and so i'm done with Full House.
No more Full Housing for me =(
did shed some tears.
Aja! Aja! Fighting!
()...()()...()
( ' - ')(' - ' )
(")(")(")(")
be my young-jae

Pride and Ego don't bring you anywhere.
Guys,get that!

it's only now that i'm reading the book.
i've yet to watched the movie.
memoirs of a geisha.
the novel is so vividly described!

i need to find a new 'hobby' for the weeks to come.
oh ya..!
rent Wet Dreams and Wet Dreams 2!
*gleaming smile*

ok
so yesterday was fun.
Meet up with ezreen for breakfast.
She was superly fascinated by that old aunty.
naughty naugthy!
and headed down to NYP with zal too.
went there to send my enrolment package.
call me kiasu call me wateva u wan.
Just pray i won't be going to NYP for 3 years
RP take me!!

ezreen had to leave jus halfway.
Being a good sister.pick her bro up.
Meet mzh at Raffles.
3girls went to Airport to eat.
we ate at Popeye.
yes yes yes lovely place.
I showed mzh n zal wat chicken nipple was like.
it was actually just a lump of fats with slits in the middle.
ok,its grossing myself out too!
took alots of shots with mzh new hp.
but that *bleep* girl only wanna post those candid ones.
Mzh ure gonna pay for tt!!!

and yes
i got my HUO YUAN CHIA vcd!
*SHOUTS*
ok
it seems to be more like
*crys*
so tears were in my eyes when i bought it.
blink and it'll start pouring down.
omg omg omg omg omg
im soooo freakingly delighted!!!!!!!!!

Early call from Ray today.10+
"wow,call me so early"

i've yet to pick a phone.
i've yet to accept my NYP course.
i've yet to get back to my bro for twisting my arm.
i've yet to receive a reply from RP.
oh my.i've yet to do alot of things.

I should sooo stop buying black footwear!!
from my birki's to my pump(s). ALL BLACK!
I like black,it goes with anything.can't help it.
42,L11,M9.
With that kind of measurement,i take wateva that i can get.
I need a PROPER pumps.
i got a lot of prob with my current one(s).
1) the slight heel is making far too much noise.
2) the front is too pointy. cause too much pain and blisters.
that's y i need another footwear!!
I want another birkenstock sandal!!
"no,you don't take care of the things you have.1 is enough!"
*bleep*

ARGH!

ok
so dad agreed on finally getting me a new phone line.
yes babes LINE!
hahaha
after 2 prepaids
Ya i tink i deserve it.
I've been a good girl.
he did say i get to choose a phone too.
woowee~~
now i gotto choose a phone.
was thinking of sticking to Samsung?
Or should i go back to Nokia?
This a hard work man!
decide ksh decide!!

Yest APM wasn't that bad
*shouts* Anuar Zain *shouts*
I can't believe what im about to say
but what the heck
just say
God,i love him!
*laughs*
Vince and Eka was singing so intimately
and so my lil cousin ask
"di,her husband tak jealous ah vince so close?"
"i dunno belle,later we go ask together k!"

Yesterday was SUPERB!!
zal ray dee nad mon mzh ksh cinz
Spent the whole day at sembawang coffeebean/cavana
Pure chocolate's nice!!

Check out the pictures:
www.fudgestripes.photosite.com

Check out the videos:

Just a temp skin.
Should i keep it?

Happy Birthday to you.
Happy Birthday to you.
Happy Birthday to Owen!
Happy Birthday to you.
Happy 18th Birthday Hot~



YES!
7 Chickadees + 1 Chicklet
yay yay yay!
Thursday ok~~

Congrats to Ezey for being accepted into RP.
Yes.
And for getting a laptop already.
Yes.

