Searching for New Meanings in Life

Ever had a time in your life when u start to wonder what u r doing with it?

The last it happened to me was when I graduated.
Didn't know what to do, where to head.
What career I was looking forward to.

So I tried whatever came in my way
Of course, I tried even harder when it paid more :P
Well, that's human nature right?

Somehow, it also became my passion.
A drive that made me want to achieve more for THE cause.

But then, at this point in my life,
I find it increasingly difficult to work.
No longer find the meaning and purpose in it all.

In the mist of searching for the purpose in the job,
I find myself consumed in the bustle.
Start to forget other important people and things in my life.

If this goes on, I will lose myself too.

Someone told me though,
that I tend to be too emotional and get hooked on with my feelings,
even in the way I work.

I agreed.
And I think it has also been my driving force for the work I do too.

But since I started to look back and find no meaning in what I do,
I am beginning to see what I should be treasuring.

And what i'm doing now just isn't working for me.

I really need some time for myself to think through it all.

To find all that meaning.

I want to give myself courage to move on.

It shall start by putting myself in a new environment with unknowns.
That is when you start to understand who you really are and what you really can do :)

Wish me luck :)