Argh. SEP is driving me nuts. haven't mapped the modules yet. better do it soon.

On the other hand, just came back from my young adult's fellowship christmas party! Played a crazy round of cranium and I had to leave. sigh. cos Dad was already waiting. WHEN WILL I GET MY OWN CAR?!?!?! argh. then i don't need to rely on Dad or public transport.

Tomorrow's gonna be a pretty happening day. I hope my feet can take it.
1) POSB Opening Ceremony... Dad got invited, so I'll be tagging along.
2) APPLECENTRE@ORCHARD. Grr... my nano's acting up. doesn't start up at all. grr...
3) TSL Lunch! At Rice table sadly... not really my cup of tea (Indonesian food) but there's company! :)
4) Meeting Ced to shop for Christmas stuff. my new shopping buddy! :P
5) Family dinner!

Oh dear. I just remembered. I haven't booked the restaurant for Christmas dinner!!! argh...

Life is so complicated at times.

You meet the right people with all the right traits. But their inner problems hold them back.

You sing but there's no tune.

You wish it could come true but it becomes hope.

Ultimately,

You love and get loved back.

Am making a turnaround in my life. Feel like I need to reprioritise and reorganise.

For one, I'm neglecting my friends! So many people to meet up with. There's the bready gang combined with the 4 sisters for seoul garden, then there's dawn wong (my favourite *ahem*), then there's the army guys (The NSFs are SLACKING! Supposed to give us a date... bleah...)

Went out yesterday and had lots of sweet, innocent fun. =)

Am feeling more true to myself these days. No longer hiding but just coming out into the world and greeting the warm sunshine! But some things are still better to be left covered... except to a few.

Then there's the issue of THE car.

Went with my aunt to test drive. She decided on the Kia Rio. I "decided" on the Kia Picanto. (The inverted commas are there for a reason.)

Spoke to another aunt about it and she suggested that I should try to persuade my Dad to get it for me. I was quite against it initially, but after thinking about it for a day (A DAY!), i felt that there were compelling reasons to seriously think about ordering the car during this festive season rather than to wait till next year.

1) Car prices are at an all time low (since 1994)
2) Many Christmas promotions and freebies
3) There's a long waiting list for the car of around 3 months. (Apparently, the sales person was telling me that the Kia factory was in deficit of their production demands.) Which means that I won't get the car immediately but only towards the end of the next Semester of school or during the holidays.
4) I will have enough time to find and handle at least 1 tuition assignment which will be enough to finance the running costs of the car.
5) Interest rates are set to go up since car prices are low.
6) COE prices will increase with increased car demand due to the low prices.
7) Car will be in our hands before Year 2 starts since I won't be staying in hostel by then.
8) NTUC Income has a Dec Motor Insurance offer! 10% off.

I hope these are compelling enough.

Finally found out more about the situation posted in the previous post. It's just very sad lar. Sigh. But it's none of my business anyway. I have to respect the decision of both A and B. Nothing much I can do liao.

On the other hand, got to know someone new. Must say that I'm quite happy with it so far. haha.

Of 2 good friends...

I don't understand why they just can't "kiss and make up". Let's call them A and B.

Why let something so trivial get in their way? So right, A's boyfriend flirted with B. That doesn't mean there's anything going on anyway, right? And ANYWAY... A's already flirting with other people even before this happened. So if A flirts with A's boyfriend's good friend, it's ok? I mean, such things (the flirting) are bound to happen and between boyfriend and B, nothing happened! Oh well, yes, it may seem like B betrayed A but in the first place... A and bf are already having a "rare" form of relationship and such things MUST be expected to happen.

On the other hand, I just can't stand B being so reclusive and avoiding the telephone call. I mean, HELLO? I've got A's number on my handphone and I can jolly well give it to you. Emails are simply not enough. They're too easy to delete. A telephone call is more sincere and the other party you're calling cannot just put down the phone like that because 1. A has free incoming, so what's the rush? haha... 2. If A just hangs up, A's gonna look really childish. And I don't think A will do that (after knowing A for about 7 years). Unless... my perception of A is wrong.

I mean, COME ON! You've been friends for so long (1 year plus), could you two just talk over it? Sigh. I hate to see this between two friends... I really can't do much if the parties don't wanna talk.

And who's fault is it? I really don't know. Circumstances are to blame I guess.