"The results for successful applicant of Direct Admission Excercise will be notified via post and email in Mid April"
Thanks alot RP.
I love waiting.
Make me wait longer lah -_-"

So i made some unexpected calls to some.
XHuii,Naf,Ros,Fizah
It's really an unexpected call.
NEVER call them unless Tower C wans to go out.hee
Ok,me n Smally used to talk lah.
About *adrian<3*>GOT ALOT OF GUYS!"
"got alot of guys"
"got alot of guys"
I heard she said it more then that!
COUNTLESS.
It was meant to be a short 10 mins call
but Smally being who she is
confided me in everything and anything.
"hello?hello?xhuii,ur voice fading away!"
" eh sorry.i washing my cup! *LAUGHS*"

hell i miss you

So i missed the Bookfest.
No chinese book for me.yet!
Headed down to Esplanade.
Gerhana Ska Cinta (GSC) was performing.
wawa nad ina fifi faz theresa jan dee dee dee *yup 3 different dee(s)*
There's 1 more girl, i forgot her name.hee
I didn't get as much blue-black as when at SAS Peace Concert.
Actually i only got 1.
That's prolly from Dee or Ina skanking their ass off.
I didn't sleep the night before,but yet i wasn't sleepy.
Yipee~ i got a pic with GSC Bassist Di~
Darn he's cute! like cute cute!
The lead's cute too *in a lady way that is*
I got home too late to blog. 12.30AM.
that's a first after 08/09/04.

Wow
I really haven't been updating uh!
Last Saturday sent my cousin off to Duha.
Flight stewardess for Qatar airline.

Don't mind the redness of her face =)

Happy Birthday to You,
Happy Birthday to You,
Happy Birthday to Nad & Khad.
Happy Birthday to You!!



Yesterday was a looooong day at SATA.
8.30-8.50-->waiting for khad "sumppl need to *bleep* "
8.50-12.30--> waiting/medical check-up.
So Khad had a few bumps along the way.
Pulse at a crazy rate of 106!!
4 times of blood pressure.
Ok,so the high pulse could be due to the doctor.
Hell room 8 was wrong~
Khad said she looked a MAMASAN.
Her hair lah.....
X-ray was fun.
We girls couldnt figure out for to tie that god darn ting!
Imagine this.
3 strings,1 knot.
go think ok.
but i need it wee~

Getting back to those who tagged me.

game instructions - the tagged victims have to come up with 7 different points of their perfect lover. specify gender of the target. tag 7 victims to join this game and leave a comment on their page saying they've been tagged. if tagged the second time, there's no need to post again. have fun!
gender; MALE.
1. taller then me
2. easy-going
3. funny/full of jokes/laugh alot
4. small eyes *the smaller the better.wee~*
5. sweet/romantic
6. someone who can make me go 'aaww' with his actions =)
7. lovely/love-ful/loving/and all other LOVE
ok ok can i add number 8???
8.cute front teeth *laughs*

next 5 people;
Ray, Xin Chi, Xhuii, , ButterfRy, Ron Teh, Pei Yin

Oh yes~
FINALLY.
my NYP package.
Wohoo~
ok ok
So there's a thousand and one things to fill up,read and understand.
A NEED A FREAKING MEDICAL CHECK-UP
AAAHHH~
they gonna take my blood.*cry*
I got no one to go to orientation with.
Diff sch have diff orientation date.
School of Engineering -> 11th to 13th April, 9am-5pm

Ok,finally confirm a friend to go with.
as in for 17th april.
Kelvin Neo~~~
Wohoo!!
CONFIRM.
Kelvin Neo is booked on 17th APril.
haha
oklah oklah share lah share.
Kelvin my study/school buddy.

tmr 8.30 appt with Khad.
Medical Check-up.

The Fabulous Destiny of Amelie Poulain
GREAT MOVIE
A quirky and funny touch to how a girl tries to help others while her life was in a mess.
It shows the great extend of how a lady would solve 'mysteries' of her neightbourhood.
It's the warm feeling of satisfaction upon every succesful deed.
Be it helping a blind man cross the road;
Helping 2 people make out;
Or simply to find out who's the guy who took the same blank picture at the photobooth.
Among the mist of helping people, Amelie fell in love.
And with the help of her friends,Amelie and Nino were brought together.
That long waiting was worth,every minute!
Foreign movies are great~

I've always wanted to hit the jackpot.
Not jackpot jackpot,but jackpot.(any kind)
Even the jackpot in one of the games in WYWY Wonderland etc.
The one where the light moves superly fast and you'll have to hit the buzzer once it's on your spot.
That too have jackpot.
If hit,the coupons just keep flowing out.flow..flow..flow..
But jackpot comes in different ways of undertsanding it.
Zal thinks i hit jackpot last year. *31/09*
Yea,maybe for a week or so,i felt like i did =)
But,i now,i don't think that's even near jackpot.
Maybe just like,a good day to remember.
Mzh's family hit jackpot.
$22,222.22 *can i say tt?*
I wonder how it's like to hit 4D.
I'll never know.
Cause I'll never buy. =)
If you know the feeling,do fill me in alright.

