random things about Nurul Fateen Keisha :-
1) My tears are free-flow -cry when im angry,happy & sad
2) I've gotten spoon stuck in my mouth before - teaspoon i mean
3) I HATE balloons! - trying to overcome it
4) I'm the youngest- not the pampered one
5) I smile even in the most difficult situation - though i will resort to crying later
6) I want to meet Jay Chou before i turn 30 - hell ya i must =)

My heartest congratulations to all my buddies!
PeiShi,Joanne,Daniel,JiaYi,Raymond,Eunice&Aaron!
Lets do our duties right!
Jia You!

A whole row of camps coming up. Hope my hair's ok by then :x

浪漫手机

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I'm guilty I'm guilty!
I know i haven't been hanging out with you guys oh-for-the-longest time.
Too caught up with school i would say.
But to you its just as simple as BIAS!
I'm NOT! I'm NOT.
It's obvious that each time im asked out i declined the offer.
It's just a matter of time!Commitment!
So we had our differences and i guess we kinda worked it out.
You jolly know i genuinely misses all you babes!
ergh! I've spent more time with you guys than anyone before!
We have to meet up soon.
-dedicated to the girls of 4e3 class'05-
thanks for always being there for me.
The greatest bunch i would never forget.
Oh! how awesomely fun when we meet up!
Endless joke and endless laughthers.
But i'm sorry i cant make it to every event.
Thanks for understanding that CO meant alot to me.
Thanks for accepting my weirdly different choice in guys! hahahaha
Thanks for that wonderful bday i had last year!
Loviiee lovee =)
-dedicated to Faizal,Regina,Ella/Eilemon,Shreeya/Steph- it needs my name and it spell F.R.E.N.S

Ha! my eyes was suuuuper swollen this morning!
In a way its hilarious!
Made a trip to the doctor with mummy.
Maybe that's all it needs. Even without applying the medicine, my eye felt better.

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I woke up to a rather sharp pain in my right eye.
AAHHH!!! its swollen again! The pain muuuch more intense!

Headed to school to meet up with ida and nao. Sorry babes i got caught up with CO.
Somebody cannot stand some other people and i rescued him! hahahhaha right?!
Pei Daniiel to the place then made my way back to the lib.
After awhile he asked me to go to the place because JaiYi went in already and my turn should be really soon. but NO! JiaYi spoke for so looooong! hahah!
Had my turn. Oklaa, not so nerve-wrecking. Jac & Angeline, i'm not nervous. I just happen to enjoy turning in the chair i guess! lol
After me, daniiel joanne jiayi eunice went back co room. Then ask Raymond a.k.a B.O.B go. So me and daniiel pei him go. Then Raymond end his session and the 3 of us left *cough*.
Headed back to CO room. Someone really got hearing problem!
I clearly said " i dont really like mc flurry..."
BOB heard " i really look like mc flurry!"
So raymond and daniiel were laughing off la! Went to McD to get Mc Flurry then the machine spoil! hahah! thats for saying i look like Mc Flurry!
Ha! in the lift only then HQ msg say no need. But we all dont care just went in still.
Ended up all went back.

Now all i want to do is cut my lower eye lid.
It even hurt to open my eye! what more blink!

dont touch me. it makes me weak

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Saturday:
The most "oh-my-*toot*" day! Went over to J8 with TAURUS XING'ER SHERRYL XP WANYI DAVID WINGCHONG GEN EUNICE LIYI, just to see Xiao Zhu. it was later that i realised that it was only me and liyi that wanted to watch. But liyi wasnt so *wee* about it laa. So it was ME who wanted to see XiaoZhu. Had lunch then we walked around. When to see the Q which lasted till i dont know where. It went around J8 and beyond! The crowd was MASSIVE. Ok so we didnt Q-up. When to the venue of the singing/autograph session but the security guard say must Q then can go it. Somehow Taurus managed to get me in the Q with his juniors. Overheard that in order to go in we need to have his CD. We had, amelia's but it was the China copy. Not sure if it's proved. So went up to get it. omg! PohKim and Sembawang had sign outside thier shop stating that all XiaoZhu CD are sold out! hahaha! But lucky next stock come in 30 mins. XP and XING'ER waited up there while the rest of us downstairs. Finally XiaoZhu came. All those girls were screaming and running after his van! which i totally couldn't comprehen! Got ppl say that if we want to watch him sing and go up and see. So we all did. DAMN! like i said the crowd was MASSIVE! couldn't even see anything! Was super sad already. Held back my tears. XP call me say from the FJ can see. So i rushed! stood on the chair and there he was...MY XIAOZHU! LUO ZHI XIANG! half satisfied=) MY GREATEST THANKS TO YOU ALL! YOU'VE BEEN SUCH ANGELS!! Then met up with Fai,Gina,Mon & Shreeya. And that was when my necklace fell apart! like into pieces! Later when airport and got home pass midnite.

