Gay-yee Westerhoff from Bond MESSAGED ME!!! (on Friendster) *screams*

oh my gosh!!!

*runs around screaming*

*speechless*

MC... MC... yay!

damn irritated with some person today. put me on the duty roster for sunday when i specifically told him that i can't do duties on sundays. and so he claimed that he did tell me to fax a request over. right.

but i'm over it anyway. it's at 7.30 in the morn so not much lost. only that i can't go for catechism class! *sniffs*

sheesh. going to make it specifically clear the next time. should i use Dad's name? scare them a little. haha.

or mebbe not?

sheesh. i'm so indecisive...

feeling sick today and groggy. going to the private clinic to report sick anyway. will try to get at least 2 days MC again. my voice still sounds nasal and gosh. i'm aching! argh.

flu flu flu...

stupid flu jab had no use. haha. i'm still sick! *cheers*

i'm a little morbid here huh? cheering when i'm sick. oh well. was really muttering rubbish at bible study yesterday. sheesh. my brain and my mouth aren't working well together.

i'm stuck at home for the next 2 days. At last! time to get some much needed rest and a much needed MC.

the last time i got so sick was probably in january.

anyway, was really stupid waiting so long for the consultation at the polyclinic. waited like a whole hour just to see the doctor! then waited another 30 minutes for my medicine (or so it felt cos the estimated waiting time that was being flashed was changing from 17 to 27 then to 21.)

then there had to be this irritating loudmouthed old man who just couldn't possess the slightest tinge of maturity to shuddup, who started going, "hurry up!!! danny!!! where are you? i want to go back and sleep leh!" Damn impatient. right. as though we needed someone to make noise and add to our already throbbing headaches.

was really sickening (get the pun? or izzit a pun? hmm...*) to hear so many people wheezing and coughing and sneezing... sheesh. and i was so irritated by some people who didn't bother wearing the surgical mask given to them and still they had the cheek to cough so loudly. don't pity me, i'm already down with the flu. pity those who haven't got the flu and had to withstand all these nauseating sounds.

I'm down with the flu again!!! *cheers and whines*

hopefully i can report sick tomolo and get 2 days mC!!! wee...

argh. m parade on monday. just asked sj about having to stand for long and my excuse... but he says not to worry. okay. i hope things turn out fine. sheesh.

i'm sick and still not allowed to go see the doc. why? bec dad's sick too. and mom says i should go to work. oh please. tomorrow's a holiday after all?

i'm so lethargic and sneezy right now... IRRITATING!!! argh!!! *stomps around*

nvm. I'll go on MC on monday. haha. *sniggers* I know why.

argh. sore throat coming. gonna take MC tomolo...

just damn irritated with T when he was telling me about how not to touch the new food in the pantry cos they were gonna be bought with CJW's money. right.
you're telling me.

Who's the one who's always taking stuff from the pantry to eat as breakfast in the morning? moreover, there are only 36 packets of drinks for 11 people and each of us are therefore entitled to about 3. but, HE TAKES 5 packets! Zach says it could be even more than what T claims. I totally agree.

And he dare say I'm calculative. Right, I calaculated that I took only 1 packet this month and at the middle of the month, i find that there are no more drinks! *stares in amazement*
What is there to calculation? I'm only being considerate. At this rate, nothing would be left at the end of the month, which is precisely the situation right now.

sheesh.

anyway, the library was revamped according to CJW's instructions. and it looks, well, nicer... and neater too!

i hope m&d say okay to me reporting sick tomolo...

Is it the weather?

I wonder why so many people look or feel drained today... me too...

oh. forgot to add. Peepee will be not be around in the afternoon!!!

Weird situations always do happen.

Mr Ka is nice again to me.

Hmm...

Oh well.

Inconsiderate people on the bus

I'm really freaking irritated with some people on the bus. the type that don't bother to move behind even when their eyes glance and notice this OBVIOUSLY BIG GAP from the back of the bus to where they are standing.

These people simply do not give a damn about others who are almost being squashed to bits at the front and squeezing with a whole lot of people on the front steps. What's the big problem with moving behind anyway?

I was so damn pissed yesterday when i finally got to move to the centre of the bus that I just shoved through this group of inconsiderate people with a huff.

SICKENING i tell you.

Just like this old man i saw who obviously knew there was no place in the front to squeeze in and still he had to squeeze. I thought he would be considerate enough to move in when we got the centre but NO... he had to stay near the exit even though his stop was about 5 more to go.

If you'd like to take revenge, those people in front don't deserve it cos they weren't the ones blocking us in the first place?!

I can't understand why these people haven't got the slightest inkling of consideration for others.

They might as well not take the bus at all.

Just watched Jewel's new video, Stand.

Must say that it's really good though it could have been more exciting. But the song is already good in the first place so what am I complaining about. ha.

