K Shanez

Friday, December 31, 2004

Inquisitivity

Sometimes, I wonder why "some" people can be so inquisitive.

I mean, inquisitive not in the positively curious sense but in the negatively meddlesome sense.

No wonder Mom always told me, "Curiosity killed the cat!"

"Some" people just don't know how to keep their hands off things that do not belong to them. And neither do they know how to respect people's privacy.

Fine, I admit, there isn't much privacy in the situation I was in. But hello? If I see someone typing on ICQ, I don't start asking if the other party has any cute gals or beefy guys on their list. It's just shows how "some" people are either irritatingly curious or just plain desperate!

Maybe they need a taste of their own medicine. *glares*

Thursday, December 30, 2004

UNLEASH THE BITCH!

I can't withhold it any longer. I need to bitch about this situation.

Okay, so here goes.

We were supposed to have a gift exchange.

So one of the girls suggested the following criteria for the gifts which "most" of us accepted.
1) The gift must cost around $10.
2) The gift must not be food or anything perishable.
3) The gift must be unisexual.

So fine. All of us bought our stuff and waited for the day to do the exchange.

When we decided to do the lucky draw, it so happened that my gift would go to S/U and S/U's gift would have to go to me. But S/U had not brought the gift yet. So it was fine by me as long as S/U passes the gift to me another day.

And so, S/U passes the gift to me another day.

The first impression I got was... "so small?"

BUT! Never mind. Cos most people would say good things come in small packages right?

Well, I thought wrong.

When i opened it, the first thing that struck me was: "CHEAPSKATE".

The gift had flouted 2 out of the 3 "rules" we set. Firstly, it was a small bottle of dessert that probably costed a fraction of the $10 "rule" we proposed. Secondly, it was food!

I just concluded that this S/U is either:
a) Plain cheapskate
or
b) Freakingly Forgetful
or
c) Couldn't be bothered

I cannot imagine if S/U had to give it to somebody more calculative or sensitive than me. The person could have just broke off the friendship. It may sound petty but hey, if another friend could follow the "rules" and get something meaningful when you can't, it just goes to show that you have a value system that is questionable.

But I was pretty ok with it anyway cos S/U didn't get to enjoy my treat the other time and neither did S/U get the holiday stuff I got from Melbourne. So we're even.

But I think S/U should really start being more LUCID and stop SLEEPING! Wake up and smell the coffee already.


Wednesday, December 29, 2004

Dissatisfaction

I'm dissatisfied cos I have to do one more rt cover duty next month.

BUT. those who have been slacking away for whatever reasons are going to get their fair share in February. I DON'T CARE!

I'm dissatisfied cos I have still have to work so hard although I have only 38.5 working days left!

I'm dissatisfied cos I'm not getting any rewards for the EXCELLENT work I've been doing.

I'm dissatisfied cos I can't hand over stuff fast enough.

I'm dissatisfied cos Dr D's comp is broken down and so the poor guy has to keep hopping over to our cubicle to use our comp. Haha...

I'm dissatisfied cos I'm sleepy but can't take a nap in the office cos it's too noisy and there are too many people.

I'm dissatisfied cos I have to do office duty today.

I'm dissatisfied cos I didn't manage to buy a pair of nice slippers at the Metro sale yesterday.

I'm dissatisfied cos I'm not at my piano playing something nice.

I'm dissatisfied cos I'm not downgraded yet.

I'm dissatisfied cos time is moving too slooooowwwwwllyyyyyyyyyyyyyy........