To Mzh:
Don't be an idiotic girl ok!
its all TYPO TYPO TYPO TYPO
get it? TYPO!!!
*AARGHH*

So we didn't excactly reached Desaru yesterday.
Darn sis just got to meet us at 5.
When to Kota Tinggi instead.
ok,so some places ain't in tip-top condition.
honestly,it's faaaaaar from tip-top.
Cross over the causeway and inhale once, you'll prolly know what i mean.
Stop by at one of the new Jusco on the way.
It was MY shopping spree.Wee~
Dorothy Perkins Shu Uemura Levi's etc.
For once BreadTalk was Halal.
Not all on the menu were that great.
Some were pretty much normal.
There were some really cute-ly presented.
Hell it was pack!
They were having some roadshow.
Nana & Achik was there. *can i say EEWW?*
The cast of Gubra was there too.

"eh you don't want to take their pictures?"
"for what ma? I don't even like them,what more their songs"

I still remember those days.
Those days when i stil got my enlarged tonsils.
Loving em!
Stroking em with my ruthless-witty-scarastic toungue.
Now, it's all gone but my tongue.
only memories to keep me company.
I miss you,mr and mrs tonsils.
*sobs*

Everyday i would visit my mailbox.
Hoping for my enrolment package to be in there.
But still no avail.
Instead i got some rejection letters and Edusave thingee.
Everyone is getting it already.
But me!!! =((

Anyway, i just realise how little my edusave has.
Julio got like 1.2K and me...$200++
If it can be withdraw,it would be my extra income for sitting at home.
HA

Ok,i'm still feeling very math-ly.
Don't ask me why.
Ray thinks i'm nuts to be wanting to do MATHS.
ok ok,i'm an emo nut-case?!

Anyone wanna go catch mosiac music free show?
I wanna go see Rivermaya.
Got 1 guy cute man!
It's free.
Free show with cute guys.Anyone?
Call me,Beep me if you wanna reach me alrite =)

TO RAY:
Is it Pink?
NO
Is it PInk?!
No!!
Is it PINk?!!
No its not PINK!
But it says Magic Pink!

I woke up this morning with the most outrageous thought.
"Lets take out my Maths TYS and do!yeah!"
After 4 months, that's outrageous enough for me.
So outrageous till im positive i'll be doing it in awhile.
I feel so Math-ly.if theres such a word.
I don't think there'll be any dust.
I keep it darn properly ok!
So i gotto get use to doing Maths.
I don't have any faith in getting my appeal approve.
Must live life as a Manufacturing Engineering student lor.
Life full of Engineering Maths.Drawings!
Can i do it meh?
There's a reason why i gt freaking F9 for Maths for 2 Years!
or why i chose F&N over D&T or Arts!
I can't calculate/manipulate numbers.
I can't draw.Not less colour.
I do doddle,ALOT. But that's different ya!

Blasting No Motiv-Get A New Life.
Ok,i'm sooooo getting a new life.
ARGH!
So i chop Khad for the 1st day of school.
and i did chop Ray&Cinz too.
Just in case i remain in NYP or manage to go to RP.
Enough misery for getting into enigneering.
Don't need to add by going to school alone.
May my brightest jewel sparkle.
NYP.RP.
Gosh! i should stop.
Thinking of it is making me soo depress?low?wateva~

and ya
send me the god damn package lah~

Finally got the pictures from Dee.

A few lovely shots of Zal.




A few shots of us.

Ain't mum the greatest person in this world!
I love my Mum!
She's always there when i'm down or happy.
She knows if i needed her to embrace me tight.
I love my MUM!!

Maybe i'm not that strong.
Maybe i can't stay positive for too long.
Maybe i simply just can't.
Say a word and i'll cry.
Finish a sentence and i'll hate my life.

