Lost...and not yet Found!
These days, my principles have gone into hiding.
I think they're weary of how things are looking.
So, whatever the bosses say, it will be seen on my work.
Looking on the bright side, it would mean that I am finally working smart.
And needless to say, I am no longer working extended hours to clear that piling heap of work because I need to stand by my principles.
And I now get to choose what I want to work on and "forget" conveniently what need not be worked on.
And I forgot what my principles are somehow, since I've not been using them for some time.
But every now and then, bits and pieces of them seemed to creep out of nowhere...
Giving unclear signals as to what I need to do.
It confuses me for a while...but then...time will bring me back to earth...
and work on what the bosses want.
But I realise, I hate it.
As much as I would like my principles heard and exercised,
I think the price of it all is just not worth the effort.
It's draining.
Plus, I'm really not good at articulating my thoughts.
I tend to stammer and eat words when I am anxious to express my thoughts to the "higher beings".
But heck.
What's there to mention about principles when your stomach is growling,
and you have a family waiting to be fed?
To hell with principles.
For now.
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posted by **YinG** at 5:51 PM
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