The one who made it possible

That MASSIVE crowd i told you about

Sunday:
I was late for the Beautiful Sunday concert! Managed to watch it eventhough i had to get alone. Heard some familiar songs.hahah! And yes Gen that Gu Zheng sure does look good! When over to Marina Square. Didn't do anything but just sat down. ha! They wanted to watch movie so i excused myself. I had to rush back to woodlands. Met up with my lovely family to have dinner at Pizza Hut. Had my fav chezzy lava stuffed crust!*yum I kinda treat them. I feel soo contented=)

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Oh yes~ today marks the end of the sem and yea study break frm now till 1st march.after that its party time yahoo~

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO DAMIEN KEE! May all your hopes and dreams come true! =)


How akward! he spoke to me during class.Though it was just a brief phrase. "eh powerpuff girl. *pointing to me notebook*" Too bad we are friends only when class is gonna end. Actually, our class ended already. Wishing you all the best for Friday! Hope to you ard as well!

i'm abit uncomfy you naming me she. but then again, i cant say much.

daniiel: dont be too sad! its normal to lose things, though it meant alot to you.
nao,idah, shah: girls & boy, maybe my emotions overpowered my true meaning in some of my statement(s). you know i would never do anything to hurt you all! thanks for being there for me all this time. lovee!
co peeps: thanks! thanks! thanks! i cant thank you enough for the wonderful time and great friendship i've made!

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First and foremost! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO SHAHRIN & GEN! Best wishes and may all your hopes and dreams come true =)


Oh at last im done with that 10-pages-full-with-killer-questions! i gave my most honest answer!

I'm not sure why but i'm in need of a movie right now.
Not right now right now but right now; anytime soon!
I know i should only rejoice after my paper(s).

i questioned your sincerity.
i questioned your honesty.
i quesioned your every word.
i questioned your every touch.
i questioned you.
cause i feel for you.

Got my hair cut! oh yea~ Failed to get my "astro-boy/girl look". The aunty didnt dare to try it on me. She said its weird to have a V for a fringe.Ok that picture sure does look weird~ Anyway, finally the ASEAN FOOTBALL CHAMPIONSHIP's done! Congrats to TEAM SINGAPORE~ My whole area was screaming when Singapore scored.My dad was no exception! He went shouting at the window.hahah

Me and my girls found it cute that most of the Thai players have PORN in their name. So we add the PORN to our name. And suddenly we had our full name as our msn nick! *click the picture to view*



when everything means nothing.

Labels: My TEAM SINGAPORE yeay

C Prog is FINALLY over. Super not confident about it. I even managed to peel my lips so much it bleed and hurts! My bad for not applying my lipbalm. I need to get it heal fast! Chapped lips are just simply gross!!


Seriously considering of cutting my hair. Maybe not cut off my lustrous black locks. I think I've made my mind up. Wanna cut the back 'V' and also a 'V' for my firnge. That way my front will look like Astro Boy! Oh yes! He's my new craze!! My mom thinks i'm out of my mind! Like so cute right! *bubble=)*


Asked mom to called up the NUS Denstistry. After 2 days, at last someone pickde up! I needed to know how long more do i have to wait before i can get my braces done.And guess what?!
" oh i'm sorry! But your daugther's name is'nt in the list!"
God knows how fury i got when my mom told me!! HELLO! i remembered clearly i called and informed that i was up for it!! I WON'T WAIT FOR ANOTHER 9 MONTHS!! 6MONTHS was being WASTED! %^&*


when was the last time we met.
when was the last time we smiled.
when was the last time we spoke.
im missing you already.

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Am super glad i only have c prog test left for the week-tmr! Waited for Faizal to go home together. i just need to meet up with him badly. My mom thinks we're fighting just because i dont meet him as frequent. So yes mama, your lil girl was out with Faizal today! Reached cwp then had bubble tea. Had my usual order = Passion Fruit Ice Blended. We sat at our fav spot. Just sitting and talking. After much loitering we had a super early dinner at Pizza Hut. I wanted Swensens but nevermind. Next time! Maybe 14 feb =D Some people just couldn't stop praising himself *roll eyes*

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