Thursday, December 23, 2004


Our two gal pals! Posted by Hello


Me and the twisties... i look hideous. Posted by Hello


At KTV... Posted by Hello


Group shot at Mox. Thanks to Roy for helping us take the photo. It's like some "Friends" shot... like what Claire was saying. Posted by Hello


I love eeyore! haha... Posted by Hello


Lynette! Posted by Hello


Me... Posted by Hello


Claire... Posted by Hello


Breadtalk outing! That's keong with Claire's birthday present, eeyore... we adore eeyore... as you can see from the photos... Posted by Hello


Family Shot! All Smiles! Posted by Hello


That's my aunt Eliza. Posted by Hello


ahh... better shot. but the camera had this red eye effect thing... and the waiter in the background is MOST distracting... Posted by Hello


This was at a wedding dinner at meritus mandarin... different day though... haha... that's my closest cousin Felicia. Although we're born in adjacent years (me - 1984, her - 1985) our ages are only 3 months apart! haha... we're almost fraternal twins. well, almost... the flash was too bright so we kinda blinked... most comically. Posted by Hello


That's me enjoying my sea bass ravioli!!! haha... this was at the ristorante bologna at meritus mandarin Posted by Hello

Tuesday, December 21, 2004

Elektrik First Draft!

Finally produced the first draft of our latest song, "Elektrik".

But sorry folks. there'll only be exclusive listenings... i don't want the song to be copied. at least until Symm comes up with a proper demo album...

In case you didn't already know, Keong and I have decided on a tentative name for our band which is Symm. It's actually short for Symmetry. And so... either Keong or me will have have to compose a song called "Symmetry".

Ok. Back to the main topic. After playing around with Cubase SX and FL Studio 5 for 2 weeks, I've finally produced a song that sounds more substantial than the songs we produced using MIDI...

But I forgot one thing. Equalization. The song sounds pretty unbalanced now... the piano parts being too loud and certain parts feeling very "empty". Hmm... i need to go find for sound effects to brighten up the whole feeling of "Elektrik".

I also added a voice going, "It's Elektrik... Elektrik... Elektrik... Elektrik..." But on the MP3 I produced? It was like some ghost voice... hmm... looks like I need to reduce the reverb...

I'm gonna work on Draft 2.

Thursday, December 16, 2004

Haha... just read this post by my church mate about JC vs. Poly.
Just wanted to have some fun by doing a diplomatic rebuttal.

"jules just talked to a total moron, who apparently thinks
that JC is superior in both content and demand to poly, and
that poly is slack.

well, the sad thing is, (besides the fact that he is a moron),
many JC students think that way.

Poly VS JC. the great debate."

I definitely agree with this point. It's unfair to say that JC is superior in content. There are so many faculties in polys as compared to 2 in JCs (Arts and Science)?

I'm a JC student. I don't think that way. haha...

"Poly beats JC hands down, in virtually every aspect, bar local (and i stress,
LOCAL) university admission."

Considering the fact that the writer was peeved with someone making an unbalanced statement about JCs being better than Poly, I think it is quite contradictory that the writer is actually rebutting the statement by just turning it around.

"Content wise, polytechnics definitely have a more
agile and adaptive curriculum, as compared to JCs,
reason being that the poly's are closely connected to
the industry, versus an antiquated "A" level system by
the Cambridge syndicate."

Very true indeed. And I definitely agree with this.

"This means that the content in polytechnics are definitely
more up to date and relevant then the bunch of stuff they
shove in your head in JC. Think of it this way. Knowledge
is NOTHING without application. And no, as biased
as you are towards the JC system, you cannot disagree from the
fact that JC's rarely lean towards application."

I think it's unfair to use application as a measure of knowledge. And moreover, application in what sense? The technical and hands-on sense? If so, then it's actually inapplicable for some subjects that people take. For example, Math. How are we going to apply math in a hands-on manner? It's a content-based subject, not project-based. But if the writer didn't mean application in a technical and hands-on sense. I think the knowledge is actually sufficiently applied in tutorials and assignments. For Science subjects, there are always lab sessions to let JC students see the reactions for themselves up close and personal.

In my personal opinion, the word "application" has many definitions and depends on how one looks at it.

"Polytechnics are better equipped. That goes without a saying.
Wi-Fi, 7 storey libraries, Cafe's. Is there really any comparison?"

The writer probably forgot to mention the difference in school fees between poly and JC.

