I got a hug! *grin*

But i didn't think I responded well enough. sigh. Was a bit taken aback. hehe...

But it was still a hug! *grins + chuckles*

I am feeling absolutely sheepish!

My nose is not giving me any peace. grr...

Chem lect in a while! Argh. I hope the caffeine is enough. haha.

Looking back retrospectively at the events for the past few days. I'm really thankful to God for many things (including one very special one). And it has touched me in more ways than one. I teared as I wrote.

Concert went on as planned. Though the music didn't come on during my "supposed" performance. I sat there cool-ly waiting...waiting...waiting...

"We apologise for the slight technical error..."

I headed backstage and went funny-hysterical (if you know me... you know what i mean...).

I was telling everyone that i was doing John Cage's silent song called 33 (as what Minyu told me).

Well... I did have a slight desire to have my song played as the finale piece. But didn't pursue it cos i was pretty ok with the flow of events anyway.

I prayed "More of You, less of me". And something REALLY happened. How cool was that!

Well. I played my song eventually. With most of the nervousness gone, I managed to finish the song well enough! I'm so happy!!!

And I got the biggest turnout of friends ever for a concert! Double joy!

Had supper at Fong Seng. Coincidentally, my CG members were there too! Haha... was like a social butterfly, flying from one group of friends to the other. haha...

Then went back to my room and started thinking deeply about things... which brings me back to the introduction of this post.

Thank you, Father.

I am SOOOOO over the Creative Zen Micro Photo. On the pictures, it looks so beautiful but when I played around with it... It's so... eeky. Looks like my eyes are fixed on the white Apple iPod Nano 4GB. hee....

Just woke up... *yawns* It's chem test day! (or night)

Opened the windows in my room and switched off the air conditioner. I'm freezing!!!

Eating Apple Jacks now. yum.

Gotta call her at 7.30am. =P

Should I dramatise my posts? Like I'm speaking in the 3rd person?

Have been trying a lot of blogging styles lately. The previous post was the point form style...

Ahhh... Rainy morning. Gonna wear my denim jacket to school. =)

Eating my breakfast now.

Beware the random thoughts. Just wanna let it out.

Today, it hit me again. Why do I keep having remnants of my ex-life haunting me?

Had a LSM1101 test today. Can pass. But it is left to be seen if I can do well. And it consititutes 20% of the final mark! *faints*

Just yesterday, this guy had the nerve to say he was bad-mouthing me. Ok. You're better off alone then. *walks off* bleah.

My Creative MuVo V200 died on me. What the heck is wrong?! I switch it on then when the backlight goes off, the player switches off too. Grrr... Now I'm REALLY tempted to buy a Nano.

Went to gym! Aching arms now. My shoulders and pecs are defining... but the abs are... NOWHERE TO BE SEEN! sigh.

USB sound card's wonky. Cubase plays. Then after a minute plus... there's garbling. sigh.

Going for dinner with Eugene now! Gotta run!!!

This week has just been a spiritual roller coaster ride. I didn't feel faithless though. I had plenty, not from myself, but from Him.

I just felt like I'm making this huge reformation in my life.

I'm trying hard to change.

But the remnants of my "old" life keep haunting me.

I'm scared I can't hold on.

I really do want to do the right thing.

And my feelings are true.

Just that, I can't let go of what I used to know.

How can I regain the innocence once lost?

OMG!!! SHIT!!!

I sent in the Minus Two Copy of Elektrik! ARGH!

It's on the Noise Singapore website now...

www.noisesingapore.com

Need to call them on Monday to upload the proper piece! ARGH!!!