age = wisdom?

Well well,

it's been a while since I last post an entry.

Lazy lah.
Kekeke.

Old people, very hard to move lah.
Hahaha.

This time, as I type this entry,
I am another year older.
Not wiser though.

I've come to realise that I do have poor interpersonal skills.
But I really don't see where the problem lies.

Perhaps I am too lazy to pick up new interpersonal skills too.
I don't know.
I hate to mingle,
and I don't like to socialise with people I am not familiar with.
Once I am comfortable with the company I am with,
I just stick with them instead of moving around.
Or perhaps, I am afraid to talk to others.
I keep thinking they don't have much to say to me either.

I wonder why.
As I recall,
I was much friendlier than this.
Maybe the fear of rejection/acceptance got into me.

But I thought to myself,
why do I need to be accepted by people?

What do I want????

I am confused.

Another year older,
but not any wiser.