Got a feeling i'm gonna hate the rest of my life.
Not able to do what i want.
Living the life of a total stranger.
this is not me.
Not Nurul Fateen Keisha!!
Should i stop this misery?
Blood gushing out of my wrist.
A thick rope tied around my neck.
An empty bottle next to me reading, "Rat's Poison"
or
Laying face flat with blood smearing ard me.

anyway
So ZhiYang is featured in the papers.
Well,not him excactly,but his name!
Zhang ZhiYang,my pri-sch-bus no 5-buddy.
Always forget his name.
Call him Zhang Zhang =)
All the best in you bboying 'carreer'

Happy Birthday to you,
Happy Birthday to you,
Happy Birthday to Jimmy,
Happy Birthday to you.
Happy 19th birthday =)


All the best to Mzh who's starting school tmr.
wake up 6.30 hor! don't be late for the 1st day of school.
At least you got friends eh, me eh,don't have ='(
No one i know in same course or school.
Sad sia!
Just hope my appeal get through lor.

This post is a day late

Big Momma House 2 was GREAT!
Ok,we laughed even before the movie starts.
That's the problem with us.
Can't seem to keep our gap shut! *giggles*
Yes,Ezey finally manage to meet us!
It's been 3 months Ezey! *wee*
Thanks Cinz for you lovely lunch treat.
Thanks Kakak *laugh*

So the posting ain't that great.
I'm sorry Ray you had to hear me curse and swear early in the morning.

Ray: Nurul
Me: A'a
Ray: Bangun Bangun
Me: Why?
Ray: Api Api
Me: *laugh*
Ray: Go check what you get

Cinz, you're darn strong.
Broke my glass!!
Mzh, i'm living on the 6th floor not 5th.
I saw the lift went to 5th storey!
Ezey, you so chubby sia!
Strong girl liao ah =)


Anyway
Today's post

I'm trying to stay as optimistic as possible.
Stay positive like never before.
Thinking that there's always something good out of everything that happens (good or bad)
Take every mistake as a learning process and not an opportunity to bring the self down.
Enough with that sappy love song. Get that remote and change.
Stop the tear-jerker stories. Life won't get any better.
Give up on that loser son of a b****. Move on!
Let go every damn cold thoughts that's inside. It's a killer.
Clear up that abandone,black heart. It's time to start anew.

i'm me.
no ego.
just me.

Happy birthday to you,
Happy birthday to you,
Happy birthday to Wee Lee,
Happy birthday to you!
*sorry sweets no picture of you.who ask your face so expensive =P*

I am so freaking pissed!
AARRGGHH!!!
Haven't been feeling this for so long!
Once in awhile,some anger won't harm =)
And so, don't annoy me.
Don't suddenly change your font to cursive.
Don't act like a freaking *bleep*
Don't speak before you think.
Simply,don't agitate me!
aarrgghh!!
PMS sucks man!!
Both Pre and Post!!
I'm apologise to those who are affected.

anyway
Final Destination 3 anyone?!
I'm still waiting =(

Listening to Wong Lee Hom's- Forever Love.
It's strange how much the chorus sounds so similiar to Coco Lee's -Before I Fall In Love.
I was so much in love with Lee Hom's first single -Not Your Average Thug.
He has this sexy lovely voice that just captures my heart kinda thing.
Didi said his chinese songs sounds like Chinese Opera. I don't get what she hears.
His looks a plus points! Really good looking.



So posting's tmr.
Ain't getting the jitters just yet.Maybe i wouldn't even have it! *grin*
Any of my first 4 choices and i'll be happy for life =)
Me & Didi desperately need to go shopping!!
She said she's gonna get me a Marc Ecko watch.Wee~
I was "window shopping" at afew site(s) Raoul Dorothy Perkins TopShop
I couldn'y help but notice one particular model from Raoul.
I don't usually set my eyes on such guys.
The hair,so ain't my kind!
But but...this chap...gosh! he's goregous!

Gulping down black tea w/o sugar.
Super bitter.Super yuckies!!
I think im having *bleep*
This drinkis suppose to make me stop *bleep*

I'm missing being Sec1E3.
If only i can stay in e3 till sec4.
Sitting at the back.Sitting ard with Ben Ho, Willy, Benedict etc
God i miss them so so much!!
I'm missing 2E2.
Kent Ooi i miss you man!!*hugs*
*M6* *Urban* *F4* *A.R.S.E* *S.H.E*
I miss M6 re-actment as the Nerds
"We are the Nerds..We are the Nerds.
We are the Nerds of 2e2.* n all start naming themselves*"
Adorable lah you guys!!

This post took me 2 hours!
Chatting blogging on the phone checking friendster
Ray calls me "Multi-Tasker-er"