It's a mov file and it's about 21.4MB so you better pray you have a fast connection! *lol*

Here is the link: Stand

hmph. another attempt at being difficult i see...

*sticks out tongue*

I can't believe I'm this childish but i'm sticking out my tongue anyway.

*speaks childishly* you can't catch me!!! haha...

sheesh.

I'm still as happy as a lark. Go wallow in your own angst and self-pity if that's what you want.

My Testimony

When I look back at my life, I think nothing else could be worse than what happened back in 1990.

My family nearly fell apart with the near departure of one person. And no, it was nothing of animosity, but of disease. At that time, i never really realised how important it was for me to have God in my life. Well, my childhood had always been smooth going and nothing ever seemed to hinder me. Well, till that incident that nearly took away someone who was dear to me.

But, Thank God for letting us pull through the situation. I think that was the time that I really accepted the Lord as my saviour. Cos without him, I think the situation could have been much different and worse.

yay!!! woohoo!!! *applause*

and the award for the most childish person goes to...*drum roll* Ka!!!

sheesh.

fancy this person trying so hard to be un-nice but i'm still unfazed. *lol* must be driving this person nuts.

let's count how many days this person's been keeping a grudge... hmm... 6 days? i think so!!! *applause again*

how childish can some people get. ha. a person who's hitting almost 30 can't even act like a mature adult. *shakes head*

sheesh again.

I think the efforts of 18 year olds trying to act as mature adults really pay off as compared to a 30 year old who tries to ACT really childish.

*rolls eyes and wobbles head around*

msg for this person: I'm sorry, you might try to treat me as a transparent object but i'm always around. Haunting you if you like to take it that way. *laughs* BUT. I'm still unfazed. hmm, i admit i might get a little irritated by the behaviour, but generally, it's not working!!! *waves*

hm. I shall follow what Ten said about his emotional side. might as well just take it as it goes and don't bother getting emotional about insignificant behaviour from some childish people who are significant at first but try to make themselves little insignificant oxymorons.

am i being a little too harsh? hm... i dunno. but who was harsh and temperamental in the first place?

sheesh! for the 3rd time.

Any comments? I don't think i care anymore about this person reading my blog. at least he noes how i feel exactly and i needn't confront him in the first place.

I'm singing on sunday!!! *runs around excited*

haha... but now it seems i've shifted my interests again. seem to like playing (the piano) more now... hee...

WARNING

It seems there might have been a security breach.

It seems the people I'm ranting about are reading this blog.

If you're reading this. GOOD. at least you know how I feel when you're unnice to me.

But I'm not saying you're not a nice person, NO.

I'm listing incidents, not my general view.

If you're containing a grudge against me just because i wrote those things about you and you READ it, I can't help but feel sorry for you... because you were never meant to noe all these statements. but if you do noe anyway. so be it.

tata.

Bipolar disorder.

That's what i suspect A to be having. This person has been having crazy mood swings from hostility to amiability.

Like this morning, A had to call me with the pissed off voice expecting me to put something in the drawer. i mean, it's not classified wad? i apologised anyway. my fault. but A could have spoken in a better tone. hmph.

never mind. no point following "some people" who think small little problems mean the end of the world.

Jer and Bon are here. but they'll be in the library!!! argh. and i have to face that stoopid lau tai po alone. you noe who, Peepee poo!

argh.

i'm going to avoid her as much as possible.

yay!!! enetation's fixed. quite buggy...

okie! post your comments!!! fire away!!!

How weird can A get. One moment she seems cold to me and the next, she's nice to me again.

weird.

*folds arms and ponders*

was really peeved today by the caustic statements that A said today. emailed her a "respectful" confrontation regarding her attitude towards my leave on the m parade day.

it was really the last straw because i've been withstanding all her stupid sarcastic and pert remarks when i speak to her for so long. Huh! as though it's worth my time talking to her. *rolls eyes*

I explained in the mail that I was accompanying my mother to the hospital for an appointment (i won't say what type) but it was important for me to be there with her. And I explained how worried I was already, it was not as if I needed someone to be uncaring, caustic and cold and pass some generalised statement that people were taking leave on that day just to escape m parade.

I seriously, honestly, did not consider that factor at all when i was applying leave. I was only reminded by Zach after my leave was approved that incidentally, m parade was on that day! *sniggers*

Hmph.

Thank God for supportive colleagues again. *praises God*

I feel so much better everytime I type the above line.

ops duty ops duty... why do you always bug me? *sings*

argh. on ops duty again. but it's quite okay cos i get to sleep in the air-con!!! yay! *raises two hands up*

today's night snack's not bad... *slurps*

on to the duty! *points*

yay!!! first time RSM saw Dad in uniform!!! wee.... *somersaults*

hmm... i wonder wad's with A nowadays. She seems very cold and reclused. at least that's how she seems to me at the moment.