Wi-Fi wise, VJC was very well-equipped with that. 7-storey libraries and cafes? Just down Marine Parade Road (Though the marine parade library is probably only 2 stories tall... haha...). Cafes at Parkway Parade! =)

"University Admission. Now, it is definitely easier
to get to a local uni via the JC route. However, do keep
in mind that NUS/NTU is just another university. It certainly
is not "the best" (as much as the society would like you to think)
And a huge number of Poly students go on to get their degrees or
even their PHDs. So there."

Again, the word "huge" is subject to interpretation. And then again, there are also "huge" numbers of JC students who enter better universities than NUS or NTU. so there. =P

"Uniforms. Tsk. You still need your school
to dictate what you wear? That is very, very sad.
So much for an individualistic, post modernist society."

Again... school fees. Notice that university students don't need to wear uniforms too?

"Summary.

Agreed, poly students do not undergo the same stresses that JC students do.
Mugging etc. However, (i'm making a really generalized statement here, and it applies only to MCM)
the curriculum and teaching staff in the poly tend to make our work really interesting AND relevant.
And doing fun stuff definitely beats mugging.

the Jc route is still the preferred choice if you wanna go for a local uni admission.
However, don't diss poly students. going to a JC to be "elitist" is plain ridiculous,
and reflects on your mental maturity."

I definitely agree with that.

Why did I try to rebutt the writer? Well, I just felt i needed to add some balance to the argument. I'm not dissing the writer. But it's really sad how some JC students graduate with such elitist and biased views. I empathise with the writer although I'm from JC! haha...

Tuesday, December 14, 2004

I finally figured out how to use Cubase SX and Fruity Loops 5!!!

Well, at least I'm getting the hang of it. haha...

In case you didn't know, I just composed or rather, finished the draft copy of my new song entitled "Elektrik". It was supposed to be called "Electric" but Keong was suggesting replacing the "c"'s with "k"'s. And the result is a weird looking but cool sounding name.

I'm actually in the midst of changing the bass lines for the drums of the song. Sheesh, the wave samples of bass drums in fruity loops has so much more OOMPH compared to the conventional midi bass drums...

Was telling keong that the new techno bass i used is so good that the midi bass drums sound so high pitched that it kinda goes like "PIAK!". hahaha...

Mom was complaining that the bass was so boomy that people's hearts will jump out of their bodies!

Oh well, at least the desired effect is achieved.

Once I'm done with doing a little tweaking to "Elektrik", I'm gonna go back to "Operation:Glanzende" and re-do the production...

Apparently, what we did at the recording studio is good, but with my new found knowledge in Cubase SX(and soon to be Nuendo, with SURROUND SOUND!!!), I think I'll be able to come up with a sleeker arrangement for Ops Glanzende.

Moreover, these two songs are slated for performance at next year's Ei8hty-8 at VJC.

Keong can't wait to practice... I CAN'T WAIT TO HEAR THE FINAL PRODUCTION!!!

WEEEeeeeEEEeeEEEeeeeeeeeeeeee........................

I can really imagine the people being jerked off their seats with our songs!

Monday, December 13, 2004

Sigh, Doc John is leaving the church. And I haven't arranged that elusive outing with him!!! eekz. i really need to search for free time in my schedule! and i hate going out on weekdays...

Went to church yesterday but really felt spiritually unclean. My heart and my mind are at conflicts with each other. My heart is with God but my mind is too worldly... Sigh (again).

Sermon was about Love.

"Whoever says he loves me who is unseen but hates his brother who is seen is lying."

or something to that effect.

I need to let go of my grudges. But it's really hard. Especially when you've been hurt...

Oh well, I can always find comfort in the Lord.

*imagines Jesus with the little children*

*relieved*

Monday, December 06, 2004

today's the day!

understudy!

been looking forward to this for SOOOOOOOOO long! in fact, too long!

bleah...

Wednesday, December 01, 2004

Charmed Season 7 is now ON!

actually, "shua gu" me didn't know it had already started since sept 12! in the US, that is.

downloading it now... can't wait to watch it!!! hehehe... =P