Was it because of last week's incident i wonder? if it is so, then i think my grudge theory would be correct.

or izzit that time of the month? okay, understandable.

work stress? hmm... maybe.

argh. I'll just try to be nice to her even though she made some stupid caustic remarks as usual.

NOTHING'S GOING TO SPOIL MY DAY!!! *does a flip*

*shows a victory sign*

yeah, felt terrible when i heard her remarks. but after lunch and after talking to Zach about it, i feel emancipated, relieved, free, released.

Thank God for being there for me. *praises God*

Thank God for giving me a colleague like Zach.

Thank God for letting me work in an office rather than out in the fields.

Thank God for my supportive (means both ways) family.

Morning prayer does help you through the day.

*smiles*

I passed my advanced theory!!! woo hoo!!! *prances around like a happy cat* meow!

on to the next stage!!! *points forward* the practical test!!! *scampers around the room*

yesterday was one of the best days in the office. everyone was happy and there was peace. *pauses*

was talking to keong on the phone yesterday about capricious. In case you didn't know, Capricious is a song written by my clique mate, Keong. And i'm collaborating to create the background just like Andromeda, our other song... *grins*

we had a really good laugh about capricious cos as the name goes, the chord progressions and time changes are well, capricious. *laughs*
I advised him to really go and change some parts... he was citing lazy reasons not to... haha... but i explained that because this was written way back like 5 years ago, the musical direction also followed the mindset at that time i.e. he was writing the song with a mind of a Sec 2 student. Well, people mature so the music should follow too... haha...

really. compared to andromeda, which has more form and proper direction, capricious is like a whole jungle of ideas mixed together. but with some proper reworking to it, it would really sound capricious yet proper. haha... a contradiction right?

there are so many nice moments in the song but a linkage is needed to put all these different ideas together, which was what I told Keong...

I pray today's a good day too... *prays*

peepee's not going to be in the office for 3 whole days!!! 3 and a half to be exact. she won't be around on thursday morning.

YAY!!!! *runs and jumps around*

Choon Kit was really funny yesterday during bible study... haha... we were like laughing every 30 seconds... good try bro, if you ever read this. haha...

and to joni's friend, gary, HELLO!!! *waves* i think you look really young. haha... never expected that you were ORDing in one year!!! lol...

very bad very bad... the most unexpected tv personality has caught a terminal illness... *shakes head...* but i can't tell who.

today's a new day, and i've prayed this morning.

feeling especially refreshed too since i've slept at 9pm yesterday... *grins*

am downloading charmed season 6 right now!!! *excited*

am very happy *grins*

i can't help it but wanna gaze at my new layout everytime i'm free... *gazes*

I LOVE MY BLOG!!! *hugs blog*

I'm in the current process of upgrading my site to make it a little more interesting... hmm... added a new swirling stars effect... any comments???

haha... i'm a novice website programmer... *shrugs*

haha... just came back from a dispatch... and i didn't see peepee the whole day!!! yay!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

yay... reedited the slideshow on the left...

very weird, at home, this page turns out differently... there's a space below the blog before the shoutbox appears in the centre... in the office, the shoutbox is to the left side and there's no space below the blog...
hmm.... *ponders*

oh well, yest, peepee wasn't around!!! hooray!!!

on the way back home, mom called... "i think somebody fell from a height! there's some commotion downstairs...go check it out when you're back okay?"

so i did check it out... some bloodstains on the ground floor... and right above was the clothes hanging area for the row of flats... i heard from the passers-bys' murmuring that it was from the 2nd floor. phew.
my mom was speculating that it was a maid... cos the person being stretchered to the ambulance looked like a maid, according to what my mom saw...

*shudders*

oh well, on to a new topic:

Monique and her marvellous attitude

This is one person Peepee's gotta learn from. Monique.

She's naggy yet tactful so that she doesn't hurt people's feelings in the meanwhile. or so that was what happened to chong yesterday... I mean, she can nag at you but at the same time, she reasons properly with you so you know what you're doing wrongly. I like this type of people. They justify with reason, not from experience or superiority.

oh well... i really do hope my relationship with her doesn't sour, cos it seems i can get along well with her...

...

what is happening here.... argh.

argh!!!!!!! why are the changes taking so longggggggggggggggggggggg..... *pulls hair...*

argh!!!

the bloody thing takes so long to modify...

i think it should be settled my blog to look like this... yay!

help with shoutbox centering??? *waves*

help!!! i want to put the shoutbox below the blogging space... but i can't!!! either that or i need help expanding the space of the blogging space!!!

yo!!! the blog is almost up and running!!! can someone help me with the shoutbox at the bottom? i want to get it centred but dunno how. enetation's up and running!!! yay!!!

argh... in the midst of trying to change the look of my blog... let's hope it turns out nice... argh.